Granddaughter

12 Aug 2024

Dream

My dream was basically a fucky version of the Count of Monte Cristo. Tribes and villages lived together in this big kingdom. The villagers weren’t quite human. Some were half animals or tree people. An old king fell trying to protect his granddaughter. It was just really depressing and basically the bad guy won and was trying to force the “princess” to be his wife. She hated him though. He wasn’t a good man. Everyone in the dream seemed to be there own level of fucked. One of the feasts they even canabalised blonde women. It was horrible. I’m starting to truly hate dreaming. I feel like no matter where I go- awake or otherwise. Only pain will find me.

13 Jul 2024

Dream

I went to Ennis to stay and have a little vacation in a hotel. As I drove myself over there I was extremely tired. I parked my car and I was so tired. I went into the hotel. I ate dinner alone. I heard my granddaughter in the next room, talking to her mother and her mother‘s boyfriend and she was talking about drinking. She was with her friends. They were being very naughty. Then walked down to the lobby to leave and I saw my ex-husband and his friends. They all asked if I had been drinking. I said no I had a very bad headache. Then realized I had forgotten my sandals in the room. I ran down the hall very fast. Had to get my key because I’d already checked out. Then I went into the room and I couldn’t find my shoes. And one of the hotel staff was with me. They were my favorite Birkenstock sandals. then, just sat down on the floor and cried and cried.

10 Jul 2024

Dream

Walking in a park and the people in the park would not look at me. There was young girl in her teens sitting alone. When i sat by her I knew instantly that she was my granddaughter who has passed away as infant , still born . We had a conversation that could not be heard. She had long black hair and was beautiful.

20 Jun 2024

Dream

Another dream I had was be watching my mom naked in the kitchen like going in circles but also like she needed help my mom passed away last year the year 2023 somehow there was a feeling of she was in danger wherever she is the other side in heaven, but she was a danger that was feeling From there, my dream went onto me for somebody looking for something and I open one door and my sister was busy. I opened the other door and my sister was vacuuming with one hand because she was holding her granddaughter or something like a I want to say like an eagle or something on one arm, kinda like it that position And those two are my older sisters and from there I kept walking all because I wanted to know what it meant for me to have a dream that I was dreaming because it was really happening in my dream like where I had like sleep paralysis, and one arm was up and then my leg was kind of bent and just paralyzed but I was fighting someone in my sleep, so that’s why I was searching for this lady because she was going to tell me what it meant And this actually happened three times at night where I actually I think I was having sleep paralysis but the second time when I woke up from my sleep from having sleep paralysis, I felt like I stopped breathing like it actually was dead and that’s when I went to go look for this lady and she was telling me that what that is it’s some thing That started with the word ES or scant or Epson I’m not sure exactly what it what word it was it’s very vague what I have in my memory from that dream but the lady said oh that’s what it’s called but I’m busy right now if you’re don’t mind waiting Please wait for me and I’ll explain it but you can also find this meaning in the Bible and it’ll tell you what you’re going through what that sleep paralysis means the way it happened three times. This lady was telling me in my dream so then I said OK I’ll wait for her so then I walked away and there was like if I was on top of a like a cliff almost, but to the right there was like benches like Stadium benches or like bleachers from a basketball court inside the school, and then on the left, there was a cliff, and when you looked down, it was the ocean and on the ocean foam it spelled Jesus, and there was children and older woman walking through there, and we all looked at each other and smiled like oh wow, so beautiful earth knows about Jesus and how it’s the name is so wonderful name makes us feel peace so then I never went back to the lady and I woke up thinking what is that word? What is the word E Epson at Ed Son🤴 I’m not sure but the word started with an E and ended with an N then I looked up. that was my dream.

8 Apr 2024

Dream

My aunt teaching her granddaughter and her granddaughter’s friend from school that they should be more responsible with preventing the spread of COVID because my aunt told them she has stage 2 lung cancer. My mom and I were also in the dream agreeing with my aunt.

24 Feb 2024

Dream

I was at a movie that was in a basement with seats and beds. My husband and i tool the bed spot and ended up a young man amd lady took the other bed seats. The movie cut out and all of a sudden a friend i havent seen in 10 years, or more, was there and I was excitedly showing jer a beaitiful rainbow blanket o crocheted for my grandaughter. Then all of a sudden the man from the other bed space was there and trying to talk to me intimatley, my husband was no longer in the dream. I was ignoring him and trying to show amie the blanket and all of a sudden i was runnin down a hall way.

8 Feb 2024

Dream

dream about using a public restroom and having to poop, it was dirty asf in there there were no stalls or doors and just as i’m about to squat and go somebody walks in with there little granddaughter and she sees me says nothing just used the bathroom to the left of me and grandma goes to the right of me. no stalls we all see eachother i get frightened when they walked in so i end up losing my squat position causing me to feel disgusted … when i use the school bathroom i squat hard funny. anyway. grandma ask me “ can i see that shirt” it’s the one that i made that i bleached in real life she goes “can i have it” and tries it on… idk why in my dream the shirt says something about “niggas “ so i said no as she’s white, and i really like that shirt of mines. dream ends

28 Nov 2023

Dream

Yesterday I had been watching Xmas movies so when I finally got to sleep at five o'clock this morning I fell into a dream about Christmas myself and my family were all in Los Angeles and I've never been anywhere in America. We went to the huge Xmas tree which had huge presents under it for everyone that lived in the city. I got a yacht and if I put it in ocean it turned into a real yacht. My oldest granddaughter got a sit and ride Ferrari and when she put it on the highway it turned into a red Ferrari car which she drove onto my yacht and we went sailing with the rest of my family we headed home for Scotland but soon as we headed for the border I presents turned back into toys. We could only use them every where in LA and the magic of our presents came from the tree.

8 Nov 2023

Dream

I was at a fitness convention with my partner, we were trying different techniques of working out. I met an old lady as we were leaving and she was eating an ice cube cookie, she had a rubbish bag full of them so I carried them home for her to her bed and breakfast. We arrived through the basement and went up stairs to the front garden where her business partner was who looked like her granddaughter. I put the bag in the bin for her then went on my way out of the gate alone. I don't know where along the way I lost my partner, I hadn't noticed him. I am single in the walking world, I seperated from my husband in may 2023. I hadn't realised he had gone in my dream till the last minute.