Grandmother

26 Sep 2024

Dream

I dreamt me my mum, my nan and great nan who has passed were all together

24 Sep 2024

Dream

My dream starts with me being in some abandoned house with a whole bunch of drug addicts doing drugs and exchanging paraphernalia. Then my mom picks me up from there and on the ride home, I see the sky is extremely blue and there are beautiful white blossoms all over the trees and everything is just vibrant and beautiful and I step out of the vehicle to really take a look and I say this is the most beautiful day I have ever seen in my entire life. and I hear something coming from around the bend so I follow it down and there's this little town from my dreamscape, one that I've been there before and my grandma's there too. A lot of the things are made of gold and like an aquamarine color swirled together with gem stones and marble all very regal and expensive and like they said I guess they were El Dorado hills gold and there's a lot of like Spanish type themes and big rock columns, Mediterranean style too. Again there's that horseshoe shape island with the beautiful homes right there that I've seen before in my other dreams. There are parades with exotic animals and water around everywhere and I am with my grandma and we are having the time of our lives. I reach for my phone to capture the moment and I begin to film but I am very worried about running out of room in my phone or the footage not being captured. Then I notice the water begins to dry up and all of the bright colors begin to fade and and beautiful and exotic animals turn to basic long horn cattle that are charging at us. I run and grab for a tree branch only to be relentlessly pursued by one in particular that keeps coming back and trying to gorge me. I hang on for dear life as the stampede slows down and only the clouds of dust are left. Then I call for my grandma. But she is no where to be found. I frantically call for her and still there is no reply. As I watch the beautiful scenery turn to a dull lifeless dried out desert rather than the vibrant beautiful oasis of life and culture my heart begins to fill heavy as I realize that my grandma is dead and that she was never really there to begin with. But then I reach in my pocket for my phone and I find that there is footage of her there which gives me a feeling of hope and happiness unparalleled by anything else. I frantically try to show everyone and I slowly realize that I am in a lucid dreaming state and that I can control the scenery or the people who are there and what is going on in the dreamscape around me. I bring back the beauty and the exotic animals and vibrant colors and my grandmother and I enjoy the small hidden pocket of life and culture that I have created just for me, even if it’s only for a fleeting moment and even though I know it won’t last. I am still saddened by this but I use it as an opportunity to see my grandma anyway and hold her and love her. Then there are some typed of pages I wrote that blow around in the wind and my ex boyfriend Chuy catches one and sees his name. Unsure and embarrassed about the content I snatch the pages back from him and try to make an excuse as to why they would say his name, I think I claimed it was a list of phone numbers. I begin to go back and forth between this hidden world tucked into the hills of the Altamont pass in my dreamworld and back to the abandoned house where trouble and conflict begin to break loose. I was laying down with Chuy and I said something and some large black man began to try and attack me and punch me but Chuy quickly responded and fought the man and overpowered him. I then began to have conflict with a group of African American girls who I think were related to the man. They out numbered me but I stood tall and firm and told them that they do not want problems with me and I bluffed about having more people to back me up than I really did but it worked and they backed down. Later one through a pancake at me but it looked very delicious and I just wanted to find butter and syrup to eat it. I run into some of my cousins there and the dream somehow takes me to the dining room on my aunt and cousins at my great grandmothers house that used to be a place of stability love and comfort for me growing up. We seem to be arguing about something small but we are bringing plates of lasagna to this large table for everyone, but I begin to understand that they don’t have anywhere to live and that seems to be a theme throughout the dream- many people being homeless and relying on me to help me in some way.

24 Sep 2024

Dream

Sleeping and waking up in my grandpa’s bed and I thought to myself what a beautiful moment as I saw all the clean white linens covering the bed. Then I heard a voice calling me from another room and as I walked to the room I saw my grandma with a very long hair still alive smiling and greeting me. All these happened at their old house I grew up in when I was little

20 Sep 2024

Dream

I was with my mom and sister Julie we were in the living room and grey my cat was a tinny kitten again he was peeping and pooping a lot around the living room so, I looked at his litter box and it was filthy. I was trying to take a shower with him. Then it switches to my mom and Julie in the garage cleaning out old and broken stuff, I was so clumsy in there with them I kept breaking things my mom wanted to keep, but she wasn’t mad she was forgiving. I then get a text from Linda (who in my dream is still dead) I started getting so happy and excited that she was communicating from the other side. Julie then became upset, telling me and my mom that it can’t be from linda because she died, my mom and still believed it was from her. Then as we are walk back into this house, the inside now looked foreign to me, like it was my grandma that passed (in real life my grandma was an evil woman and abusive to my mom and siblings). I immediately felt bad vibes all around me, then God let’s come to visit us on earth. Me, my mom and Julie are all on the same page we were hugging her and so grateful for the time God was giving her with us. She looked around the house and we could see my other 94 year old grandma but she looked evil and her face was distorted. Linda looked at me and said she was happy the lord took her and she was so happy and comforted by being in heaven with god. She said she’s sorry we still have evil and bad things to deal with. We all went outside to walk to get food from some fast food restaurant. As I looked behind I couldn’t see Linda. I thought her time was done with us. As we are walking back home, I looked behind us and Linda was in the distance walking behind us, like god just plopped her back to us but we’re blind to her dissension from heaven back to us. When we get to my parents front gate Linda has a drink with her and she said it was bad, that her and the employees at the restaurant discovered this severed thumb that had turned black in color. She said it was ugly to see but she had thrown it out. I sensed Linda was about to leave back to heaven and I felt that God knew we all missed each other and it was way of letting us know she is around watching out for us.

6 Sep 2024

Dream

I was riding passenger in a car with a man. He was the driver. I wasnt attracted to him physically but he made me laugh and i was enjoying his presence. I think we were talking about his kids or his little brothers, im not sure. The car we were in felt more like it was flying rather than driving on ground. We were gliding through a night sky just talking and laughing. Eventually we fly over a cafe and i happen to notice my deceased grandmother casually sitting at a table with another person and drinking tea. I get excited and ask my friend to stop so i can say hi to my grandma. Eagerly i catch her attention but then quickly realize im dreaming.. she looked very confused when i called her nana and i immediately said “oh, never mind, my mistake” because i knew in this realm she wouldnt recognize me? I grabbed my friend quickly and said let’s go. I started pushing myself through the sky (flying) and just kept jumping up higher and higher as i high as i could get and then let go to fall. As im falling im thinking to myself, as soon as i hit ground, ill wake up. I was falling for so long i began to feel anxiety about not waking up and actually hitting the ground and feeling it. I eventually did wake up

31 Aug 2024

Dream

my dog was laying motionless in the pool she was unconscious and i put her up in the concrete and she turned into my grandma who fainted because there was a spider in her shower cap. then it was my school and it was the last day before christmas break and i went into my ap human geography teachers classs room and she gave me a little toy and goodie bag i then wandered around the school

30 Aug 2024

Dream

Last night I had a profoundly incredible dream!!! I dreamt that my grandmother knocked on my bedroom door and I opened and she said someone wanted to see me, it was my dad vut he kept changing form, and he said "we're still here, you just can't always see us"

29 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream where me and my twin brothers were getting babysat by a woman even though I was old enough to do it on my own, our parents went on a work trip so we stayed home for the summer. My brothers were so annoying but we all loved each other very much. One day we got a call and it wasn’t a good one at all, our parents plane crashed and they couldn’t find it anywhere. The kid specialist told us we had to go to a foster home until they could find a place for us. The babysitter seemed pleased and we didn’t understand at first but then we realized she was no ordinary person… she was a demon and she was trying to kill us but she had to wait till we got that call like a friend of hers wrecked the plane. We all hurried and packed some bags and tried to run away, the boys got out and I headed to our grandmas house where we thought it’d be safe. Our grandma asked what was going on because we looked scared and out of breath we told her everything that was going on. We saw the demon flying this way and so we told my brothers to go and look for some help that was near by. Grandma and I tried to fight it off as much as we could before the help came as soon as I saw my brothers I knew the help was here. As soon as I went to look at the help the demon stabbed me right in the chest and I was worried that I was going to die, my annoying brothers ran and caught me before I hit the ground they were worried a lot. The police was there and managed to get rid of her and put her in a special place where she could never get out again. They bandaged me up and I felt woozy but I knew I was good now. We talked about where we were going to go now since we were worried the foster care system was going to split us all up and u can’t split twins apart especially my brothers. Our grandma said that she’d be our caretaker until they find the plane and see if anyone made it alive. I was so happy but the others kept saying stop moving or ur bandages are going to fall off

26 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at my grandmas house in Nova Scotia, where I was hiding from cars driving by late at night. Then I snuck inside her house to sleep, but kept tripping over things in the dark and making noise. My disturbance woke my father and uncle up who were sleeping downstairs. Then I got letters in the mail, one of them which was from the vet and told me my cat was very sick with pancreatitis.

26 Aug 2024

Dream

I was driving in the car with my grandma and suddenly it started raining and boulders were falling from the sky and it was the end of the world. I was absolutely terrified and all I could think about was how I never asked my crush for his number. I thought that today was the last day of the world but my grandma told me that we had a week left but I was still terrified.

22 Aug 2024

Dream

I was riding my bike along a road. Following kids that I didn’t know. But knew their family. We came upon a burial site but we could see the bodies above ground. One was of a elder/medicine woman. She was dressed with blankets and something around her head. Then there was like smaller bodies and even baby skeletons. There was a body in a tree that was wrapped in a material. the burial site was like a platform. I was walking around on top and I noticed the car pulling up the car and I can see Grandmother’s grandson looking at me (ex boyfriend) I asked a guy I was with for a cigarette and I don’t even smoke. The grandson drove up to the platform and was asking if this is what I wanted- I just nodded not wanting to engage with him.

21 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at my grandmother’s house and we went to the grocery store I wanted a lalaloopsy doll off the shelf and my grandmother bought it for me and got my sister something as well but when my sister saw mines she took it and I cried asking mom to make her give it back but my mom ignored it so I had to play with my sister’s Barbie crying and my grandmother was so furious she gave it back and told my mother stop enabling my sister. Years passed and my mom enabled her behavior now I’m standing in the middle of a house fire watching as the house burns down tears coming down my eyes but not crying as I watched my grandmother’s house burn down and I looked at my mother and my sister and pushed them down the stairs and left them there to die and ran away to the forest as I watched the fire from a tree. The fire was so pretty and I cried because I missed my grandmother.