Accuse

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamed that my younger sister and I had found out that the government was keeping a secret about the weather, particularly a hurricane. We proved it by sharing photos to the world about a lie that was being covered up. For an unexplainable reason my older sister started accusing us of lying about it. She started sending me photos claiming that the shadow government had manipulated the images we took. My younger sister and I knew the images that we took had not been manipulated but my oldest sister was desperate to prove we were lying. She was sending harassing messages to my phone that were clearly crazy. I sent her a message back and told her to get help and that she must be on drugs. Right then I felt something attempt to remove my voice from my body. The words inside me were “you’re trying to take my future” but whatever the evil entity was that tried to steal my voice was not successful at taking it from me.

30 Jun 2024

Dream

There is a party happening, I don’t know where we are but it looks like an exotic place, Im with alot of family. We are on some sort of dock club, and theres a large party going on, lots of people are drunk and even offering me drinks. But I decline and stay close to my siblings, after a while of running around the dock party, the parents decide to leave my younger brother with me. I try to get my stuff together for my brother and I, while I’m untying the boat from the dock I see a puppy floating in the water, it doesn’t have its eyes open at all, and it isn’t breathing as I try to preform CPR, The dog is still limp still so I believe I have a chance to save him. As Im trying to get out towards solid ground the inflatable boat gets a hole and starts to sink, I have to get the puppy and my brother out of the water. I push my brother up and pull the puppy out of the boat, but as I look back to him he is more bloated, his body is stiffened and cold and I can see the veins bruising on its body, I start to cry. As I am trying to figure out what to do with the puppies body, staff members come up and accuse me of killing the dog, and berate me for having tried to do anything about it. They call me a freak and a sicko. I try to stand for myself but just remain quiet to not further the situation. My aunt comes along and tries to break up the situation, but I feel like that was just my conscious trying to get me out of my dream somewhat. I was already half awake from crying and waking up several times over the last hour of the dream.

25 Jun 2024

Dream

After the passing of my nana I had a dream where she was still alive but very sick she blamed me for her sickness and was trying to kill me but adored my best friend when my mom got their I was hiding in a bathtub locked In the bathroom my mom being mad because my nana needed In there. Being to scared in her home my mom took me to my grandmas house but needed to stop first and get something she dropped me off in what was like a ally way that led to a Chinatownesk community where it was dark and crowded no one spoke a language that doesn’t exist and I kept noticing one man everywhere I went when I was frantically calling my mom to come get me after I find my way out of the alleyway the man bumps into someone and says oh shit we then get to arguing about him lying about not speaking English then he attacks me and I wake up

22 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was on a field trip and I was on a bus with friends and the bus was going very fast until the bus broke down and it flipped upwards off the ground and everyone was trying to walk off the bus one by one but when it was my turn to walk to the front of the bus it fell down straight on the ground and I got off the bus safely and then the dream went it where we reached a get together and 2 guys I had a crush on were there and they both were trying to get my attention. But one of them were venting that they don’t understand why I’m with my fiancé and he felt he’s no good for me and was telling everyone around him why I shouldn’t be with him and the other guy was doing silly stuff to make me notice him and try to make me laugh. But then there were other people questioning me why I am with my finance and then I woke up

28 May 2024

Dream

I am working at a Reject Shop, a woman comes in looking for a car mat so I try and assist her, she is being quite sociable and nice as we try and see if we have one that is suitable for her. Unfortunately we do not locate one, she runs into a room pulls her pants down and starts peeing all over everything while giving me a look, it was obvious she was doing it on purpose. She then proceeds to try and run away. My colleague stops her as I feel unable to clean it up and tries to get the woman to clean it as well as her trying to do so. My colleague gets in trouble for telling the shopper to clean up her own pee and that that was wrong of her. The woman tries to run off as we try and call security and I go to grab her shirt and then I stop and the woman smiles at me thinking she can dob me in for that and I say to her haven't you done enough and she decides not to say anything.

26 May 2024

Dream

I had a dream that due to all of Sean’s current drama and him lying about me , Aaron kicked me out. He takes me to a cheap 2 room apartment somewhere and out of nowhere my ex boyfriend walks in. I start telling my ex boyfriend that I’m not interested and what is going on and then suddenly Aaron and his mother walk in and accuse me of inviting my ex boyfriend over behind his back and his mom decides to agree with that theory as well. I start feeling really defeated because nothing I said would convince them I was telling the truth. The dream was very vivid and realistic. Right after putting my head in my hands from feeling cornered and defeated, I woke up.

26 May 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I was in a house with a bunch of people I used to hang around alot and for some reason everyone was accusing me of having drugs. I go in the bathroom and my friend van comes in the door accusing me of having drugs saying he's going to call the cops. I'm pleading with him and telling him I'm not using and to please believe me. Then he grabs the curtain from the window behind me and opens it. On the window seal there's a bunch of pill bottles and he says," what are you hiding, is this ghb?" I don't even know what those are I explain to him. The next part of my dream it jumps from one place to another and in my dream I'm hiding because I'm scared they're going to believe everyone else and not me.

23 May 2024

Dream

I was a pirate and we knew the ship was going to sink if we pulled the rope but even so the captain said to pull so me and some crew prepared the emergency boat before pulling the rope. As we thought the ship cracked in the middle and we started to jump on the emergency boat. The next day we started working in a shopping mall and the captain became our boss but then the boss was accused to kill someone from the countryside, the region I was living too. She was killed inside of his apartment and placed under his desk. I was told by the chief of the shopping mall to clean the captain's room with a towel but then the captain came back. I got scared at first but soon I started to ask him why he killed her, and he said he was lost. He didn't want to kill her but he had to. Hes mind was completely lost and he blamed himself. I was sad too. Not sad about the whole situation but sad that he didn't even came up to me, the assistant, and try talk to me. As I liked the captain I wish he told me what was going in his mind before he decided to kill the poor girl. That's why he went to the police by himself leaving me and the rest of the crew in shock and disbelief as we knew he wouldn't do any kind of this thing in his right minded. But the plot twist is that the captain was my manager from my part-time job that I'm currently working at in my real life.

10 May 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was at work and I was packing up to go home and the girl next to me was packing up and she was ready to leave and just before I left a girl came in really upset that somebody else in the place had accused her of doing something wrong and I asked her what it was and she said oh Kaylee said I made a GDPR error so I was trying to kind of understand what happened to know whether she had or not and a load of other people came in the office and they were all talking about it and I was trying to calm them down and just saying that relax don't worry it's not happened and I couldn't remember the name of the lady that was talking to me to help her and as I was talking to her I thought she looks like somebody I know I couldn't remember her name and I said look I've got to go for the day I've got to finish but I will sort it out in the morning and I left the same time as the operations director and as we were leaving I was telling her about it and we were walking down the road chatting and all of a sudden she went oh my god look at the moon and I turned around and the moon was massive it was filling up the whole sky and she was taking selfies of herself and I was like oh I need a picture so I kept trying to take a picture of myself but every time I did I realised instead of holding my phone I was holding a magnifying glass

3 May 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I was at a cafe, which then turned into a celebration for Grant Gustin and I was going to try to meet him since I love the flash. Ended up getting lost looking for the bathroom but saw my name on a door that disappeared and didn’t think much of it. Dream shifted into some sort of assembly at my college, don’t remember much about it except for seeing my guy friends at that time and then trying to find them again in the crowd to sit with them, ultimately I couldn’t so I just picked an empty seat around people I didn’t know and felt alone. Last part of my dream that I remember is that there were these two girls in real life who were at one point unhealthy obsessed with me. They merged together in the dream and were telling everyone of my female friends and Michelle that I was crazy and to not trust me, they were begging them for their sakes.

2 May 2024

Dream

I am hanging, suspended and still, in a vast depth of water. Ice mingles with my flesh as I drift within the Abyss, phantom beings carving my flesh. I am drowning within it all. In moments of clarity I believe I see things around me that terrify me, monsters made of shadow and teeth. In time, I strike out, fighting and clawing at them, trying to reach for the light I know must be above me. My hand strikes something solid, and, for a second, I think it might feel like I do. I think it must be of flesh and warmth. No, I scream, even though I cannot hear my own voice. I shriek that it is a monster, for nothing familiar lies here but darkness and I. Voices grate on my ears, and I feel certain I am persecuted. This is a version of hell, I am sure. Of cold terror and silent thoughts. I feel my bones brittle and wear, my muscles strain and tear. I feel my eyesight grow stronger and better, then, even as my body withers. With time, I realize that the blackness I have found to cover my vision is not the cloak of night, but my own closed eyelids. I open them, nearly crusted over with disuse and thickened with opinion. What I see is light. Not above me, but behind me. When I look around I see monsters, creatures with gnarled skin and grotesque claws, biting tongues and teeth to shred hearts. I am disgusted, terrified at these things that surround me. It is when I try to turn myself around to go back to the light, that I understand. With strong eyes, I see that my hands, once pink with newness and youth, are withered like a beast's. They are clad with long, shredding claws like a Reaper's sickle. I run scaled fingertips across my face, but I find only teeth and bone. I hear, then, that it is them screaming around me, accusing each other of being monsters as I did moments before. For I am them, striving for light with eyes closed, determined in my suffering, dragging others with me into darkness.

17 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a dream that my husband accused me of cheating on him in front of someone. And he left me. He kept hanging up on me. I kept trying to talk to him but he turned his phone off? He called back at one point but wouldn’t talk to me. Or I would try to talk to him and he would ignore me. So I hung up. And then he called me back but still didn’t talk to me. I was so frustrated and upset in my dream I was trying to talk to him but couldn’t bc of how emotional I was. Then I had a dream I was on a bus. And the bus was like an ocean submarine scenic thing. I was in it. And we were in the water and I remember seeing a tiger shark. Then the bus flipped in the water upside down bc the shark hit the bus so the windowed roof was in the water and I could see the shark. Then I started to panic bc we were trapped under water. Then I told my self to calm down and panicking will only make it worse. Some how someone pushed us to shore. I also remember being at some check out stand on base. You still weren’t conversing with me. But I was doing something for you? Or to be able to see you? And some random soldier boy came up trying to help me. The paper that I was trying to fill out was some visitation form but dude told me the building was over some where and drew like a graph of where I needed to go. Then he just showed me. But on the way there I woke up.