10 / Ten

6 Apr 2024

Dream

Me, my cousin Malia, and my grandma Aba were wedding dress shopping for my aunt Courtney. I'm not sure why we were wedding dress shopping for her because she's already married but we were. We were smelling perfumes and I really liked the way one smelled and it was only 10 dollars and 47 cents and I had 4 dollars and 97 cents so I asked Aba if she could spare me the other 5 dollars to get the perfume and she was like "Hmmm, I don't know. I have to get thi Beef jerky." And the wedding dress store was inside a gas station and she was looking at this shelf that had a bunch of random stuff on it like beef jerky, already filled up blue raspberry icees, and other things. I was like "Okay." And then went to wander around the gas station. And in the gas station was also a bookstore so I was walking around shelves of books and I saw one of my friends and her friend and they were like trying to avoid me and she was whispering to her friend "We'll have to go left, right, around the bouncy house, and over the shelf to avoid Amaree." And I just thought that it was stupid and childish that they were avoiding me but I didn't really care. And then Malia comes next to me and says "They're obviously avoiding you." And then I walked around looking at more books when I noticed that my friend and her friend were right behind me trying to stay hidden but I noticed them so my friend started running and went past me

6 Apr 2024

Dream

I just woke up from a dream, but I was gonna go on a date with a guy and I was waiting for him to come over and I fell asleep. I felt like I was drugged in the dream. But in the dream I was asleep and then I kept waking up inside the dream where I would look at my phone, but I was so tired. I couldn’t see what was on it . My guesses screaming for a little bit in the dream and but I would keep falling asleep and then my mom went to the bottom of the stairs and yelled up at me so stop cyber blaming people. I said I don’t know what you mean but I was still so tired I couldn’t move in, I couldn’t move at all almost for the whole entire dream. My brother came over to my he told me that people were getting messages from me saying that they should kill themselves and not their horrible, but it was very specific what I was saying in the texts. I just realized the taxes were scriptures or the 10 Commandments, but they had mean things added to them. Last night before I fell asleep in real life I had to ask God to send me a message on how I can stop being a bad person. I guess this was him answering me. I ended up outside of a business next to my car and then were two guys in front of my car and I said talking to them they didn’t seem like bad people, but they asked me if I could go on a date with them and I said I don’t know. I was responding in text while I was trying to correct . He said sounds like you don’t wanna go on a date with me said yes because that’s what I had responded to him and he looked at me and said I don’t know. I said I don’t know sometimes. Then I started walking. I ended up on a road where there was the guy that I was supposed to go on the date with, but we were like in the middle of the mountains. There were roads though. He told me to look and I said What it’s a mountain. Yeah it’s beautiful so what , that’s something I wouldn’t say in real life mountains and the mountain was beautiful but the roads that we were walking on really weird they were like cars but they were cars were a lot of road. Wind wasn’t too. Finally I ended up in a parking garage. I felt really scared almost terrified. I remain calm though. I passed by a group of men. They were older, maybe like 75 to 80 they were having a good time. Someone said something about we hadn’t seen each other in a long time or that they had just met their best friends. I stayed in the parking garage and I talked to my brother on video chathe felt scared for me. I felt like somebody was behind me. on the video chat, my brother saw someone behind me and the guy who I think was the one that I was supposed to go on a date with was behind me with an ax and he tried to kill me and I woke up.

5 Apr 2024

Dream

This dream was very different. I had this dream 2 to 3 years ago but I still remember it as clear as day. I see myself floating in a white void with gray smoke like swirls being the only thing in the void, besides me. I'm just slowly drifting while in a deep sleep, but I can feel that I'm at peace. Sensing myself at peace, it was the greatest feeling. While still dreaming I suddenly start to hear someone call my it sounds like whisper is at first but then it starts to get louder and louder. eventually this makes me open my eyes so I can find who it is calling after the third time my name gets called everything goes black then I started the first blink was nothing but a bright light and blurred visions, second blink the light is brighter and the blurred vision start shaping like people. the third blank was when I started hearing the voice calling my name but it was very muffled. Before I got to the 4th blank The voice started becoming more clear and when I opened my eyes to faces started to appear. I wake up and what looks like a surgical room with two mercenaries trying to wake me up and guided me through a mental wake up. well they were doing that all of these doctors and scientists were around me unplugging neuro plugs from my skull and spineI making sure my vital signs were okay. One of the mercenaries was just messing with me which kept pissing me off while the other one was making sure he didn't have to step up and do something since he thought my Powers were out of control, even though I still didn't know what they were. After I get cleared from recovery I get sent to bed with a group of people and we walk to our one room that was filled with military like bunkers. We all get to bed and I keep getting questioned with what happened while I was in my simulation that needed so many extra mercenaries around me. but I just tell them I don't know, roll over throw the blankets over my head and go to sleep. the next morning at 0500 hours, a hurricane alarm goes off and we all started getting up making our beds getting dressed. A tall fit Asian man starts playing music from his clock radio to get everyone excited for the day. We're almost done getting ready all together then a woman wearing a white medicine jacket with a clipboard starts calling out our names to make sure no one's missing. After she's done doing a roll call we have to put these metal electronic collars around our own necks then we line up single file and go to the cafeteria to eat breakfast. When I get to the cafeteria there's a whole bunch of adults and children there but only from the ages of 6 years old too 34 years old but we were all divided by different categories. After we finished our breakfast me and the people that are sitting with me got brought to a room that looked like it was set up like one of those chairs from The matrix. Asian man that was playing music in the morning to wake everyone up sat in the chair and all these people gather around and started attending to him. I then go with the woman in the doctors jacket and get taken to an examination room. I'm wearing a white gown sitting in a chair while I'm getting poked and prodded at quite different scientists. They are trying to get me to activate my Powers but I was having a difficult time doing that. I'm doing a physical exam and due to boredom I look out in the hallway, but to my surprise I see a group of children that look like they're around the age of seven and nine being led by men with guns. That's the last time that I ever see those kids. It's the next thing in the dream I start getting into an argument with the lady in the white doctors jacket telling her that we need to stop what we're doing because this is becoming excessively wrong, but she just ignores me. The next day in the dream I noticed that the bunk beds in the rooms are becoming more and more empty and in that morning of breakfast time I'm talking to a tall muscular Asian man named jet, a blonde Russian girl named Anaya, you're handsome but scruffy brunette man named Jackson, and my cousin Tony, trying to convince them that we need to get out of here and take the kids with us and without hesitation they were in with the plan. The next day in the dream we're doing our usual stuff and I notice these twins that are new to the groups. One twin is a girl and the other twin is a boy and the girl carries around a gray rabbit with her at all times. When I saw these twins I started feeling worried and angry. When our scheduled examinations were over I had a conversation with jet, Anaya, Jackson and Tony and we planned to leave that night. Thing skip forward to that night and we're all running down a pitch black alleyway with the kids we tried to escape with. The female twin with the bunny rabbit trips and falls from trying to keep up with us. Jet sees her fall and immediately runs back to try to go get her. Jackson is losing his mind Aunt jet when he turned around to get the girl because we were in a very specific territory that we were not supposed to be in. this area was worse than the place that we were running awat from. I keep trying to tell Jackson to calm down and to make sure the other kids hide at least while jet gets the girl but as soon as Jet got within arms reach of the girl these Bright lights like there were multiple cars lit up at the little girl and Jet. This weird gang of super mutants came out from the lights and almost killed the girl and jet. I got scared worried and heartbroken because of anything happened to those two I would have been lost. I hear guns finishing loading and saw them aiming at jet and the little girl I screamed out loud to make it stop then everything went pitch Black. We were still in the alleyway because I heard jet running towards me with the girl and he whispered in my ear thanks for saving me. Now that we got rid of this crazy gang we all made a run for it we're trying to go to the ocean but at the nick of time we get caught by the people who were trying to experiment on us. Helicopters and military grade everything just started popping up out of thin air surrounding all of us. They take us down one by one and make sure that we couldn't speak or touch anyone. They had us locked up as if we were the most dangerous beings on the face of the Earth. The next day I am so angry that I'm just screaming and yelling and fighting with every person that is a part of this facility to the point where they had to put a specific collar on me that continuously injects me with a sedative. When Anaya saw this she was not happy about it at all and kept finding a way to stop the collar from activating but when the white jackets found out they killed Anaya and locked me in a water tank with an oxygen mask and a straight jacket. I can see through the glass as if I'm looking through a window and I noticed that they were going to take the twins. And when I saw that they were going to take them my eyes turned white with fury, I break the tank that I'm in and then I start to absorb every ounce of water within a 10 mi radius formed it into a 87 foottallbody and start attacking everyone while I was slowly walking to the city. At that point I had lost full control over myself because I was full of sadness and rage. The last thing I remember seeing this dream was the government response teams pointing every weapon they owned at me firing them at me and watching all the bullets tanks and missiles turn into dust as they try to hit the water body that I had stuffed myself into

4 Apr 2024

Dream

A shadow man that was 10 feet tall was watching me hike and tried to drown me later and had a distorted face and looked dead. It was talking to me in a language I didn’t understand. It then put me back in the water and left me to drown and die.

30 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was sitting next to this guy in a cafeteria and he was good looking. I tried to start a conversation with him, but he said no and he made a disgusted sound. So I was like, oh that's fine that you don't find me attractive and I said, just because I don't find you, just because you don't find me attractive doesn't mean that I don't find you attractive. I just want you to know that you're very nice looking and he said you and the cafeteria was kind of loud. So I repeated myself because I didn't think he understood what I was saying and I touched him and he was like, don't touch me and his friend was across the table and he said something and I said, I would love to talk to both of you at the same time, but I need to just talk to you in order one at a time. So then the first guy who was like you, he, I finished explaining to him that even though he saw me as ugly, that I felt he was beautiful and I just wanted to let him know, but I let my anger get the best of me and I said the same thing, it was disgusting and I punched him in the face. This guy was really tall, this guy was like nine or 10 feet tall, so he started to fight back a little bit, but I guess I was too quick or too aggressive, plus I'm a girl so he probably didn't want to fight me. So when he got up, I got up and I hopped up, I'm a pretty short person, I'm about five feet tall, I hopped up and I brought him down to the ground, I spun around him, spun him around by his eyes and I brought him down to the ground and then I punched him in the face and he got knocked out, then his friends started coming over, but by that time, the first guy's mom had walked in, I don't really know how the dream was going to end with the fighting, because after the mom walked in, it seemed like the school cafeteria turned into a jail cafeteria, because then we had to get locked down, they gave us ponchos to go out in the rain in shower caps, so that was my dream. Thanks for listening.

30 Mar 2024

Dream

I recently dreamt that I went to visit a family member and upon arrival I found out that someone I had a fight with 10 years ago now lives there. Today I dreamt I went back to the house to confront the person I had the fight with all those years ago and we apologized. During the apology it started to storm and people were running from all directions around us. I couldn’t find my car so I caught a ride with a friend. The car turned into a helicopter and took me to the top of an apartment complex that was under construction and she left me there telling me that was my new place to live. I started to have a panic attack because I am afraid of heights. All of a sudden I look out the door and the complex is flooding very fast and people are climbing up to survive. Some were bloody and some were missing body parts. I took some of them including my dog and washed the blood off and dried them with a towel.

29 Mar 2024

Dream

I went to live with a foster family in England at the age of 10, happy and hopeful that my life would change for the better. They deceived me, and carried out a coup d'état luke the handmaids tale, and forced a puritanical society where it was acceptable for 15 year old girls to marry their fathers if their mothers died, only church and oppression were accepted. They banned clothes, books, technological devices, cartoons, comics, music, movies, cosplay, nana, EVERYTHING. 5 years passed and I still lived in the basement I thought would be my room. it was still decorated the way it was before the society was implemented, but they threw away all electronic devices they could find. but they didn’t know i hid my phone and books and charger. they didn’t know i still had everything. I discovered that I could use my things hidden. my mother was a bit unstable and I was accused of killing my foster sister's husband (which I did because he tried to hurt me, and then I kept his hair in a box in my room). I started watching YouTube videos and reading a book about nana and listening to music in secret. Once, I tried to escape, but they found me and beat me. Another, my foster mother had music playing loud and accidentally shot something. I found a gun too, and started shooting knowing she wouldn't hear it. I just wanted to feel something. when my foster father arrived, he smelled the gunpowder and found out. The mother gets sick. The father starts to show interest in marrying me. I go out with the foster mom and three of her friends, and they all talk about how amazing it is that he wants to marry me. I was 15 years old. "that's disgusting!" I scream, but they don't want to know. “It’s natural,” they say. The wedding day arrives. I almost vomit. In the end, instead of leaving with him, I hit his head against a wall and ran home. There, I see my foster mother in a state of shock and despair. I don't think she was so cool with the idea of him marrying me. She looks into my eyes and screams “electrify my heart!”. She was an executioner; At home, we had machines to take the lives of people who were sentenced to death. Without thinking twice, I connected her to the wire and pressed the electric chair button. she was immediately electrified. When she died, I cut her hair and put it in the box with the other one – but she had so much hair that the box didn't close. it was a big mix of blonde from her and black from my foster sister’s husband that took up more space than it should have. I pack my bags as quickly as possible and leave the house, heading to the house of an old friend who would help me escape before my foster father and now husband could find me.

27 Mar 2024

Dream

My dad lined all of his classic cars outside and people came over to look at them. I was out doing something that I can’t remember, but when I returned there were 400+ people at the house and in the yard. He was now also selling things from around the house as a yard sale. He gave me $101 after telling me he was going to give me 10% of the sales of things that used to be mine. As I was walking inside, he said “Oh, and it doesn’t matter if I sold some things you could still use?” I said “Like what?” and he said “Like camera rings” I said that was fine and went inside.

27 Mar 2024

Dream

My dad lined all of his classic cars outside and people came over to look at them. I was out doing something that I can’t remember, but when I returned there were 400+ people at the house and in the yard. It went from a cat exhibit to a yard sale and my dad gave me $101 after telling me he was going to give me 10% of the sales of things that used to be mine. As I was walking inside, he said “Oh, and it doesn’t matter if I sold some things you could still use?” I said “Like what?” and he said “Like camera rings” I said that was fine and went inside.

24 Mar 2024

Dream

I was on a boat with 3 other people who were my friends. We would get to shore but had to be careful because there were packs of deer who would attack us and bite us. One almost bit me and I was very afraid how it’d hurt but it actually didn’t hurt that much. Then the dream switched to me in my childhood home at night. I see one of my friends from the boat outside my window but there are police cars behind her with their lights. I was afraid the police would hurt me and my family, but they weren’t there for me. It turns out that the two other friends one the boat were pedophiles & Nazis so they were going to jail. They also lived in my neighborhood so when people found out the truth about them they were thankful because they were worried about their own kids. A woman who was my neighbor came up to us with her dog named Bernard and thanked me and my friend for telling the police about them since she had a 10 year old son who could have been a victim. The night was so beautiful in my neighborhood with all the lamp lights and stars. It was a nice ending

21 Mar 2024

Dream

I was at a resort for some type of work conference. My baby sister Tomia from Milwaukee made a video call to me. I wasn't able to answer the video call so I did not answer the call. She called right back with a regular call and I was able to answer my cell phone. I talk to her and her daughter on the phone. We were having a good conversation catching up, learning about what she was doing in school, etc. Then we got disconnected, so she had to call me back. When she called back, it was a much better connection . Then there' was a guy that was in the eating area with me trying to clean. I had to work around that guy and then there was noise in the background so I put on my bluetooth earbuds to try to hear her better. For some reason her voice was coming through on the guy's iPhone. I had to disconnect the Bluetooth on his phone to hear her. I had a pretty good conversation with my 10 year old niece catching up on what she was doing in school and things like that. I had to get back to the conference. A young boy asked us to come and see the big stingray fish his dad caught. My colleague and I followedbhim and tried to enter the dad's press conference late. The dad's press conference was jammed packed. As we got there it was just ending. The lady in charge said no more questions even though we're trying to ask one question. We were disappointed we couldn't ask the question. the lady who was in charge of the conference asked me which sessions did I like the best. I had not attended any of the conference sessions the first two days. Instead I just enjoyed the resort activities. I watched some high school kids play and game the was a combination of softball, dodge ball and hide and seek. They played on a muddy surface and hid in an area that was densely populated with trees and bushes. I sat down and start looking at which sessions I wanted to attend on day 3 and day 4. I had to scan the QR code for each session I wanted to attend. Most of the good sessions were already full.

21 Mar 2024

Dream

My dad and I had a reservation to go to dinner at a fancy restaurant at 7:15 but he was eating before the dinner and we were late so I called the restaurant to see if we can push our reservation to a later time and the hostess said no the only time left is 10pm but they still have our table ready for us if we come now do I am asking my dad what he wants to do and he insists I choose but I clearly want to go and he keeps saying things like “Ill pay the cancellation fee” so I yell “it seems obvious that you dont want to go” and he just keeps insisting he will do what I want so I tell the hostess we will be there in 10 minutes. And then when my dad and I are walking to the car we are still arguing, me telling him to just be honest with what he wants and him telling me the same thing but also insisting he’s happy with my decision