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30 May 2024

Dream

I keep having dreams of my stepfather who passed away 7 years ago in my dreams he is still alive and he keeps telling me how proud he is of me and how I'm doing good at overcoming my drug addiction

7 Apr 2024

Dream

why last night (in the process of writing about it right after it happened) in my dresm a lot of scary stuff happened like horrifying screamings and saying stuff like "yes the bombing happend then and then" while hurting me, but i also couldnt move and my eyes would close when it happened while the feelingof slowly zooming in i used to have dreams like this all the time like this when i was younger, (7-13) which made me grow to not be scared of it, bc the only way to get out of the dream is learn to  not be afraid  not be scaredwhen it happens which has been easy bc i know what to look for when i know its one of thosd demonic dreams, idk if this is a demon interfering with my dreams or something but when something like this happens it feels so real  everything the pain, pitch screaming, zooming in feeling, fear, and esspasilly the bombing at my school, due to the dream started with the dsy of school with my brother saying "i heard there was gonna be a bombing today" even though the bombing didnt happen until after school with this women throwing them and hurt my friends bc the police wouldnt let us run as it was happening making me have fo trip and jump over prople to survive

21 Feb 2024

Dream

This starts when I’m in this video game like simulation and I need to collect items to unlock various events There were three books that triggered three events, my mom, my sister and I got a hand of those books After getting a hand of those books, I head to the living room with a spiral (?) stair case and a lot of bookshelves This triggers a conversation with an eccentric stranger interested in the genre of book I was holding, the stranger changed accordingly based on who held and presented the book, the stranger spoke to them as the central person they directed their conversation to The stranger didn’t seem like a real person but they felt extremely life-like Prompted me to go to a massive store/exhibition with inflatable (?) but very life-like people who interacted with me There were 6-7 other girls. We were all assigned a ‘partner’ I don’t remember my og partner’s face that much. We hung out with them a lot, but after some time they began showing some malfunctioning And when they ‘malfunction’ they seem to be in severe distress. I was trying to help one of them (don’t know if my partner or someone else’s). He did react to me but seemed to suffer a lot Another girl swooped in (his partner or someone else’s). She’d spoken to this humanoid quite a lot and she knew what to do to help him better, thus he seemed to be reacting better to her There was a female humanoid who no one was paying attention to and she looked like she’d ‘deflated’ completely. But I wanted to help Since a romantic touch seemed to reverse malfunction, I had to caress the humanoid’s face. She started getting better but at some point, she persuaded me to kiss her so that she could complete her recovery. Very hesitantly, I kissed and she mostly recovered, as in got her facial features back but her legs were still deflated I got locked up or stuck in an enclosed place at one point but I went down via the ladder I realized that calling out the deflated model’s name woke them all up One such model was ‘Andrew’ and he was the most life-like one. He presumably claimed that his feelings for his partner made him more life like. I developed feelings for that model While escaping, we saw a ‘rejected’ model being taken away by a garbage company When reuniting with the models paired with the groups, they were talking about how one of the humanoids couldn’t integrate with the one who bought him because he had fallen in love with someone else and couldn’t stop calling the one who bought him by his love’s name Realizing that ‘Andrew’ did the same to me, I began to teach him to say my name over who he’d previously fallen for to help prevent him from meeting the same fate.

6 Feb 2024

Dream

I had a dream of seeing the way my grandma passing away from someone taking her breathing tubes to her oxygen tank off her face and her having a hard time breathing and next thing you know I get a call at 7 am from my aunt tell me grandma passed away

19 Jan 2024

Dream

british guardians following me around when i was like 7 years old and i was running away from them. i even climbed my house to run away

8 Jan 2024

Dream

NASA found a new planet that was viable for humans. It was only 4 days away and the only problem was when it got completely dark everything would instantly freeze. Everything would thaw by sunrise (night was on the same time schedule as Earth; it only took 1 1/2 hours for rise) but there was a low percentage rate of the humans coming back alive if they didn’t have on a suit (80% of us didn’t—paid option). On that planet it took 3 hours for the sun to set. NASA was offering a free 7 days trip to said planet. All we had to do was sign up on the website and wait for us to get chosen. My boyfriend was completely against it but since everyone else (my eldest son’s father, my eldest son, my oldest daughter, and myself) he gave into me signing up. It took years before we were accepted and I was getting frustre about how everyone was bragging about visiting the planet and some got to go multiple times. The weird thing was no one remembered the last day, only returning home to Earth. When we (My oldest son’s father, my oldest son, my two daughters, my youngest son, my boyfriend and I) got accepted there were many more upgrades to the plane like bigger arcades, more of the planet explored, etc. Everything on the planet was the opposite of Earth, such as it was more land than water. So at the “beach” it was sand for miles and a patch of water. We had an amazing time. On the last day, something that looked like an crystallized asteroid appeared on the shoreline. Like the sun when it’s rising. When NASA analyzed the object, they found it added 3 days to our return and we didn’t have enough fuel. We had to wait 7 days for them to come with extra fuel. Things got weird on the planet. When we were on the beach, the sand and water completely mixed. So it was sand waves. My youngest daughter didn’t understand the change and continued to play, I had to save her and got cut up badly covering her from the wave and the sand was ice cold. I was soaking wet and shivering. The life guards ran to cover the ones who got hit with the towels and evacuated the beach after seeing the scene. Then an alarm sounded and we had to go into our hotel rooms. When we all got inside my oldest son had his arm in a sling. At that very same time the ocean went weird my daughter, oldest son and his father witness the VR arcade coming to life. Fortunately my daughter and oldest son’s father was playing a version of Dance Dance Revolution but my son got his arm broken when he was caught off guard playing Call of Duty. My boyfriend was fussing at us about how he knew this was a bad idea and it didn’t make any sense for NASA to offer free trips, and how no one remembered their last day. He was upset because he knew he shouldn’t have given in and we go have just gone to Japan or Korea again. Things got worse as the days went by. We stayed in our hotel rooms but looking out the windows we saw the sand waves crashing against the stairwells. The characters from the video games roaming the island, tempting us to come out of the hotel rooms. We would even hear knocks at our hotel room and no one being there. We watched people fall for the tricks and see them died. We eventually covered the hotel windows because blood was smeared against it and there were multiple dead bodies hung up like trophies. Most were from the friendly VR games like DDR but possibly 10 were people from Earth. The asteroid was moving and by the 13th day of being there we were woken up by loud pounding knocks on the door. It was security from the spaceship telling us to grab our belongings and head to the ship. They showed their badges and went to the ship. We stayed on the ship the entire day and on the 14th day when we woke up the island was completely normal. Like nothing ever happened and the people that were killed by the video game characters was walking towards the ship, ready to go home. NASA sent us a message saying the strange object has disappeared and we can just travel along with them and they will be there just in case. As we took off from the planet, leaving the atmosphere everything turned completely black then the lights came back on. I was in a panic and maybe 7 other people. I looked at my boyfriend and before I could ask him if he was okay (because he was holding our baby who was crying), he said to me while trying to calm the baby “That was an amazing trip! I’m so glad you convinced me.” All the infants were crying, and only 6 other people (me being 7), were freaked out about the lights being out. Come to find out the lights were out for the 4 days and we (the babies and 7 of us) were aware. Whatever happened caused everyone else to forget what happened for those 8 days. Of course when we got off the ship the seven of us got together and shared the worse thing that happened to us on the trip. My boyfriend overheard the last person and said “That must of been some VR game, huh?” and they went along with it. As we were heading home they were all talking about the best part of the trip. I just sat silent, texting the others in a group chat. My boyfriend was driving and he looked at me and asked me who I was texting and before I could answer a semi truck was headed towards us on the wrong side of the road and I said “watch out!” The collision is what woke me up.

2 Jan 2024

Dream

This is an old dream - I was about 6 or 7 and living in Pittsburgh, PA at the time. I had a dream one night that I was standing in the kitchen of the house. It was nighttime and I looked outside the window to see an ambulance and police car racing up the street of the neighborhood (our house was on a hill). Soon there was a banging at the door, and an officer made entry into the home. This is where the dream split: the next scene was that of a funeral taking place at the church I attended at the time. It was my mother. I was on the ceiling of the church, like one of those marble figures, watching as my mother laid, but then turned over, on a marble table/slab that was being taken down the isle of the church. The carpet was a burgundy red color. The pews are like the old wooden church pews, pine. There is gold trim in and all around the church, to include the trim of the high ceilings, the paintings, and near and around the pulpit. In a lot of my dreams, I dream in first person but my vision is blurry. Because I get tired IN the dream from rubbing my eyes so much to decrease the blur, I zone out and then wake up.

20 Nov 2023

Dream

My dreams are still about my fiance Andrew Joseph Chenoweth. He is in real life still in Alabama as far as I know. He was in jail for a while also in Alabama. In real life. So in my dreams I dream of the mental health hospital and of the jail and of Andrew. In real life Andrew is 33 and I am 44. In real life I have not heard from him since December 7, 2022. In real life I still live in my house in Oregon. With my 3 cats and 2 very small dogs. In real life I have not been around Andrew since February 9, 2021. But in the dream I am around him and talking to him.

25 Oct 2023

Dream

okay so I kind of have three dreams but I don't fully remember the first one and the two second ones kind of blended together. So in the first one, I was out in some sort of nature area, reserve, forest, something like that, and I don't recall if I got lost or if there was some sort of issue out there. There was some kind of problem that had to be solved. Afterwards, I dreamt that I was in school. It was with my old high school class and I think it was around two minutes before the class would begin. my father had put or given me a sausage roll one of my favorite ones from 7-eleven, it was one of the extra large versions which I really like. We had asked our old teacher, Maria, if we could go to the canteen to buy some food and she had said something like, then you really have to hurry. so we get down there and I'm like oh no I already have this like French hot dog in my left hand and the sausage roll in my bag that my dad bought for me So I went back into the class and then my good friend ran down there instead. I don't remember the connection or why but the teacher Maria had been really nice to me so I just went up to her gave her a hug and said thank you. And she like glanced down at me looking all like ‘what the fuck’, but i didn’t care. then I sat back down with a friend. this friend is someone who used to be my childhood friend who I stopped seeing after switching schools as a kid, so it's a bit strange seeing her in my dream. but we sat back down and she explained to me what we had to do. my friend who'd gone to the canteen came back and the class started and I had to like analyze language and such based on these like elastic strings. it was really weird Or it might have been spaghetti strings, like pasta. in my awake time I'd had spaghetti for dinner the evening before so that might have been the explanation to that one. I was really confused about what I had to do because it made no sense how was I supposed to analyze spaghetti strings and we were somehow suddenly in my kitchen, my parents kitchen, I don't live at home anymore, and I had to like pull out the top drawer next to the stove to get these spaghetti strings from the drawer. It was next to all the cutlery. I like swiped or turned to the next page kind of thing in the side of this drawer I saw they were like pencils and they were like really hard and tough and they had like different symbols and patterns on them. they were like all different lengths and had different patterns and logos and numbers when you turn them around and stuff and I somehow had to calculate something to do with all of this. Then suddenly I was sitting in the living room and I was sitting there with again this friend from earlier who was my childhood friend and her grandmother came back from the bathroom and said that she was really ill and really sick. My friend asked if that meant that she had to get an old hairdo back, which I don't really understand, that was very confusing. It was apparently for the grandmother's sake and the grandmother said yes. In retrospect, yesterday in my awake time, I visited with my sister her old apartment, and we met her old neighbour, she's an old lady, and she said that she was still sick, so maybe that's where the correlation is. going back to the dream, I then asked my friend if she still had this old turtle ring that I had given her, which in real life I don't think I ever gave this to her. it was a mood-changing ring that I just owned and I haven't seen for many years. but I asked her if she still had it. because it apparently gave good luck. she said that she didn't have it and I was like what it's like 10 years ago 10 plus years ago that I gave this to you even though in reality I never gave it to her. and lastly I dreamt that I think I was in some sort of school and we had to collect some money, save up some money. So I went out with my friends and firstly we came past the store which I think was a cake shop But I don't know for sure. it might have been a store but at least somewhere that had cakes and then suddenly the shop was like oh no we just had like a cancellation or something we need five cakes. It was really beautiful cakes and I was like, you know what? We got this. I don't remember the name of the boss lady who was there, but I used to remember it, but it's gone now, but it was a woman. my friends and I went out to I think make this cake or eat it I think it was make it and the shapes for the cake were like squares and it was sticking up in weird ways it was very confusing. We decorated them and they became really pretty, and then I had to do something after making the first two or three cakes, and then when I came back, all 5 of them were finished. we handed them in and we wouldn't get paid until they'd been like judged and stuff and then there's a timeskip. Then we like check on this app and it says that we got either 5.5 out of 6 or 6.5 out of 7 stars. So I was like, you know, we're only missing half a star. So I was like, okay, they really liked these cakes, so we're probably gonna get a really good pay from it, too. So we go up to the caste register. The woman is gone now, down there's a boy. And we all queue up with one of my friends in front of me. A friend of mine was apparently also there, and she asked like how much a chicken cost, like fried chicken or something like that. And it was apparently 30 kroner, so that's that. And this was apparently also a bakery. our attention was now directed up to this screen behind the cashier which had something to do with showing the value of coins or something and we were basically told that we wouldn't be paid for these cakes. We were like, we've gotten all these stars and we need to be paid. This is really unacceptable and we were getting mad and angry. We basically asked for this boss woman to come out and see us, and she didn't. We just got like a passive-aggressive smile, like, yeah, hmm, too bad, you're not getting paid. Um, and we never really got to solve this issue because then I woke up.