Daughter

10 Sep 2024

Dream

I was in a meeting with an older woman and an elderly man. It was in the reception area for a school that I was hoping my daughter could attend. April had spoken with this woman before, but I had not. The conversation seemed to be going pretty well. I remember taking my shoes and socks off at one point. Although at times my contributions to the conversation felt disjointed, like I had simply memorized a bunch of things to say and would pull them out of my hat anytime there would be a lull. Yet it seemed that the conversation was going pretty well. The woman stood up and met stood near the reception desk and were talking while I tried to put my socks and shoes back on. I got to my right foot and realized that I had put two pairs of socks on. A tight scratchy red pair underneath the comfortable brown striped pair. I must have had an extra pair in my bag and forgotten. Since I was on autopilot I did not question this until I was putting a second sock on my right foot. I heard the elderly man say "well we know that he knows which feet they go on" I don't think he was trying to be mean though, just observant. I decided it would be less embarrassing to simply put my shoes on at this point rather than remove the extra socks. I pull out my cell phone because I think it would be great to show the woman a picture of Helena, since she was not here with me, but just as I am reaching to get it April bursts through the door with a crowd of our friends. Helena as well. It seems like a party. I suppose she must have arranged to have one for Helena here after office hours. Helena comes in wearing a turquoise clown nose. I tell the woman, that I as about to show her a picture but I guess she won't need one, because Here she is. Dan Scott is also there which I am very pleased to see. I think about kissing him on the cheek but he does it first then makes his way through the crowd to the kitchen I try to follow him. I really want to the him that I was thinking the same thing right before he did it. When I catch up to him, I explain this. Then I play it off as a joke by signing a bar from the love song from Superman "Can you read my mind".

8 Sep 2024

Dream

Dreamt I was in a room (not familiar) I saw my deceased mother holding a big bay boy he was heavy I told her that I would help her. I pulled back the curtains and looked at my mother I could see she needed help. I was trying to take off my jacket to then take the baby from her, but I was struggling with taking the jacket off, mum tried to help me, but I found myself stuck with taking the arms out. I felt claustrophobic and helpless. I sat down feeling helpless then my daughter walked in holding her baby boy. I told her I was trying to help mum with the baby.

4 Sep 2024

Dream

I wasn't sure if this was a dream or not but at the time in real life I was on holiday in Tenerife and what happened was I was asleep in the hotel room and in the middle of the night my daughter came in, turned on the light and I woke up, looked and I saw Addie standing in the doorway of her room with the light on and then she turned the light off and then I didn't see her, she disappeared. I didn't hear a door close, I didn't see her move and I don't actually know if that was a dream or if it was real.

27 Aug 2024

Dream

my husband and i are planning a real wedding outside of the courthouse and i had a dream that i was dancing with my 1 year old daughter at the reception

21 Aug 2024

Dream

i was pregnant and me and my girlfriend went to church , there i had a daughter i kept callin her kyah after my last name.. as i had her in the church my girlfriend then proposed, we went home and i took the baby outside the flowers began to hug us and grow as she was in my arms .. they were never growing before , after we thought about moving the baby always cried and the flowers began to die

16 Aug 2024

Dream

I ran into an old girlfriend who told me that her and I had a daughter that I did not know about. The old girlfriend also dripped snot on my 10 dollar bill. I immediately wiped the snot off by rubbing it against her pants. I then noticed that the house that she lived in was associated with housing authority.

14 Aug 2024

Dream

I was helping people close down bank accounts. They had two options: direct deposit into another account or a check. One woman didn’t understand I was asking for her SSN and kept saying a series of letters. I told I needed her SSN to close the account. She and her daughter stormed off.

12 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream that me a my sons dad were back together and he was doing things that were the reason we broke like if I didn't do something the way he thought i should he would keep bringing it up and try to catch me in a Lie for some reason it was just me him and his daughter not our son. At some points in the dream it felt like I was watching through a camera in the rooms almost like a reality show

12 Aug 2024

Dream

In my dream last night, we were at a family Christmas party but I had not seen my family in years. We had a Christmas play and it was going to be the first time my family was going to meet my daughter. I had a daughter, a little girl who looked just like me. She was a redhead, too, and about 3 or 4 years old. Her name was also Channing. She was so beautiful and happy and smart and such a good girl. She loved me. She loved me so much. She was dressed identically to how I was in my christening photo when I was a newborn baby- a white dress. I had done her hair with a gold Christmas tree crown and she was going to come out of the room we were waiting in holding my hand and she was to walk up to my mom, her grandmother, for the first time. My parents had no idea I had a baby. I had done it all on my own and kept the entire thing a secret, something that was mine that I was not ashamed of and not going to let them ruin for me. I was so proud of her. I could see the love in her eyes for me. When came out into the room everyone knew she was mine. She was a spitting image of me when I was her age. My mom embraced her and was so happy. She hugged her and loved her and was in awe of the likeness she had to me when I was her age. Later my mom and I were in the car except this time my daughter was much younger, nursing age and I asked my mom how to feed her because I had never nursed before. My mom was driving and I was in the passenger seat with baby Channing. My mom verbally helped me but unenthusiastically or in a way like I should know what to do, but I didn’t. I needed my mom and she wasn’t there for me. My mom told me the baby just needed to latch on. She did for a few sips then stopped and just laid there sad, almost like she had given up. The situation felt toxic. It felt nothing like the Christmas party reveal part of the dream when the baby was much older and no one in my family knew about her.

11 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamed I was riding in the back seat of my husbands and my car. Another lady friend was in the front seat and had her daughter driving us. We were going down the freeway when her daughter crashed our car with all of us in it. The mother came to me after apologizing, but then I found out her daughter was underage and not even of legal age to drive. I had thought she was older then that. I knew I would be held accountable for letting her drive me car.

11 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt that my adult daughter had gone into the small toilet-room, closing the door behind her, and that I then heard an odd breaking and falling sound. I walked toward the door, and I could hear a soft, irregular tapping from the other side that filled me with dread. I called out "Are you ok? What was that sound?" There was no reply, only the tapping sound against the door. I called our again, and again, but only the tapping responded. My heart was constricted with terror and I called out "I'm going to have to open the door, I'm coming in!!" Somehow I got the door open, to find her crumpled into a broken pile on the floor. She was conscious and aware, her eyes open and terrified, and the only control she had was of the one hand that she'd used to tap on the door, her only way to scream for help, she couldn't make a sound. I was terrified beyond anything I've ever felt, and I yelled "I have to pull you out, I'm sorry!!" And I took her by the arms to pull her body out straight again, laying on the floor outside the door. I looked into her eyes, and the irises had become diamond-shaped, and they had twisted sideways, and I could see she was in agony and terror. I understood that she'd suffered a catastrophic brain injury, I began to scream for help, and was about to call an ambulance, when I woke up. I was so scared, even after I tried to calm myself with deep breathing, that I ran to each of my children's rooms to wake them and see if they were OK.

7 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt that I awoke, and it was 8 o’clock in the evening. I went into the living room and my nine year old daughter was there (she’s actually 23 in real life). I told her that I can’t believe I slept the day away. She said she didn’t want to wake me because I was sleeping peacefully. I went into another room and my deceased brother was there. We talked about being in the wilderness, maybe hiking or staying in a cabin, (which makes sense because our last vacay before he died was to Tennessee to stay in a mountain cabin.) We talked about Ben Cannon (don’t know who he is), as he was a wilderness specialist. I admitted that I was a fan and Kenny (brother) told me to turn around. There, on the sofa, was Ben Cannon. The three of us talked about getting breakfast. Kenny told me what he wanted and I walked into the kitchen and told Annie, my daughter, that I need that frying pan washed please. She said okay. I went back into the living room and Ben had corned beef hash in a tin. He spread his legs open and then reached for me and said “why don’t you come here and give me a kiss?” So, I did and then awoke