Emotions

5 Nov 2024

Dream

On October 10, 2025, Aimee packed summer clothes to pack in Minnie Mouse suitcase, soaring by spring-like in October weather in 87 degrees because it's very toasty outside for jeopardizes America Sale at The Pool Place commercial on Wednesday's Chicken & Noodles meal at Siskin Pre-school are mentioned. It's not even chilly, because it's 1998 outside for the record breaking tie are baking outside from 1910. Aimee packed various shirts featuring Rugrats: Kimi, Tinker Bell, Betty Boop, The Little Mermaid (1989), Halloween Mickey Mouse, Snoopy, Alice in Wonderland (1951), Mickey Mouse alongside 8 pairs of capris, Halloween socks, underwear, bras, Halloween earrings, makeup, deodorant, body wash, shampoo, conditioner, pouf, soap, bows, Red perfume and Sesame Street pajamas, because we're going to spent 8 nights at Rockford hospital in Rockford, Illinois from October 11 to 20 with Disney's Encanto playlist. Aimee asked to go back home in October 20 with The Gibbens cat, Storm meowing as a melancholy. On October 12, 2025, despite baking outside, we visited Art & Renee and cats, Verity & Sophia Gibbens. On October 13, 2025, we visited Mount Rushmore especially 91 degrees outside is wearing a ponytail. Aimee cried because I wanted fall clothes for the trip. On October 19, 2025, she wears ponytails because it's baking outside until October 31, 2025.

26 Oct 2024

Dream

DreamApp , I've got some news for you. Guess what? I leveled up to a superior amount of awesomeness today because I got through so much. Not only did I adjust to my medication, I got through a very troublesome trial of tribulations and trials. I expertly crafted a manifestation of awesomeness, arrogance, and self-awareness. Being able to level through different parts of the day, there's such a continent of self-success and self-achievable outcomes. I didn't let anything stand in my way, not even being exhausted and lack of sleep the whole day. I got through everything. I managed to get stuff to eat, I managed to take the medication, I managed to drive around, and I managed to drive perfectly, and I managed to also make sure I never gave up, and I inspired people along the way. I went back to the McDonald's, I saw my friends, and I basically got over some more fears of worrying about other people that may have hated me before but love me now. So it was a win-win situation, and it all started at the break of 8 a.m. until now, 11.38 p.m. I had a hot dog day, as Mickey Nelson would call it, and my uncle would be so proud. Mostly it was just emotional-filled day, and I just miss it, and I wish he could see this because he'd be so proud. I'm proud of myself, and I'm happy I never gave up on myself. Thank you so much for listening to this. Thank you.

9 Oct 2024

Dream

My first love/fiancé and I broke up about 10 months ago. Every single day since then, I’ve been missing him and longing for everything about him. Last night, I had a dream that he was finally back. We drove down a long long long dirt road and we just talked everything out. We talked about our lives now, we talked about miscommunications in our relationship, and we talked about “us.” It was a surreal experience since im a very different person than when I was in a relationship with him. In the dream, I made a turn on the dirt road and it let me down a flight of stairs. My car went bumping down this flight of stairs at 85 mph and the both of us were laughing while driving down it. We reached the bottom and I remember I got out of the car with him and I found a little wooden box with the Dodgers logo on it. We walked up the stairs; hand in hand like we did on our first date. It somehow led us to this town that was meant to be a Halloween attraction where there were actors dressing up as creatures who were trying to scare people. We walked around the entire town, still talking about each others lives and all of that. At one point, Robert told me he wanted to leave because he’s seen me and what he’s done in a whole different light and he feels horrible. I reassured him that it was okay and that these last 10 months were the most I’ve ever struggled but it’s been the growth I needed. There was a scare actor that came up and tried to scare us but I got mad at shoved them away. Robert just chuckled at me. I asked him what’s happening now, because when we were dating he told me that he couldn’t just be friends with me after being so close to me at one point. Robert told me he doesn’t know. I suggested us trying again. He told me he thinks he has someone else. I told him we don’t have to be exclusive; I didn’t feel any bit of jealousy which I was VERY surprised about. Even when im actually awake. Robert gave me a soft smile and said yes; he’d love to still hang out and try again. Little by little. Slowly but surely. My entire vision suddenly went black. The words “I love you” in white text suddenly was the only thing I saw. It was read in my voice. In the next moment the words “I love you too” in white text appeared. It was in HIS voice. I immediately woke up after that. Now that I am awake and thinking about the dream, I have NO negative emotion whatsoever which is extremely shocking to me. This is the happiest I have ever woken up my entire life. It’s like things feel complete because we had a HORRIBLE breakup 10 months ago. Could it be that I have the chance to talk to him again? He moved away to Tennessee and im in California. He’s restarting his life. I miss him so much. What do you think?

4 Oct 2024

Dream

I was in the hallways of the former middle school I used to attend, I was wandering around and I seen a younger version of one of my peers whom I did have a crush on but I got so awkward seeing him so I ran past him feeling embarrassed as the way I was running was slowed down. I ran into a classroom where my 8th grade, math teacher, at the time Mr. Finland and I started chatting with him. I glanced at myself in a reflection of some black glass (it might’ve been a window but it was just dark outside) where I was still my present self, I told him that even though it’s been a long time since I’ve been here and I still think about this place and the past while I began getting emotional on the verge of tears because I do miss him and wish I was appreciative more around his presence. While the chat went on, he was able to see that I’ve been seeing therapy and I think he suggested I find somewhere better if the current therapist wasn’t helping. I wanted to tell him that I plan on doing it because the current therapist isn’t helping and how the only time he was helpful was with my breakup a couple months ago but I didn’t want to interrupt Mr. Finland while he was talking. I was in my old childhood home getting ready to go somewhere and waiting for the school bus like I used to back then, I was worried I wasn’t gonna be ready when the bus was going to come even though I was and I was upstairs and signaled to her that I’m coming down. It’s the same school bus lady who I had many times during my time in primary and middle school, for some reason she came off the bus with a cart of big bags of laundry in it. When I was finally on the bus I was trying to tell them something but they didn’t seem hear and was busy with unimportant things so I became irritated and was letting it be known. I started bickering with a few people, this one adult on the bus who was laughing for some reason I told him that he’s a sad person and went to sit in the back of the bus.

12 Sep 2024

Dream

A guy I use to talk to and he’s hugging me in my dream and saying he loves me and I said it back! And it felt like a lot of emotions.

23 Aug 2024

Dream

I was a spirit and was told that I have to remove and replace my old, ancient, never used, dusty, China cabinet because it's taking up too much space. I was told this about many items, otherwise I would become a lost spirit. I was enraged and bawling the whole time. Even though those items didn't get a lot of attention, they still held meaning to me, and showed me how far I had come. To replace or remove them feels like removing my progress, but I did it anyway because I didn't want to become lost. Each item removed caused a great deal of emotional and mental stress. I would remember moments of my life that had that item in there, but then also when it was last used and left to dust. I would outcry and scream and bawl at the top of my lungs at each item, and wonder why I was subjected to this torture. I awoke in tears.

19 Aug 2024

Dream

I visited these sisters in the hospital. One was dying and the other was healthy, the one that was dying I talked too for hours it felt like, we laughed and cried, but she died at the end, and then the dream changed, the dead sister turned into a dead cat, and I was crying so hard my chest hurt. We weren’t in the hospital anymore we were in an old broken down house, in a hidden back bedroom. The dead cat was laying on the window sill. I left my old stuffed dog that I owned as a young kid there with her, and I covered her in a blanket. I walked out of the room and I closed the door and I put a blanket over it and I pushed a dresser in front of the door so nobody else would go in. When I left the room the other sister was there. I said to her “it felt like your sister was apart of my family” and she said to me “my sister was a drug addict and it would be a shame to stay here and become just like her” then I woke up

23 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was at my auntie house it was me my mom my grandma and we were waiting for my uncle kemar to come and pick up clothes from us and when kemar came he walked up and handed me a water bottle that had alil bit of water in it and him and my mom laughed and I was looking confused so then we walked in the house and it had clothes in the hallways and a table to my left with stuff to cut and stitch clothes with and my mom had told him his hoodie came and it was red and it had words in the corner in white and black and words on the back and he was like I like it and he picked it up and said yall treat me so nice and I was like I also have clothes you could have to it was a bodysuit and jogger with skeleton hands on the butt part and I showed him it and I was like you could cut the body suit in to a shirt since it has sleeve or you could just wear the jogger and he said again yall treat me so good and everybody was just smiling and happy then I went into a different dream and it started at my school deloro and it was me and some of the people in my cheer and asb team and we had go sent to a different school bcs it wasn’t enough room and it looked like a elementary or jounior high but I was dressed like emo and I was dating a girl on my team named Ashley at first everything was fine and cool but then she started acting weird towards me and everybody in are friend group can see it and then we ended up in the cafeteria and that when it got even more weird it was two girl one on the side of Ashley and two infront of me and we were all sitting down I’ve never seen this girls before but everytime I would try and touch Ashly she would get mad and yell at me so I started look at this room that was infront of my it was yell with a window and it look like it head a vr set and games there was people in it but I just caught my eye to keep my mind off crying but when I didn’t try and touch her she would grab my leg and put my leg on top of hers and put her hand on my thigh so I moved my leg and I had said what wrong with you your being weird and she just said I guess I’m weird and laughed with her friend I guess so I got up and walked away and I got my phone and called Julissa my other friend and she didn’t answer so I texted her and while my head was down I bumbed into her and was telling her what happend but at this point we are infront of the cafeteria and this boy name Emanuel is playing football and we’re pretty much standing behind him and Julissa acting like she’s not listen to what I’m saying so I stop talking to her and some girl comes and starts talking to me but I don’t remember her face I just remember she had a white shirt on and then I wake up bcs my mom called and I leave my room but when I go back to my room there’s a dead lizard laying face up in my bed smushed and the tail in off and also I woke up crying in the dream and kinda out of the dream to but I would just go back to sleep and I don’t know what it means

16 Jul 2024

Dream

I was waiting for something to happen. The government was changing and not in a good way. Love was declared a disease and religions were under attack. There’s a procedure, a lobotomy really, which took away a person’s ability to feel emotions on a deep level. The phrase “better doesn’t always mean better for everyone. It always means worse for some.” Kept running through my head. I was scared. I didn’t know how to resist and I didn’t want to lose my ability to feel

26 May 2024

Dream

My work colleagues turned on me and told me they dislike me and think I’m attention seeking for self harming and not managing my emotions like when I feel depressed or suicidal My best friend also turned on me and told me she also hates me and I was all alone with everyone treating me like shit I was isolated and alone due to everyone confronting me and telling me how much they dislike me I began self harming by cutting my arms with a Stanley knife from work

6 May 2024

Dream

Im on thr train with all these celebrities while they are young. leonardo dicaprio, tom cruse, and vin disel. My assigment is to go back in time, dropping of these kids at different locations. Including school. Their adult selves of the future know im doing this. Im back in time undercover to complete this mission. We are all in a small van/bus. Drop off the young vin disel bus at jr high school that is in semi dangerous neighborhood- Then the dream transitions into a second dream that feels like a present reality. In the dream i become friends with MMA fighter connor mcGregor. We are friends because i am one of his handlers on the movie set “road house.” I get asked to interview and discuss what it was like working on set with him and Jake Jillianhall. Then later on in the future, I interview him on my podcast called “breaking bread”, my podcast show. We do the interview at my house. Its a mansion dream house. Open concept living kitchen dining that looks into the yard with a massive salt water pool. i invited every guest to come with their children and families. He was annoyed with his wife. He went outside to look for her with the kids and she wasnt with them. She was in another area of the house we found her she seemed down and sad. I reminded him they could stay. That was the plan. I told him i would show him my mom’s room and the house. My mom had a huge room, she was in the shower so i couldn’t show that but she has a seperate nook for everything. A kitchenette with an ice machine and it was colorful and mostly peachy and sparkling. An area just for makeup and hair brushing that was huge. And a massive closet. The room was the size of an apartment. This part of my dream felt so real. Then i told Connor ill put the kids in the 4 bunkbed room. His wife was already in there sleeping. We talked about marriage and how is hard to know more shot things because money gets in the way, but i pointed out he was grown and we all need to mature.

3 May 2024

Dream

I dreamt I won dancing with the stars and the dancers and nd I cried hugging each other and I felt so intensely protected and co regulating my emotions through him I just wanted us to Kiss. My friends and I were dancing on stage and the teacher put us on for a freestyle. I was extremely shy at first but then went for it and was doing horrible at first really and then a bit better. The teacher was throwing water at us to keep fresh and as I was dancing sexy she threw water on my pussy and I felt so hyped up like omg that’s what I’m living now it’s so great it’s such a core memory thing. There was also a pregnancy