Dream About School Bus And Emotions

I was in the hallways of the former middle school I used to attend, I was wandering around and I seen a younger version of one of my peers whom I did have a crush on but I got so awkward seeing him so I ran past him feeling embarrassed as the way I was running was slowed down. I ran into a classroom where my 8th grade, math teacher, at the time Mr. Finland and I started chatting with him. I glanced at myself in a reflection of some black glass (it might’ve been a window but it was just dark outside) where I was still my present self, I told him that even though it’s been a long time since I’ve been here and I still think about this place and the past while I began getting emotional on the verge of tears because I do miss him and wish I was appreciative more around his presence. While the chat went on, he was able to see that I’ve been seeing therapy and I think he suggested I find somewhere better if the current therapist wasn’t helping. I wanted to tell him that I plan on doing it because the current therapist isn’t helping and how the only time he was helpful was with my breakup a couple months ago but I didn’t want to interrupt Mr. Finland while he was talking. I was in my old childhood home getting ready to go somewhere and waiting for the school bus like I used to back then, I was worried I wasn’t gonna be ready when the bus was going to come even though I was and I was upstairs and signaled to her that I’m coming down. It’s the same school bus lady who I had many times during my time in primary and middle school, for some reason she came off the bus with a cart of big bags of laundry in it. When I was finally on the bus I was trying to tell them something but they didn’t seem hear and was busy with unimportant things so I became irritated and was letting it be known. I started bickering with a few people, this one adult on the bus who was laughing for some reason I told him that he’s a sad person and went to sit in the back of the bus.