Teacher

10 Sep 2024

Dream

I was at a church service during offertory and I saw one of my classmates on the same row as I was. We exchanged pleasantries and we both decided to sleep through the rest of the service but didn't later go on with it. Then when it was time for communion I went out before him and received the host in my mouth and was waiting for the wine from the priest while kneeling at the altar then I looked to my side to see what of my friends who smiled at me then I looked to my other side and recognized one of my favorite teachers he didn't smile at me but recognized me and all the time the host was still in my mouth but dissolved as we were still waiting on the priest then I was woken up

9 Sep 2024

Dream

This dream felt real. So I was back at jobcorps in the dream, and it was early in the morning. I looked in the mirror in my dorm after feeling an intense pain in my left ear, and I saw a creamy substance coming out of my ear. I decided to keep going with my day. Skip to class in my CMA Class, and the teacher there, the one who often picked on me, was being her regular self and picking. I was in the floor in the back of the class when the pain got so intense in my ear, that I kept falling over and I lost my pencil. When my teacher noticed she started yelling at me, and I tried to explain what was going on, and she said I was over-exaggerating, then I started crying, and the pink fluid started dripping out of my left ear, then I went deaf in that ear. And started panicking, then she realized I wasn’t faking, and that’s when the dream ended.

8 Sep 2024

Dream

Dreamed I was going to high school, but me and another student noticed strange circles and beams of light. we kept staring out the window and suddenly something huge and round and bright blue colored was dropping thing all around the area. It was an alien invasion, it had to be. We decided that we would warn our teachers or the police or someone. I didn't get around to it because I didn't know where any of my classes were and I kept getting to them late. Then everyone was eating lunch and I liked it so much I ordered seconds but I was worried about the price. I'd decided I'd pay for it myself and not ask my parents for money. After lunch I was late to my class again, and the teacher mockingly goes "Oh Julia has decided to grace us with her pesence." and he proceeds to say "Oh, the students and I were wondering" and he asks me a really personal question that I couldn't remember. I get so upset, and everyone is laughing. I immediately tell the teacher that I've had enough, and that I'm going to take this up with the principle and that I'm dropping this class. I then take all my stuff angrily and huff my way out of the room. Im walking to the principles office when a girl walks up to me. she says to follow her. We duck into a random empty room. The girl explains that she heard about what the teacher said and also doesn't like him and that we can get back at him. She said she'll give me some extra points if I help her out. I say sure.Then we talk about how we will sabatoge his class and there's a phone nearby, and he's calling through it and saying things like "I hear what you two are saying, you didn't think I could have ears everywhere did you?" but I ignore the phone and say we will figure it out. then I go to a teacher at the front desk and ask her if someone can take me home because none of the busses go my way, and I ask about the aliens. She says she can take me home. we get into her big black jeep and she starts driving me home. As we are headed to my home we see parents and children getting shot along the road. there's blood every where and I'm panicking. I'm afraid we are going to hit bodies. My teacher drives around them expertly and suddenly we are circling my home. It looks like a bunker and she says that the police may have to open the bunker out to see if there are aliens there. I tell her no, just knock on the door and my parents will answer. she says okay, and we circle back around to the front door. Finally we knock on the door and my mom answers and opens it for us. I yell mommy and run and hug her. I wake up.

7 Sep 2024

Dream

I was in school taking a test, and it was a multiple choice test. I finished the first page and turned it over where there was a weird picture and some questions accompanying it. I didn’t know anything about the question, and I looked at the girl next to me and made a confused face and mouthed “what the fuck?” To which she began to quietly explain what the question was asking. But then a teacher came and grabbed my test from me and told me I had failed for cheating, and even when I tried to explain I didn’t intend to cheat and I was just rhetorically asking “what?” to myself about the question. She said she didn’t care and that I failed.

5 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was back in high-school, my old best friends were having a sleepover and my mom took us to school late. It was 9am and we start at 7am. Then I saw this guy with long hair crawl out of his car, a senior, we started laughing at him because we figured he sleeps in his car. Then we walked inside and a new teacher wrote us up for being tardy, I talked her out of the write up by saying that we didn't need a harsh punishment for the first day back to school for being late. So she decided to throw away the write ups and give us a warning. Then we walked into to class and some students were celebrating something. They brought candies for everyone. I ate some and then I ate one I didn't like. So I got up and brought it to some of the stoner kids, they laughed and asked why I didn't just hand it out and I told them I didn't have that kind of energy. I returned to my seat which they stood up and yelled out thank you, to which I simply nodded in response. Then I saw Josephine walk in the room, she was a girl in high-school that I fell in love with, we never dated. I felt butterflies. Then I pulled out a confession note and a card wrapped in a red ribbon. I was contemplating whether or not I should give it to her. To which I had decided I would, so I started walking around the halls and was looking for her to give her the note and card. I saw her in the hall walking alone and my heart dropped, I stopped and was looking at her holding the card. I never got the chance to give it to her however. Because I woke up

3 Sep 2024

Dream

Finally found the keys to drive to class. A late for class dream back with friends. Going to classes I hadn't been to in weeks. Fun vocabulary games with physics teacher. Thinking I can play catch up. Jokes with choir friends. Singing in library funny lines. Not getting caught. Someone else forgetting what to sing next. Changing in the physics room a bunch of clothes with me. Not knowing what to put in. Physics teacher coming in and grabbing keys and not noticing, he had to leave quickly.

27 Aug 2024

Dream

Visiting mother’s side grandmother’s house with mom Buying onigiri, our favorite snacks and a pencil and a sketchbook The last two items are for finishing ip a group art/presentation project before the family gatherings We get to grandma’s apartment, lounging at the third floor room while the relatives gradually gather I work on my project sketches This project is eerily similar to how the one for my last school trip in high school went(it was a recreational activity assignment, and it was to make a full skit in mere two nights during our stay; I was assigned the group leader for my team solely because I was the oldest of the bunch in grades(there were fucking 7th-8th graders in the mix). while other teams had their own friends and had an easier time just having fun while creating I knew none of the people prior to the event, our group were full of either socially awkward, plain unfunny, possessing blessings in the art of seriousness(cannot lighten/loosen up and jokey to save their life), or were chronic pessimist/complainer so much that it actually sabotaged the progress of the production; we ended up bombing the whole thing because none of us could or were in any condition to think up a decent sketch(the three-day schedule of the school trip was PACKED, not a minute of room for realistic rest or unwinding, nor to brainstorm or practice our ideas; it was unfairly designed and my team and I got the shortest end of the stick among all other teams my three 12th grade classmates were leading) and time ran out before we could come up with a coherent script. I blew up on their face mid-performance because I just couldn’t fucking take it(i was also in the middle of mental health crisis unsupported by adults around me and were on three bins of energy drinks), left a brave 8th grader who came up with the script idea publicly humiliated and traumatized(I did apologize to him afterwards and deeply regretted and felt ashamed of it but still)) And just like in real life I end up mismanaging the time and forget that it was supposed to start around the same time as the family gathering party/dinner(7pm) Once I realize this at like 8 after the first phase of the party is over I dash to a dark and quiet tatami room to connect to Zoom And lo and behold the one kid who suggested the plot idea for the animation is shouldering everything again; the pattern repeated itself He/she’s getting just as reckless, hopeless, frustrated and on the edge as I was in the real-life version of this event The plot was Japanese traditional horror story The art style is this beautiful Japanese coarse colored cut-paper arts(Evening is expressed with indigo papers, there’s red lotus lakes, goldfishes, red lanterns and townsfolk in kimono merrily going about their business, etc.) But all the sudden the tone of the narration changes(the medium doesn’t) and it all gets disordered beyond the savings, turning into a Hyakki Yagyo(the Demon’s Nightly Parade around the city streets from the Heian-era folklore); the one kid who shouldered it all snapped and went ‘fuck it’, started crushing the entire tone and the story on its head The viewers of this live animation performance(my classmates and the whole school) are intrigued and are curious about this sudden change, causing rumors to spread and such The rest of my team members can only watch in horror as do I, since the kid refuses to relinquish the control over the livestream, feeling unimaginably guilted for making the kid shoulder everything due to our own inactions, procrastinating and unrealistic perfectionism After the whole thing ended in a strange little comical(to us, utterly humiliating and horrifying) happenings, I go talk to the kid to first of all check in on their mental state and overall condition(wellbeing and sanity) The kid is sitting on the tatami, looks up at me upon noticing with an eerily calm, almost uncannily gentle smile and tone I scramble to apologize on my team’s behalf for making him/her suffer but they would not hear me, pausing me with a raise of their hand; a strange air of eery composure and authority to them now, hard to deny I feel overwhelmingly helpless and guilty as we are both now teleported to inside a moving bus, the kind I’d see running around the Tokyo metropolitan area often It appears the vehicle is around Hatsudai(near Ikebukuro-Setagaya); the sky is blocked by the thick, highway guardrail and the surrounding high buildings and skyscrapers, and I see a highway ramp ahead that the bus doesn’t seem to be getting on I implore the kid what they want and such, but they ignore my words and continue on with their strange questions and words about my Vedic astrological signs, which are Uttara/Purva Bhadrapada, for moon and sun signs respectively Some talk about how my ruling deity, Shani(personification of Saturn in Vedic astrology; son of Indra/Surya, half-nephew of Shiva, the dreadful dispenser of karma on behalf of Lord Yama of the afterlife), Ahir Budhnya(Ananta Shesha, the Serpent from the Depths in the Hindu creation myth) as well as Aja Ekapada(the fierce, one-legged serpentine aspect of Lord Shiva, specifically in-tune with darker, occult subjects like black magic, the left hand path and such), plays major role in my nearly lethal, intense and unignorable, leader-like qualities that I am born with Something that is according to the kid’s observations “omnipresent in my life and in that of those who interact with me”; says whoever I interact or encounter in my life, however minor their roles or involvement may be, leaves either me or the subject person completely transformed, with their egos(and sometimes any other parts of their preconceived notions about the world or of their healthy self-esteem or ego) destroyed; that I am either the person’s karma or I myself am given the karma of Shani, Aja Ekapada’s(or of Shiva or Yama himself indirectly, through him), swiftly and devastatingly It’s starting to turn into some kind of a spiritual lesson delivered through this incredibly emotionally heavy reenactment of traumatic circumstances and I don’t like it The kid ignores my discomfort and goes onto talk about the qualities of the blue sapphire, the gemstone influenced by Neelam, the personification of the gem and also a consort of Lord Shani(Saturn) and the mythical connections to what is needed(moral disciplines, consistencies and dedication to serve your fellow humans from the heart), and how it applies to this current situation(basically the kid’s telling em to humble myself and such after admitting that I’m also complicit in this dysfunctional dynamic of the project group as its team leader) and beyond(how there is an urgent need for me to heal my traumas and what came with it that is starting to affect my external environment(the people in my surroundings aka my teammates and other peers, staffs and teachers who interact with me in this school) in a scarring way)

26 Aug 2024

Dream

It was a dream that started where I seemed to be in a bouncy park outside. Like the ground was grass, and only the things were a bouncy park. I wondered about if I could hide behind the staff, so I ran and hid in a bush. A few seconds later, I ran out of the bush and went into this indoor trampoline park, but all of the activities were made for two people and because my brother hadn't followed me in, I was alone. I went back outside because I felt embarrassed I didn't have another person. I decided to go in this room that had a huge pool with different sections. My brother was in the pool, nearest to the wall on the right. I got in. He said something but I can't remember what I was. After that, I blasted off on my back through the water, floating the entire width. Then, we were out of the pool, still in the pool room, but with other people. There was this girl called Zara and her best friend called Daisy, and a teacher called Mrs McDonald. The girl Zara, was singing about how she flies through the trees and how she also has a crush on the teacher's daughter, Clara, who wasn't present at the moment. Zara got a certificate. That was where my dream ended.

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I was being taught by a famous doctor about how to become a doctor myself. There was a boy there that was in a wheel chair and no one took him seriously because they thought he wouldn’t be fast enough. Then there were these other guys that just interrupted our class and said that we all were coming with him and if we don’t there’ll be bad consequences. They brought us to a small hospital in a small town where there was barely any people in. There was a really rich guy who was sick and no one at all could figure out what was wrong with him at all. Our doctor teacher told us we needed to give him some ideas on what it could be. But then two crazy people came out of nowhere, one that could run really fast like the flash, and the other who was strong and can fly like superman. Everyone else in the class was running around crazy while I and the boy in the wheelchair helped our teacher look for what made him so sick and then I figured it out and gave it to our teacher, he was very greatful and said I was his favourite. We super duper put some stuff in the rich guys body and started running away from the super evil guys that were trying to stop us from saving the rich guy. We found some bikes and all of us tried to get on them together but some of us just had to run. The boy in the wheelchair couldn’t run like we were because of the mud on the ground cause it just stopped raining. I ended up falling of the bike because I had troubles holding on properly, the boy in the wheelchair saved me in the nick of time before the evil superman got me, I don’t know how he got me so fast and it was still muddy I thought he couldn’t go through it. He said to me that he found some better wheels that had more grip on them and wanted to catch up on us to be with us. I said thanks for saving me and he kinda blushed and said no problem. So I went to hop off and start running again to catch up with everyone but he said to stay on his lap and he could get us there, but I was worried I’d be too heavy for him to go fast with his wheelchair. He said that I wasn’t bothering him and he said he had strong arm muscles, winked at me and started to move again. When we caught up our teacher was so relieved that I was ok and that he was worrying about me. To me he felt like a father figure. After managing to get out of the town and losing the evil guys the mini hospital called our teacher and said thank u for saving his life we got rid of the weird ones and put them in a cell that they can never get out of. I told my friends what the boy in the wheelchair did for me and I think that I kind of have a crush on him now. Everyone was surprised how he managed to get here with us and apologized for laughing at him in the classroom. The righ guy told his team to come pick us up and bring us home.

25 Aug 2024

Dream

The university where i work, they were doing a comparison between me and another woman because of the hours we teach and i felt sad because they called my attention telling me that i don't teach enough hours

22 Aug 2024

Dream

It was school break time. We were on a learning journey. Me and my friend Angelique were at a mall near the school. If I’m right it felt and looked like break time. We bought bungeoppang and We were hanging out, When we saw hyunjin. It felt like he was someone I knew so I think he was somehow related to me like my cousin's brother. He was an idol of a group called Stray Kids. We saw him and wanted to say hi. But since he was an idol he wasn’t allowed to meet us. We followed hyunjin and saw he was queuing up at a bubble tea shop. We then decided to chase him. He saw us and looked shocked. I yelled at his name. Hyunjin-ah! He immediately ran away because he was famous and he couldn’t get attention. We tried to run after him but he was too fast and went into the MRT or subway. Then we gave up and walked back. While walking back we saw I.N. who was also a member of Stray Kids and my cousin's brother walking. We chased him as well. He was equally as scared and ran into the subway as well. I’m guessing that mall is jewel because it’s right outside the airport. After that Angelique and I decided to get back to class. Our field trip classroom was an air-conditioned room and it was cozy. We had to sit and the floor there were tables but we had to sit outside them. I was seated at the back so I could do whatever I wanted. Angelique was across me so we couldn’t talk. When we all arrived she said. “Class I think ur classmates have scared some people.” I immediately knew it was me and Angelique. But for some reason only I got scolded. “She scolded me very very harshly. She asked me to stand up and embarrassed me in front of the whole class. After an hour of scolding me, she asked me to sit down. I felt so guilty and sat at the very back which was my seat. Then suddenly someone opened the door. It was hyunjin and I.N…. Since I was at the back I could easily access the table and immediately moved and sat under the table once I saw their face. I was so scared they were going to scold me. Since they are my cousin's brothers. Hyunjin and I were understanding and they knew it was just a joke and they understood why I did what I did. Hyunjin smiled while walking in. He was wearing Nike shoes. he stuck and touched me with his foot under the table. He smirked, we were always like enemies but caring when we needed to be. I was so guilty embareasedand sad. Why did I do that to Hyunjin and I.N? Am I that stupid? Hyunjin and I.N. stood there but since I was under the table I could only see their legs. The teacher continued to scold me for another hour. I felt more upset as the class stared at me. Hyunjin and I.n were smirking the entire time because they knew I deserved it after what I did but they thought the scolding was a bit too much. Then the teacher said “Okay we will give you some time alone.” everyone left except Hyunjin and I.N. I was still under the table. I was so scared I started to tear up. I didn't dare to come out. Hyunjin and I.N. just stood there waiting for me to get out. Hyunjin said “Come out now.” with a stern and determined voice. Not angry just a voice to make an emphasis. I refused to come out. They said it one more time. I had no choice but to come out. Once I came out I started crying. “I'm really sorry oppa…” I said scared, fearful, and upset. They told me annoyed “It's fine dw”. hyunjin asked I.n to go outside because I.N. was younger than him and he could handle the situation better. Only me and hyunjin were left in the room. Hyunjin said “I said stop crying! Why are you still crying?” Hyunjin is not really the type to comfort people. He likes to scare them so they stop crying. But he came to me and rubbed my back. He wiped away my tears. He said “I told u it's fine. Don't worry! I'm not angry at you. I understand why you did that and honestly I don't mind it. You helped me work out, haha. That teacher scolded everyone harshly.” While scolding me the teacher pushed me down so I got a cut on my leg Hyunjin asked me what it was. I told him it was a cut. He put a bandage on the cut and told me it was okay. I went out and met I.N. He crouched down and told me “It's okay!” and pinched my cheek. After that, I became a bit happier and we all went home.

19 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in a big school, in a classroom and decided to go to the bathroom, there I heard two teachers talking about an incident, so I stayed in the bathroom so they wouldn’t notice that I heard them talk. While waiting I was vacuuming the corners of my bathroom. One of the teachers talk about a problem her son and ex husband had in Japan. I was thinking in helping because I had a friend in Japan but decided to not interfere. That teacher also talked about how organize she felt in her new school and she compared this school with her new school which bothered me a little because she was like gossiping. Time went by, and it was time for me to leave the bathroom so I left as quick as possible not looking back and I arrived to my classroom where the students were getting ready for a transition. I was hoping those two teachers didn’t see me at all, but I wasn’t sure.