Argument

29 Sep 2024

Dream

Trump and Kamala Harris were arguing on TV and me and my boyfriend were watching the debate. He was texting some guy on his phone and I thought it was weird. I noticed he didn't want to have sex with me and I saw his phone and then threw it to the floor and angry with him because he didn't come out sooner. He was sexting a man. I found out he was gay. I left and went into the worm hole that was a slide and saw sometime I buttfucked(a guy named joey), he moved on with another guy. But we talked about gender and sexuality and I was still questioning my gender and wondering if I should transition back to a man.

28 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was in a garage and it was full of medium sized barrels. The barrels were blue and white and they were filled with chemicals. I kept taking the tubes out of the barrels and trying to put them into other barrels. Some random girls kept yelling at me that I was mixing the chemicals because I was putting the tubes in the wrong barrels. I was getting defensive. I kept tripping on the barrels too while trying to pull and put the tubes into the chemicals. I eventually asked someone if what I was doing was correct.

26 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was at Paul's house and all Paul's kids were there and I think I was working from home in the dining room and the kids were just going about doing their thing, not sure what Paul was doing, but I was also helping him tidy up his house and I was getting all the stuff that was in the room, all the kids stuff and saying you guys need to put it away and there were loads of things like old pencil cases and just bits of broken toys and just old toys and loads of stuff and I was saying you've got to take it up to your room and I was kind of like moving it all off the table and stuff and then they were complaining they didn't want to take it upstairs and I was like your dad doesn't want it just in the kitchen in the dining room because it's taking up room and it's your stuff so if you don't want it you'll have to figure out what you want to do with it and a lot of it was broken anyway so I was trying to sort it all out and I was getting quite frustrated and then Abby came over and I think Abby and the kids went out so they went up to town so I thought right I'm going to sort all this out so I got it all and I put it all at the bottom of the stairs and I was sorting it out, I was still trying to make sure that I was working at the same time and then Paul came in and he said something, he said something about me saying that he shouldn't talk to his mum as much or something and apparently that was something I'd said to Ria and he'd asked me to leave and I was just like are you joking? I wouldn't say that, why would I say that? And I was really upset and I thought right okay so I just gathered all my stuff, all my bits and pieces that I owned and I put it in my cupboard and I was really upset and I was like I can't believe you believe this I'm just, you know, gobsmacked. Anyway the kids came back and they didn't say anything and I was just really upset and I was taking my stuff away and I got in the car and I was over there and nobody said anything to me and I just checked my phone before I went and I had an email there from my ex-boyfriend Tim and it said I've just come back from the airport and seen this and it was a document and it was a mortgage statement that had my name and his name on it but also my brother's father-in-law's name was on it as a guarantor and I was like what? We sold the house? I don't agree to any more mortgages and I was really upset about that and I was like right that's it I've had enough so we drove home but realised I'd left my laptop at Paul's so I had to go back and get it and I phoned Paul and he was saying something to me, I can't remember what it was and I said no I'm going to be surrounded by people that are honest and not lie to me and have good intentions and that's all I remember.

23 Sep 2024

Dream

I dreamt that me and my girlfriend were waiting for the bus to pass by and she was telling me about the bus stops in the city we used to live in. Then when the bus arrived I realized I hadn’t bought a ticket but I went on the app and I still had one that didn’t expire. When I got on the bus the driver was telling me that since I had bought two tickets earlier she would give me a transfer so I don’t spend more money. When I went to take a seat my girlfriend was already sitting down and I went to sit next to her but she kept looking at pictures and videos on her phone and she kept criticizing herself so I turned her phone off and told her to not do that and that we should do something else but this made her upset and mad and she started crying loudly on the bus. I was looking out the window and hearing her cry and then she told the bus driver to let off on the next stop but I told the bus driver not to because we were supposed to go somewhere together, but the bus driver still let her off the stop and she went inside some place and told me to not go in with her and that she didn’t wanna be around me. Then I was apologizing and telling her I didn’t mean for anything to come off as mean and I was begging her to let me talk to her but she didn’t and the lady in the place threw something at me to keep me away and broke the glass door. I went outside the place and it was like in our old city that we used to live in and I went inside some place that looked abandoned and I was crying very loud and screaming and I felt so heartbroken that she didn’t wanna talk to me so I kept crying and ripping my hair out. I went back to the place she was in and I saw that it was her moms job and all her coworkers were surrounding her and they looked concerned that she was crying and upset. I walked back to the abandoned place and I was really desperate so I texted her saying sorry and I that I really wanted to talk to her and then I called her and when I looked outside she was across the street and she picked up but looked at me at the same time and she saw that I was crying so she walked over to me and started yelling but I canr remember what she yelled about and then I was putting my hands above my face and head and I kept crying and I was just thinking about how we maybe needed a break because I was very distressed

21 Sep 2024

Dream

I dreamed that i cheated on my boyfriend. We had some kind of celebration and were in this church that was on my aunt's property. I saw that guy that i had a crush on and we kinda started dating but he didn't really try to keep in touch, so i got together with my boyfriend. But the day of the celebration, the guy found me again, or i him... And we hugged and kissed in the church, but in that moment my boyfriend walked in and simply said "okay" while walking to some backrooms. I tried to rush after him and explain but he told me "i knew you would cheat on me"

20 Sep 2024

Dream

I moved back in with my mom I met 2 guys it was a current war and we had powers and stuff and everything was good but my stepfather was a big bully and after my birthday party they started showing out. I wanted to fight my stepfather my sister encouraged me and he wouldn’t fight me all I could see is gray with hints of red I went and turned the stove on and wait I was finna burn him and he wouldn’t fight me so I turned the stove off and went upstairs then my mom looked at her snap map and said look at Kameece shitty booty ass and I was livid and told her, “You’re snap map is wrong.” She tried argue that it was and bring up my post to my Uncle she doesn’t like and tried to argue about it. I said it was a shout out for his birthday my mom and stepfather said something smart before I woke up.

11 Sep 2024

Dream

i was back in high school with my older sister. during lunch we went into a classroom to catch up on missing work. i sat next to her and she was wearing an airpod while doing all the work that was needed. in that class different teachers would come in and get out bc it was lunch. a man teacher came in and he was really rude to the students. he called some stupid ane questioned their actions not during class but during lunchtime. it was clear he didnt respect his students. he then mentioned that Dee (my sister) was just as bad and dumb because she had an airpod in. this is when my jaw dropped and i had ENOUGH. Dee said “what did i do” in a very small voice bc she was clearly hurt by his words. Dee is my most sensitive sister and insults like this hurt her very much which then hurts me. Because the teacher was clearly dodging her question and making her feel small i stepped in and asked LOUDLY “what did she do?” He then said, “I usually never have to tell Dayana anything because she’s always quiet and doing her work.” i responded with “she still is quiet and doing her work, it’s not like you can hear her music playing in her singular airpod, how is she being dumb? can you not multitask?” he murmured something about me under his breath. i told him to repeat it and say it with his chest. “you’re slow” he said. i was APPALLED by his audacity at this point. “right i’m slow but im responding just fine towards you, my sister’s dumb but she completes all her work by the end of the day, and you’re a teacher but that doesn’t mean you’re educated or even knowledgeable of your students.”

11 Sep 2024

Dream

My boyfriends ex moved in with us and she was trying to be my friend at first but she kept crying and my boyfriend I kept finding him comforting her and being with her. I told him to choose me or her and he couldn’t make the decision.

8 Sep 2024

Dream

I was meeting my stepdad in a town an hour away. I had to go through a haunted maze to get there. When I got there, he was sitting in a big chair with a camera recording me. I told him about the wiretapping law in Pennsylvania and told him I do not consent to being recorded. When I said this, he started growing until he was 10 feet tall and he screamed at me.

7 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was staying in my boyfriend's house and that my brother had been living with us there and that when he was living there he had the entire basement level to himself as like his room and I dreamt that He had been pirating video games again when he was living in the basement and that he had gotten Steven's mom a fee of $30,000 for it and that he got our internet shut off over there. I pretty much lost my shit at him. I was yelling at him because we can't afford to pay that fee no more than he could. He had caused a huge problem. He said he was using a VPN, but also told me that it was only $10 a month. So, it clearly didn't work, and he got caught doing illegal activity, and steven was asleep. But if he had been awake, I told Leo in the dream, I think stevens gonna kick you out for this. You cannot be behaving like this. We told you you can't do it at mom's, and we told you you can't do it at dad's, and now you're doing it here too. You've got to go in public for this. And he just kind of stood there and didn't say anything, and just kept shrugging it off like it was nothing, and just went about his business making his morning coffee while I'm losing my mind about this huge problem that he's just caused. And that was basically the whole dream, was that Steven and Zoh were asleep, and I woke up and saw that Leo had pirated something, and I lost my mind at him.

6 Sep 2024

Dream

I was at Six Flags or a similar amusement park with Taylor and we were at the admissions kiosk getting our season passes set up. Sometime in the dream, I was with either Alexis, Alyssa, or my sister, and there was a game where you could win by not letting your health bar get low. I was frustrated because I didn’t realize you could keep replenishing your health bar using the drinking fountains at the park, and so I “died” nine times. The next time they wanted to play, I refused. Later on in the dream, Taylor and I were arguing about me not having the right tickets for something, when suddenly I realized that we had a reservation to get on a ride at 8 PM, and it was almost 8 PM! We began running towards the ride and I was scrambling frantically to try to find my pass card in my wallet. I realized with delight that I’d gotten four free meal tickets because of when I bought my season pass, but Taylor told me not to get distracted. He dropped a bill while he was running and I made sure to pick it up because it wasn’t a small amount of money. When we finally got to the ride, they were just about to board, and we were trying to get them to let us on.

5 Sep 2024

Dream

I was stuck at a very big computer store because my dad drove me there. There were two men who were constantly trying to literally kill me and they used poison, blunt force, strangulation, but they weren’t working together. When i sent one away or rather when i defeated one the other would pop up. The store was operating and full of people. It was a bright and lit up with flouresants. The two men were my father, whose reason for trying to kill me was me calling out for his abuse and I wouldnt fall in line. So he hated me. Because i “defected”. The other was this crazy psycho white guy that looked like Ben Shapiro. I rejected him and he didnt like that. He just wanted me to give in and be with him. Everytime he would come back he would change his outfit and comb his hair and wash off most of the blood to show that he “changed” He also was racist and only fetishized black women because he ended up saying “all you black women are savages and difficult.” And when I asked him “then why are you trying to date one”. He replied “I love black women. I think they’re beautiful. I think you’re beautiful.” He was trying to stab in that conversation. It was in a consistent loop and no where wws was safe.