Receipt

24 Jun 2024

Dream

I’m retiring from teaching and have been asked to say some nice things about the PTA President for their fundraiser event, and talk about all the money they have raised for the school. The celebration is outside so everyone is very casual. First I am supposed to bring up the principal to introduce him. When I say his name u cannot remember it. I am very embarrassed and end up just calling him principal. I continue to tell everyone about the funds that were raised to build a science lab all with money from selling cup cakes. I talk with teachers afterwards who like fun at me and try to give me the principals false name and I acknowledge that their joke is funny but I know that it is not his real name. In another dream I am with a group of teachers and we stand in a long line to purchase ice cream from a lady who creates amazing ice cream creations. We wait at a table and also decide to order some lunch. The menu is very small and I gave to search for my classes to read the menu. It’s hard to pick something and the other teachers tell me they are ordering soup, but I don’t want soup because it is too hot for soup. One of the teachers has a friend show up and says yay finally my friend is here. It makes me feel weird because I tought I was her friend and why couldn’t she talk to me. I don’t say anything about it and just smile at the new friend. After a long wait the lady brings the ice cream creations to the table. All of them look amazing and delicious. She’s padding out all the ice cream and is about to walk away and I ask her where my dish is. She asks me what I ordered and I don’t remember. I dig through my purse to find my receipt and cannot read it without my glasses. I hand her the receipt and she reads it and returns to her kitchen. I tell everyone that I am just going to cancel my order because I don’t want to have to wait again. I realize that I have forgotten my tennis shoes that I will later need to play soccer. I watch everybody eat their beautiful ice cream creations. Even the girl who showed up very late got a dessert. I feel like I am being discriminated against. I am the only brown person there, everyone else is white.

3 Mar 2024

Dream

This dream takes place in some kind of large hotel. I am with my family and we are on some kind of vacation. We are there to visit two locations. One of them is a town that is known for having really good candy. There is also a very advanced discovery museum that can test someone and find out their problems. The other location is something that I don’t remember but my family seems to be more interested in that one. In the dream, I am trying to go to the town because I want to go to the discovery museum. My family agrees to go but is not as excited as I am about going to this location. To get to the town, you either take this train or you can walk to it. While boarding the train, I get separated from my family so I have to go to the place alone. At the testing center, there are different experiments you get to do to be tested. The one I do places me in some kind of small house. There is a person there telling me to do a specific task. I am suspicious of this person so I look around the house to see if there’s another place I can do the task. When I am able to do the task in a different part of the house, another person comes out and tries to attack me. I attack back and end up winning the fight, concluding the experiment. I end up getting the report and it’s a small receipt that says I have adhd. I try taking a photo of the receipt to put on instagram but the letters aren’t coming through in the picture so I am unable to. That’s mostly where the dream ends.

28 Feb 2024

Dream

I was with a friend at a restaurant and it was late. Weird people started coming especially people who I can tell were stealing personal items and belongings especially mine. The first was a man and he tried stealing things but when i called him out and got a purse to return to a girl in the restaurant she was extremely thankful and he left. Second woman came and was outright stuffing her bag and than when I confronted her things got messy she said she wasn't and had all the receipts for her items which I knew wasn't true because some of my clothes I wear in real life was in her bag so I asked how did it used to look because I could've showed her my phone cus I have a picture of one of the unicorn dresses. She and I went back and forth until she slapped me in the face. Then another sketchy person came and I started to get defensive and told them I was uncomfortable and was about to get violent. I threw a table at a person and constantly starting hitting them with the table back and forth until the person with ill intent and the threat went away. I went searching for my belongings and couldn't find much. My boyfriend then shows up in the dream and is talking on the phone to my sister saying I messed up big time and doesn't know how badly I fucked things up this time. I was upset and happy to see him but in my dream I checked to see if my friend was still in the restaurant but they were not. Scared for my life I was driving and a cop light signal was on I thought they were going to help me so I pulled over the van into a empty parking lot with another van and the cop Just kept going and went away passing me and not helping me. As soon as I got out there was another hold up this time they wanted to kill me and my boyfriend and I felt like I was trapped. I didn't know who to trust and they ended up somehow losing us after we fought for our lives and somehow got back home. Then my dream ended with so much anxiety when I checked the door lock after we already got situated at home after all the aggressive people I encountered. The door was unlocked and I was kisses at my boyfriend for not locking it because it could've put the both of us back into danger. After waking up I cried.

1 Jan 2024

Dream

I was outside a house. There were two brand new cars. A couple of people who I think are family were outside with me. It was night. I felt afraid because I hear some sort of growling. I jumped on one of the cars and immediately I heard someone yelling at me to get off their car before I damage it. I kept apologizing. But didn't get down because of the growling. I think it was a dog. The other people walked inside. I jumped off the car and followed but someone was walking slow eating off of a plate and almost got attacked by the dog. They didn't seem afraid or bothered. I had to take their plate to let them in without letting the dog in. I'm struggling to shut the door behind them and asked them to get their plate and then hold the door closed for me so I could lock it. Now they seemed bothered but they did ehat i asked. Then I'm in a room with some family and some non family. The person who yelled at me to get off their car was mad at me and venting to another person. When I walked up she stopped talking but I spoke up anyways and told her I said I was sorry and i wasnt thinking. She asked if I was gonna take responsibility if there were any extra charges and I said I would figure it out but I'd need a receipt. She continued to belittle me so I snapped, tapped her arm with the rubber oven mit I was wearing and yelled at her that she doesn't get to scream at me and if they didn't want me here I would gladly leave. I went to a room where my stuff was and started packing. An older lady with glasses came in trying to calm me down. She offered me one of her purple pills and said it helps her not get angry at the person and that it would make me calm so I wouldn't be able to drive. I said I didn't want it and threw it towards the door and kept packing. She walked out the door. I woke up.

25 Nov 2023

Dream

I was out with my friends eva and giorgia after school. We walked somewhere around prague. After awhile we got cold and bored so we decided to get bubble tea (cha-time). It was cozy there. They picked their tea but i didn't know what to pick. There are the electronic sheets for orders. I stood there for like 15 minutes trying to pick something. I knew what i wanted but i couldn't find it. It was complicated. I kept pressing some buttons ordering the wrong things! Suddenly the salesman told me im blocking the front, although we were the only people there, so i stood next to the sheet and told him they should have the menu printed out on paper. He was quite handsome. He had blonde hair, blue eyes, slightly tanned skin, white shirt, jeans, white shoes and black apron. He was wearing glasses. I just gave up with the sheet and ordered some random drink. When i was about to pay, i couldnt find my credit card but i found it in my wallet. The receipt came out and ive got an order number 37. I stepped next to the checkout and looked around for my friends. I couldnt find them, but then i saw them sitting in the back with empty bottles. Giorgia was laying on the chair and eva was watching videos on tiktok. The salesman yelled "number 37" and laid down some yellow drink with many many boba pearls. That definitely wasnt my drink but the number was mine! I looked at my receipt and it was number 36. I thought it was weird but since it was such familiar number, i didnt think much of it. I mustve misread it before. Then the salesman yelled another numbers and people took their orders. Then i finally saw him make my drink so i got up. I took the receipt out my pocket, it was crumpled, and there wasnt number 37. In fact ut wasnt even a number. It was something weird between letter d and o. It was also really bold. It had purple and blue coloring. It freaked me out. I took my drink and forgot about the recipe. I ran towards my friends because i realized weve been there forever. Giorgia said she has to go home really quickly because her dad is strict. She picked up her jumper, so did eva and they started running down some path. It was a dirt path on a hill and it lead to some road next to a football field. We were in some village. Ive never been there before. I yelled at my friends to wait for me so i can at least put on my jumper but they didnt listen. They ran away. I was sad. I tried chasing them but they were too fast. As i ran down the path, my classmates (adri, bara) appeared around me. I was confused. I asked them how they got here and fhey told me that anicka (my other classmate) is finally ok and its the end of school. The dream had dark coloring, i felt weird the whole time.