Meeting

12 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was swimming in a pond in a field near a country road. And I got out of the water because I noticed this girl Amalia that I have had a crush on for years but never met her in real life. Amalia was walking toward the road and I started walking in the same direction we eventually met and she and I both looked at each other and it seemed obvious we were interested in each other. I was holding my clothes up as I was dressing in them and I kind of looked at her side eyed and had a courios face and said to her “do I know” and I can’t remember what she said but she invited me in the car with her. We drove to a building and we walked to this elevator when we got in the elevator - the elevator had a very interesting design. It started to transform like the wallpaper would shift into different designs and shapes. The elevator started to move sideways which resulted in us loosing out footing but I was able to catch Amalia in my arms to protect her. She looked at me surprised that I was able to stop her from falling and she kissing me. Then elevator stopped at her appartment this uniquely designed industrial loft. Inside she had a few friends. I went to the kitchen at some point and she followed me and me made love. Amalia is beautiful she looks very elegant and had midlengeth to long brunette hair. She is tall and thin but has a beautiful shape. She looks like a model. I am a woman tall and fit I have long brown hair with a lighter tone to it. I have bluish green eyes. I was dressed in pants and a t shirt with cowboy boots. Amalia was in a pair of cutoff jean shorts and a red tank top. I think it was love.

11 Jul 2024

Dream

I was working a new job within my company, but I was in person in the office which is weird in my waking life I work remotely and prefer remote work. But the job wasn't in the banking industry it was in the social services field which is the industry I worked at early in my career. I meant with the manager of the department and was provided with a few tasks to complete to get an understanding of the department and our responsibilities. I completed the tasks and then when I meant with her again she was really interested in the different ideas of I had to share and what I can provide to the department. I started creating a list of documentation I can create to help the team. I ended up in a different section of the department in another office unfamiliar to me. There was a manager that was nervous I wasn't going to like him because he fired my brother cause he wasn't a good worker. I was chummy with all the other managers and when he brought it up I assured him I don't care. My brother wasn't a good worker and he deserved to get fired. I also told him I didn't know that brother. It seemed like I was referring to my waking life estranged brother that I don't speak to anymore but there was this other half brother I never meant before. We all got a long and that manager started to really like me. When it was time to leave we all packed our bags. I had a lot to carry and I had to make sure we locked up the office correctly. The manager who ended up liking me and was nervous about my brother earlier decided to walk with me as his wife and kids follow along behind us. I remember everyone being very nice and laughing at my jokes. Everyone just really liked me and my personality and was looking forward to working with me. Once we got back to original office I realized the place look very similar to my middle school building and the setting of the dream was very city-like similar to my hometown of Boston. I saw two other managers that I reported to. They were chatting up as they were getting ready to leave. I said hi and went inside to re-pack my bag to make sure everything fit cause I was holding loose-leaf folders and paper. I told the manager I’ll be right out just needed to re-adjust my bag. The manager that was walking with me waited for me outside which I wasn't expecting. When I finish adjusting my bag and got everything in my bag so I didn't have to carry anything. When I reopened the front door to leave the manager that was waiting for me morphed into a Black woman (he was a white man earlier) and was very engaged into the other manager’s story as he spoke to his colleague. I think he was trying to find a way to skip out on this ball. She was blocking my entrance and when I asked her to move she said “hold on, I just want to hear the rest of this story.” I was a bit annoyed my entrance was blocked I think the manager blocking my entrance once again morphed back to the white man he shared his insights than got out of my way. I went outside said my goodbyes so I can head to the train. There was this van that the colleague was going to board to leave and there was several people in there that seemed both familiar and unfamiliar but they were all cool and like friends of mine. One girl is someone at my gym who’s getting married that wkend I asked her to send me pictures as soon as she can. I said my goodbyes and left for the train the manager was still accompanying I didn't even see his wife and kids anymore and I didn't ask him to accompany me but he did. The dream ended with someone in the van was having a remote meeting for a screen reading of this play. It was a Victorian play about two Black men that are friends and one of the men fell in love with his friends and the other man was straight. And the gay man was sharing his feelings to his friends. It was extremely intriguing and awkward because most men especially in the Black community can be unreceptive and homophobic. So this play was an interesting watch. Idk how I joined this remote meeting but I was watching this screen reading very entertained and intrigued about what was going to happen next. Then the straight Black man’s son was in the van and he said something in between the reading “in Jupiter.” I never heard the rest of the comment but I remember laughing cause it was out of no where. And that's how the dream ended.

9 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamt I met an Indonesian contact who said that the prospect clients and reinsurers did not take my services seriously.

30 Jun 2024

Dream

I met my long distance boyfriend for the first time and we got along really really well it’s was so detailed down to his eyebrows but i haven’t ever met him in person.

29 Jun 2024

Dream

I don’t remember as much of my dream. But I remember I was staying in this attic like place with my abusive ex. I went to a hospital-like place I was seemingly working there. I was looking for another job which I think would be my third job. I was wearing an outfit that I think was nice. And my co-worker and friend who I don’t recognize in real life but seemingly was my friend in the dream told me you look good girl and told me I needed to take a picture. He snapped a few photos of me and I remember I started to feel really good about myself. I realized I didn’t want to go home cause that’s where my ex is at. And he probably was doing nothing at home. Maybe playing video games and being depressed which he typically did. When we were together in real life he played a lot of video games and he suffered with severe depression and suicidal ideation. I often felt obligated to him. Anywho my friend encouraged me that I should leave him because I’m taking care of him and me even willing to take a 3rd job while he did nothing. Which is true IRL except I only had 2 jobs. I went back to the attic-like place we were living in ready to let him know I was unhappy being and living with him and he needs to leave. The next dream I remembered was logging into my full-time job on a weekend for a meeting. I was in this warehouse type place. A lot of executive folks were in the meeting. And I joined the virtual meeting but I was completely naked. I spent most of the meeting thinking the other people in the meeting didn’t realize I was naked because I didn’t look at the screen of myself at some point of the meeting I looked at the screen and I was completely naked. I rushed to turn off my camera and put a robe on. I didn’t think anyone noticed because no one said anything in the meeting. Then at some point towards the end of the meeting one of the executive leaders said they were going to speak to me and felt I was going to get in trouble. Then the next thing I remembered was me being in a room with this US white female military officer who I knew somehow. She was working closely with this commanding officer at another country’s there was an operation that went badly and she sensed the US was covering up what happened that day and blamed the other country so she started working with the foreign commanding officer to get to the bottom of it. At some point this commanding officer became a Black woman and I was speaking to her and I told her you need to let this go because you and your family is in jeopardy if you keep snooping around on US operations that they want to keep secret. Also working with a foreign commanding officer is also putting her in jeopardy. I also asked her what if the US isn’t lying and you find out they were telling the truth and the foreign officer is lying. I think you would’ve invested time on something that would’ve disappointed you. She told me she would be fine her son who I think is a teenager just started dating someone and he’s happy. And she wouldn’t let anything drive her away from where she lives today. We both got really emotional about her son dating someone and the fact that he’s growing up. Then I connected with this other guy who is in his her team who told me he was nervous of all the time she’s spending with the foreign officer to uncover this truth. Because he has a deep crush on her and now he’s worried he lost his chance because of all the time she’s investing with this foreign officer maybe now they’re falling for each other. I think I told him I will find out for him. At some point we all went outside and we were living in this very cold city. Very city-like, like where I was born and raised in Boston and cold and snowy. We decided to go for a quick walk and one of the team members I was also friends with was going really slow and the other ones went faster than her. They all smoked cigarettes but she’s the one that smoked the less but was the slowest. When we got back I told her you need to do more exercise; she needs to walk at least 2 miles a day rain or shine to get her momentum up. All the other team members agreed. We sat down at this outside coffee shop and decided to order food. It was really cold and I think it was snowing but we still decided to eat outside. I had very little money in my spending account for the week until I get paid again and I think I already had lunch so wasn’t that hungry so I decided to only get a hot drink. One of my friends there sat with us and then told us she’s gonna go in to work, so she worked there. She rattled off the specials and told us she will be back to take our orders. I re-arranged where I was sitting. I noticed the red lobster near us was closed down. My last dream was me being walking to the city bus station. I was again in this very city-like place unlike where I live now and looked more like my hometown of Boston. I walked past this building I thought was beautiful and where I wanted to live next. I get to the Bus station and a lot of the buses that came were taking a break. I remembered it was really late like past mid-night but the station is still pretty crowded. Several of us went through this bus to get to the other side. I was behind someone and the bus driver put this sign on the door after some people went through the bus to get to the other side and close the door before the person in front of me was able to cross through. I decided to go around and eventually I noticed the bus driver reopened the door and let the person in front of me cross through and he was leaving the door the open so I can do the same. I can’t remember if I went back to cross through or if I kept on going around but I did make it to the other side. And I was waiting for the next bus.

28 Jun 2024

Dream

I was arguing with some people about cannabis and that I don’t have a dependency or issue. Saying how I use it and it helps me. Then all of a sudden the group conversation ended. There was a hike journey and I was jumping and started flying until I reached a zip line thing but there was a easier route to go. Then there was sexual videos on YouTube I did not mean to see. Then there was another big group meeting where the lady in the middle was acting like a victim and saying she had to just put aside all these feelings to be confronted. People were giving her feedback and stuff but she didn’t want to listen but I couldn’t hear because so many people were talking and rustling with mushrooms and I was like can we put them away. I suggested we have fidget toys in group

27 Jun 2024

Dream

I was in a meeting, it seems like an office or political meeting. But my belly button was hurting, when I looked at it in the bathroom it smelled infected and was painful, and leaking pus. I wasn’t sure what to put on it to help, or how to pull my naval piercing out, or make sure that didn’t fall out.

25 Jun 2024

Dream

I finished scolding Aldo for permission to play billiards when I was packing my suitcase for the trip. After that, I went to the mall to see Christian and his wife Ivana having a big fight, so I reconciled them. When I was going home, I met Aunty Yulan and the cannon artiste Belinna. The artist knows me closely but is embarrassed when in public he wants closeness with me to be a secret, he doesn't want to be seen in public. Arriving at my house, Zaldi and his team came to have a meeting with me to discuss the candidate for Deputy Regent of Cianjur.

19 Jun 2024

Dream

He was chubby, some building had orange stains & I told them to hire professionals as they'd do the job quicker. He already knew some Finnish & I was meeting with one woman that was my x, he was also in the meeting & she put some makeup on me & I asked him how did I looked like & he liked the makeup. She also gave me some pregnancy tips & recommended someone that did ruqiya saying even healthcare workers recommended him. I told her we weren't there yet, we took our time having sex. I told her he was already studying Finnish & I was so proud of that. We were walking hand in hand & a non hijaabi sis gave me the salaam first which made me happy. He had a darker, light brown complexion & Asian features?

14 Jun 2024

Dream

So I have a brother that I haven’t seen since my mom died and she died a few months after my brother was born so she died 9 /10 years ago so I haven’t seen him since then so j got to meet him at my best friends house which was weird cause he lives no where near there we got to see each other and he sounded different then on call so it was kinda strange and his dad never wanted Aiden around my dad cause my dad did some bad things in the past and she did his dad so what dose it mean

3 Jun 2024

Dream

So I dreamt that I was at a place like it was a lodge. There's a few wooden houses, lodge houses, and I remember people from my past that usually we got to meet during December holidays. They were also there, there were a lot of people. I remember the lodge house that I stayed in. I was alone, but it didn't seem like I wanted to be there. I had a hard time getting out of bed and it was cold. I had a hard time figuring out what to wear, but it didn't seem like I had many stuff to choose from. I didn't have a lot of clothes. It seemed like I was unprepared for this trip or whatever it was, and I just didn't want to go. I took a lot of time to get dressed. I wore tights, black tights, sneakers, and a hoodie, and I remember I had my old phone, a Nokia, which it didn't have reception, and I was irritated because I wanted to talk to my husband. Eventually when I got outside, the weather was also cold. The place is beautiful where the lodge was located, but it had this mist covering the red sand, and where it was located it was just cold. Then I met up with a person that was older than me, a girl, a female, and I remember she asked me what was wrong, because she could see something was wrong, and I just told her I can't talk to my husband, and I'm just, I didn't want to be there, but it's a beautiful place, and I want to experience this place, and then the dream skipped to where there was a lot of people, even my family, in like a stage building where you can sit in the crowd and watch the stage where people perform, but it was very casual. There was a group of seven or eight people on the stage, and I had to go also and do something, but I wasn't prepared, and so I decided to just do handstands and splits and stuff, because it's something I'm good at, but there was a girl, they laughed at me, and they were questioning what am I doing, like my performance isn't good enough, and I remember looking at her, and I was confused, and I was just, I didn't feel good enough, so I stopped what I was doing, and I stormed outside of the building, and I remember the people that I now knew that was in the crowd just, they looked at me as I was walking out, and that was the dream.

31 May 2024

Dream

I don’t really remember much but I remember hearing a song called, “Uh Oh” by Coco Jones, while spending time with my friends, and then, a different song was playing which made me think of my reaction to when I will ever see Kyle