Masturbating

2 Jul 2024

Dream

Masturbating today changed my life and made me feel better again. 3 times today no porn needed just needed to think of my hot female friends playing my fiddle.

12 Jun 2024

Dream

Then, I see something like a coloring book with stickers... And the owner seemed to agree when I asked if I could take it back home but I'll return it. When I came back to the store to return it, I took some stickers on and left hoping no one would see what I did. Then, I remember I was with my Mom.. there's also different people around that enter a resort.. Then, we watched the pool get filtered by water and get barricade and spaces on them... I looked at the pool and I was excited to get in so I decided to go and get change, but one of the assistants said that they need to check our bodies before entering the pool. So we all get on the scanner one by one. Then I, when it's my turn. I remember that I masturbated last night... So I thought they wouldn't verify that.. But the operator did. And he even said it out loud which made the other guests and even my Mom look at me which made me embarrassed. And in my frustration in the situation.. and all the mixed emotions I felt.. (liked embarrassment, anger, sense of wanting to escape to the situation and so) I keep hitting the guy I'm next with... And maybe he was also in pain so he made an annoyed face/sour face... Then, I remember I was walking on my way to school... It's kind of rainy... I saw a white car stopping beside me... My classmates are there (boys) They have that confident look on their faces. And I'm definitely not amused. Then my two classmates walked in the car...and they made a fust about their uniforms... Since yesterday after we took our test our Advicer said there's a change in Uniform... And I still wore the same thing. Which is the topic. Then, I also got in the car.. but then left... Going to the bathroom...then I saw my Advicer getting off on her white car... As she glanced at me..but I continued going to the CR anyway as I felt the tension between us.. Then when I got back, I saw my Advice again...and felt the tension between us..As she told me to sit in the first seat... (On front).. So I did. Then we go ahead and do so... The test was complex... But I did answer them.. Then, after that .. My Advicer received a call from the higher ups.. cautioning us about something.. the higher ups seems to be in a farm suit.. and it's very bright on her side.. but on our side it's cloudy and cold.. Then, I remember as I walked into the CR.. there's a guy.. I think I go up in the tree.. he's staring at me as I watch the leaves flow in the breeze.. It was beautiful.

2 Jun 2024

Dream

I was masturbating on a bench in public, fell asleep and woke up. I couldn't find my car key, after searching for ages. It was in my coat pocket. I went to my car and it was red. I was in a 3 story house saying goodbye to my kids as they were going to school. I looked in the mirror but I was someone else, I called a guy to come and have sex with me. He was trying to make me cum but we kept getting interrupted. I had a motorcycle and was riding it.

3 Feb 2024

Dream

Went shopping. Was with my mum, sister, and partner. Partner was ignorance and cheated on me in his half hour shopping break. My mum and sister and I were arguing telling each other to shut up (something we would never do in real life). My sister had an old skirt she had previously stolen and was looking to replace with another secretly. I was shocked. We couldn’t find any clothes, all was too expensive. As we went around the shop, I kept being harassed by different men from my past. One of them argued with me saying I treat him horribly, but when he explained, I hadn’t at all and so I left him. Another man tried to kiss me and I pushed him away. My sister and I tried on earrings we didn’t like. My mum was complaining about a nasty ex she just saw. My dead dad was there, with his new car offering us protection, but my mum and I were angry at him as all he was good for was money but no love. I also felt sad that our relationship was strained while he was alive. We went to leave but my partner’s mistress was throwing a party in the clothes shop we were in. It was crazy. Everyone was drunk, glasses were being smashed everywhere. The birthday girl was masturbating in the centre of the shop with everyone cheering her on. Me and my family rushed out disgusted by it all. Why does everyone think this is normal? I saw someone I’ve not seen for over 15 years. She gave me a judging look. We went to leave through the exit, but there was a war outside. Someone stopped me and said we couldn’t leave because of it. I told her we were the Brontë sisters and needed to go. She then looked surprised and ushered us to shop for expensive designer clothes before we were escorted to safety by a CIA team. Bewildered.

1 Feb 2024

Dream

Partner went on a night out with friends. I found out they went to a porn casino. Somehow, my partner and I was watching the cctv of him at the bar that day. He had ignored me when I’d saw him out and just left, then he was at the casino where the woman teasing him. I felt strangely calm about it all, which is not like me at all, but it’s because I don’t care about us anymore. Then I turned to look at him in the room with me and he is masturbating over the memory, which infuriates me.

25 Jan 2024

Dream

First i dreamt about some ghost that needed to have a kid and he was bad. So ge wanted me to have sex with him and that i would be pregnant with his child. After that i drramt about being in the supermarket and there was a girl who moaned so that other people would think someone is masturbating. This girl also tried to steel things. When i got out of the supermarket i saw my family so we had dinner but before that i went up to a women with four horses and they could talk. I rubbed the back from one horse and suddenly it started to make something on my face. I dont know what it was though. Later on in the dream, my father saw insects in our drinks and everywhere. They were there to infect us and harm us. When we killed most of them we went to subways to eat something and my father first confronted them about these insects. That was it.