Crazy

23 Jun 2024

Dream

I saw a unicorn again in my dream, he said he didn’t hate me even though I was raped. He said if I needed a friend I could call for him in my dream. That’s unicorns could still like me even though I’m impure. Though he said he thought I was pretty pure I was at a camp, with kids of all age ranges. I felt like the only adult though. It felt like Camp Shamina but there was like weapons lining the walls, armory’s, open fires, people fighting/yelling, and like war horses? Interesting fucking camp. I started off hangin with Rose, but then she turned into Olivia and she wanted to introduce me to her Blonde guy friend. He kept staring at me with this interesting expression? Like he wanted to know something about me. He had really pretty blue eyes I wanted to take a picture. Me and Olivia shared a waffle with strawberries and whip cream 😋 it was so freakin good Anyways I met another guy He had a dark aura about him, actually trying to recall him is next to impossible, like I can see his face but it’s all shadowy I can’t remember any features. He seemed real Gruff and stoic? Possessive? Dominant? Yet he kinda went along with anything I wanted so it wasn’t really that intimidating in my opinion. Ima skip past the beginning and just yeet myself over to my time with him. I’m not sure how it started but he said he was my stalker. He said a lot of things really but all I could really focus on was his body. And then he started touching me. Kissing and licking and it felt so good I sorta just melted into him. All I could think about was how badly I wanted him. He was a bigger guy- super muscular and maybe scary looking? He didn’t seem that way to me though. I actually liked his personality quite a bit. He was rough and all I could think was I wanted more. I was out with Olivia and her guy friend. It was this tall blonde guy with glasses. Home bro crashed it and was like I’m taking Brianna home. One thing lead to another and we were having sex. I just wanted more, more more. It wasn’t enough, I felt addicted. He had a bit of a rough personality but compared to most people in my dreams, he seemed to actually respect me, and my body. I have no idea what he was thinking as he was fucking me but he seemed to think that once was enough. But as I dragged him upstairs into the duck bathroom I assured him I needed him to keep fucking me. I wanted it raw. And as he lifted me into his arms, his cum dripping down my ass from when he pulled out. It seemed like he was ready to give that too me. I was really embarrassed though. I worried he thought I was gross. Though when I had the thought it was like he could hear it and it shocked him. 🤷‍♀️ I can’t remember how he replied to me but I think it was something like “You crazy girl.”

16 Jun 2024

Dream

I watched the Harry Potter and decided to play a real life game to find the horcrux but I wasn’t ready. My sister explained I had to put to jewels against the wall and a voice would tell me if it is an horcrux. It was complicated. I spoke with the voice and people thought I was crazy. I wouldn’t have found them in the three day period given. So I would by sequestrated. I tried to fly but it was hard

30 May 2024

Dream

I was running away from a player or opponent because my health was going down so I used a potion or power up to start jumping really high while I was jumping another opponent try to shoot me I quickly turned lucky but my power weared off and I started falling so highs or something crazy and then I woke up

21 May 2024

Dream

At work, everything is pure chaos. I feel like I'm going to be blamed for everything so i do things that aren't my job to worry about. My ex is there but I have to go where he is anyway. I try to turn around but I can't, I have to go in there. I go and sit down watching a video. I look up and there's a face staring down at me, I think it's him but the face is dark, I feel disapproval, like I don't belong. I literally sprint away. Confronted by Jerods friend, I try to explain what he'd been doing to me after he called me crazy.

9 Apr 2024

Dream

I was with Kate at some sort of dining hall that looked like my childhood home and we were trying to split the bill but it was taking us a long time and there was a line behind us. I ended up paying $900 and she paid $160 and I wanted to ask her if we could split it more evenly but I didn’t know how to ask. We also saw a girl crying because she was overwhelmed with taking care of her child. But she was still trying to be polite and say hi to everyone. My dad was also there but he was asking me to do crazy tasks but I was confused

8 Apr 2024

Dream

My boyfriend broke my TV and invited my ex around who is in prison they both made me feel like I was crazy and made me cry and screamed they was joking together

7 Apr 2024

Dream

My husband, my two children and myself moved into a really fancy nee apartment. I couldn't stay awake at first. But when I woke up I realized I was dreaming and I told my husband I was dreaming, he thought I was crazy. I went to sleep in my dream, but I was aware I was still dreaming. I was pulled out of bed by this horrific creature and I could t get it off me. Eventually I got up and just wanted the dream to be over, so I jumped out the window. I woke up in the same dream again, without ever waking up in real life. Then I was sexually abused by some friends my husband had over, my husband did t seem to worried about it so I jumped out the window again. I woke up in my dream a third time, this time I just ran for the balcony because I knew I was still dreaming and I wanted it to be over. I felt my body hit the ground and I could feel the sun/moon rotations above me for what felt like weeks. Then I finally woke up for real.

5 Apr 2024

Dream

I remember one of the first dresms was inside my backyard Inwasndoingnsokerhint where inessntrtijgntongonogrrbthrnbrifkneslln but then after that I went to the table at the end of our backyard with my mom to spray paint on my clothes and a police helicopter dropped red paint all over me for some reason, I had to leave the house in the car to a grey day concert that my sister was talking about in the car there were so many people staring at me with the red spray paint but Indidnt care on the freeway the entire time that we’d do so I got into the car rolling the window down I remember when I went into the lobby area for the freeway race there was other people inside the girls locker room/ lobby aka preparation area and I had my things set down there next to tape so then I went and kept talking to people inside the locker room waiting going back and forth, and then when I got back in there was someone who I used to know before who was In my past but I didn’t care about them and then they came over to me trying to get my attention through doing things negatively, but Injust didn’t respond and got my stuff to change and get ready to go, while I left for one minute to the bathroom when I came back she was asking me questions like “Why would you do this to my own things huh? You care so much about myself that your a lesbian dyke reorganizing my shit.” and it was just my things coming back covered with tape on it next to hers which she purposefully stepped on to gather onto her clothes and my bags open which she unlogivslly somehow equated to me investigating her stuff , she was trying to get everyone else’s attention on her to create a problem, but then i responded calmly explaining how I don’t really care and that those things is clearly a problem with herself that she’s trying to projecting onto my life to make herself feel better about from putting me through making me look like i’m harassing her as the victim , she basically got upset from my non chalantness and everyone else inside of the room realized the situation from how i responded and just started ignoring her and acting like she was crazy, I didn’t care and I went out onto the kayaking boats on the freeway and while I was there, and inside the boats on the freeway she got next to mine and started saying in public “I’m still upset because I can’t believe you tried to steal my stuff” and then in response to that I started screaming since she was trying to get me evicted that l know she’s just lying about it when I only had my things next to her and had tape on my own yet she’s still trying to cause a fight about it because she’s determined to try and get me out because you just want to fight she hasn’t been relevant in my life for years and is still trying to live off of that to take advantage of it, when I said that everyone else was like “Oh girl. You should fight her back, Because if that was me.” and I remember instead of fighting defending myself to listen to them which got skyla to shut up and got them in trouble anyways while we were on the kayak boats after we accidentally got onto a escalator exit ramp that leads to the inside of a mall, i went inside there and there was a square room and as I kept progressing I was just in my thoughts relaxing but then I saw a girl who was crying in the middle of the escalator outside of the escalator on the sides of the room and I saw she was hurt so i went to her and hugged her saying “It’s ok.” and she kept crying, but then eventually after hugging her for a while after resting on my shoulders the entire time she said “You’re arms feel really strong.” and I got off from hugging her and she said “Oh your not the muscular man I was thinking.” and then I said “Yeah it’s because I have spray paint all over my hesd and body, but i’m ‘spanish.” I walked off smiling and I saw her happier and then when I went off the kayaking and down the escalator inside of the malll outisifenthe ecidt, I saw a group of my friends there ordering food and as I was trying to go to them to rrr was this man at the msll who was a security guard who I knew before that’s always trying to cause problems with me and to all my friends so he stood next to me and was about to do something but then he looked forward and saw the tripe double cheeseburger 49 he was obsessed with and he couldn’t stop staring at it so I just slowly left at the car for when we were going to the grey day concert my sister said, actually first what happened is we were all inside of this big bike neighborhood and it had a zoo inside, this neighborhood was for really good people in a community made by those who were well off, and as I got lost, before I got lost running out and going away from the people who dictate that I remember I went inside the original place and they said that we are a nuisance, as our family used to be one of the main leaders for that but now we’re in deep poverty which is ruining our reputation and image, and the image of them, so they couldn’t have us there but we’re deeply disgusted and dissapointed, and I said to them but does that dictate anything about us, and when my aunt was begging them around community she said yeah it does so i started going inside the place since this was the enterance to the community to find a way out away from them and I saw on my own a bunch of neighborhoods with people running bikes on each house, yet I was just trying to find a way out, and eventually when it got bad to a point where ai didn’t have much time left, I had to take someone’s bike to get out but I felt too bad stealing someone’s bike so I instead of ran all the way around the zoo area to find my house and get out of the dead end, and I did but it was behind and outside of the community entirely and when I got back we were in such poverty some homeless man tried stealing our car and things, so instead of pushing him out what I did was cooperate and say “Here instead of taking those things why don’t you take this,” and gave him 3 things and as I was gonna give more I said hold on and went back to the kitchen to grab pepper spray and a knife and came back spraying it to him to get him out with just those 3 items and he ran off but yet still broke the car door off our car and was so determined, but eventually we spoke through to him and he went up to us offering to help and then as we were leaving he just started stsying there helping out with the house too, and as I went into the backyard that’s when the spray paint thing happened etc, in the car with my mom once me and my sister got dropped off to the end of the freeway we were supposed to wait for my cousin and my aunt and mom to take us but what ended up happening is my sister had to take mom and my aunts car t the place but my cousin who said she was coming was apparently about to kayak me there, so waiting for her I looked everywhere on both sides for both the boats but I couldn’t find her, and I didn’t message her thinking communicating would send me back even further on time, so I just looked and after that I found one of the people from my school so I was going to get alisha and me to go into a kayak there on the freeway but then I went to the bathroom to check if she was there but then I saw someone else inside thet bathroom with their own stuff sitting half naked with shit in front of them and they were telling me about how they had a horrible day right now and were almost violently shitting inside that tub but I didn’t judge them instead I tried being understanding and said that sucks from how hard it’d be for them and that I thought they were actually my cousin at first but they were looking up to me having a conversation and then when I came back out I realized the kayaks were gone so i tried to call alisha but realized she had to go to the grey day concert without me so I was left back and abandoned by everyone else who was going to take me to there

5 Apr 2024

Dream

This dream was very different. I had this dream 2 to 3 years ago but I still remember it as clear as day. I see myself floating in a white void with gray smoke like swirls being the only thing in the void, besides me. I'm just slowly drifting while in a deep sleep, but I can feel that I'm at peace. Sensing myself at peace, it was the greatest feeling. While still dreaming I suddenly start to hear someone call my it sounds like whisper is at first but then it starts to get louder and louder. eventually this makes me open my eyes so I can find who it is calling after the third time my name gets called everything goes black then I started the first blink was nothing but a bright light and blurred visions, second blink the light is brighter and the blurred vision start shaping like people. the third blank was when I started hearing the voice calling my name but it was very muffled. Before I got to the 4th blank The voice started becoming more clear and when I opened my eyes to faces started to appear. I wake up and what looks like a surgical room with two mercenaries trying to wake me up and guided me through a mental wake up. well they were doing that all of these doctors and scientists were around me unplugging neuro plugs from my skull and spineI making sure my vital signs were okay. One of the mercenaries was just messing with me which kept pissing me off while the other one was making sure he didn't have to step up and do something since he thought my Powers were out of control, even though I still didn't know what they were. After I get cleared from recovery I get sent to bed with a group of people and we walk to our one room that was filled with military like bunkers. We all get to bed and I keep getting questioned with what happened while I was in my simulation that needed so many extra mercenaries around me. but I just tell them I don't know, roll over throw the blankets over my head and go to sleep. the next morning at 0500 hours, a hurricane alarm goes off and we all started getting up making our beds getting dressed. A tall fit Asian man starts playing music from his clock radio to get everyone excited for the day. We're almost done getting ready all together then a woman wearing a white medicine jacket with a clipboard starts calling out our names to make sure no one's missing. After she's done doing a roll call we have to put these metal electronic collars around our own necks then we line up single file and go to the cafeteria to eat breakfast. When I get to the cafeteria there's a whole bunch of adults and children there but only from the ages of 6 years old too 34 years old but we were all divided by different categories. After we finished our breakfast me and the people that are sitting with me got brought to a room that looked like it was set up like one of those chairs from The matrix. Asian man that was playing music in the morning to wake everyone up sat in the chair and all these people gather around and started attending to him. I then go with the woman in the doctors jacket and get taken to an examination room. I'm wearing a white gown sitting in a chair while I'm getting poked and prodded at quite different scientists. They are trying to get me to activate my Powers but I was having a difficult time doing that. I'm doing a physical exam and due to boredom I look out in the hallway, but to my surprise I see a group of children that look like they're around the age of seven and nine being led by men with guns. That's the last time that I ever see those kids. It's the next thing in the dream I start getting into an argument with the lady in the white doctors jacket telling her that we need to stop what we're doing because this is becoming excessively wrong, but she just ignores me. The next day in the dream I noticed that the bunk beds in the rooms are becoming more and more empty and in that morning of breakfast time I'm talking to a tall muscular Asian man named jet, a blonde Russian girl named Anaya, you're handsome but scruffy brunette man named Jackson, and my cousin Tony, trying to convince them that we need to get out of here and take the kids with us and without hesitation they were in with the plan. The next day in the dream we're doing our usual stuff and I notice these twins that are new to the groups. One twin is a girl and the other twin is a boy and the girl carries around a gray rabbit with her at all times. When I saw these twins I started feeling worried and angry. When our scheduled examinations were over I had a conversation with jet, Anaya, Jackson and Tony and we planned to leave that night. Thing skip forward to that night and we're all running down a pitch black alleyway with the kids we tried to escape with. The female twin with the bunny rabbit trips and falls from trying to keep up with us. Jet sees her fall and immediately runs back to try to go get her. Jackson is losing his mind Aunt jet when he turned around to get the girl because we were in a very specific territory that we were not supposed to be in. this area was worse than the place that we were running awat from. I keep trying to tell Jackson to calm down and to make sure the other kids hide at least while jet gets the girl but as soon as Jet got within arms reach of the girl these Bright lights like there were multiple cars lit up at the little girl and Jet. This weird gang of super mutants came out from the lights and almost killed the girl and jet. I got scared worried and heartbroken because of anything happened to those two I would have been lost. I hear guns finishing loading and saw them aiming at jet and the little girl I screamed out loud to make it stop then everything went pitch Black. We were still in the alleyway because I heard jet running towards me with the girl and he whispered in my ear thanks for saving me. Now that we got rid of this crazy gang we all made a run for it we're trying to go to the ocean but at the nick of time we get caught by the people who were trying to experiment on us. Helicopters and military grade everything just started popping up out of thin air surrounding all of us. They take us down one by one and make sure that we couldn't speak or touch anyone. They had us locked up as if we were the most dangerous beings on the face of the Earth. The next day I am so angry that I'm just screaming and yelling and fighting with every person that is a part of this facility to the point where they had to put a specific collar on me that continuously injects me with a sedative. When Anaya saw this she was not happy about it at all and kept finding a way to stop the collar from activating but when the white jackets found out they killed Anaya and locked me in a water tank with an oxygen mask and a straight jacket. I can see through the glass as if I'm looking through a window and I noticed that they were going to take the twins. And when I saw that they were going to take them my eyes turned white with fury, I break the tank that I'm in and then I start to absorb every ounce of water within a 10 mi radius formed it into a 87 foottallbody and start attacking everyone while I was slowly walking to the city. At that point I had lost full control over myself because I was full of sadness and rage. The last thing I remember seeing this dream was the government response teams pointing every weapon they owned at me firing them at me and watching all the bullets tanks and missiles turn into dust as they try to hit the water body that I had stuffed myself into

3 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a really jumbled up dream. I'm not sure if it was actually one dream or more that I'm just all remembering together. So in one part I was at the airport waiting for a flight and I was with my friend Katie and I can't really remember the details but it was like I was in the airport waiting for a flight but I didn't actually have one booked and then I wasn't sure how I was going to get it booked and then I tried to ask a lady where I go to book a flight but she didn't want to talk to me and now I'm remembering that at one point I wanted to go to Chicago but at another point I was supposed to go to New York to see my friend Brian but then I realized I had wasted too much time and I really couldn't go to New York and get back in time. And then the dream morphed, or maybe it's a different dream, but I was in a new place. I think it was in Spain because a lot of people were speaking Spanish and it looked European. I was my younger self like in my 20s and going around the city and going to different little coffee shops and restaurants and cafes and different places like that. And at some point I met a young man. He was really skinny and had long hair and was super kind of crazy and danced a lot and I was really really attracted to him. and we were going around the city just having fun and enjoying each other's company and then somehow we ended up at someone's house and we slept on the floor and we made love and it was really fun and in the morning he had to go and I was hoping he would call me but then I went with the girl and for some reason my son at his current age 17 was with us and again we were exploring the city and looking at bookshops and riding these weird buses and just doing all kinds of tourist things and we were having fun for a whole day but I was disappointed the man didn't call me. But on the next day he did call me and so he joined in our adventures around the city and there were all kinds of things happening. We went on some strange bus where we were on the upper deck but we were driving through an area that looked like a Chinatown and just dropping into weird little bars and nooks and crannies in different places. There was one place where people were sitting on these cushy chairs and like one woman was reading and a couple people were talking but there was like a monitor for the room who said yeah you can come in here and hang out but you have to keep moving at all times and I noticed the woman reading the book was just doing some interesting hand movements the whole time she was reading. There was also a part where we were hanging out in a bar but we were in some kind of uncomfortable chairs and just having drinks and having a good time but then these people who were in a back section that had these are really really plump comfy chairs and couches left so we moved back to that section and it was like really comfortable and homey and again we were just having a really good time. There was one part where the young man I was attracted to was hanging out with us and there was another guy there and they seemed really really close and I figured out that he must be gay or bisexual and I was really fine with that I just was a little jealous because I really wanted him to be with me. It was a very expansive, complicated, and realistic dream. but overall super super fun and reminded me of something I'd like to do like travel and hang out with people and just be kind of crazy and have a good time It was one of those dreams that was so fun that when my phone started beeping at me I really really did not want to be disturbed and leave the dream and I even turned off the phone and tried to go back but it didn't work.

1 Apr 2024

Dream

In my dream I found a huge like pentagon shaped building I went inside and found a little boy just behind a desk laughing it creeped md out so I ran further into the building. I somehow already knew it was a church in a way 🧐 as i walked around i came into this one room where some of the floor was just darkness and eyes staring at me, another room after that was plain pure white on the walls, and then went into the next room where it led to yk like a lift that decended. I was scared ASF 😭 but when I got off the lift I started walking and a sign pointed two ways one in white that said GODS ZOO and another but I forgot what it sayed I thought "GODS ZOO" would be a bunch of creepy monsters so I went the other way and found a girl laughing hysterical while she was behind a desk. I ran them slid on the floor asking why she is laughing so much she just continued to laugh and I asked her to stop which she did. I guess she told me to follow her because we ended up back at the front and was just talking and the boy from before was now accompanied by a man. They were both on the floor above us and I saw that the boy had a huge bag of gummy bears and I asked him to throw me a bag. He did throw it but the girl wanted some and I said she gonna have to catch me for it. I broke her ankles n all crossing her shit like crazy ⛹🏾‍♂️ but then the man that the boy was with wanted some as well he caught me reallllll quick and I was just in da floor sharing my candy while eating it. Me and the girl then went to go sit and eat pizza for some reason the chairs were connected to each other but some had tables and some don't. I asked her what this place is and she said Gods church. She also said she had a mark of (something) on her back and asked if I wanted one I promptly declined and said I know that's the mark of sin but she said it wasn't. We talked more then the boy came and talked w us the kid smelled my toes which I had only socks on I took off my shoes while we ran. Dude said my toes stink and I said yeah I know but then the girl defended me and said no duh he has been running all day. The man came and said he needed to borrow her for a few minutes. The guy went upstairs but the girl was trying to teach me how to use it because the stairs wasn't really stairs they were like moving circular platforms which there were 4 on each set and 2 sets to get up. She tried to teach me but I couldn't understand how because it kept moving each time I even tried to climb it but didn't work 🧐. The man was jus staring and told her "come now" and I told her to just leave me. I imagined us holding hands because I like her for some reason. ( I then woke up and went straight back to sleep) In this dream everything that happened last dream still happened the church n all but this time I had to figure out how I would have her be my wife and something told me to do it the church must be destroyed and rebuilt. I went and found the church but it was different this time it looked like a broken down house that wasn't leveled right fungus and mushrooms on the floor spikey possums drinking water from a fountain. I tried to get inside but the ground was to wet n slippery but then i look around and see a huge mushroom a white mushroom with suds all over the floor. The suds became alive and started shaping into like a 7ft female that started attacking me I tried to swipe away the suds because well it's suds but then it just regrew almost instantly. I ran to a little downward slope near the church but it was nothing but fog the closer down you get so I slipped down about half way as to not to touch the fog at all but before I could climb up the monster started grabbing me I promptly broke her arms(for suds it felt like it was a actual creature with bones) but that didn't last as it screamed its arms fixed and it grabbed me by the neck and I woke up.

31 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was home alone with my mother (whos not around anymore because of my parents divorce). this weird man kept breaking into the house and chasing us around. I would scream and cry and run away trying to hide or escape. I kept running out of the house to scream that I needed help but every time he would just catch me and bring me back in. every time he caught me though, the dream would kind of reset. sort of like a time loop. I would be upset knowing the man was going to break in again but my mom was just confused. he would break in again and again and it was sort of different each time. but it always ended with me running out of the house and getting caught. eventually, I decided that just running in the general direction of the road wasn't working well enough. so I decided to cause a distraction and run to our next door neighbors house that we share a fence with. the neighbors are our renters that we have a complicated relationship with. we used to be close but then the mom kept doing shitty things and we cut ties. I was feeling desperate though and I thought it was serious enough that they'd help. plus, they were still friends with my mom. the shitty things they did were related to helping my mom in the divorce by lying and stuff. so I left my mom with the man and ran to the house and knocked. when they answered I ran in the house and started crying and hugging them and begging them to help us because there was a man in our house. they acted confused and thought I was joking but I looked out the window and saw the man holding my mom on the deck. I screamed and cried and told them to turn around and look cus my mom needed help. they turned around and looked but then looked back at me and acted like it was no big deal and i was acting crazy. the man had his hands around my moms neck though, so I just cried and screamed that I hated them and ran out of the house to help my mom. the thing reset again and he broke in again like usual. after a couple more times trying to escape, I managed to cause a bigger distraction and ran all the way up the street where you couldn't see it from just standing at my house. I was running and screaming for help and eventually I saw the man was following me. he was just walking though and looked smug. It made me more nervous that he seemed so confident. I kept running and running until I got to the police station that was (for some reason) at the end of our road. I burst into the station and yelled for help, telling them about the man breaking in and hurting my mom and everything. they all just kind of looked at each other for a second before shrugging and going back to whatever they were doing, completely ignoring me. I was in shock. and then the man walked into the police station where I came from and said something like "you really thought that would work?" while laughing. I screamed and ran further into the station, hoping someone would listen. i walked through a bunch of random halls and doors, seeing some people just mulling around, and begged them to help me. but they all just ignored me. I remember thinking that the man must've called the station before I got there and said something like "oh, if my child comes in don't worry about it please, they're having a sort of episode. sorry for any trouble haha." I tried to get someone to listen for a while before giving up and running out some side door thing that was there for some reason. when I went out it I was on this weird road and it was raining hard and there wasn't much around besides some light posts and some couples and old people walking with umbrellas. I ran and screamed and cried for someone to help me because I was being chased but everyone just looked at me sadly before ignoring me. I ran and cried and eventually got to the end of the road where you could go left, right, or straight and it had a street sign. there was this mud stuff there and I guess I got stuck in it? then I checked my phone which I think wasn't working before when I was at my house. I saw my dad posting on Facebook about doing this frat party initiation thing? he was on the top of one of those double decker tour bus things and idk. I think he was drunk or something? I tried texting him. asking for help and I looked at his location and realized he was super close. i don't remember what happened but then the bus came closer to where I was and I yelled and everybody helped get me out and my dad hugged me but he looked super confused and didn't understand why I was upset even though I told him. I realized the man that had been chasing me left a little before I got to the end of the road. what does this mean fam