Jail

28 Aug 2024

Dream

I was with my abusive ex-boyfriend. We are in this apartment and I'm hanging out with a couple of friends. One of my friends invited me to this activity to hangout. I think I had plans with my ex but for some reason I was kind of getting over him. So I decided to hang out with my girlfriends and I started making more plans with them. He overheard and from behind he grabs my head and slams it on the counter and asked me where do you think you're going. My ex never physically assaulted me in that way in my waking life but he would physically intimidate and if I didn't manage my behaviors I wouldn't put it past him to do something like that. For some reason, I wasn't even scared I felt validated that my two girlfriends were there to witness what happened. Later on in the dream I'm going through the criminal court case process like I'm currently doint in my waking life. I think that incident where he slammed my head got recorded and we were already in the criminal court case process when it happens. The incident got recorded somehow by my ex and he sends it to his lawyer. His lawyer comes over and tries to retrieve I find his phone and take it. He tries to convince me to take the phone but I refuse, but I know if I hold onto his possession for too long he can use it against me so I complied but before I do I send the recording to someone but idk who. Later on were at this court and the prosecutor's lawyers and my ex’s lawyer or commiserating with the judge about the incident. And the judge finally rules he needs to be in jail during the court process. When the official trial court date begins I get overwhelmed seeing him and it hits me again what he did to me. I get triggered and leave the room and walk to another building where the prosecutors or located to try to emotionally gather myself. Several of the procecuter lawyers comes to check on me and make sure I'm ready to proceed to testify as a witness. I told them yes and go back. There was limited seating in the room and I would have to sit next to him I find another spot to sit at. There was another person in the room I believe a guy who was also a witness of being harrassed by my ex. My ex wasn't queer but it was notable that there was another person who been abused by him. In my waking life, he has a previous DV conviction from a previous girlfriend. Later on I'm not sure what was the ruling against my ex but Im pretty sure it was guilty because he was sent back to jail. Later on in dream I still felt overwhelmed with everything that happened. I went to the lower level of the prosecuter’s office and this creepy old white man tried to kidnap me and push me into this basement no one knows about and no one would ever hear me cry out for help. He almost caught me but I got away with him enough to cry out for help and a friend saw this suspicious behavior and several ppl were alerted and caught the guy and he was jailed. Later on I was in this house and feeling overwhelmed and scared with everything that happened to me between my ex and that creepy old man. I was scared and throughout the night my friends, the prosecutors lawyers who also was around being friendly to me, and even a coworker was there to help and support me. At some point I was even feeling scared to go to the bathroom by myself and my coworker was nice to come with me. Later on in the dream everyone in the house that was supporting me got loose and drink a lot of liquor, had fun and passed out. Everyone was nice to me. And I was surrounded by a bunch of people in this house supporting me. Later on in the dream me and the guy who got harrassed by me ex was at this party getting celebrated for being survivors of abuse and stepping up and going through the trials to hold him accountable. I finally was able to connect with the guy that got harassed we hugged each other and cried in each other arms supporting each other knowing only two of us understood what my abusive ex put is through. There was people taking pictures of us. But we hugged not for the photos but to hold space and support each other. We also remain connected afterwards.

23 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at some sort of either jail or military training. We were in a dark barracks room til eventually a guy walked, we expected the drill sergeants to kick him out since he was in the female’s space but the drill sergeant just stood there. Eventually this man comes up to me and I’m thinking he’s about to rape me so not wanting to make a scene and making everything easier for anyone I don’t move til he tries to murder me. Finally the drill sergeant steps in and takes him away. The next day in the same dream I hear my cousin and I get scared cause I had to idea who did that to me so I was very skeptical of all the males there. At night the same guy returns and he tries to kill me again, he gets taken away and this man looks like a guy I knew back when I was in Fort Lee for training, he was known for being a bad guy and he wasn’t liked at all, he was nice to me cause I tried to understand him but according to some people he was literally rubbing on me one time we sat down to play uno. That man had a list of people he wanted to kill, stabbed someone during basic training, and got reported to SHARP multiple times. In the dream I remember feeling betrayed because I tried to see the better in him and it felt like I was just being told I was wrong and that he never good

22 Aug 2024

Dream

Had a dream i was suppose to go to jail people was looking for me and i was hiding i got caught and put in handcuffs i ran away from the handcuffs and i was at my grandma house she was there i was scared i did not want to go to jail

16 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in jail I was use in Senile with my baby boy

6 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in a hotel in front of the beach cause a big soccer match was going on and we were goi bff to watch. It was my family this other family (who had a son my age) and my best friends. But on the day before the match I went to the beach with everyone. And me and the son were talking a lot. Then we sat in the backseat of my moms car with someone who I think was her friend. And me and the son (let’s just call him jimmy cause that’s easier) we were talking and it seemed like we both liked eachother so he scooted close to me and leaned his head on my shoulder so his nose almost touched my neck as if he was breathing me in. Then he pulled away and gave me a sheepish yet teasing smile. I then rested my head on his shoulder untill he started talking and I moved my head to face him. After a bit of talking we got silent and he wrapped his arm around me and pulled me into him and i rested my head on his shoulder. Then we got to the hotel and were on our way to ride the elevator up. But then my friends and my friend Sasha’s mom was with them. (They were all in separate tube like elevators with one being big enough for ten people to fit comfortably) and me and jimmy were about to walk into the elevator together when my friends and Sasha’s mom were rushing to go back up the elevator and were asking for help from me and jimmy so we went and helped them and I begged jimmy to go ahead and help each of them when they were upstairs. But then everyone but me got captured by the fbi and I went with my brother and mom and dad to try and get them out of jail. But they sent out a replica of jimmy to tell me that he hates me and all this was my fault. But knowing it wasn’t true I vowed to save them all and get jimmy out most importantly

3 Aug 2024

Dream

i dreamt that my best friend nova came over to my house and it was storming and raining and the wind was so loud that you could hear it blow through the house like the walls were made of straw, i felt an ominous sensation like something bad would happen but having nova there joking about how shitty my house was made me feel a little better, there was a hole in my ceiling somehow and nova was stressing about trying to fix it, it was night time the entire dream even when i went to sleep and once i woke up nova was gone, but there were new neighbors in my neighborhood and a group of kids in my age group came with them. i ignored them because i prefer to stay to myself, but in the dream i was trying to learn how to skate because my friend li started to teach me and i never got very far. so i'd go out at night and try to skate and those kids were always watching me and i didnt know why. they would try to talk to me and i'd say a few words then walk away because i wasn't interested in befriending them but i wanted to be cordial. one night i went out and one of the boys from the group came to talk to me. he seemed like a nice kid so i tried to engage in the conversation, i was walking as i talked though so he was following me, then once i was far away from my house i noticed the rest of the boys from the group were following me too, and among that group were 2 boys who have sexually assaulted me in the past suddenly i didnt feel safe so i tried to slowly walk away from them but they kept following me, then one of the boys who'd assaulted me said "hey why don't we all agree that we should just rape this bitch" and he grabbed me and i started screaming no and trying to fight him off me but there were about 5 or 6 guys including the one who i initially thought was a nice kid, he seemed like the youngest of the group so he was just going along with whatever they did and he seemed to have a crush on me so i guess in his mind he felt it would be convenient to follow after them. i kept screaming and crying then i woke up crying i was covered in sweat and my room felt like a volcano,, i fell back asleep a few moments later then there was a woman and she had swords all around her house and she told me i needed to learn to protect myself and that she'd teach me,, she let me start learning to fight with a sword by lending me a small dagger that she attached to a spear, i had a lot of fun training with her and gained an emotional attachment to her like a guardian figure, but every now and then i'd hear loud banging coming from a room in her house. one day the banging was the loudest it had ever been and she told me she'd be right back and it was probably best if i left, and that she'd called my mom to come pick me up. i stayed while she went into the room and i heard her talking to someone, she was telling them to calm down and that she would figure out a way to help them go back to who they were before, but then i heard her screaming, i went to see what happened and there was a monster i cant even describe and it had clawed through her chest and bit off her head, i ran to the other room and opened the window and ran, i kept running and i knew not to go back home because i didnt want to guide that thing to my house since it was only a few blocks away. i then remembered she told my mom to go there to pick me up and i started to panic thinking it would get to my mom, so i texted her urging her not to go to the house or go back home and to drive far away from there, and she said okay and i told her i was going to try and go to my boyfriends house since it was far away, but the thing kept chasing me, eventually i reached the city and some group of people caught the monster and killed it. i was already afraid and in shock so i still wanted to see my boyfriend so i kept going. eventually i somehow got stuck in a jail but not as a prisoner, the police told me in order to get out i had to go on a detour through the prison to get to the exit. while i walked through the prison i got catcalled and mocked by the prisoners and although the police "ordered" the prisoners not to touch me they'd still grope and harass me and it made me uncomfortable. the police told me i wasnt allowed to bring my shoes in so i left them at the door expecting them to give them back to me at the exit but once i got there they told me i wasn't supposed to leave them and that somebody probably had already took them by now. i was really upset because i'd worn my dcs with my bone attachments and those were my favorite shoes so i went back inside hoping to find them, but i got lost once i went back in

26 Jul 2024

Dream

The dream took place in the 70s and I was at my house but it looked different so then and girl that was my friend but I never seen her before and even my name was different we were playing outside until the next day came a I found out that she died and her parents were in jail because they killed her

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was in my childhood home and I was living with my mother in law. We gotten into a big fight and I was sending her threatening text messages. She called the police on me and they came and sent me to jail. They did not handcuff me because I was cooperative. Before I left I told her that the boy she was living with(someone I know in real life who passed away) was going to betray her and she will be sorry. I went to jail and I was very sad. There were 2 other new comers and we were in a group. I asked the lady how long would I be here and she said 2 weeks. I was relieved that it wasn't longer. The lady told me that I could get a court order to get my mother in law out of my house when my time was up in jail. I was in the same jail that my ex boyfriend was in. I knew it was a matter of time before I would bump into him but I didn't. The lady took me and the other 2 newcomers on a bus. The bus was very old and dusty. When we got off the bus there were 3 inmates in front of the building playing Christmas music with instruments.

16 Jul 2024

Dream

I was driving with my boyfriend an we stopped at this gas station while it was a snowstorm then we saw this little girl outside so we grabbed her. we told thr cops an everything but they said we could kee her because her mom was horrible to her an sex trafficed her. Then i wasin jail and people had pet grizzly bears and i told them thats so dangerous they cant have them

10 Jul 2024

Dream

It was a few days before Christmas. An African-American teen got out of jail. He went to live with his aunt in her apartment. When he got there, she was asleep but told him to go on in with a spare key. Shortly after he got inside, a group of white church members walked inside like it was a tourist attraction. He hid in the bathroom shower because he was scared that they would treat him badly. A woman came into the bathroom and he stopped her before she shut the door and said “wait, I’m in here” She freaked out and went back to the group. He came out with his hands up and they treated him like he was a demon. It woke his aunt up and she ushered the group outside and made them leave. The teen got ready for school the next morning, and stopped by a small store with the money that his aunt gave him to get what he needed. A white teen in his class came up and started being a really racist jerk to him, so he managed to buy a large, loose diamond for his aunt with some money that he saved up from his time in jail as a Christmas present. He went to school after he left the shop, and he was in an ROTC class. The white teen from earlier was in the same class, and started being a jerk again to show off for his girlfriend. When the teen asked him to stop and just let him do the stuff he needed to do, the white teen got in his face and asked him, “are you really gonna talk to an upperclassman like that?” After school, the white teen’s girlfriend came up to him and was nice to him. She walked him home to make sure he’d be okay, and he showed her the diamond he got for his aunt and talked about how grateful he was for her. Other townspeople saw him with the diamond and called him a thief and called the police. The police officer was racist just like the rest of the town and treated him like he was harassing the white girl that was walking with him. The white teen came up to him and was trying to start a fight and accused him of trying to propose for his girlfriend.

5 Jul 2024

Dream

I was listening to music (Heathens) when I zoned out. This is a daydream/vision that I saw during that time. I saw myself in a white jumpsuit in a jail cell. I had a shiv in my hand and I was on top of someone. I kept stabbing them, over and over again. No matter how much I stabbed, no blood got on my white jumpsuit.

4 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream about my baby daddy’s older brother . It was my bd, his youngest brother and I were somewhere talking. They got a call that something happened to his older brother while he was in jail and then I woke up