Helen, your dream begins in the comfort of your own room, a place of safety and familiarity. Watching a YouTube video about My Little Pony suggests a connection to childhood innocence and nostalgia, perhaps indicating a longing for a simpler time or a need for comfort. However, the act of rubbing your eyes and missing parts of the video symbolizes a fear of missing out on important details in your life, causing you to rewind, or revisit past experiences to capture everything you feel you might have overlooked.
The sudden shift to the U.S. government coming after you reflects feelings of vulnerability and a sense of being overwhelmed by external pressures. The small room with a window where you are forced to watch the outside world symbolizes feelings of isolation, as if you are an observer in your own life, unable to participate fully. Your realization of being in pajamas and the action of covering up with a blanket signifies a desire to protect yourself and maintain privacy, possibly indicating anxiety about exposure and judgment.
The movement of your room into a building filled with bombs represents an escalation of tension and threat, as if you are surrounded by potential dangers and unpredictable circumstances. The ticking bomb is a metaphor for a looming deadline or pressure that you feel is about to explode, yet the building collapses instead of exploding. This suggests that while you anticipate a dramatic event, the actual outcome is anticlimactic, leaving you with a sense of relief but also disillusionment.
Your arrival at a populated area, such as an outdoor mall, and the difficulty in maintaining conversations highlights feelings of social alienation and the struggle to connect with others. This reflects a possible internal conflict where you desire interaction but feel misunderstood or ignored, leading to frustration. The cloud message about werewolf blood from an experiment is a metaphor for hidden or unknown aspects of yourself coming to light, suggesting a search for identity and understanding of your unique nature.
The encounter in the candy and toy store with the old lady signifies finding solace and companionship in unexpected places, showing your ability to form meaningful connections. However, the threat from the group in white clothing and your subsequent actions reveal a protective instinct and a willingness to stand up for yourself and your newfound friend. The police arresting you instead of the aggressors reflects feelings of injustice and misunderstanding by authority figures, leaving you with a sense of frustration and helplessness as you sit in jail and complain.
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