Lawyer

28 Aug 2024

Dream

I was with my abusive ex-boyfriend. We are in this apartment and I'm hanging out with a couple of friends. One of my friends invited me to this activity to hangout. I think I had plans with my ex but for some reason I was kind of getting over him. So I decided to hang out with my girlfriends and I started making more plans with them. He overheard and from behind he grabs my head and slams it on the counter and asked me where do you think you're going. My ex never physically assaulted me in that way in my waking life but he would physically intimidate and if I didn't manage my behaviors I wouldn't put it past him to do something like that. For some reason, I wasn't even scared I felt validated that my two girlfriends were there to witness what happened. Later on in the dream I'm going through the criminal court case process like I'm currently doint in my waking life. I think that incident where he slammed my head got recorded and we were already in the criminal court case process when it happens. The incident got recorded somehow by my ex and he sends it to his lawyer. His lawyer comes over and tries to retrieve I find his phone and take it. He tries to convince me to take the phone but I refuse, but I know if I hold onto his possession for too long he can use it against me so I complied but before I do I send the recording to someone but idk who. Later on were at this court and the prosecutor's lawyers and my ex’s lawyer or commiserating with the judge about the incident. And the judge finally rules he needs to be in jail during the court process. When the official trial court date begins I get overwhelmed seeing him and it hits me again what he did to me. I get triggered and leave the room and walk to another building where the prosecutors or located to try to emotionally gather myself. Several of the procecuter lawyers comes to check on me and make sure I'm ready to proceed to testify as a witness. I told them yes and go back. There was limited seating in the room and I would have to sit next to him I find another spot to sit at. There was another person in the room I believe a guy who was also a witness of being harrassed by my ex. My ex wasn't queer but it was notable that there was another person who been abused by him. In my waking life, he has a previous DV conviction from a previous girlfriend. Later on I'm not sure what was the ruling against my ex but Im pretty sure it was guilty because he was sent back to jail. Later on in dream I still felt overwhelmed with everything that happened. I went to the lower level of the prosecuter’s office and this creepy old white man tried to kidnap me and push me into this basement no one knows about and no one would ever hear me cry out for help. He almost caught me but I got away with him enough to cry out for help and a friend saw this suspicious behavior and several ppl were alerted and caught the guy and he was jailed. Later on I was in this house and feeling overwhelmed and scared with everything that happened to me between my ex and that creepy old man. I was scared and throughout the night my friends, the prosecutors lawyers who also was around being friendly to me, and even a coworker was there to help and support me. At some point I was even feeling scared to go to the bathroom by myself and my coworker was nice to come with me. Later on in the dream everyone in the house that was supporting me got loose and drink a lot of liquor, had fun and passed out. Everyone was nice to me. And I was surrounded by a bunch of people in this house supporting me. Later on in the dream me and the guy who got harrassed by me ex was at this party getting celebrated for being survivors of abuse and stepping up and going through the trials to hold him accountable. I finally was able to connect with the guy that got harassed we hugged each other and cried in each other arms supporting each other knowing only two of us understood what my abusive ex put is through. There was people taking pictures of us. But we hugged not for the photos but to hold space and support each other. We also remain connected afterwards.

11 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt I was applying to join some sort of modelling agency, and there was a written exam to get in. The exam was being held in my own house, which was very old and in need of repair, and very sparsely furnished. The person giving the test was a lawyer, and the other three applicants were a Hollywood actress and two university graduates (I have never completed any studies after highschool, other than a handful of community college or online courses). So I was feeling exposed in that they were all successful and seeing my shabby house, my obvious lack of material success; and apprehensive that I was about to be exposed futher as less educated. And then the first question on the exam was nonsensical, barely-formed phrases that gave no instruction whatsoever. There were computer monitors in front of the other three applicants at their desks, but I didnt have a desk or computer, i had to perch on stool behind the actress and read her monitor over her shoulder. The lawyer in charge spoke confusingly, indicated that this was a creative writing task, then told us to begin. He started a timer, and words started flashing by on the monitors. So I just copied down as many words from the monitor as I could, knowing that I was doing the incorrect thing but angry that the instructions were so bad, plus anxious because the other three seemed to understand the task. The timer went off and the lawyer asked each person to show or read aloud their answers. They had all creatively answered the written (nonsensical) question, using the words on the monitors. The actress boasted that the written question was just how movie directors communicated, so of course she understood it easiy. I was getting increasingly angry, and by the time it was my turn to reveal my answer, i was furious. I reprimanded the lawyer for this unfair and unclear test. They all argued with me and that only made me angrier. I stood up and waved my paper at them, shouting about how I had done the only logical thing, how unfair and restrictive this test was, if only crrtain groups could even understand the task. I felt proud of myself for making a good point and showing them their unfairness, but frustrated that they didn't care and had no ability to empathise, to see another point of view.

2 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in an office. I remember the office had a lot of sun that came through. I don't think I worked in this office, but I think I was a client. The people who worked there were lawyers who helped me with the legal document I was drafting. I also remembered asking why everyone worked in the office, and no one worked at home. This young white man was helping me with this legal document and told me he preferred to be in the office rather than work remotely. I remembered that being odd cause I love working at home because of the flexibility, and I would hate being forced to work in the office every day of the week. I think there were about 2-3 different lawyers at different points of the dream who helped me by reviewing this document.

30 Mar 2024

Dream

I was playing this game that was set in California. It started with you walking into a hotel, there were lots of scorpions and wildcats outside. I did a few rounds before I realized the only way to win was not to get out of the hostage situation and to play through it. It had something to do with the drug trade. There was a guy who was a super dynamic actor, he kind of looked like Barry Pepper. But his name was something weird, like Glumor. I looked him up online and saw that he was only a couple years older than me, homeless, a traveler and known for being a little weird. But he also was in the same town I was staying in, so I decided to go look for him. He was trying to get work at this old lady’s house. She said no so he started walking away. I followed him and started asking him questions. He finally turned around and asked if I want to be with him. I hesitantly said yes. I assured him that I wasn’t trying to get him and that I would be nice to him. He was still cute but somewhat jealous and intimidating. Eventually he turned downright cruel, stole my favorite stuffed animal and buried it under water, mud and eventually tons of goose feathers. I managed to dig it up but I knew I couldn’t take it to the airport. So I brought it to a lawyer I trust, and she agreed to keep it safe. There was a battle on the water, he apparently had water superpowers. He died but I felt conflicted about the whole thing, I still kind of liked him. They wrote a bunch of news articles about it but they also were weirdly nonchalant about the abuse and water powers, because they apparently were huge fans of the stuffed animal company who wanted to downplay it. Mom wouldn’t quit bothering me about the details, I started trying to write things down, and I told her she was making things worse. They asked if I had cheated with Sterling even emotionally. I explained that he’s dead.

12 Feb 2024

Dream

I dreamt that I was somewhere in like a Bayou I was getting my hair done by this gay man who kept making mistakes I kept voicing my opinion about his mistakes. one day when I was gonna leave he ended up handing out wigs to everyone But me so ask where my wig was. He said you gotta come on Tuesday when there’s a show gonna be a big extravaganza so I took that as he wasn’t gonna give me. a wig, I asked my coworkers why he didn’t give me one and they said because I was talking back so I left because I tried to take a shower but I couldn’t because somehow the bathroom didn’t work so there was this place that I could take a shower but the place was like some kind of hospital so where my kids went in my son ahead of us, but before I went this man gave me a cigarette and said it would help me later. we immediately got separated, and for some reason we couldn’t leave and all we wanted to do was take a shower but then somehow me and my daughter escaped and we were at her game and I asked her where was her brother and she didn’t know I asked her how she escaped and she started to laugh like because mommy I’m smart and I was so scared because I knew that my son was still there. I end up going back for him I had a fight with the receptionist that I told I was going to get a lawyer, but they kept saying that they had a major breakthrough with my son didn’t want to let him go and the receptionist boss gave her some type of command to go through with because I decided I was getting a lawyer I raised hell trying to get him from that hospital

6 Jan 2024

Dream

The number 12 appeared 2 times. It was a girl with me but I can’t remember who she was, if it was my sister or not but we got on the interstate to meet a girl and her father. The has some kind of admormal pet. I remember going to a gathering but some to find out it’s hosted at an small coart house, it had a bar so my mom started making daiquiris. I hit a cigar which was weird because I don’t smoke cigars. After everyone partied the number 6 came up as well about different kinds of leamonades that my daughters have in the business. Afterwards we had to clean up before the lawyers came back. My husband packed everything and everyone up and sat out side the door in piles. Dark blue pile , and different colors piles like white.

24 Nov 2023

Dream

I had a dream that I went to this cafe from Mercedes that I'm going to actually this morning. It's a place where you can work remotely. and I was asked to come there by Alex in real life but in the dream I was there with four other people And those four other people are my colleagues from work. I only remember from the dream one of them. And that one that I remember that was there is Marek. Marek is a really good looking guy from my work. And they have a small crush on Marek. so in this dream I'm working remotely from this cafe and then I just wanted to take a nap because I was so tired. I thought I heard some noises and then I realized that somebody closed all of the curtains. And it was completely dark in this place and outside there was so much wind The weather was absolutely terrible outside and inside was warm but super dark. And at the same time Marek woke up and I said well whatever let's work from here anyway Marek woke up and looked outside and there was a lady with a dog. She was a Muslim lady and she was waving inside. And then he waved at her and was like, hey, how should we get out? and then she was like just pointing at the door and I guess the keys were inside so we could get out technically And it was not our problem to lock the door after ourselves, so why not? Then I sat down and realized that there is this camera inside of the cafe. and that it is working on movement sensors. And I was I became afraid to move because I thought what if it actually shoots lasers or something So it was moving very subtly. And then I opened my laptop and I was working. and then the dream somehow changes like I'm outside of this place and I'm wearing a black dress like a very gothic looking one And I'm there with my sister and my sister was black for some reason in the dream And then I'm outside of this place and these people lost their theatre in the dream and were very sad about it. I was looking around and there was this guy that was a lawyer and while people were packing things up, I came to talk to him. But the person that I was right now when I came to talk to him was not me, it was my mom. and then she said to this guy hey you're the lawyer you're not allowed to pack things up from this lady that owns the theater So she threatened to call the judge on him because he was not acting right, he did this for his own benefit. And then she kind of pretended that she's calling the judge And the man became furious and panicky, and he took her somewhere. Then I turn around for like one second in the dream and the guy is like taking dirt and putting it in the car and I realized that he murdered her and I was completely devastated So I ran up to him and I was like, are you fucking nuts? What is wrong with you? The emotions were overwhelming and I wanted to take a pencil and put it into his eye, but I didn't manage. And then I woke up from the amount of strong emotions.