Judge

28 Aug 2024

Dream

I was with my abusive ex-boyfriend. We are in this apartment and I'm hanging out with a couple of friends. One of my friends invited me to this activity to hangout. I think I had plans with my ex but for some reason I was kind of getting over him. So I decided to hang out with my girlfriends and I started making more plans with them. He overheard and from behind he grabs my head and slams it on the counter and asked me where do you think you're going. My ex never physically assaulted me in that way in my waking life but he would physically intimidate and if I didn't manage my behaviors I wouldn't put it past him to do something like that. For some reason, I wasn't even scared I felt validated that my two girlfriends were there to witness what happened. Later on in the dream I'm going through the criminal court case process like I'm currently doint in my waking life. I think that incident where he slammed my head got recorded and we were already in the criminal court case process when it happens. The incident got recorded somehow by my ex and he sends it to his lawyer. His lawyer comes over and tries to retrieve I find his phone and take it. He tries to convince me to take the phone but I refuse, but I know if I hold onto his possession for too long he can use it against me so I complied but before I do I send the recording to someone but idk who. Later on were at this court and the prosecutor's lawyers and my ex’s lawyer or commiserating with the judge about the incident. And the judge finally rules he needs to be in jail during the court process. When the official trial court date begins I get overwhelmed seeing him and it hits me again what he did to me. I get triggered and leave the room and walk to another building where the prosecutors or located to try to emotionally gather myself. Several of the procecuter lawyers comes to check on me and make sure I'm ready to proceed to testify as a witness. I told them yes and go back. There was limited seating in the room and I would have to sit next to him I find another spot to sit at. There was another person in the room I believe a guy who was also a witness of being harrassed by my ex. My ex wasn't queer but it was notable that there was another person who been abused by him. In my waking life, he has a previous DV conviction from a previous girlfriend. Later on I'm not sure what was the ruling against my ex but Im pretty sure it was guilty because he was sent back to jail. Later on in dream I still felt overwhelmed with everything that happened. I went to the lower level of the prosecuter’s office and this creepy old white man tried to kidnap me and push me into this basement no one knows about and no one would ever hear me cry out for help. He almost caught me but I got away with him enough to cry out for help and a friend saw this suspicious behavior and several ppl were alerted and caught the guy and he was jailed. Later on I was in this house and feeling overwhelmed and scared with everything that happened to me between my ex and that creepy old man. I was scared and throughout the night my friends, the prosecutors lawyers who also was around being friendly to me, and even a coworker was there to help and support me. At some point I was even feeling scared to go to the bathroom by myself and my coworker was nice to come with me. Later on in the dream everyone in the house that was supporting me got loose and drink a lot of liquor, had fun and passed out. Everyone was nice to me. And I was surrounded by a bunch of people in this house supporting me. Later on in the dream me and the guy who got harrassed by me ex was at this party getting celebrated for being survivors of abuse and stepping up and going through the trials to hold him accountable. I finally was able to connect with the guy that got harassed we hugged each other and cried in each other arms supporting each other knowing only two of us understood what my abusive ex put is through. There was people taking pictures of us. But we hugged not for the photos but to hold space and support each other. We also remain connected afterwards.

26 Aug 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was a judge at a cake baking competition.

10 Aug 2024

Dream

I went to an Ice Spice concert with Lucy. The venue was dark, filled with purple and blue lights that created a mysterious atmosphere. During the performance, Ice Spice came into the audience and started talking to me. The people around us looked on enviously. Ice Spice told me something intense. Lucy had cast some failed magical curses, and we had to go to the magical court immediately to resolve it. The ministry prosecuted Lucy because she had performed three failed curses. The third was the most bizarre: she had embalmed an ostrich with gel, and it was still half alive. In the courtroom, the judge touched the ostrich, and suddenly the creature began to move. To everyone's shock, it vomited a huge fish, black and green, as big as a lion, with legs and a tail. I was terrified as the creature appeared before us. The beast started running through the room. The woman who had accused Lucy of this failed curse suddenly ate the creature. She said she did it to strengthen her own dark magic.

30 Jul 2024

Dream

A snake popped its head out of the quilt on a bed (mine) in an old office I'm trying to use. I was surprised and disturbed when a second snake popped out. I decided there weren't anymore snakes in the quilt, but I didn't check instead I went to school/work. I swore at someone at work and was immediately put in “trial” the judge/teacher was against me and I didn't understand the rules. Everyone was younger than me and wouldn't listen or consider forgiving. I gave up and decided to leave and I didn't warn them about the snakes. I think I saw people using it as I left.

4 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was watching a quick version of one of those court case shows and the judge was running through each court case in 5 minutes or Less. I thought to myself that I wish I could’ve brought a few people to court had I known it was that quick.

12 Jun 2024

Dream

I was in some sort of stadium with two friends and we had to participate in a competition making art that would later be judged upon getting to my seat I remember being really scared because we were high up and the seats were at a slant so I was afraid I would fall so I held on tightly to my seat while I worked on my project I was the first to judged and the judge was quite harsh when judging me and and everyone laughed that made me very angry and so went on a rampage destroying everyone's work despite the fact I was scared to stand I stomped and crushed everything in site and the judge went and judged the remains at the end he came by and put his hand on my shoulder where I quickly swung around and grabbed him attempting to harm his telling him to keep his Gosh darn hands off of me before letting him go.

10 May 2024

Dream

I had a dream that a man was holding me down and had me tied up. He was going to hang me. I was going to get hung because they said I was a witch. They found out I wrote a letter to God and was not happy about it. My sister was crying and she was forced to read the letter I wrote to God out loud during my hanging. After she read the letter they hung me and my body disappeared. My soul went into a book. The judge had the book in his hand and he put a check mark next to my soul and said " great , we have one sacrifice complete " 🤯😕

8 Apr 2024

Dream

My cousin brought every male friend over my cousin for a party and I was focus on one guy but I got uninterested he wasn’t my type anymore than they all went downstairs I was happy that I got a peaceful of my mind my feet was out but when the boys came back I hurried up and put my socks on my grandfather was yelling at them when they was downstairs then my cousin hurried up and brought them back up I was setting more chairs in my room when he got more friends I was interested in this Indian boy I have never seen before one girl spilled Mac & cheese on my bed because she was drunk my other cousin on my dad side I was talking to her and she brought her boyfriend but he was a little weird I was kinda judging him but I didn’t say nothing to her and I told it was one cute boy upstairs that I like and I asked her what did my grandma do for Easter

8 Apr 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was at a surf festival and I was judging all the surfers 😅

5 Apr 2024

Dream

I remember one of the first dresms was inside my backyard Inwasndoingnsokerhint where inessntrtijgntongonogrrbthrnbrifkneslln but then after that I went to the table at the end of our backyard with my mom to spray paint on my clothes and a police helicopter dropped red paint all over me for some reason, I had to leave the house in the car to a grey day concert that my sister was talking about in the car there were so many people staring at me with the red spray paint but Indidnt care on the freeway the entire time that we’d do so I got into the car rolling the window down I remember when I went into the lobby area for the freeway race there was other people inside the girls locker room/ lobby aka preparation area and I had my things set down there next to tape so then I went and kept talking to people inside the locker room waiting going back and forth, and then when I got back in there was someone who I used to know before who was In my past but I didn’t care about them and then they came over to me trying to get my attention through doing things negatively, but Injust didn’t respond and got my stuff to change and get ready to go, while I left for one minute to the bathroom when I came back she was asking me questions like “Why would you do this to my own things huh? You care so much about myself that your a lesbian dyke reorganizing my shit.” and it was just my things coming back covered with tape on it next to hers which she purposefully stepped on to gather onto her clothes and my bags open which she unlogivslly somehow equated to me investigating her stuff , she was trying to get everyone else’s attention on her to create a problem, but then i responded calmly explaining how I don’t really care and that those things is clearly a problem with herself that she’s trying to projecting onto my life to make herself feel better about from putting me through making me look like i’m harassing her as the victim , she basically got upset from my non chalantness and everyone else inside of the room realized the situation from how i responded and just started ignoring her and acting like she was crazy, I didn’t care and I went out onto the kayaking boats on the freeway and while I was there, and inside the boats on the freeway she got next to mine and started saying in public “I’m still upset because I can’t believe you tried to steal my stuff” and then in response to that I started screaming since she was trying to get me evicted that l know she’s just lying about it when I only had my things next to her and had tape on my own yet she’s still trying to cause a fight about it because she’s determined to try and get me out because you just want to fight she hasn’t been relevant in my life for years and is still trying to live off of that to take advantage of it, when I said that everyone else was like “Oh girl. You should fight her back, Because if that was me.” and I remember instead of fighting defending myself to listen to them which got skyla to shut up and got them in trouble anyways while we were on the kayak boats after we accidentally got onto a escalator exit ramp that leads to the inside of a mall, i went inside there and there was a square room and as I kept progressing I was just in my thoughts relaxing but then I saw a girl who was crying in the middle of the escalator outside of the escalator on the sides of the room and I saw she was hurt so i went to her and hugged her saying “It’s ok.” and she kept crying, but then eventually after hugging her for a while after resting on my shoulders the entire time she said “You’re arms feel really strong.” and I got off from hugging her and she said “Oh your not the muscular man I was thinking.” and then I said “Yeah it’s because I have spray paint all over my hesd and body, but i’m ‘spanish.” I walked off smiling and I saw her happier and then when I went off the kayaking and down the escalator inside of the malll outisifenthe ecidt, I saw a group of my friends there ordering food and as I was trying to go to them to rrr was this man at the msll who was a security guard who I knew before that’s always trying to cause problems with me and to all my friends so he stood next to me and was about to do something but then he looked forward and saw the tripe double cheeseburger 49 he was obsessed with and he couldn’t stop staring at it so I just slowly left at the car for when we were going to the grey day concert my sister said, actually first what happened is we were all inside of this big bike neighborhood and it had a zoo inside, this neighborhood was for really good people in a community made by those who were well off, and as I got lost, before I got lost running out and going away from the people who dictate that I remember I went inside the original place and they said that we are a nuisance, as our family used to be one of the main leaders for that but now we’re in deep poverty which is ruining our reputation and image, and the image of them, so they couldn’t have us there but we’re deeply disgusted and dissapointed, and I said to them but does that dictate anything about us, and when my aunt was begging them around community she said yeah it does so i started going inside the place since this was the enterance to the community to find a way out away from them and I saw on my own a bunch of neighborhoods with people running bikes on each house, yet I was just trying to find a way out, and eventually when it got bad to a point where ai didn’t have much time left, I had to take someone’s bike to get out but I felt too bad stealing someone’s bike so I instead of ran all the way around the zoo area to find my house and get out of the dead end, and I did but it was behind and outside of the community entirely and when I got back we were in such poverty some homeless man tried stealing our car and things, so instead of pushing him out what I did was cooperate and say “Here instead of taking those things why don’t you take this,” and gave him 3 things and as I was gonna give more I said hold on and went back to the kitchen to grab pepper spray and a knife and came back spraying it to him to get him out with just those 3 items and he ran off but yet still broke the car door off our car and was so determined, but eventually we spoke through to him and he went up to us offering to help and then as we were leaving he just started stsying there helping out with the house too, and as I went into the backyard that’s when the spray paint thing happened etc, in the car with my mom once me and my sister got dropped off to the end of the freeway we were supposed to wait for my cousin and my aunt and mom to take us but what ended up happening is my sister had to take mom and my aunts car t the place but my cousin who said she was coming was apparently about to kayak me there, so waiting for her I looked everywhere on both sides for both the boats but I couldn’t find her, and I didn’t message her thinking communicating would send me back even further on time, so I just looked and after that I found one of the people from my school so I was going to get alisha and me to go into a kayak there on the freeway but then I went to the bathroom to check if she was there but then I saw someone else inside thet bathroom with their own stuff sitting half naked with shit in front of them and they were telling me about how they had a horrible day right now and were almost violently shitting inside that tub but I didn’t judge them instead I tried being understanding and said that sucks from how hard it’d be for them and that I thought they were actually my cousin at first but they were looking up to me having a conversation and then when I came back out I realized the kayaks were gone so i tried to call alisha but realized she had to go to the grey day concert without me so I was left back and abandoned by everyone else who was going to take me to there

30 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream there was a singing competition between me and this comedian druski . My friend Kia was the judge she wit of pick a genre abd we would pick a song and singing it . The first song was a twerking song the next was an R&B song . I chose lions and tigers and bears by Jazmin Sullivan. I forgot the lyrics so I made the song short

26 Mar 2024

Dream

I’m out here with my family and we go out to eat. Everything is fine I’m with my grandma Kelli and it’s at a restaurant. Something simple not to out done. Just a little ol shack that serves breakfast burgers and rum. As we order our food a couple approaches. They aren’t young at all but two way older than my cousins. They look at me and say my name “Kylee omg I’m your grandparents” I’m like “oh hello I don’t remember you. I think ur my moms parents but I’m not to sure to. “ They try asking how everything’s been how’s my mother, her kids, even all up in my grandma Kellis bizz. So now we’re acquainted but I still don’t know them fr. They ask if they could continue talking to us and catching up so my grandma invites them to the house for dinner. As we get to the house everything’s fine, no bad aura, not one single sign. I go to my room to change out my clothes and the door budges open and “my grandpa” was the one giving it a nudge. I’m like wait I’m changing please get out he apologizes then “my grandma from my mom’s side” comes in without any doubt. I’m super confused and scared atp. My grandma sits in the chair in my room and doesn’t make a sound. “My grandpa” walks in and pushes me on the bed. I’m screaming for help but my voice keeps going in and out. Almost as though the wind was knocked out of me. I push past them and run to the kitchen. I grab some scissors bc I didn’t have time to dig thru dishes. He approached me and I’m super scared still screaming for help as “my grandma” appears. I stab his stomach with these scissors I pull them out and run to my grandmama to call 911 but she didn’t know what was happening and I have no service no bar not even just 1. I’m still screaming for help these random people in my house. “My grandma” try’s to grab me from behind, I turn really fast and stab her in the spine. I was shocked at the fact I had to stab these strangers that claimed they were family. The old woman and older man never looked more scary. My grandma scared to move or say anything told them to leave. She didn’t want them to harm both of us since we couldn’t call for help. They packed up there stuff and came walking to the couch. The woman had lost her teeth somewhere in the house she apologized for almost killing me she didn’t know what came about. The husband smiled and gave a little laugh he said “if I didn’t stab him he would’ve stuck it in the back.” I’m absolutely bawling at this point terrified for what’s next. They left in a hurry thinking the police were on the ass. I was still scared bc they knew where we lived and they didn’t have to try very hard breaking in. Me and my grandma go to the police station and make a statement. I had blood all over me so it was obvious something had happened. I leave the police station my grandmother still talking to them. I try to call my cousin bc she’s the closest to me out here. And as I’m walking down the street trying to contact her these kids walk by listening to my conversation so I hurry down by the shore. There’s a bunch of ice over the lake. So my dumbass walks on it trying to conversate. Then suddenly the ice starts to crack I start running to the bridge in the middle of the lake but then the ice breaks. I fall in still on the phone trying to swim back to the top but the water is too strong. My body is held down I start to loose air I’m gasping for breath while it feels like something’s pulling me from under there. I start to hallucinate I guess u can say. A tiny council meeting under the water and the members pulling on me. I get seated in a chair they are talking but I couldn’t hear nothing but water moving way too fast. They all turn and look at me waiting for an answer I’m shocked and try to say I can’t hear but my lungs collapse. I died right there and the meeting disappeared. I’m still on the phone but the only thing she can hear is me screaming then silent under this noisy smaller version of the sea. I woke up after I drowned without any knowledge of what happened next but I was sweating and crying thanking god it was a dream.