Siblings

19 Oct 2024

Dream

My boyfriend and I were trying to have quality time but his family kept interrupting us, his little sister and little brother needed to be babysat, and we were in a pod world, where people didn't live in houses, they lived in pods. I was leaving my boyfriend pod, he said he was gonna take me put the next day and it was surprise, but I had vision in the dream about the future and I knew what was going to happen before it happened. He was going to take me to mcdonalds, but I had a vision of a man who was about to shoot the mcdonalds. He turns to my boyfriend and said "back the fuck up, right now," and then he grabs his gun and starts shooting everyone at mcdonalds and then it was like I was in dimensions of time where he gives a different response everytime and the reaction is different based on his actions. Each one he's confused and doesn't understand why this man is telling him to back up, then one reality is where I was panicking and I knew he was about to shoot my boyfriend and I yell at him to back up and he doesn't back up and gets shot and then I take the car and try to drive it backwards and go to his mom and tell her what happened. I was running away from this shooter, he got in his car and started chasing me. Blood on my hands. I dial 911 and the police come and get him. Something about litering tomato's. I saw my boyfriend and it was like he came through a time chamber and he consulted me. We went to a carnival to get on rides and stuff and then I remember seeing live music and it was like I was talking to higher being about music and they were saying the best islands and best places with the best live music and one was an island and I started to fly and I floating and flying on the way to the island and I was still high in the sky and I remember being over the ocean and I was afraid cause I couldn't swim, so I was to trying to go back to land and I couldn't decend and it was freaking me out and I suddenly felt like I couldn't breath or like I was dying, and I was telling myself to wake up and make sure I wasn't dying and I was trying to wake up and I just couldn't wake up. Until I woke and I couldn't move my body.

18 Oct 2024

Dream

My dream was about my parents that just buy a house in a place with great weather. The house was gorgeous and my siblings and I were ok there, but the house has a big pond full of alligators, so we couldn’t get in there and enjoy the pond. One night we walked by the corredor and one of the alligators saw us and ran faster towards us. Other alligators fallow too. I was impressed of how fast and big this alligator was. He could eat us but the fance stop him. So my parents and siblings left the house scared of this animals. I said to my parents “im not going back to that house, either you sale the house soon or kill all the alligators of the pond”. It was just dangerous to be in that house I didn’t like it at all. I was worried about everyone specially my younger sister.

11 Sep 2024

Dream

It was me, my grandparents. We were all hanging out at home watching tvvand my grandpa was barbecuing burgers and steak. At some point my dad and two of my siblings came over my younger brother Matthew and my sister Megan. I asked Megan if she was interested in playing video games with me she said yes. Then all of a sudden my father told my siblings that it was time for them to go. My grandma asked them why were they leaving so soon. My dad told her that he hates being around me and my grandparents and that he’s unhappy about everything. I told him “it’s not our fault you’re constantly angry and passed off.” I then told him to talk to my biological mom because in reality that’s what he was so angry. Anyway back to that dream. My dad and my siblings ended up leaving and i was so sad and angry. I then told my grandma that my dad is a poor excuse of a father for taking my siblings away from me like that. Now in reality I really can’t stand being around my father because of what he did to me years ago when I was sick with an inflamed appendix. This was back in 2008. Anyway when I woke up from this dream I was crying because of how much I miss my siblings and how I wish I lived closer to them. My younger siblings are the only family members who make me happy and feel loved. Everyone else in my family pisses me off especially my father. It kills me inside everyday that I hardly see my siblings. I consider them my babies. I talk to them whenever I can. All I can tell you is that if either of them dies before me especially Megan I’ll be beyond pissed off and would lose the will to live. To my younger siblings Samantha, Mia, Megan and Matthew I love and miss you so much. Everyday it kills me inside that we hardly see each other. You kids bring me joy and happiness therefore I keep going for the sake of you kids. I can’t imagine losing any of you. Once again I love and miss you so much.

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream I flew out to space and there were 7 blue stars. Somehow, my siblings spirits were there too.

12 Aug 2024

Dream

I was with a dream version of my dad and my two siblings. We were in this suv or truck and we drove to this building in the city. We went inside and went down this hallways. Down a tunnel in a ground to this small room with a tv and a table. A small barred window at the top. From outside the window would be on the ground. The walls were empty and kinda worn down. There were these stairs in the back right side of the room leading down and there was water at the bottom. Once we went down the stairs it opened up to this giant room that had a giant pool in the middle of it and it broke off into a bunch of dark hallways surrounding the pool. These people kept appearing but they weren’t natural. Something was wrong with them. My family is no longer with me. I’m pretty sure they were killed. I kept running from the creatures. At one point I was being chased with some kind of chainsaw and got backed into a corner. Everytime I got close to dying I would tell myself it’s a dream and to wake up. Everytime I woke up and fell back asleep I would be back in the same dream and it would continue. At one point I was outside in the city but it was different. It’s like I walked into a different world. I was still being chased and I was trying to get away. Somehow I ended up back at the pool and Someone walked into the pool and black goo started leaking out around them and turning the water black

10 Aug 2024

Dream

i dreamt my family was dying one by one but before that me and boyfriend were being chased and i was trying to escape so many times but they kept taking us and eventually i just left and he stayed because he liked them and they were nice to he and then all my siblings were in town but we were in india and i see someone kidnap one of my sisters so i start calling the police but they dont care so i start going after them in the car then another one of my sisters were in front of me driving a motorcycle and it was raining and she was driving too fast and she lost control and crashed and her head was cut off and someone grabbed her body and took it and someone called me asking if i was her sister and they sent me a picture of her head on the side of the road being eaten by animals and there was this demon next to where she died

8 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I was with my like 5 or 6 siblings (they aren't actually my siblings i don't know them in real life) and we were looking for my grandma's old house to stay at and I gave the cop the address and my little brothers dad said "why don't you guys just rip up my apartment" and then we all ended up In different places and we didn't know where our other siblings were but I got lucky because I was with one of my siblings in an apartment and I was asking them where the rest are and she said I don't know and I was confused because we were all supposed to be at my grandma's old house not a bunch of seperate places

7 Aug 2024

Dream

I vaguely remember my dream. We were at the old house I grew up in. My siblings were there, but I really only saw Ruth, Josh, Jen. I think my dad was there. There was something catastrophic going on outside, and we were rushing to prep the house, mostly the basement. I remember we were putting blankets and clothes in the basement room as if we were going to be living down there. We also was putting cardboard over the windows. They come at night, and they peek through windows. They will leave if they can't see into the house. That's all I remember. I never found out who they were.

5 Aug 2024

Dream

In my dream, I have been in a In a garden with lots of tree and fruits and my siblings are right there as well with me and be peeking up some fruit I pick a fig from the tree and it was so tasty and juicy and sweet and Soni had a bit and eat it while we were enjoying saw myself in the house with my father second wifeand she had a broken leg and we had kind of argument with her

4 Aug 2024

Dream

I rented this big black Lamborghini SUV, something straight out of a dream, capable of fitting ten people. I’d always imagined myself behind the wheel, feeling the power, but when I finally had it, I hesitated. It just sat there in a parking spot, gleaming under the streetlights, as if waiting for me to take it somewhere, but I couldn’t bring myself to drive it. Instead, I found myself on foot, constantly on the move, dodging old friends who were out looking for me. Every time they got close, I could feel their presence like a weight pressing down on me. But somehow, I always managed to stay ten toes down, slipping away just before they could reach me. I didn’t want to be seen by them, didn’t want to be found. I could sense their bad intentions like a dark cloud hovering over them, and I knew if they caught up to me, I’d end up in a situation I desperately wanted to avoid. At one point, I pulled up to a gas station, the Lamborghini’s engine purring softly, and I made a split-second decision to rob the place. The thrill of it was electric, but it also brought unwanted attention, making it harder for me to move around unnoticed. I could feel eyes on me everywhere I went after that, like a spotlight I couldn’t escape. Later, I ended up at a house party, the air thick with energy and anticipation. I let a bunch of kids, including my little siblings and their cousins, pile into the SUV. They didn’t believe it was mine until I pulled out the keys and fired up the engine, the deep growl of the Lamborghini echoing through the night. Their skepticism turned to awe, but it didn’t last long for me. I slipped back inside the party, feeling the stares of people I knew and others I didn’t. I found myself sitting at a bar in this massive, fancy basement, waiting for something, anything, interesting to happen. And then it did. Out of nowhere, this girl—she was bold, conceited—managed to steal a kiss from me right in front of everyone. The room seemed to freeze, but I didn’t let it faze me. I just shook my head in disbelief and acted like it never happened. I got up and walked away, my thoughts already on finding my girlfriend, who was just arriving at the party. But the place was packed, way too crowded. Luckily, I knew this house well. There was a secret way back upstairs that I’d used before. As I moved through the quieter part of the basement, the noise from the party faded until all I could hear was the sound of my own footsteps. It was eerie, almost haunting, reminding me of another dream I’d had, where a basement kept going deeper and deeper, threatening to trap me. But this time, I made it back upstairs without a hitch. When I finally found her, it felt like no time had passed at all. We started talking, and it was like we picked up right where we’d left off. As we walked through the house, we stumbled upon a room where people were doing yoga. I felt a flicker of interest, especially when I noticed someone I recognized from high school. For a moment, I was pulled back into the past, a flashback of us in school together. But I pushed it aside, keeping my focus on the present, on her. We made our way up to the second floor, where the party noise was just a distant hum. The connection between us deepened as we got intimate, the rest of the world fading away. In that moment, everything felt right, as if all the chaos of the night had led to this one perfect point.

23 Jul 2024

Dream

I remember being at a place similar to my childhood church. Not sure what I was doing there. At some point in the dream, I met up with my sisters and some of my friends who still live in Boston. They picked me up in two vehicles. My puppy Diesel was in the car with one of my sister and another friend. I hopped into the other car, but before I did, I took Diesel from the other vehicle so he could sit on my lap on the car ride to wherever we were going. I remember really desiring and wanting to be close to Diesel and him laying on my lap for comfort. I wanted him near me and around me. I don't remember where we went, but we were on a two-car ride with my friends, sisters, and dog.

17 Jul 2024

Dream

I was back together with my abusive ex. It seems like I gave him a 2nd chance or something. I was living inside an apartment that was familiar to my childhood home. My friends and siblings was there. I specifically remembered seeing my older sister Jenny and my estranged brother in the dream. I don't remember seeing my eldest sister but I knew she was around. My ex was playing video games and he told me to get him a coke. Something he often did during our relationship, order me around. But this time in the dream I asked him to rephrased his request as a question and to add please. Because I was practicing boundaries on how he should speak to me. He rephrased it but deliberately didn't add please. I told him I would not get him the soda until he asked me the way I would like it be asked. I went back to my friends and family letting them know what he did which was something he often did during the relationship. I wanted them to see the abuse I've experienced before. They took my back and supported me in putting that boundary up. My ex did not budge he continued playing video games and instead of rephrasing the question went to get his own coke. For some reason are started to feel physically insecure to be in the same space as if I was unsure if the issue was going to escalate so I decided to leave. I ended up in the subway/train station with friends nearby all supporting me. My ex was at the station to attempting to leave too but I knew he was only there because I was there too. I was trying to dodge him and I found one of my friends I hugged them and somehow it was like we were able to hear him from some sort of comms radio where he was at and my friends helped me nor encounter in the subway/train station while I was there and I was able to dodge him with the help of my friend. I remember feeling validated by my friend and family being there to experience and see an abusive act I often had to deal with throughout the relationship especially one of the most covert type of abuse, which is verbal and emotional abuse that aren't often taken as seriously as physical and sexual abuse though I experienced those in the relationship as well.