Jealous

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a tooth with a large stone like end to it, it was disgusting and made me feel ugly and gross. It felt like it had been in a dream before and was really bothering me. Not only because it was disgusting but it was also huge and bulbous at the front of my mouth. I was talking to my mother about my insecurities while we were in a large car on the water with a bunch of close family and friends. While I was talking and crying about it, I pulled on the tooth and it came out. Suddenly I felt beautiful again and I also questioned why I had this tooth to begin with, my mother didn’t seem to care much but was happy that I had perked up. Back in the car I was also jealous that my best friend and sister got to pick their seats on the car first when I had just been standing there waiting for them. I don’t know why I didn’t just sit down but I had to wait for them to get there so they could choose first. It was a simple case of people pleasing and I couldn’t put myself first. Also my dad was driving the car on the water like a giant jet ski and the ocean breeze was nice as I stood on the side waiting for my friends to arrive. Once the tooth had come out, I was in a room with my celebrity crush and his band. We won a signed poster and a signed photo book. Since my sister and I are the biggest fans in our household (it was just the household in the room that time with the band), I snatched the photo book and gave my sister the poster. Noticing that I wanted the photo book so badly, my celebrity crush signed a second one for me and when I opened the two photobooks up to read the signature, the second one (the one meant for me) had been signed flirtatiously and was very suggestive that I call him later. Then suddenly a zombie simulator broke out and everyone started running around the all white room. I ran down a set of stairs that led to a forest like set. There people had been playing dead from being caught by the zombie and next thing I know I’m taking a bite out of someone else. I am the zombie now. At some point I hid and jumped out at someone to “eat their brains” and they shouted something about how zombies wouldn’t surprise people and that it just extends the time of the simulation. That’s when I woke up.

6 Aug 2024

Dream

In my dream I dreamt that me and my husband went away on holiday, but when we arrived we where sharing a room/apartment with 3 other women - his ex wife (who in our waking life is very difficult to get along with, they have a child together but very different styles of parenting) a woman I know who used to do my physio and another woman who I can’t remember. They are all very flirty with my husband and he was the same towards them. In the dream I’m asking my husband to look at booking another hotel, but he doesn’t want too, he says there’s point and he seems happy to socialize with them too - laughing joking etc which is making me feel very uncomfortable…. I then say to him that I’m not doing this and want to go home. In the dream all the women are saying to each other that I’m jealous and don’t trust my husband, they are not saying it directly to me. But they are right, I don’t trust him! - I am saying to my husband in the dream that they are all very unattractive and look trashy. In my waking life, that’s the opinion we have of both of the women known to me in the in the dream…. I then find myself walking along a road that’s close to my mums house, I’ve walked through the town centre close to my mums house too and there’s new houses being built, it’s Christmas time. As I’m crossing over this road, a petrol lorry is losing control, swerving all over the road, I think I’m with my son, but I don’t remember seeing him, I just felt like he was with me. As I’m watching the lorry cash into a roundabout, I run across the road towards my mums house, then I see fire, like someone has been set alight and know there might be an explosion, so need to get away, but no one is running. In my waking life, my mum is not talking to me, but I’m not 100% sure to why? It’s been a week since we last spoke?…..

25 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream, where I went out with some friends to a party. And I got really drunk, and my boyfriend showed up out of no where to spy on me. And when I seen him, he was trying to leave but I told him not to. I wanted him to stay with them, so he did. And in the dream he seemed really jealous

23 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamt that i saw my ex online posting about how in love he is with his new girlfriend. In the dream she owns a brownstone and sings in tge church choir. I see all this througg a series of posts on instagram. I feel a bit jelous in the dream. More so of where she is in life than him being in love. I find it odd but in happy for him

1 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamed that I was with people. We were solving a multiple set of puzzles. Some failed so we have to say certain things or do certain things to progress through the dream's story. My ex was there. I try not to feel anything about her because I was afraid of chasing. Instead, I acknowledged her there and talked with a old Asian friend. I teased that friend that we knew each other and met because we shared our love for a musical. My ex asked what was that. I said "Rent". I realized I was trying to get her jealous. She was going to leave and hang out with her friends. I asked to join her. She thought about it and pulled a map and asked me to meet her there. I said sure but I feel like I have to glide through the mountains to get there. But I will.

8 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a few roommates in a house I never saw in real life. I think I was a teenage boy who had a crush on a girl who was my roommate but she was already dating another one of our roommates. And he was the jealous type. One night when it was just me and my crush there she kissed me really well and for a long time. I kissed her back. It was the best feeling. The next evening all of us roommates were in the Commons area and I really wanted to talk about my kiss but the jealous boyfriend was there and I don't want him to know

3 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a really jumbled up dream. I'm not sure if it was actually one dream or more that I'm just all remembering together. So in one part I was at the airport waiting for a flight and I was with my friend Katie and I can't really remember the details but it was like I was in the airport waiting for a flight but I didn't actually have one booked and then I wasn't sure how I was going to get it booked and then I tried to ask a lady where I go to book a flight but she didn't want to talk to me and now I'm remembering that at one point I wanted to go to Chicago but at another point I was supposed to go to New York to see my friend Brian but then I realized I had wasted too much time and I really couldn't go to New York and get back in time. And then the dream morphed, or maybe it's a different dream, but I was in a new place. I think it was in Spain because a lot of people were speaking Spanish and it looked European. I was my younger self like in my 20s and going around the city and going to different little coffee shops and restaurants and cafes and different places like that. And at some point I met a young man. He was really skinny and had long hair and was super kind of crazy and danced a lot and I was really really attracted to him. and we were going around the city just having fun and enjoying each other's company and then somehow we ended up at someone's house and we slept on the floor and we made love and it was really fun and in the morning he had to go and I was hoping he would call me but then I went with the girl and for some reason my son at his current age 17 was with us and again we were exploring the city and looking at bookshops and riding these weird buses and just doing all kinds of tourist things and we were having fun for a whole day but I was disappointed the man didn't call me. But on the next day he did call me and so he joined in our adventures around the city and there were all kinds of things happening. We went on some strange bus where we were on the upper deck but we were driving through an area that looked like a Chinatown and just dropping into weird little bars and nooks and crannies in different places. There was one place where people were sitting on these cushy chairs and like one woman was reading and a couple people were talking but there was like a monitor for the room who said yeah you can come in here and hang out but you have to keep moving at all times and I noticed the woman reading the book was just doing some interesting hand movements the whole time she was reading. There was also a part where we were hanging out in a bar but we were in some kind of uncomfortable chairs and just having drinks and having a good time but then these people who were in a back section that had these are really really plump comfy chairs and couches left so we moved back to that section and it was like really comfortable and homey and again we were just having a really good time. There was one part where the young man I was attracted to was hanging out with us and there was another guy there and they seemed really really close and I figured out that he must be gay or bisexual and I was really fine with that I just was a little jealous because I really wanted him to be with me. It was a very expansive, complicated, and realistic dream. but overall super super fun and reminded me of something I'd like to do like travel and hang out with people and just be kind of crazy and have a good time It was one of those dreams that was so fun that when my phone started beeping at me I really really did not want to be disturbed and leave the dream and I even turned off the phone and tried to go back but it didn't work.

30 Mar 2024

Dream

I was playing this game that was set in California. It started with you walking into a hotel, there were lots of scorpions and wildcats outside. I did a few rounds before I realized the only way to win was not to get out of the hostage situation and to play through it. It had something to do with the drug trade. There was a guy who was a super dynamic actor, he kind of looked like Barry Pepper. But his name was something weird, like Glumor. I looked him up online and saw that he was only a couple years older than me, homeless, a traveler and known for being a little weird. But he also was in the same town I was staying in, so I decided to go look for him. He was trying to get work at this old lady’s house. She said no so he started walking away. I followed him and started asking him questions. He finally turned around and asked if I want to be with him. I hesitantly said yes. I assured him that I wasn’t trying to get him and that I would be nice to him. He was still cute but somewhat jealous and intimidating. Eventually he turned downright cruel, stole my favorite stuffed animal and buried it under water, mud and eventually tons of goose feathers. I managed to dig it up but I knew I couldn’t take it to the airport. So I brought it to a lawyer I trust, and she agreed to keep it safe. There was a battle on the water, he apparently had water superpowers. He died but I felt conflicted about the whole thing, I still kind of liked him. They wrote a bunch of news articles about it but they also were weirdly nonchalant about the abuse and water powers, because they apparently were huge fans of the stuffed animal company who wanted to downplay it. Mom wouldn’t quit bothering me about the details, I started trying to write things down, and I told her she was making things worse. They asked if I had cheated with Sterling even emotionally. I explained that he’s dead.

27 Mar 2024

Dream

Had a dream that I was dressed up like a biker , was at a church , listening to other people talk. Later went to a place to eat heard more people talking, they were jelous of me. One person decided to dump water on me but I did not fight back, because I knew I could hurt them but did not want to.

27 Mar 2024

Dream

My friend and I got a letter It was from a god or deity or something it took us to this ocean The middle of this ocean And the water was red and the sky was red and it was absolutely beautiful As I’m there, swimming in the open water I start to think I’m dead But I’m not afraid I’m just happy and in total bliss I turn to my friend and I say “I’m pretty sure we are dead” And he goes “what makes you think that” And I sip the ocean water and instead of being salty, it’s delicious sweet red wine I explain to him that the water is wine and such we get yanked out of this euphoric like state we are in a basement, sitting at a small wooden table. The basement is lit with many tall white candles. There are two envelopes in front of us One with my friends name And one with mine My friends envelope has 500,000$ cash in it and their letter said “You can live in bliss for the rest of your life or you can take this money in the real world” He took the money and disappeared Mine had 10,000$ and a letter that said You can live in “this” version of bliss I have just allowed you to experience, You can take the money, or you can travel to the next version and decided, between the two, which one you like best, and reside there. The letter explained that there was a catch… I had to answer a question and get the answer right in some kind of challenge… Well I answered the question and suddenly a gaggle of jealous, mean, wanna be magical girls, copied my answer… I was waiting in the basement for my next letter, the response letter… I recived the letter and my answer was wrong But the letter was in a different hand writing then before… And then I woke up

24 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I started in a whole new school, in a whole new place, with all new people. I somehow got in with the popular crowd. Now, this school had a lot of events, and there were a lot of people at this event, including the most popular girls boyfriend. Now, for some reason, this girl's boyfriend really liked me. I liked him too, but I wasn't allowed to because of social dynamics. And he wasn't allowed to like me either. So Now, this popular girl got jealous. Because Every time something special was happening for her, something special seemed to be happening for me. Even though I'd never said anything. But her boyfriend somehow knew. So, on her birthday, it was my birthday too. And the boyfriend got me a cake. But he also got her a cake. My cake was smaller and not as nice. But it didn't matter, because he got me a cake. And According to his girlfriend, only she should have a cake. Especially from her boyfriend. Now, this happens at most events. Every time she had something, I had something. I never said anything, but her boyfriend knew. One time, they were having a party at someone's house. And the boyfriend comes up to me, and he's being really sweet. And really nicely, but he's not spending any time with his girlfriend, and I'm really confused. I'm like, your girlfriend's right over there, why are you spending so much time with me? And he's like, because I like you, And my girlfriend's a little bit intense. I understand, but still, it's weird for him to completely ignore her. And me and his girlfriend and our whole group have gotten ready for this party for hours. And by us getting ready for the party, I mean we helped her get ready for the party. I had brought a really beautiful dress for her, and she really liked it. In some ways. And she was going to be very upset that her boyfriend wasn't giving her the attention she wanted. We all got drunk and at one point her boyfriend got drunker than I was and he just picked me up and walked away with me and I'm like please put me down. Eventually he stops and he puts me down in a room on the bed. He laid down on the bed next to me, and I'm confused, I'm like, what am I doing here? Why did you bring me here? Can I go? Please? And he's like, you're free to go, but, um, I don't know, I guess I wanted to spend some personal time with you. And then he kisses me. I leave. And Then I wake up.

23 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a very vivid dream that i have had before but not as detailed as tonight. The dream is i wake up at school that is magical but a series of murders has been plaguing the area. After class i watch a student leave the cathedral building and head towards the practice range / garden that is walled off by pretty green hedges. The guy disappears through the hedges and another student a girl follows behind with her wand in her hand. A few minutes later i follow suit and when i pass through the hedges the male student has been impaled in wrapped in thrones against a state of an angel , dead, while the girl is nearby practicing her magic against a dummy in the garden. I ignore the statues student and go to the girl talking to her abt her magic that everyone is afraid of and is sure she is the one murdeint all the students. i eventually ask her if she killed the guy and she said yes that she does it for the other world as she wants to ascend and be accepted by them. I don’t say anything to that but ask why she is telling me this. She says there is certain people w an aura showing they are blessed. By the otherworld or they are chosen. she says i have this aura and that she picks students like me to help do the tasks of the other world. She says that my time is coming soon but it’s not something she can help or do anything abt and that she is jealous cause my aura is so strong the strongest she’s ever seen. There is then yell and we run out of the training gardens to see a group of students battling teachers on the roofs of the cathedral. The girls eyes go white and she mumbles to herself before grabbing my hand and telling me it’s my time and that other world needs me now. She drags me through the halls S everyone chases us. We go down some stairs further and further until it so dark that it doesn’t feel like the stairs are there anymore. And when the light finally comes i am surrounded by strange people in a big building surrounded by plants and sunlight. The group sends the girl back up the stairs and she obeys. A bigger girl steps out of the group of people and tells me i am the prophecy to become something very special but she won’t tell me what , that if i am the one i will pass all the tests. We then cross a magical greenery bridge in the fog that leads to door once the door opens it reveals an office like setting. They tell me we must wait for the main spell master to get here before proceeding w the test but that i must remain in the little batheroom area because spies and enemies will try to stop the prophecy. But the girl from earlier that led us through the green area says that she wants to show me more of the underworld so we leave and walk around and explore its beauty but while we do this a cockroach like creature is following us around swiftly and is missing its opportunity to kill me by seconds. Me and the girl find a closet to sit in chill as we had been running around. Me and the girl quickly become sexual and begin scissoring in the closet but are interrupted by her eyes turning white as she alerted the main spell caster is here. She leads me back to the bathe rooms after we get dress the bug getting ever so close when we reach the bathe rooms one of her coworkers scold her asking where i been and kill the roach that had been following us. I sit in the stall on the toilet and the a guy doctor hooks me up to an iv where my blood begins to siphon out i begin to get scared and look around as they watch me i ask them if im going to die and they look nervously but hopeful at me. I then black out i wake up in another office like area that is in skyscrapers in the sky. The girl i had sex w from earlier tells me i passed the first test and excitingly tells me i may be prophet they were hoping for but that i must meet all the other leaders of the otherworld. i ask if she is one and she says yes she is leader of the green area. We head towards the meeting and for some reason on our way there i have all my bags w me ? That are spilling out with papers and drinks and as we get closer to the meeting i down size and lose a bunch of it. As we are sitting at the meeting we are missing one of the leaders who takes a very long time to get there while we wait the leader of green area that has been with me shows me some of their customs of greetings and how to salute and formally/ respectfully talk. The leader gets there and she looks at me with hate and disgust telling the others we need to stop poking for some prophet cause it’s waste of time and resources. As she’s saying this we all stand to greet her and i stand to doing the formal greeting i was taught. She laughs at me and says i’m in her spot. I apologize and look for a place to sit before she grumbles that it’s fine and sits down. They discuss the next part of the test is in ladies area that doesn’t like me and that enemies draw ever closer and we must rendezvous immediately. That they are just waiting on vechiles and to ofcourse stay alert while we wait. Me and the leader from the green area are sent to a room where we begin fucking again. Until we are interrupted by saying the cars are ready. We go down a series of eleveators my bags are making me slow and u begin just leaving them only having one. When we get to the bottom they put me in a car and put me to sleep. From this point on the dream is new. Everything i have described before i have dreamed before, now this is a new story. I awake and we are some streets in a neighborhood, being chased by some SUVS while we are surrounded by others. The leaders state we must do tactics to get passed them as they don’t which car has me. We then split off into the woods and drive dangerously through trying to lose them when we eventually do. Once we break out of the clearing we are driving on a beach. Where in the distance there is a large sandstone altar that gets ever closer as we drive. My heart sinks as f at takes over again. The girl i’ve been having intercourse grips my hand saying if i passed the first test i surely will pass the next . But as we arrive i wake up.