Strangers

29 Sep 2024

Dream

I was in a class with strangers, I can’t remember the subject, maybe English? Then my Chinese teacher from two years ago showed up and said that there was a great opportunity for me in China at a Chinese school. She said it was cheap. She showed me pictures, it was in a somewhat empty landscape, the school was surrounded by a river and there were helicopters for transport. There was a huge old windmill close by. My mom and I went to checkout the school and it somewhat had a ship layout. The students would sleep close together and the toilets were filthy and small. I told my mom that this was never gonna happen so we went home again. I have no idea why they would want me to attend a Chinese school. I used to have Chinese in school but I no longer speak it.

15 Aug 2024

Dream

I just had a horrible nightmare. I was taking care of my niece from my brother who has passed away. She was young about five or six years old. it seemed like we were out in like a public area, like in a zoo where there were a lot of arcade games and just a lot of people and things going on. I’m trying to keep track of her and a hold of her hand and strangers are literally coming up to me trying to distract me. They are throwing things in my face. They’re trying to get me to drop her hand so they can take her away from me. they are getting me to drop my phone And then they are messing with my phone so my phone is inoperable. I’m very panicked and very scared that I’m going to lose my niece. someway I’m able to get her out of that public area and onto some side street but my phone has been dropped several times and the people that were harassing us have messed with it so much that I can’t find out how to get on the Internet and I cannot get the Contacts pulled up to get her mother’s phone number. I’m nervous because I am not familiar with this area and I can’t remember where I parked my car, to get us out of this area and even further and into safety and to her home. Now Mind you she is young, She’s five or six years old and I’m trying to ask her if she knows the way home. Because I’m thinking we could walk, because I can’t find my car. she desperately wants to help me. She really wants to know the way home, but she just doesn’t and I am petrified. I can’t get a hold of her mother. I can’t find my car. Her and I are in a strange neighborhood without a way home and then I wake up.

6 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream me and my ex-bestfriend was staying in a house In a different town, when we went to town he went shopping and I acted like I had been there before because I have seen this clothing shop in my dreams before so I had some conscious and remembered I told my sister where to finding the nicest things in the shop . I bought a handbag and a hat. Afterwards everyone had a huge party, at the party a lot of my friends and family was there aswell as lots of strangers. There was something happening outside where people from this town had knifes and wanted to fight the people at our party. So all the men got ready to fight. My ex-bestfriend started holding a lit with fire price of paper under the fire alarm and then was going to throw it in the floor, I panicked and wanted to get all my stuff out of the house before hand otherwise I would have nothing. When the house set of fire Everyone ran out the exits and was either fighting or escaping. I ran upstairs to get some of my belongings and then ran back down I saw my auntie and she helped me get out.

23 Jul 2024

Dream

i was at the movie theaters with my ex bestfriend jacob (he fell for me and i didn’t feel the same way causing our breakup.) we were talking and i was trying to reconcile with him and make amends because he was someone who was very close to me and i care much about him. to my surprise his ex girlfriend natalie who was close friends with him at the time he was trying to get with me was sitting right next to him during the movie. as we were talking i was pushing to fix things but jacob was hesitant. jacob said something about how i “dont care” or “didnt care” which hurt me a lot. he didnt understand that it took both of us to absolutely destroy our relationship. i said “i wouldnt be here right now f i didnt care.” natalie butted in the conversation and said “maybe you should start caring about yourself.” after this comment i was furious. i knew that she had said so many bad thibgs about me to jacob during the time he was trying to get into a relationship with me. especially because she liked him. i know her opinion about me is not the best and to be honest bc she talked about me without even knowing me i had nothing to like about her. when she said that i should start caring about myself i punched her in the face. which i probably shouldve punched jacob because based on that statement he mustve told her about my mental health struggles at the time we were friends. but i hit her hard especially for butting in, i was upset by it all. i recognized what i did and apologized and said we dont have to fight, however she kept fighting. she responded saying “no, you started it lets fight” WHICH IS CRAZY BECAUSE SHE COULDNT SHUT HER MOUTH AND MIND HER OWN? so we continued fighting she threw a punch and missed because i ducked and dodged it, i came up again and hit her again. she hit me once or twice but it didnt effect me much. i hit her a third time harder than all of my hits. jacob was watching us fight and didnt do much to stop it. eventually we stopped and i had wandered outside the movie theaters and met two girls. they asked what happened and i had told them what natalie had told me and why i got upset. i probably said something like shes a bitch who cant mind her own business so i acted on that. after that natalie began texting me saying jacob is willing to give me another chance and how she messed up. she blamed it on another girl and said shed block her. i ended the conversation then and there and found an arcade. on my way to the arcade there was a woman fighting off 5 weird men. i happened to join because they were on my way but the lady did the most work. after that because of her appreciation of doing as much as i can to help despite my age. she led me to the arcade n let me play all the games i wanted to for free. i was supposed to call my parents n family after the movie ended but due to the commotion i lost track of time. i called them and they questioned me abt what time they should pick me up.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at a biker bar, where I was flirting with several dangerous bikers, especially one guy who seemed to be one of the leaders... We decided to go walking around town, where I noticed a tiger roaming the cobblestone streets with a baby bottle in its mouth, allowing kids to pet it, and my best friend shows up with a few other people with a car that I get in the passenger side and we start drifting down the street, then begin to do donuts for a few seconds. Then my best friend sees a horse across the lawn next to us, so he jumps out of the car to chase it and I get out and start walking. I wind up getting together with a dozen strangers in the street and I find this glass display case holding a human arm with a pink ribbon wrapped around it. I ask everyone if it belongs to them, no one claims it, so I take it with me back to the biker bar where I meet back up with the lead biker I was with at the beginning, but I wake up before we kiss

29 Jun 2024

Dream

I was at an event of some type with my mom but I was leaving. There were a few strangers along the way out too. For some reason I had a chair with me to my new car so I end up putting it back after realizing I already have a chair in my car. I find a place to put it at like a computer desk area in the parking lot that had a couple other different chairs there. I get in the car but then realize I’m on the wrong side (passenger instead of driver’s seat) when my mom gets in the car. Before my mom enters, I clean off a car door. She thought about driving until we leave the parking area but I decline as my insurance only recognizes me as the driver for the car, and we switch seats. That’s all I remember

27 Jun 2024

Dream

I am driving a car into a private camp. As I hop out of the car, not allowed to be there, I start hiding. Finding out the secrets of this camp. Distracted, I talk to some strangers in blue T-shirts they tell me to hide amongst the bunkbeds while the big boss is around.

26 Jun 2024

Dream

i was on an island learning about something, then all of a sudden alarms went off and it said the island was gonna sink and fall apart. i ran inside and i saw my favorite person and i ran to her and she held me and took me to her room. i asked her if the ship was gonna sink, she said maybe. the flights were taking time so i was just waiting and then random strangers started coming in and then my mother came in. me and my mother don’t have a good relationship. and then i woke up.

22 Jun 2024

Dream

I was grocery shopping with my grandmother. It was one refrigerated section that was strictly hers. Everything was organized with picture labels on it. We were talking and checking out. Then we started walking to her home from the grocery store and we had to walk through a park. Then I noticed that she started slowing down and talking strange. So we stopped and sat in the grass. I held her in my arms because I knew what was happening, she was ready to pass away. She was saying she was tired, and worried we weren’t going to be ok. I told her we will be ok and she can rest. Then I tried to call my dad and tell him but he didn’t answer the phone so I left a message saying to come meet us as soon as possible because it was grandmas time. I called my dad because it’s his mom. She was slowly passing away in my arms as we were waiting for family to come say good bye in the grass in the middle of this random park. Strangers were walking past us and looking with empathy but were respectfully not interrupting this deeply personal moment. My grandma passed in my arms quietly. Then I woke up.

19 Jun 2024

Dream

Signs, Dreams, and reminders A Cosmic Apple picked from the tree, but it’s “bruised” in multiple spots despite being picked straight off the branch. A school hallway. And a sidewalk pathway to school with apple trees alongside… Boat. A speedboat 🚤 is significant. Pumpkins and Oranges…both growing on the same tree…in various sizes and sometimes breeded together to make new fruit. Mydayis and Zoloft pills…not taken but forgotten to be taken.. (seems significant) Persephone (Goddess) Apollo (two confirmations in waking life) A pink incense stick with cherry blossom 🌸 patterned wrapping? Strangers…folks I haven’t seen. Moths (significant nocturnal insect in waking life) The folks I care about and I throwing backs out…. I’m guessing the weight of everything is throwing us to pieces… The back…the spine seems significant.

17 Jun 2024

Dream

Some friends and I were at a cabin for the weekend and some strangers came in and tortured us . I was wrapped in barb wire all over my body and when I tried to move it would cut deep into my skin

8 Jun 2024

Dream

Some guy tried to rape me and he beat me up. I ran and got away and ended up at a high area I had to jump off of to keep gettin away and once I landed all the cops were there. I was surrounded around random strangers with severe injuries needing the hospital and before the cops made it over to me. The random guys gang came over and shot a lot of liquid heroin into my mouth to kill me. I was in so much pain that I willlingly drank the heroin. Then I felt like I stopped breathing and woke up.