Figure

2 Sep 2024

Dream

I was standing on the side of a road that lead into some type of crop field. I wasn’t on earth because in the sky were two suns. This was a lucid dream. The two suns were purple and giving off a black light UV type essence. Everything had a gray color because of this. The two suns were also being forced to orbit each other by what seemed like a huge black super structure in the shape of what would be the equivalent to a male wedding band that harnessed the power of these two suns. I could see a tree line in the far distance and the crops were also something I’ve never seen before, they stood about the same height as fully grown corn but it was not corn.i could feel the heat from the sun and smell the air. There were two figures that were leading me down a pathway in the crop field. No words were spoken but I knew what the figures were saying and what they wanted me to do. These figures were friendly . At the end of the path in the crop field was a mirror and the two figures went inside of the mirror and wanted me to follow them. When I got to the mirror I woke up.

1 Aug 2024

Dream

I am in a messy house. I am watching people from an eagle view cleaning the home. However, everytime they clean it would be messy again. There was a dog, my mother, male and female figures in the dream. I can’t remember much details but I feel there was a flood at one point. I woke up to someone offering me a massage with sexual intent.

30 Jul 2024

Dream

In the dream, my lower abdomen and side is hurting and cramping. I can’t figure out why. Eventually, I look down and underneath my navel near my groin area is this protruding hard knot. Almost looks like an object of some kind but it’s not really. It’s just this sore knot and bump. I remember feeling freaked out by it and not knowing what to do.

26 Jul 2024

Dream

I was shopping for plants with my grandpa, once we were done we went to my grandmother's house and stayed there for a little bit. Later that night my grandpa told me to lock the door, but when I went to lock it someone bursts in drunk in a costume without the mask and his friend with the mask outside. He chased me outside and then I saw a figure wearing all black who grabs me. Then I wake up feeling like I can't breathe.

18 Jul 2024

Dream

Had a dream that me and my boyfriend were in some sort of national park and as we were getting out of the car, two girls jumped into the seats that me and my boyfriend were just sitting in be at the driver seat and the front passenger seat we kept walking because Eli didn’t say anything so I figured he knew them from work or something and I asked him I was like do you know them he said no so I went over and they weren’t sitting in the front seat anymore. They were in like the back hatch laying down so I woke them up and told them to get the fuck out of my car And they did and so me and Eli kept walking in the national park and we stumbled across what looks like an abandoned airport. Somehow we lost our group and we were walking around the abandoned airport. I all of a sudden realize that my period was starting so I went into this bathroom Attached to some sort of laboratory room while Eli went out and got me a tampon from the car as I was sitting there the bathroom door started to slowly open and all the lights went out. I could hear this whispering it sounded like a whole crowd of people were whispering, and then the lights went out, so I turned off my flashlight, and I could see a figure walking towards me, but it ended up being Eli with my tampon and that’s when I woke up

28 Jun 2024

Dream

So I was dreaming that we were on our farm, the farm in the Kalahari that Hazel Raven sold. It's my family and my husband's family. I'm dreaming that I'm going to the karal, which is in the camp where the house is, and we need to work cattle. We need to get the cattle in the karal and work the cattle. I'm going to the karal and what I notice is there are three or four horses in the karal, but there isn't a gate that can open to let them out, and it seemed to me that they've been there for a while. So I start working to get them out of there, and when I come to the last horse, I started to stress because I just knew this was a horse that my father paid a lot for because it's a very good riding horse and tame, but because the horse has been in the karal for a while, it was biting and kicking me because of its frustration, and I'm trying to help it to get out. And as I was busy, my father and brothers and my husband, oh, and my husband's mom and dad, they come walking, and the first thing I see my dad on his face, he's very angry at the horse, he gets the horse out of the karal, and as the horse was running away, he whipped it out of anger. And I was sad because I didn't like it, but the people, my brothers and my husband's mom started to laugh, my husband was looking confused, and me also, but nobody said anything because we have to work the cattle now. Anyway, as I was looking, I saw a dark figure in a cloak that nearly represented the Grim Reaper, but nobody else saw this figure except for me. I noticed it going from the ground to the sky, at least 300 meters in the sky. When you look at it, you can't see its face, but then suddenly you see a skeleton face. It was drifting around the sky, opening and closing its arms, like when you want to hug somebody. Then my dreams skipped to where we were in the garage of the farmhouse. It was evening, everybody was working in the garage. My brothers and my husband were working on the motorbike, they were dirty and full of oil. I was standing at the entrance of the garage with this figure, talking to it, I was saying stuff like, no, you'll fit in, don't worry about it, just take your cloak off. And as the figure took its cloak off, it was a young boy with darkish brown hair and darkish eyes, but you could see... but you could see the youth in his eyes, on his face. And, yeah, I was just comforting him that he will fit in and everything, but he didn't fit in, nobody wanted to give him something to do, and he wanted to do something. He kept asking my brothers and my husband, he kept asking my brothers and my husband, I can do this, I can do that, but nobody wanted to give him something to do. And then the dreams skipped to where we were all sitting in the living room eating, but he was sitting on a chair all by himself eating alone, and that's the whole dream.

28 Jun 2024

Dream

So I was dreaming that we were on our farm, the farm in the Kalahari that Hazel Raven sold. It's my family and my husband's family. I'm dreaming that I'm going to the karal, which is in the camp where the house is, and we need to work cattle. We need to get the cattle in the karal and work the cattle. I'm going to the karal and what I notice is there are three or four horses in the karal, but there isn't a gate that can open to let them out, and it seemed to me that they've been there for a while. So I start working to get them out of there, and when I come to the last horse, I started to stress because I just knew this was a horse that my father paid a lot for because it's a very good riding horse and tame, but because the horse has been in the karal for a while, it was biting and kicking me because of its frustration, and I'm trying to help it to get out. And as I was busy, my father and brothers and my husband, oh, and my husband's mom and dad, they come walking, and the first thing I see my dad on his face, he's very angry at the horse, he gets the horse out of the karal, and as the horse was running away, he whipped it out of anger. And I was sad because I didn't like it, but the people, my brothers and my husband's mom started to laugh, my husband was looking confused, and me also, but nobody said anything because we have to work the cattle now. Anyway, as I was looking, I saw a dark figure in a cloak that nearly represented the Grim Reaper, but nobody else saw this figure except for me. I noticed it going from the ground to the sky, at least 300 meters in the sky. When you look at it, you can't see its face, but then suddenly you see a skeleton face. It was drifting around the sky, opening and closing its arms, like when you want to hug somebody. Then my dreams skipped to where we were in the garage of the farmhouse. It was evening, everybody was working in the garage. My brothers and my husband were working on the motorbike, they were dirty and full of oil. I was standing at the entrance of the garage with this figure, talking to it, I was saying stuff like, no, you'll fit in, don't worry about it, just take your cloak off. And as the figure took its cloak off, it was a young boy with darkish brown hair and darkish eyes, but you could see... but you could see the youth in his eyes, on his face. And, yeah, I was just comforting him that he will fit in and everything, but he didn't fit in, nobody wanted to give him something to do, and he wanted to do something. He kept asking my brothers and my husband, he kept asking my brothers and my husband, I can do this, I can do that, but nobody wanted to give him something to do. And then the dreams skipped to where we were all sitting in the living room eating, but he was sitting on a chair all by himself eating alone, and that's the whole dream.

21 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream I heard music coming from my laundry room, so I looked up and saw the light was off.. I never turn it off. It was pitch black and I got scared, which ended up with me getting sleep paralysis, I was screaming and kicking trying to wake up but wasn’t moving and then I false awoken to a figure standing beside my bed looking away which looked like me so I called out my own name and it turned around and had a huge inflated head and scared me awake. Like actually awake.

20 Jun 2024

Dream

i wa at a party there was some friend of mine. i will name the G and K. we entered the house and G found a button like in the movie Caroline. G gave me the button and i looked trought it and see a collorfull world like autumnish color pallet, and outside was also a black gigure of a unhuman thing that was staring at us. I asked G about it and she told me that she often sees him in her dream that you need to run away from him and don’t stare at him. that when i looked again at him he was closer and closer till he was near the window than open the door and come in. He looked at us and show as the middle finger than came after us. He followed me trought the rooms and that in like the end of the house in a hall i stooped and looked at him. he was no more a black figure he was a middle age black man in a black coat who was looking at me. In that moment he aproached to me and pushed me to a sofa and then felt that he wants to kill me so a started touching him and induce him the ideea to have intercourses with me. After we had intercourses like 2-3 minutes he got up and looked at me with an empty lokking and left without saying anything. I went outside and met with G and K. K offered me a piece of cake, and G was looking at me and asked me how i escaped from him because she in every dream is killed by him.

26 Apr 2024

Dream

Prior to sleeping, my body sensed a flow of energy through my legs to my head, then I entered sleep paralysis. During this phase, my eyes were open and I could see around the bedroom. Two headlights appeared on the wall in front of me, but they weren’t real headlights, one on top of the other, as no way for light to come through the windows. They rotated and grew larger, looking like giant eyes. My body went into a deeper paralytic state and I fought to get out of it and wake up before the lights consumed me. It felt incredibly onomous and dark. I finally woke from the sleep paralysis and led on my back facing the closed door. Again, I got the buzz through my body and I entered another sleep paralysis. During this state, eyes open again, I watched the door handle move and the door open. A small dark figure walks in and approaches my bed. Utter terror overcame me, and I once again fought myself to wake up. This wasn’t a dream, I was awake with my eyes open but was paralysed. I experience sleep paralysis many times each week.

9 Apr 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was at this dance community and the teacher had me do some moves following after her, and she was so impressed and when she asked of my dance experience I said I had none. Everyone was so surprised the people around me were a lot younger so I felt behind, like i still see myself as a child or that I’m not where “adults” should be. But then I was in even though they never asked officially I was partnered up this this boy who didn’t want to be me partner at all. I felt super overwhelmed and inexperienced to be there, he didn’t like the fact that I was a nobody and that I was new, so I spoke up and said if you don’t like me or don’t want me to be here plz just communicate and talk to me, and he got over it, but there was Always tension. Then we sat against this wall the whole dance crew. I’m a bench. And watched others dancing it was really beautiful and this one girl was doing a backbend on roll skates! I was in awe there was this little girl who came up and said I hate black, for then my dance teacher said ofc not in that way, the theme was about sadness and anger, and they were doing a vocal expression of it as well as dance, the place felt like I’ve been there before, sort of like my job but more expanded we all lived there and dormed there, the hold time I felt unsure if this was what I wanted, incorporating or committing myself to something new, my days and time would be spent different, and I had lots of anxiety about how I would perform, and it felt hard to settle in, I wonder how else’s in my life the idea of doing something why I always go to “idk if this is for me” maybe always feeling unsafe? Or having to be on edge. But I wonder if flowing through it and sinking deeper into the possibilities of life could take me to a place I like. Cause the same is bringing me just that, and I seek for growth and change. So I want to be open to incorporating newness and committing to things that question if it’s for me,

8 Apr 2024

Dream

Last night I had a dream that somebody I knew named Heather and another person I knew named JR were helping me with a bunch of art projects in a school cafeteria with a bunch of kids and they decided to take off on me but I didn't know what was going on and I didn't know how to handle the kids. Well the kids thought I was upset and they asked me if I was upset. I said no, I'm not upset. As they were leaving, JR wrapped his arm around Heather and it clearly made me upset because the other person that was there helping me was asking me what was going on as I was wiping down the tables because there was water everywhere and I could see the children's paintings and I was fixing up their paintings and you could just tell that there was something going on between Heather and JR although Heather wasn't Heather, she was an older woman. From the cafeteria I entered into another room where there was a bunch of like sea life and one of them was a betta fish that kept jumping out of the water and I couldn't figure out why it was jumping out of the water so we decided to dump out its aquarium to figure out what was going on and there was a hog nose being eaten by a bunch of mealworms and when I looked up to retrieve it out, my kid's dad was standing there instead of my kid.