Carnival

19 Oct 2024

Dream

My boyfriend and I were trying to have quality time but his family kept interrupting us, his little sister and little brother needed to be babysat, and we were in a pod world, where people didn't live in houses, they lived in pods. I was leaving my boyfriend pod, he said he was gonna take me put the next day and it was surprise, but I had vision in the dream about the future and I knew what was going to happen before it happened. He was going to take me to mcdonalds, but I had a vision of a man who was about to shoot the mcdonalds. He turns to my boyfriend and said "back the fuck up, right now," and then he grabs his gun and starts shooting everyone at mcdonalds and then it was like I was in dimensions of time where he gives a different response everytime and the reaction is different based on his actions. Each one he's confused and doesn't understand why this man is telling him to back up, then one reality is where I was panicking and I knew he was about to shoot my boyfriend and I yell at him to back up and he doesn't back up and gets shot and then I take the car and try to drive it backwards and go to his mom and tell her what happened. I was running away from this shooter, he got in his car and started chasing me. Blood on my hands. I dial 911 and the police come and get him. Something about litering tomato's. I saw my boyfriend and it was like he came through a time chamber and he consulted me. We went to a carnival to get on rides and stuff and then I remember seeing live music and it was like I was talking to higher being about music and they were saying the best islands and best places with the best live music and one was an island and I started to fly and I floating and flying on the way to the island and I was still high in the sky and I remember being over the ocean and I was afraid cause I couldn't swim, so I was to trying to go back to land and I couldn't decend and it was freaking me out and I suddenly felt like I couldn't breath or like I was dying, and I was telling myself to wake up and make sure I wasn't dying and I was trying to wake up and I just couldn't wake up. Until I woke and I couldn't move my body.

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt that I went to a fair or carnival. I paid for my ticket to get in at a gate outside and grabbed my credit card. I went through some doors and found myself in a huge mall type of building. Eventually found my way to to food area and went to get something to eat only to discover I’d been given someone else’s credit card when I paid and not mine. I knew I had to go back to the ticket kiosk outside to return the other person’s card and get mine back. But I couldn’t remember how I’d come in. And the whole place seemed like a maze and got very dark. I wandered through so many areas and just as I was starting to panic, I found my way back to the kiosk, returned the other person’s credit card and got mine back. I felt so relieved. And then my alarm clock went off and woke me up.

18 Jul 2024

Dream

I was with my dad, brother and sister as my sister was returning her ex-husband’s belongings. The address began with the number 27. I was going to be late for work so I told my sister I was calling an Uber. She accused me of not wanting to spend time with the family. I said of course I didn’t want to spend time with the family: I wanted to work and earn money. My dad and brother told me they’d take me home so I could get ready. We happened upon a carnival opposite Millstone in Niantic. My dad and brother insisted we get out and at least explore. I mentioned to my dad I wanted to go to a carnival again like when I was a kid. My brother was taking his time and I was growing frustrated: I wasn’t going to make it to work on time. I opened my phone to call an Uber and my dad showed me a small straw hat with “7 Marvins” on it. I couldn’t correctly type in the address where I was to get a ride. The only driver in the area had bad reviews about how he assaulted a passenger. My brother flippantly said he didn’t care if I made it to work on time. My dad was a bit more sympathetic but still didn’t understand the urgency.

3 Jul 2024

Dream

It was like I was at store and got to set up shop, my partner and I were selling weed and he let me have some. Earlier I was with my friend Michaela and we were at a carnival(it was cloudy)and saw a guy with dog because we were in line to go riding on horses. Even before that her brother my mom and a few other people were doing this gift giving/white elephant type of thing and I learned something scary and that something was going to happen to the cat because of the doors not being shut or something they told me or that inner monologue. (When I learned about the scary thing it was after the carnival, yet at one point I saw the cat with blood idk if the cat's alive or not.)

20 Jun 2024

Dream

March 21st-22nd, 2024 Not in any particular order- ⁃ Fighting… ⁃ Was in a fantasy like battle with similar game mechanics as Kirby video games? ⁃ My abusive mother was there—someone else…a bf? Maybe Garyikayi ⁃ Was beating both of them as they went after me ⁃ Toilet was broken ⁃ Poop on a paper towel? I don’t know ⁃ Abusive Mother and Boyfriend Garikayi tried to punish me but I did win ⁃ Clones? Armies? Vision started getting blurry ⁃ False Woke up (in dream) in a strange version of the room I’m sleeping in currently. ⁃ Paternal Grandma Neal, Paternal Uncle (Dad’s brother) Arsinneal—David…Abusive Mother was all there. Something initiated a fight cuz I was fighting all 4 of them and decided I’d move into Tai’s early with my partner, Rammy— ⁃ Couldn’t find my glasses so everything was still blurry- ⁃ I’ve won the 4v1 more than once- ⁃ Suicide and murder is mentioned at least once or twice. ⁃ I end up in a carnivalesque setting? In line for tickets? a clown ride? ⁃ High School acquaintance, Reed, was working as employee there- ⁃ I remember going to the ticket booth and feeling my partner, Rammy, stand behind me and protectively wrap their arm around my shoulders. ⁃ Warmly, comforting. ⁃ I couldn’t see them…but I know he was there. ⁃ Rammy was wearing all black…with a black and white grunge t-shirt, Leather jacket, and converse. ⁃ I felt safe. Woke up to my phone ringing. I didn’t answer it.

19 Jun 2024

Dream

Had a dream that I had a huge birthday party with a dj, pony rides, carnival rides, and really good party bags the whole party took up a parking lot.

10 Jun 2024

Dream

I was a fairy and was at a carnival and people tried to kidnap me from my two dads but they saved me. Then I was on a boat ride firing cannon balls at a statue to try and make a goal then we snuck into the break room and I held the door shut as a manager tried to get in while my team found evidence for something.

16 May 2024

Dream

Okay so there was this man. He was evil and he was taking people and using their blood to drink and sell as drinks. There was tons of random people just chugging blood too. We (my husband and myself) were trying to get away from this place, we had to walk through carnival rides, which gave me mad anxiety for some reason. There was also water we had to get past, and some of the ground looked like it could be walked on, but it was water. My son was with me and I remember my biggest fear was that I wouldn’t be able to protect him.

10 May 2024

Dream

I don't remember all of my dreams, but what I remember is, I was in the house and then Bor convinced me to go out. It's Carnaval or something, so we're out in town and we wanted to meet someone somewhere. But Bor says, come, we go somewhere else. I want to show you something. We leave someone behind that I want to make sure I find later. Maybe it's my daughter. And then we go somewhere else and the next thing I see is, almost through Bor's eyes, looking through a window, there's a guy that he introduced me to and I'm bent over something with my legs strapped and gagged and my legs and arms tied and it looks like I'm about to get raped and I look a little bit knocked out. I look a little bit beside myself and then I see Bor's face as if I'm a third observer or something. I see Bor's face and he's in shock that he didn't think that would happen when he introduced me.

21 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream about being shot at and hit by the bullet like I was running in the dream ducking but the bullets kept coming then I woke up and went back to sleep and had another dream about being at a carnival with my friend and this lightskin boy keep bumping into us but he kept looking me dead in the face right before he would bump my shoulder

2 Mar 2024

Dream

Last night I had a dream about a huge house with many rooms. Some secretly hidden. Long corridors that led to the rooms and the corridors would bend and change direction. Then it ended with a carnival of sorts. I couldn't make it to work due to being trapped in the house. But when I did get out of the house, a carnival was outside. It was mainly one ride, that went up and down like a carousel but around a long track. Characters would do tricks under all the moving cars on the ride and there was a spectacular show of lights in the middle.

19 Feb 2024

Dream

It was about me in a strange place after vanishing from my studio classmates. That strange moment started when I was out on a walk with my classmates from my university urban planning studio class. We might have been eating when I received a strange message on my phone. I lied to them that I would be going to the bathroom. As I left, I didn't go to the bathroom but also never went back to them. As time went by, they all got worried that I didn't return or answer their calls. And one went to the bathroom to check on me, but there was no sign of me. Meanwhile, I kept walking until I got scared that I was lost, and alone in a dark hallway until there was a light at the end. I reminded myself, "Don't do this!" But I did and that's I realized that the message on my phone was a plan to lure me somewhere where I couldn't be found. And I landed in a small town by a large city that looked like a dream come true with a Baskin-Robbins ice cream shop, a large Smoothe King stand, a carnival, and more including a beautiful beach and restaurants like Olive Garden, Fazolis, Red Lobster, On The Border, and eateries like McDonald's, Subway, Taco Bell, and Wendy's. It's also a place where when you don't have to use a lot of cash to pay for food, housing, electricity, and auto. When you run out of money, you can get rich quickly. I might of stayed there for a while until at the moment a doppelganger that looked like me will take over the real world as it goes back to my university. And all of a sudden I wake up and I'm finally back home in my own bed. Where I live, I have a ferris wheel downtown, we have my favorite restaurants, but we don't have a beach.