Dream About Fighting Broken Toilet And Carnivalesque Setting

Prehn, your dream presents a vivid tapestry of emotions, conflicts, and resolutions. It begins with a fantasy-like battle reminiscent of Kirby video games, which suggests a desire to escape reality through familiar, nostalgic elements. The presence of your abusive mother and a possible boyfriend, Garikayi, indicates unresolved tensions and past traumas resurfacing. Your ability to fight and beat both of them signifies your inner strength and your ongoing struggle to overcome these negative influences in your life. The broken toilet and the confusion about poop on a paper towel symbolize feelings of being overwhelmed by situations that are out of your control and the messiness of dealing with past traumas. The inclusion of clones and armies, along with the blurriness of your vision, represents the multiplicity of challenges you face and your difficulty in seeing a clear path forward. This theme of blurred vision reoccurs when you falsely wake up in a strange version of your current room, surrounded by family members, including your paternal grandmother, uncle, and abusive mother. The ensuing fight with all four of them highlights your ongoing battle with familial expectations and past abuses, reinforcing your need to assert your independence and move forward, as indicated by your decision to move in with your partner, Rammy. The mention of suicide and murder is a stark reminder of the mental health struggles you face. These thoughts intrude on your subconscious, reflecting the gravity of your internal battles. However, the transition to a carnivalesque setting and the comforting presence of Rammy, who protectively wraps their arm around you, suggests a yearning for safety and normalcy amidst chaos. The details of Rammy's attire, all black with a grunge t-shirt, leather jacket, and converse, add a tangible sense of reality to this comforting presence, emphasizing your need for support and stability in your life. Finally, waking up to your phone ringing without answering it symbolizes your avoidance of external distractions and your focus on internal struggles.