Racing

28 Jul 2024

Dream

I was back in high school. School let out and I went looking for my partner to see if he wanted to drive me home like usual. When I found him, he wasn’t in HIS car, but MINE. (I didn’t have a car in high school, and still don’t) Two of his friends were in my car with him, all crowded up in the back seat. I was fine with it, we were all mutual friends anyway. When I got in the drivers seat, I didn’t have my keys. There was a figure in the passenger front seat, but I didn’t recognize them or really see them, they were like a shadow. The guys in the back seat didn’t even see them or realize that someone was there. (I think it might’ve been a guardian spirit.) The shadow person started my car for me and even helped me drive since I’ve never really drove before. I remember doing a few racing stunts here and there because I knew that it would impress them since they were car guys. I was still kind of nervous about getting pulled over for speeding, but overall I was relaxed and laughing with them.

27 Apr 2024

Dream

My siblings and I were playing a video game that was similar to Mario Kart except with Pokémon running and racing each other on a track. I chose Snorlax as my character and got a power up that made me really big and fast, and anyone I ran into flew off the track. I won that round. The next race was a battle between my younger sister Alyson and me. I chose Pikachu and she chose Eevee. We both were in awe of how cute it was to see our characters race each other. I was barely ahead on the first two laps, and the third and final lap was an intense competition of trying to get to the finish first. I was ahead but fumbled with my controller, and my sister’s Eevee started to catch up to my Pikachu. Both of us were making funny noises in excitement trying to get to the finish first, and our brother Harrison was making fun of us playfully for how weird we were being trying to beat each other to the finish line. I woke up before knowing who won, but the last thing I remember, we were neck and neck and almost to the black and white checkered finish line.

4 Apr 2024

Dream

I was in a car driving my name was Emma(my name isn't actually Emma and I was aware of it) and I had a sister named Sylvia.(I don't have a sister irl)We had separate cars and driving to school because it was dark and we were racing, I was the fast one and got the fast lane Sylvia beeped her horn when she saw me and I beeped back. I was always the fast one. Fast-forward we would run and I went to our place where we run and I got there first so I did my run and it was dark it was on the sidewalk by the parking lot (it was weird idk how to describe it) and when I was done my sister came with her boyfriend, I was like I need to go so I left without her seeing by going through the back way into the tree with vines something to stay hidden.

3 Apr 2024

Dream

I was going to have this small birthday party and I was very happy about that then my mom invited about 40 people everyone was super loud I try to tell my mom how I felt about the large party and she wasn’t paying attention and for some reason I was not able to speak correctly I try multiple times to talk but couldn’t and each time it made me more upset then finally I gave up there was a young boy at the party he and I was bike racing with other kids and he fell and got hurt i stopped to help him and I laid on top of me which was weird then he finally got up the we were transported to a weird place with a bunch of food we ate a lot and there was chips and steak and also hot fudge Sundays then I finally woke up

26 Mar 2024

Dream

I was a high school girl who struggled in school and struggled to pay attention. I was a “troubled” kid who just wanted to be understood. I was close to getting expelled from my high school. I had a twin sister who seemed to have it easy at school. She was popular, got good grades, and had a cute boyfriend. I left school campus to go for a ride on an electric scooter around the city. I remembered that I had to turn in an assignment for a class where the teacher doesn’t like me. I was racing back and borrowed someone’s green electric skateboard to get back. I was with another red headed girl who was late turning in her project as well. I tried asking the teacher to still take my project and she wouldn’t respond to me. She ignored me like I didn’t exist. The other girl slid her project discreetly on the teachers desk. I didnt care much anymore and just left school altogether. Later in the dream I am throwing knives at an enemy. This enemy is a woman who is seeking to harm me. She has a group of people with her and me and my friends and team are throwing knives at them. Some of the knives land and I start to feel safe that she has been defeated. Later in the dream a group of people I assume to be friends are all going into a build a bear shop. I was thinking of doing something else but I ended up goin in behind them anyway. They make big stuffed bears while I go behind the store where there is a field and a class room. On the field there are soccer players. One kid is bouncing the soccer ball on his knee and foot while looking through these futuristic tech looking glasses that make it so you see higher than you normally would. I remember wondering how he sees the ball to keep it up with his knee and foot and that he just must be really good. I follow a “friend” to the classroom and talk to her about Jaylen, my boyfriend. She seems aprehensive given his history

22 Mar 2024

Dream

I went to this school for a while and one day during the transition to my next class from gym, the principal on the inacom yelled " there is a shooter-" and before he could finish his sentence he got shot and the sound traveled through the school speakers. Everyone started panicking and screaming and crying and I was in a state of paralysis before taking off with everyone else exiting the gym. The school shooter saw us and he pointed his gun at the crowd shooting at it. People ran back into the gym while some was killed on the spot. I ran underneath the bleachers trying to keep myself together. After I was sure the shooter left the gym I attempted to make my way out of the school. The gunshots still echoed throughout the school physically and through the inacom. I was shaking and started crying seeing so many dead bodies and blood. I made my way to the second level of the school and looked out the window, I saw a black van pull up and seen two more people in black with guns exit and enter the school. My heart dropped and my eyes watered. I started breathing heavily and made my way into an empty classroom. I hid on the side of a big closet and sat there catching my breath while crying. I looked at the clock on the other wall. It was 10:30 am. When this started it was 9:00am becuse that's when the transition to my other class starts. I started crying and wondered how could this go on for so long without no police. I crawled over to the desk in the classroom and dialed my mom. She didn't pick up. So I tried a few more times and she didn't pick up. I crawled back to the side of the closet going through an anxiety attack. I ended up falling asleep in the room and I don't know how long. I woke up to the sound of gunshots, my heart started racing and I looked at the clock. It was 4:59pm. My heart dropped. School ends at 3:20pm. I crawled to the desk once again and dialed my mom. She answered and I cried telling her there was a school shooter and it started at 9:00am and it's still going on. I also told her there's three. My mom said she is coming to get me and I said "no don't come. I will get somewhere safe then call you to pick me up." I hanged up the phone and anxiously made my way out the class. I looked out the window and noticed the black van was still here and there was still no police. I heard screaming on the inacom and realized there are still students here. I looked to my left and saw out the window a crowd of students running out of the school and attempting to make their way out of the actual entrance of the school which could take 7-9 minutes if you walked. I gathered up my courage and made my way out the school. I joined the crowd and ran with them. Two of the three school shooters ran out the school as well and started shooting at the crowd. I cried and continue running. I finally made it out with a few people but it could still be considered a crowd . We continued to run until we were far enough from the School. We made our way into a hotel and told the employees what was happening. I begged one of the employees to use their phone and I called my mom to come get me. I gave her the address and she said she would be on her way. One of the people from the crowd screamed and we all turned to see what happend. Even the employees. The same black van that was outside of the school was driving up to the hotel. My heart started raining. The van stopped and the same two shooters that were following the crowd came out. Now I had to escape the hotel.

21 Mar 2024

Dream

I dreamt that I was racing with somebody down a hallway and we found this coat that was really nice and I went to try it on but somehow put it on upside down and was starting to suffocate and started to panic then I was able to pull it off my face to breathe and that woke me up

8 Mar 2024

Dream

I was on holiday, my mum and took a walk to the sea. The sand was very muddy and made it difficult to get into the sea, but we made it and had a paddle the sea was quite rough. The dream then jumped back to a hotel. I started looking around the other rooms and started watching the tv then someone came out the of the room I didn’t know her but felt like I did she reminded me of a character from a tv series, she came back to my room then started to be unwell so we went to the reception to call for an ambulance, she said her heart felt like it was racing. The ambulance called the receptionist for her to do a blood pressure which was normal. The ambulance arrived the crew were all very young. Then out of nowhere an older doctor was there and operating on her brain, I asked where the ambulance crew were he’d sent them away and asked for a better crew! I started to ask what he was doing he started to show me and explain, it was like her brain was outside not hurting her when he was showing this. He was was showing me all this black liquid that came out and how a certain part wasn’t working, but now is. This lady then needed my help to the bathroom she want me to help her walk as her legs wouldn’t work properly so I helped her to the toilet and back to reception. The doctor was there and he had to go now , but the ambulance was still on the way. Then I woke up

5 Mar 2024

Dream

So we were going downtown to go to the Deluxx Fluxx for my brothers birthday. I invited Juan, and Jalen. The DF looked different. It was more of an open space on the outside than usual almost like an underground club in the mall type of vibe.. but we were there a little early, I can’t remember exactly why we ended up in a space where we were at n a big house, but the house was kinda filthy, but we made it out n and we sat around and waited. Jalen was there at this moment idk where Juan was but i don’t think he’d shown up yet sooo i decided tho explore the house. I was again, pretty big, but dirty it had the same potential to be an amazing house. I went there the basement and there was water on some parts of the floor, the clothes piled up lighting kinda dim and it had like a mild smell. But it wasn’t too pungent or bad, just smelled like dirty clothes. Jalen was following me so we could explore together we came across this living room, connected to a living room, which felt like one of a few in the home, and I then morphed to being the front security for DF and my dads there at the same time and there’s a group of people trying to rush through me without showing me proper id and wristband. But my dad was behind and forced those that didn’t listen to get in line and follow rules. Now I remember looking at the wristband colors and they were neon orange. The line got down quickly, then all of a sudden, this little girl, comes running to, almost threw me but I saw her in enough time to grab her and slow her down. She was carrying an armful of purple, blue and green wristbands but not from Deluxx Fluxx… it was for another place inside this “mall-like” setting we were in. . When I took the them from her she started to cry, and throw a bit of. A tantrum obviously she was underage. I handed the wristband to my dad and he was confused asf lol but took her to the place ehewee the wristbands came from I just recall the colors. And there were different printed font on each one . But anywho I switch back to the house and I was completely nuude… Jalen was too, as we explored the house a little bit more . In that living room we were in was connected to a bedroom. Now the bedroom was semi decent and clean the living room was ok. I was too focused on where my clothes went. I could hear from outside that space we were in my, siblings talking but the room looked secure the windows were covered we ended up on the bed, just talking I can’t remember about what. But I remember feeling so uncomfortable being fully nude like that in front of him . I ended up walking into the connected living room around the big square wooden table and white couch as I walked around the table I remember feeling like this floor is like fake or unstable like I’m going to fall through the floor. Boom I was back at DF for a second and it was this group of people coming out. Particularly this heavyset white girl who was talking to me about how much of a great time she going to have and she’s so excited… but I’m kinda confused because the club should be packed, and I swear she was one the stood out firing that rush of people earlier. Anywho I check everyone’s creditials and allow them inside.. boom we’re back to the living room so I’m walking around trying to figure out what I’m feeling under this floor. I’m not sure how or what triggered it, but a part of Jalen and I conversation triggered the floor begin to sink.. are same time I’m paying attention to the sounds, and I heard my dads voice outside the room. As I’m like sinking with the floor but not enough to where I fall through because it stopped at a certain point. (Think an artist coming up from the bottom of the stage to perform) . I could still see the bedroom parts of it and I was trying to climb naked out of the living room space. Now at this moment I don’t think that Jalen is aware from what I remember he was laying there nude on his back but eyes were closed. I started using my feet and the things around me to climb out I used the couch as a boost and gout out and back into the room. I did it after like 4tries. I got back in the bed and he was still laying there and he looks at me and we continue a small conversation. I hear my siblings and dad all outside talking and then I guess he hears them too and kinda panicked for a second. We gave no idea where our clothes are even though we were just talking, it got a little weird lol. So we ended up playing around like wrestling and we both rolled off the bed and laughed. As we were on the floor in front of the brown nightstand he kissed me and said he had to go. K, I was kinda wanting to leave too so I was ok with that. As he stood he grabbed me and put me back in the bed, and he went through all the drawers and closet to found some clothes to throw on. And gave me something to put on too . As he puts on his last piece of clothing the door swings open and I’m walks my family members Micah, Tony, Kayla,Kyla… I noticed Micah see me as I was nude but like with Tony she was trying to explore other parts of the house but keep Tony from looking at me. He was definitely talking a lot but Kayla and Kyla saw me immediately and came and pith the cover over me from the bed in the meantime then handed me the clothes Jalen had set out to hand to me but it wasn’t the original outfit. It was a new, more fancy one the complimented me great. I looked at Jalen as we tried to be incognito. And skip out the door but he turned and looked at me, and blew a kiss and walked away and out the door. Zip back to the home a bit later and family is there, music is playing it’s dark but it’s a vibe . I was talking to my dad and we were rapping songs together with everyone and reminiscing. Me and my dad started talking shit, which lead to us laughing and then racing around the block and rapping different songs and laughing all at the same time. It felt like it was a music video being shot.

23 Feb 2024

Dream

I had several dreams or scenes last night, one was me and a bunch of dancers who had a performance and everyone had chosen who to carpool with to the event and I just jump in with some group then we were walking and two dancers were racing and one slipped and fell hitting her head. Another moment we were all chilling in bed talking about life shit. Another dream was about me on a cruise with my family, we were stopped at the port and this port had a place with goodwill bins station that was on the board walk then you got to the water. While at the goodwill bins the process was really weird but I ended up finding some really cool things and I ran into someone I knew from elementary school but I didn’t say hi

22 Feb 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamed that I was somewhere at campus, spending time with Kyle, when I got a phone call. I answered the phone and i believe that it was mom, wanting to know how I am doing, and where I am since she is likely still in Africa. While I was talking to her, I distractedly received a text from Jack who replied to my message I sent two days ago. After that long pleasant yet embarrassing phone conversation with mom once again reminding me not to focus too much on spending time with friends as they wouldn’t really care if I am around, I started remembering a previous dream I had about the Fall 2023 semester ending. Noticing I was in a deep thought mode, Kyle said something to cheer me up, which unsurprisingly made me feel a bit better, but I still wasn’t fully fine. I decided to walk around a bit, and while I was putting on my music, I heard a familiar voice coming from the SSV 2nd floor hallway and it was Jack. Seeing Jack made me a little giddy especially when he noticed me walking and greeted me with his confident sweet smile I always admire. We chatted for what feels like an hour or two, but it was really nice. I told him about my day, including a phone call from my mom, and similar to Kyle, Jack said something to cheer me up, except, Jack encouraged me to “keep doing my best with a good attitude”. The way he said it made me not just smile wide, but also had my heart racing with assurance. After that comfort moment, we just joked around and shared a smiley stare then and there. After chatting with Jack, I realized that today was Agape so I went to look for Kyle. Once I found him with our mutual friend entering the building, I gotten a call from Mom, asking me if I am home since she is now in the U.S, so I told Kyle if it is possible that he drives me home at six. Just as the club was close to being finished, mom called me again, asking me where I am so I told her I am at a church club in campus. Once I told her, I knew I had to take the call in the hallway, since I didn’t want anybody, especially Kyle to listen. After getting yelled at for “focusing on friends” and all that in speaker, I heard one of Kyle’s friends asking me if I am okay. As we all walked to the parking lot, I got in Kyle’s car, noticing his eyes were filled with concern. When he asked, “are you good?”, I began to tear up but I nodded ‘yes’. While he was starting the car to head off to the highway, and music was playing, he noticed I was being too quiet. No longer standing the silence, he asked what was wrong so I briefly told him about my phone call. He then lowered the radio, and said everything that was saying much more than “it is going to be okay”, and hearing him speak made me feel better. I thanked him, and he nonchalantly said, “If you’re good, I’m good”, making me smile.

16 Feb 2024

Dream

Night time 3 scenarios on a date on a hill in the wilderness with my boyfriend. Fearful the whole dream. Jumps to me and my mom racing in our cars and passing conversation and I tried to catch up to her on the highway and then I encounter something construction like that spins my car and chops it off. At the end of my dream I saw my room the way it was. In real life I physically was shaking and not able to wake up from my dream and it was terrifying.