Kristin, your dream presents a fascinating and intricate tapestry of themes and emotions. Let's delve into it together. The first part of your dream where you were talking with Ricardo about relationships and his sudden change of heart suggests that you are processing shifts in your own views or those of the people around you. The surprise you felt and your subsequent actions, such as holding and rubbing his back, might reflect a desire for comfort and intimacy that is perhaps not fully fulfilled in your current relationship with Tom. The conversation about cuddling and then transitioning into a sexual encounter is symbolic of a deep-seated longing for physical and emotional connection, something that transcends the conventional boundaries of your current relationship.
The fact that you felt okay about cheating on Tom and wanted the encounter with Ricardo to remain a secret from Salvador signals internal conflicts about loyalty and desire. It suggests that there are aspects of your current relationship that are leaving you wanting. Your advice to Ricardo about meeting women through dancing and your comments about his handsomeness indicate a projection of your own values and desires onto him. This could mean you are looking for qualities in others that you wish were more present in your life.
In the classroom setting, where you were preparing to give a presentation on Mexico and consulted both Ricardo and Salvador, it highlights your need for guidance and support from trusted figures in your life. The Sea of Cortez focus might symbolize your desire to delve into the unknown or explore deeper aspects of yourself and your heritage. The car ride with them, and the subtle effort to hide your connection with Ricardo from Salvador, indicates a tension between public perception and private desires.
The hot air balloon crash introduces an element of danger and unpredictability. The young man operating the balloon while distracted by his phone and watch points to a lack of control or focus in your life. The crash and subsequent escape from the explosion, with Ricardo's guidance, represent a narrow escape from a potentially disastrous situation. This part of the dream could be your subconscious mind grappling with fears of failure or loss, and the relief of survival could signify resilience and the importance of heedful guidance in your life.
Overall, Kristin, your dream is rich with symbolism related to relationships, desire, secrecy, and the need for support and guidance.
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