Smoke

16 Jul 2024

Dream

I am attending a training in London. There was doors and windows. Gloomy weather. I can’t remember everything that happened. I felt it was some sort of fitness boot camp. I am out with a few friends. I asked two of them if they wanted to hang at my house to eat. One said sure but didn’t want to smoke. The other was cool with it. I am at my brothers house. I see the neighbor walking over to give me something. I received it and my gaydar was alerted. I wondered if my brother knew his neighbor is gay is what I thought. The friend who didn’t want to smoke went to bed as soon as we arrived I went to check on him and there was food and an object in the microwave. The object was playing what seems to be a recording of me in an sexual at. I stop the microwave and took the food and object out. I woke my friend up and asked him why he put that in there. He said he didn’t. I started to eat the object. I went outside to make a call and I can see through my next door neighbor window. I noticed people in there from the place my friends and I were hanging out. I am trying to be business on my phone dailing a number, but really I am peeking to see who is all in there. I seem men being intimate and nudity. I went outside to make a call and I can see through my next door neighbor window. I noticed people in there from the place my friends and I were hanging out. I am trying to be business on my phone dailing a number, but really I am peeking to see who is all in there. I seem men being intimate and nudity. I went outside to make a call and I can see through my next door neighbor window. I noticed people in there from the place my friends and I were hanging out. I am trying to be business on my phone dailing a number, but really I am peeking to see who is all in there. I seem men being intimate and nudity. We are some where in the house. I noticed I see people eating black stuff off the walls. I reminded me of twizzlers. I picked up a teddy bear and started to eat it as well. I in a cave on the beach. Someone and I are looking at this raw stone and trying to remove it from the rocks in the cave. A piece broke and I told the other people it’s a gemstone. It was green and blue, like turquoise within the black shell of the stone.

29 Jun 2024

Dream

I was playing soccer in a team. I told coach that my cousin is participating and in the olympics but I tried showing her instagram not pictures of her showed up I was in a loop of photos where people were just blowing smoke. I would be stuck scrolling the same kind of pics. And no matter what I could not find my cousin performing. I worried I would be lying.

28 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream where I was in my house. There was dark smoke coming from the front door and I could tell that there was some sort of thing at the door. There was a timer on my head counting down and I had to collect supplies and food. I eventually got what I needed and his in the bathroom. The front door swung open and I could hear something wandering around the house very slowly. As I got to the bathroom door it started banging on the door and dark smoke was seeping through the door. I was scared and was Panicking. I eventually got caught and eaten.

25 Jun 2024

Dream

I was at a large resort cabin like mansion with my husband. I noticed a lot of smoke by one of the windows. I opened the window and saw that the building was on fire. I told him that we need to get out. I walked out of our room and noticed a lot of the stairways to get downstairs were blocked by furniture. I kept walking down the long hallway and could see fire on one side of the cabin and kept going until I found a way down. I got outside and remembered I left something in the room. I thought I might have enough time to go back and get it. When I opened the door I saw a big bear in the room. I pushed the door closed because he started running towards me and I started running back to get out

23 Jun 2024

Dream

I go to my ex’s house - a house in the woods the same house we looked at before we moved to Norfolk- this one was in Gloucestershire - it was the house I fell in love with before even going inside. I go in the open door, she isn’t there so I sit on the rug on the floor because there is no sofa. I’m sitting there and a dog appears - though not quite a dog more like a hyena and it was as though it was laughing at me. The inside of the house is exactly how I remembered it when we viewed it 22 years ago , Indian style furniture the smell of incense and a window looking out into the garden which was surrounded by trees - it is like I am right back there. I turn to look out the window then when I turn back my ex is where the hyena/dog was but I can’t describe what she is wearing - I remember we start talking about the divorce and she is saying she wants it just to end that she has lived a lie long enough. She starts shouting and screaming as we are still sitting on the rug then she leans in and kisses me but it isn’t her it’s the hyenas and the hyena is laughing - there is no element of the dog left now just the laughing hyena The hyena disappears and I’m alone - but there is movement behind the wicker screen separating a small area of the room from the rest - the smoke from incense is filling the room and the sound of running water is coming from behind the screen I wait for what seems like eternity then you come from behind the screen carrying a tray of food - I remember exactly what you are wearing - black leggings with bright pink bits up either side, a black t-shirt and your hair has a single piece of pink in it to match the pink of the leggings . You are smiling but at the same time you aren’t, you place the tray on the rug and disappear back behind the screen the tray is laden with the most brightly coloured sushi I have seen - every colour of the rainbow - but as I eat it I realise it is made of paper but I continue to eat it - I hear you laughing behind the screen but it isn’t you or at least it isn’t your laughter and that’s when I see it isn’t the incense that is making the smoke but the flames that now completely surround the rug - I see the hyena through the flames laughing hysterically That’s when I woke up soaked in sweat

21 Jun 2024

Dream

I continued to have this dream then my brother noel and leonard and myself our heads were not there it was but only our heads were a cloud of white smoke them noticed that other people were approaching us running around and yelling while the explosion got worse

11 Jun 2024

Dream

I forgot what lead up to this but in my dream I was imprisoned by some huge company in a wet, barely lit dark room that sometimes had smoke coming out of the vents.(The smoke didn’t really do anything, it was just for aesthetics.) I was friends with the guy in the only other “cell,” which happened to be right next to mine, so we spoke through the wall and decided to take the risk and escape together. It was a lot easier than anticipated since we discovered he could literally just walk out of his room if he wanted to- it turned out I was the only real prisoner. He took out one or two guards and let me out of my “cell”. In the first room we ran into there were a bunch of people on computers (a few of them being people I was friends/acquainted with,) so we made them get off the computers so they couldn’t call for help, then we got one of them to hack the security so we could leave in peace. Then it like switched focus to this one girl I was friends with who, after surveying the situation, decided I was a threat and since there was nothing anyone could really do, decided to take one for the team and tackle me through the window. We were what I’d guess to be upwards of 40 floors up so this was what everyone presumed to be the end for us both, including the now terrified guy that broke me out, who was established to have a special connection with me. About halfway through the fall I remembered I could fly so I just grabbed her and flew away. I flew all across town, eventually getting to this school sitting on a huge field like some sort of farm. I got a call inquiring where I was and if the girl was still alive, to which I slightly offendedly answered my plan was never to kill her. (Just get payback for her trying to kill me- but I didn’t say that of course.) I was contemplating taking her back or just dropping her off somewhere, idly floating along when these sort of in air Landmine drones appeared. The drones began targeting me and while I was flying higher into the sky dodging every attack, I’d never felt more free. As I happily let myself fall I got another call to please return the girl I forgot I was holding. I “accidentally” dropped her into a lake from quite a height and wondered if I should just let the company pick her up from there to learn their lesson but I went to get her out eventually. Suddenly we were in a room that felt like a classroom and I needed to go to the bathroom. Enough girls came out so I went in and shortly returned after. Later on in a different room that felt like a classroom mixed with a company setting, I had to poo again so I told the guy from earlier,who happened to be sitting next to me, and was somehow established to be my boyfriend(, note that I do not have a boyfriend in real life, not have I ever really had one,) that I needed to go to the restroom. I excused myself, snuck into the restroom, eavesdropped on a conversation, left the restroom, saw my aunt sitting at an all white marble bar in an all white parlor next to the “classroom,” and sat down with her to have a very nice chat. After a while, when our conversation was basically wrapped up, my boyfriend came out of the classroom looking for something with a worried look on his face. He spotted me and immediately came over, explaining I took so long he got concerned and went to look for me. I told him I saw my aunt so I stopped to have a chat so he sat next to her at the bar, but in front of me so we were making this sort of ‘L’ shape. He began talking with my auntie, to which I gently smiled and put my head down on his huge leg (which was very comfortable) and rested, not even slightly being a part of their conversation. My aunt saw this and deduced that he was my boyfriend, which although she didn’t say it, made her happy and proud. Now it’s nighttime and I walked out to see my second oldest brother walking up, looking very stylish. (I saw him the preceding day in real life and was shocked by how nice he looked.) I had a quick exchanging of words with him, his jacket magically changed right before my eyes, and as we finished talking and I began to walk away, my boyfriend walked past my brother and up to me saying “Damn that man was stylish. Almost makes me feel bad.” A sentiment I completely agreed with. There’s a bit of a time skip, my boyfriend is at his apartment with one of his friends and my little cousin, who is implied to also be his friend and by the lack of conversation between us, probably not my cousin in this world. I fall in through the nonexistent roof like Batman and plop onto the bed next to his friend. My boyfriend is slightly surprised but continues on like nothing happened. For a while I speak with his friend, who is surprised by how cool and laid back I am, until I realize there’s kind of like a class reunion party going on and tell my boyfriend we have to go. Now we’re walking down the street in the rain, having an endearing chat, him leading, saying he knows where it is because he used to live there, while he nearly passes the building and I grab him like a box and turn him towards the door. The random people watching outside found it cute but continued on with life. As we entered we took off our coats and continued into what turned out to be a restaurant. I walked through to meet my friends who stood up from various tables to excitedly greet me. I looked around and noted that we’re gonna need a booth for our large group when a waiter said “Bar?” To which I replied “No, a booth,” a bit taken aback because I thought the restaurant was a seat yourself kinda place. The waiter repeated “Bar?” To which my friend answered “We need a booth because of how large our group is,” then the waiter said “No, I’m asking what you’d like from the bar. Cheese, milk? Hot sauce…?” We said all of the above and were quickly seated at a table that appeared in the middle of the walkway but I immediately stood up looking around as I noticed my boyfriend wasn’t there. I must’ve left him in the front of the restaurant when he stopped to chat with his friends. I went to go get him when I looked down and saw that the front of my dress was tucked into my underwear and I thought everyone would judge me if I just pulled it out so I tried inconspicuously tugging, which didn’t work. Then I tried jumping into the air and pulling it out, which also didn’t work and drew the attention I was trying not to get, so then I just gave up and pulled it out. As I went to go get my boyfriend, who I felt since earlier didn’t want to be bothered with me and didn’t want to come to my stupid boring reunion and talk to my friends he probably had nothing in common with, my mom woke me up. There are many parts missing from this dream. And I’m also confused on why I had a boyfriend in the first place?

2 Jun 2024

Dream

I begun to cry about Pei Pei thinking of her being in the city all alone this time last year with the smoke 🏭 and smog in my waking life….. I accepted the boundaries and consent of what to talk about she actually wanted me to be in love with crypto and Bitcoin refused. She asked how I was after my hospital visit a year ago and I liked that she worried about me. I just cry sometimes because I see the pain in her eyes on the internet in her pics.

1 Jun 2024

Dream

I am running away from a fire with my mother, I am 5 years old. It’s night time and we are running down an empty freeway, the fire not far behind us. Just as we run out of energy, we come across a small corner store in the middle of the freeway. We go inside, grab a snack, and then run outside to continue running away from the fire, with black clouds, smoke, and thunder all around us.

1 Jun 2024

Dream

My best friends other best friend was in her house with us.she wasn’t invited and just came over. She just popped up. It made me feel some type of way. I saw the messages on the cellphone that was left on give kitchen counter. Then he friend tried to kill hersf I found hey in the kitchen full of smoke. She was in this small closet with her 2 small kids. I pulled all them out and saved them.

30 May 2024

Dream

I had a dream i was being stalked by someone that i was talking to about relationships and the things i liked and wanted in a relationship. They eventually ran at me to try to get me. I ran, hid and called 911. I debated on who to call first. My dad, my husband, or 911. I called 911. Then ran into a store. The people in the store helped me and protected me from the man because he ran into the store after me. He eventually went away. I walked out and my friend india was there. Talking about her butt. She leaned to the side to show me how thick she was and said something. I walked away. Then i ended up in a car with the man that chased me. He had his hand on my leg. But inbetween his arm and mine was my husbands. I didnt see my husband just his arm coming out of the side of the seat in the car. I held on to his arm instead of the othermans. We eventually stopped the car outside of copper river a resturaunt i work at. We sat in the car and he said we were going to smoke and he had a friend coming. His friend got there and we started to smoke. My other friend liz popped up out of no where and was trying to say something to me. I got out of the car and walked inside the building. The mans friend followed me and offered me the small blunt. I tried to finish it then just put it out. And walked away. Then i woke up.

22 May 2024

Dream

I woke up being drafted in a war I was told by a Sargent and some men and women people will be tested whoever the weakest ones will be sent for extra testing to help us become stronger to help us win this war between zombies and people/other countries. My family didn't care much because they were sad about some of are family being gone only my mom Jami and Mason and Eaden were still alive..we lived in the enclosed border of the US. So I left to go fight. I was trying in the tests but my scores were just too low so they put me in a holding truck I didn't know where I was going couldn't see anything outside and I was the only one who was going I was late being put in this war..but yet I made it this far. I wondered what was going to happen to me then the sealed transfer vehicle was filling up with gas I saw it and took my shirt off and put it around my face making a mask I had a tank top on so it helped. I was looking around and the room was filled with smoke. I thought they were trying to kill me because I saw too much of the outside zone. I see the doors open and I run out booking it out as fast as possible. I see people in masks coming towards the truck and I go down I fall from the height of the truck to the moody ground. They looked surprised but they had their orders and went for me. I slid under the truck to the other side and got up and then went to a door and opened the door to keep running one said no stop! They tried to stop me but they were a bit away from me. As they caught up to me I opened the door and it was just a long hallway and they then knocked me in the head and I fell to the ground. I was drifting in and out of consciousness and I saw them carrying me down the hallway in a stretcher. The lights hitting my face were bright I looked over at the left wall and I saw windows and I saw other people in stretchers but tied up and had choirs in science equipment around them one of them seemed to be in pain... screaming as they were getting injected saying "no!no!not more!no!!" The soldiers then brought me to a room and I was tied down to my stretcher and I heard them all walk away and there was silence...I couldn't hear screaming from anyone just silents as I drift conscious to unconscious. I hear someone walk in as I open my eyes as fast as I can and try to see who's there all I see is a blurry figure wearing white and saying in a man's voice "your very interesting I wonder what would happen if you got both tests done" then I Mumble the words n-noo-- and drift into a sleep.i woke up slowly looking around..I think to myself and I'm in a hospital trying to find my way out. I look at myself I'm just in a hospital gown... wondering why and where I am. I look at my right arm I have a band on it and it's got the code 350 with glowing and it hurts being on my arm. I wanted to take it off but i was tied up. I tried getting a put but they were on tight. I sit there for a bit listening to the machines beep and I have an air mask on me as well. Why am I here? what happened how long was I out for..as I'm thinking and looking over everything and I hear footsteps going towards me and the door slides open. A doctor comes in and writes down something then I ask her why am I here? who is she where am I? She doesn't answer and writes down my vitals. I look over at her and say "hey answer me" she looks at me with a blank expression on her face and walks away with no words. I lay there looking and I see a syringe on the table next to me I try to grab it the best I can with so little vision I have. I managed to feel it and grab it with my finger tips and then drop it. I say to my head *fuck*. I look the best I can and try to find another one I look at my arm band again and see a piece of metal sticking out. I rub it up and down cutting the straps around my arm to get them free. It breaks and I get my arms up and unclip the one on my neck and forehead then sit up undoing the ones on my legs I hear footsteps again come towards me so I hurry and get them off and get up and take out the IV and grabbed a scalp. I hide behind the door waiting for them to come in. The door opens and they see me gone. I then turn and grab the nurse and hold the scalp to her neck and whisper in her ear as she drops her pen and clipboard "answer my questions where I am I" she answers with a shaky voice "I don't know" I am angry and hold it closer to her neck "why am I here?!" She doesn't answer just stands there quickly. "Answer me now" then some guy goes on the speakers "remarkable! You are so fascinating no one has managed to do this in the whole time of doing this. Oh my sorry you don't know me let me introduce myself. I'm Doc. Stokes. Please put my lovely nurse down and I'll tell you everything my child". I put the nurse down and throw the scalp. The nurse ran off leaving her stuff behind shutting the door behind and locking it. I hear Doc Stokes say "you see the nurse's papers on the floor pick them up child" I walk to the clip bored and then pick up the papers and unclip them from the binder. I say "ok what is this?" The Doc says "read it my dear." I read the papers and they barely make sense. I keep reading and I see the words crossed out of injections and it looks like 387shot was crossed out and written beside it was a different one written down called 3072shot. I looked confused and said "what are the shots thing about?! what have you been doing to all these people and me in here?!" The Doc Stocks speaks "my dear were making y'all stronger and better then before for the war and your a special kind your trest they gave you on paper in the war weren't just random questions they were for us to decide who would be fit for this job. Some we took right away and some we waited for them to make their way here cuz they weren't strong enough for the war here. But you my dear have shown us your up for a different kind of shot but you wont disappoint us like the last one now.." as he's talking I listen and wonder what's going to happen to me then the room starts to fill with smoke but I haven't noticed yet as he says now I noticed the smoke come in more and I was getting sleepy "now my dear you will wake up strong then ever now sleep you remarkable human being but will be no longer" I then pass out falling onto the floor. I hear as I'm drifting into consciousness people coming in and the doc's voices "remarkable you will not fail us like the last" then I'm gone. I woke up all wet and coughing up water that was green. I'm on the floor on my knees I look up slowly trembling and I see a Doc. He looks at me with a smile and says"it's me Doc Stocks it's been 2 years since you last were awake" I try to stand up and I'm angry and scared because the last thing I remember is that room I tremble as I get up but end up fully standing. Doc.Stocks says "remarkable I told y'all she was perfect for this standing up with no fear!" He was dancing with joy and happy about this. I say "were the fuck am I and it's been two years!?" Doc Stocks looks at me then smiles and says "you are now a beautiful and remarkably strong warrior now. You had no trouble dealing with the pain of the shot which was amazing to watch. we got the records if you want to see! I looked confused as I was grabbing a towel from one of the nurses and and drying myself off I said to him "what did you do to me exactly?" Doc Stocks them smiles and says "we'll my dear you are now stronger and faster than you were before. Will have to do some testing before you're out there but you have a special more powerful shot then the others just like someone we used to know" as he says that he's grin goes down "anyways let's get you some food before we start and your room for the time being." He says. I say back "umm ok then" and I follow him down the hallway I look at in the rooms with other people in there mostly men in them tied up like I was. I currently ask "so why do you only have men in here and what are you exactly doing to them?" Doc Stocks looks at me and smiles then says " well my dear we are making them stronger for the war ahead and men are biologically stronger so we used them for this then woman." I look at him as he speaks then I ask "why me then?" He looks and smiles " I thought you might as that. Well my dear you seemed very special from the beginning in the truck then the room you were very incredible and I thought we might test the other serum on you almost are last one two and the way you took the serum was incredible as well here we can show you here!" He pulls up his sleeve and shows me his watch which pulls up a video of me and him injecting me with it and nothing happens but I sleep. I looked confused and say "nothing happened tho?" Doc Stocks says "I know dear that's the amazing part about it here's a video of someone we did before you!" He shows a video of them doing it to another guy and a few seconds after he injected the guy he starts shaking uncontrollably and foaming at the mouth and then waking up screaming and then he's heart line goes flat as his body is twitching and they drag him out. Doc Stocks "see incredible you didn't do anything after that which was amazing dear now we're here sit down and eat" he opens a door full of a lot of food on the table and says "your appetite must be hard because you barely eaten in the tube" I hear and feel myself stomach hungry he then pushes me in the room and shuts the door and says throw the door "this is your room too so please make yourself comfortable!" As he walks away I go to the door and wiggle the handle. It was unlocked..I opened it seeing him walking away. Then I closed it and went to the table and ate a lot of different foods and cleaned up after myself and went to my bed and saw a big queen size bed and I laid on it and it was so soft and comfortable on it. I got up and went to the closet full of clothes and PJs. I grabbed a pair that looked exactly like the PJs I had at home and grabbed them and held them in my hands and p