Burned

20 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream that a friend of mine named Diana that I met at a drug program a long time ago passed away. But what’s confusing to me is that it was Diana herself that told me about the death. The confusion didn’t seem to have any effect on my grief or sadness, as I felt immense sorry and began to sob uncontrollably. I was trying to get something nice to wear for her funeral so I decided to go shopping at the mall. While at the mall I was playing on some kind of playground or play structure and I remember looking down and trying to decide how best to get down, as all of the slides were very tiny and I didn’t want to get stuck. I believe eric and my youngest son Donivan were there playing with me and there were multiple kinds of slides but I didn’t think I would be small enough to fit down any. I began shopping at some stores when I noticed security guards were following me. I know I didn’t do anything wrong so I kept shopping as usual ignoring them but while leaving the mall the lost prevention people tried to surround and detain me even though I didn’t do anything wrong. they were trying to search me and they were taking up all my time and being rude to me and holding me against my will so I ran out of the first store and into another and suddenly more appeared and they began to Chase me. I ran outside and I found a woman companion somehow and we took off on horseback and we ended up in the wilderness, going on a long journey and Riding away from them throughout the rest of the dream. She had a shotgun with her and one by one she took them out with the Shotgun and we are up in a treehouse and we shot the last one came to us with a flare gun and he fell down in entry and burned up and dancing around and serve raining and we were having fun and I went to kiss her and she told me to stop that she doesn’t do that (sex) but she would kiss me always if I wanted to.

13 Aug 2024

Dream

This was a mashup of quite a few dreams with a nightmare. In the nightmare, is that I was in a homeless shelter setting, similar to my current situation in Derwood. There was…fire and shadows lurking in every corner. But I was facing them fine, I just needed to lie down to put my bags down…there was a kitchen and a bathroom rendered similarly to the ones in the childhood tv show, Courage the Cowardly Dog. The wallpaper was falling at the seams, and it seemed that there were sexual predators in many corners. I was burned into unconsciousness, and found myself with no face…a faceless figure was taunting and playing with me, like I was his food. He seemed no more than a child without supervision and too much internet. I ran and navigated so many times to no avail. He sent me into several different places with telekinetic almost superhuman strength. I was sent into the kitchen stove and cabinet with fish falling out….i landed with considerable impact, but was unharmed mostly. It did hurt, and the boy had remorse for a moment before I fell forward into a set of wooden cabinets. Then I was awake and on a trailer, looking out at the horizon…still at the shelter again. There was a symbol that recognized I was from independence now. One of their clients. They were buying me things and seemingly working with me until things turned south. The child from before ran up to me, grabbed me by the arm, using a lighter lit my entire head on fire. I screamed before I physically felt my neck break in dream and I awoke with my head in the same position. Unbroken. Shaken up, understandably, I rolled over to avoid sleeping on my back. Therefore was hit with another dream. This time of magical and metaphysical proportions. I was in a shopping mall…one of the big stores in the mall, with towering walls, merchandise, and many cataloguing or window shopping. I was exploring myself when I burst into casual song…a song I knew fluently…Havana? But when I started singing it, eyes were turned towards me by my beautiful song. I can’t recall why…but I was sliding around and dancing through isles like a musical. Eventually stumbling upon a child, and with a flick of my wrist, I transformed her into her fairy self, she was overjoyed and ran to get her mother. Her mother then came to request my prettiest sunrise, and I waved my hand across the sky and reflected a pink sky with a waking sun. She gasped at its beauty before I waved and a purple glittering veil appeared on her face, accompanied by silver steel armor. She felt empowered and emboldened. She sought her daughter and I gave her a signal to shoot if she needed anything. This would soon go haywire though as I heard screams in the distance, running toward them, I saw the physical embodiment of our entire solar system rotating around the sun in the sky, moving on its own like a shooting star. Seemingly to target me, the roof was ripped off and I started sprinting despite my health and limits. I found myself on the balcony first, reuniting the mother and daughter, then hopping down the layers of the building into a bedroom. Found my toxic sister but didn’t pay her any mind. I kept running out to the second balcony and down the stairs to a courtyard of children. But they weren’t there…to which I realized they were all ghostly children playing around in the green grass to revitalize themselves. Which I smiled and went into the building to find a surprise and… I don’t think I could ever see what it was…I woke up….and fell asleep to find myself running….only to awake again and find myself talking to my mother in my sleep…and heard my Case Worker talking to someone next to me upon waking. To which I bade her, “Hi.”

5 May 2024

Dream

I was cooking chicken but it got burned

27 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a dream about traveling through a forest that led to a giant dome that was made out of foliage. It was at night and I could see the lights that were emanating from the fireflies within the forest that was illuminating an entire area. There was a lot of symbols and glyphs everywhere on the trees. There was what looked like will o wisps of blue fire that were trying to lead me to places. I went from night to day in a very interesting transition And then I was brought to a hill, and on top of the hill was a tree that was dead, and it looked like it was burned, but it wasn't burned, it was just black, and on the tree there was an apple that was growing from it.

8 Apr 2024

Dream

Dreamt I was home/work. It was election night. There was a fire. I knew it was gonna happen. It was solely in my room. I was burned but didn’t feel anything. I got up. Saw an employee, she said the election was close. I walked to the basement where she was working. She mentioned that I didn’t look bad. I went to check the mirror and there was minimal peeling to my face but nothing else. I was surprised.

9 Mar 2024

Dream

I was at school and we were in the classroom and something smelled like it was burning above. Everyone walked out of their classrooms and a big man in a Hazmat suit with a flamethrower came around the hallway corner and burned some people. I and one other girl ran away but I don’t know what she looked like. I eventually was on my own around the outer classrooms of the school the power to the school was off, all I had was window light I was chased by what would seem like poppy and I ran through holes in the ceiling and was near the exit. I found the girl that was with at the beginning and she was horrified and crying I tried to calm her and she was terrified. All we had to do now was get out of the school there were 3 Big Flamethrower men in Hazmat suits at the main entrance inside near the office it would seem impossible for me and her to pass without being burned to death we forgot that one part of the school was under construction so we went through the ceiling again trying to avoid poppy by hiding we made it to Wing F of the school but we had to get out of the ceiling to leave. We were trying to get out of the ceiling quickly and quietly but we saw a flamethrower man almost to the other end of the hallway we both fell out very loudly someone could of heard it from the main entrance! We both got up hurting to run went out the door, we came out on the side of the school but had forgotten that it was surrounded by a construction fence. She said, If we die thank you for your protection and love. We could hear a flamethrower man screaming down the hallway because of our noise we went to the very side of the fence where it was open, squeezing through we had just ran to the front to my car for a second I thought I had lost my car keys but found them I was so traumatized that it was hard to get it out of my pocket. I unlocked the doors told her to get in and I said let’s get the hell out of here I cranked up my Volkswagen Jetta with a 2.5 engine and floorboarded the gas pedal until we were way far away from the burning school. I brought her to my house and we stayed silent for a couple days we did not go anywhere, we tried to recover from the tragedy, we were so sad that so many kids got burned in the school and we realized that there were no sign of life in the town.

20 Feb 2024

Dream

I witnessed an adult female get burnt to a crisp in a large building. She notified it was about to explode and started running and screaming. She was so close to making it, but didn’t. In slow motion I watched her horrified face get burned until her whole body was nothing but a corpse.

6 Feb 2024

Dream

I saw dreams in multiple scenes. Scene 1: I was in cabin. Which was hanging from two tracks in the sky. There was sky and cloud but there was nothing below. I was trying to jump from one cabin to another with my brother. Scene 2: those tracks led to a railway station in the sky. Which was fairly crowded. My brother and I were running on the tracks and jumped on the station. I was dropping my brother for his train. I said I am bussy and I will not be able to till the end of the train to drop you. My brother stood with crowd in front of the cabin in the middle of the train. Suddenly I thought I should leave me. When I near him. He went in front of the last cabin of the train. And went inside. I ran to the last cabin. And stood outside feeling regretful that why did I not say goodbye to my brother and now I have even missed that the chance I had. Scene 3: I was in a building with four five people. Suddenly we realized there was a jerk in the building. We thought it was an earthquake. And suddenly there was an alarm to evacuate the building. We thought we have to get out of the building now, and it was feeling like a hassle. When we came of of the building. We realized it was on file. Many floor were burning. Felt like I was in New York. I could hear screaming of people getting burned in the building. We thought we should walk around while this situation gets resolved. We started walking towards south and along the building. Turned east in the corner. Suddenly I was in San Diego, but the building was still there on my left. And the screaming became even worse. I could hear screaming of a man loudly. While he was getting burned in the building. I never saw in the dream anyone getting burned but I could hear screams coming from the building. But at the same time. I could see beautiful sunrise. I could see it was beautiful. So we decided we should go for a breakfast. Scene 3: I was done with the breakfast. Came out of the store. Now I was in busy streets of India. I wanted to go to a bus station to catch a bus. So I walk from the store to under of the tree (I have this tree in my memory from long time, I don’t know if this tree actually exists in real life or not. It has been there in my dreams since childhood). It was crowded. It was still morning golden hour. I was walking through the crowd standing under tree from behind. I noticed they were not usual people. They were like mannequins but real people. I thought they are all part of me or they work under me. As I came in front of the crowd, suddenly a car came in front of me. It was yelow golden with magical shine on it. Something was surreal about it. Driver asked me to get in the car. He told me that I owned the car and he is my driver. I was amazed the I had a car and a driver too. It was a long sedan with two doors in it. And I saw someone was sitting behind the driver. And I asked the driver who is this guy sitting behind you? For which driver inside said no one. This car is only for you. I had a feeling that I have been in this car before and this driver was the one who dropped me to the hotel (the building on fire). I was getting in the car to sit on the front seat

6 Feb 2024

Dream

Sitting in a big dark classroom with several other people. I just got out of another room. I'm scared that someone in that other room is burning books. We then discuss which books are OK to take before they get burned as well. We don't want to take books that teach about the occult.

29 Jan 2024

Dream

I don’t remember much from the beginning of the dream, but I walked into a classroom full of students- some I knew and some I didn’t. It looked like it could be a chem classroom with a white board up front and a bunch of white tabletops lined in two rows leading to the front of the room. Most of the classroom was full, so I took a seat towards the back. There was a slight buzz in the air as most people were talking and laughing. I saw some of my friends come over- I recognized them in the dream as people I know in real life (people from my past I don’t talk to anymore) but I don’t remember who they are now- and we started chatting it up before class began. I started to get nervous, like I might be in the wrong class, or maybe the right class at the wrong time… idk. So the class started, then the scene changed to me hiding in a closet. I knew the class was kinda more for “adult entertainment”, and I don’t think I was ready for it. We learned about consent and how it was a key factor and if you weren’t ready you had to leave, but I was torn because I thought I was ready and I was curious, but I didn’t think I was ready to participate, so I just stashed myself in the closet with the clothes and laundry. My friends knew I was there and told me just to stay put until they were done, because they were my ride home. They threw their clothes in the basket that I was holding and walked out. I sat there for a moment, gathered up some courage, took off my clothes, and just sat there holding the basket on top of me waiting to see if I could gather the courage to walk out there. Then, the closet door opened and I started shaking uncontrollably because I was nervous. It was a girl I had never seen before- short, indigenous, GORGEOUS, long dark hair, beautiful smile, she threw her clothes in and asked if I was going to join. I just kinda giggled and shrugged and she was about to turn away when an equally gorgeous, chiseled, Hispanic man walked up behind her and threw his clothes in the closet. I looked down and away because I was embarrassed and nervous and started shaking even more, and he asked if I was going to join them. She said I was nervous, and he said “aww come on, I love gorgeous people with blue eyes.” I looked up at this and we locked eyes for a second, and my heart jumped into my throat. She chastised him for pressuring me and he said “no no, no pressure, I just wanted to offer the invitation.” And they closed the door and the light went out. I sat there for a little longer, took a few deep, calming breaths, and walked out. It wasn’t anything like I imagined. I thought it was going to be like a wild rhompus sex party, which I would not be okay with being apart of, but it was actually very sweet and sensual. When I felt like I could start getting into it, everyone started leaving like the night was over. I guess I waited too long. The two beautiful people were cleaning up, but the girl had some sort of grinder and I offered to help her clean up. Somehow we made a terrible decision with that grinder and used it to try to grind a wrench, and it caught fire or exploded somehow and burst into flames- the man ran over to try and help (he was a firefighter), I was yelling for someone to grab the fire extinguisher, she grabbed it and I got some water I found and we doused it out pretty quickly, but not before all of us got hurt. He was pretty badly burned and started yelling at us. I told him it was my fault, even though it wasn’t, and decided to take the blame so it wouldn’t hurt their relationship. But the more he kept yelling, the closer he inched towards me, and the more he seemed to like it. It was almost like he wasn’t mad- like he was using it as an excuse to press me up against the wall and exert his dominance, but not in a controlling way. I wasn’t scared… almost turned on. Could this be what the class was talking about? I could see the burns on his skin, but it was like they weren’t affecting him- then I woke up.

19 Jan 2024

Dream

A vampire who fell in love just to find out the person wanted to kill me and ran away but no matter how far I ran the person kept finding me and finally tore my body apart and burned me alive

19 Jan 2024

Dream

I had a dream that my childhood best friend (who is still my friend to this day) had a really bad accident at school. She was set on fire, burning most of her body. I rushed to get an adult and they saved her but she was in the hospital for a while. She was healing really quickly, within a few days her face was almost fully healed and stuff, and then the class went on a field trip and we were on a train, then I ended up finding a different car, a really fancy one that was decorated all nice with gold and such, and I found a big dollar coin. Then a train worker walked in and i hid the coin in my pocket, and i thought i'd get in trouble for being there but he didn't say anything, and then we were all at the science museum and I was having a good time and rushing ahead of my classmates, until an adult came to tell me I should visit my friend who got burned now cause she was pulling the plug tomorrow. She had wrote me a note saying "remember me as I am, not as I will become" and I went to see her right away, when I got there I told her how she looked better and she did, her face was almost fully healed and her hair grew back, and she said "but it hurts, please just let me go." So I hugged her and then forced myself awake cause I knew I couldn't watch her go.