Estevan, your dream presents a rich tapestry of experiences that resonate deeply with the themes of youth, nostalgia, and unexpressed emotions. The setting of high school serves as a powerful backdrop, symbolizing a time in your life filled with both potential and the complexities of relationships. Returning to this environment in your dream suggests a longing to revisit those formative experiences, perhaps reflecting on how they shaped your current self. The late arrival to school at 9 am, despite starting at 7 am, points to a feeling of being out of sync or behind in some aspect of your life, which might resonate with your current experiences of navigating challenges like relationship difficulties and financial stress.
The interaction with your old friends during the sleepover highlights a sense of camaraderie and comfort. However, the moment you all laugh at the senior with long hair crawling out of his car could suggest a projection of insecurities or judgments about how others cope with their situations. It may reflect your own feelings about how you perceive others dealing with their problems, perhaps even a fear of being judged or not fitting in. This camaraderie is juxtaposed with the authority of the new teacher, who represents the structure and expectations of adulthood. Your ability to talk her out of a write-up indicates a desire to assert yourself and negotiate the challenges you face, demonstrating your resourcefulness and capability.
As you walk into the classroom, the celebration with candies introduces a moment of joy amidst the underlying tension of the day. By eating one candy you didn't like and then sharing it with the stoner kids, you demonstrate a willingness to engage, despite your reservations. This could signify an internal struggle between wanting to fit in and being true to your preferences, reflecting perhaps the tension in your current relationships.