Pills

1 Nov 2024

Dream

I was out with my freinds having fun and talking but their faces were all blurred and everything was loud and mumbling then everything started going silent like I was listening from under water I was crying and unable to breath and I took a bunch of pills and felt like everything was spilling and i started foaming at the mouth and saw my dead best freinds face then woke up.

11 Sep 2024

Dream

I was trapped in a pool by a giant clown who was trying to kill us and I tried to take my pills for the week in one day but I couldn’t swallow them

30 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at the library skipping lessons with my friends and drawing animals. A boy in my class had chocolate and I was eating a croissant. I had light purple pills on my lap and I was trying to hide them since my teacher told us not to eat in the library. I was also cleaning up the crumbs and mess from the croissant I was eating.

26 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream of god telling me if I don’t stop what I’m doing I’m going to end up dead. But I didn't listen I kept drinking and popping pills and doing weed and one day I passed out and I ran turns the white door. I seen god but he didn't look at me and my heart broke as I tried running to the golden-covered gate surrounded by white clouds a trap door opens and I slide down going to a gate. Its surrounded by fire a red, orange and yellow firey gate with 2 gargoyles smirking up me with their red eyes saying welcome and I sighed as the gate opens and I walk in as my dream fades to black

19 Jun 2024

Dream

Signs, Dreams, and reminders A Cosmic Apple picked from the tree, but it’s “bruised” in multiple spots despite being picked straight off the branch. A school hallway. And a sidewalk pathway to school with apple trees alongside… Boat. A speedboat 🚤 is significant. Pumpkins and Oranges…both growing on the same tree…in various sizes and sometimes breeded together to make new fruit. Mydayis and Zoloft pills…not taken but forgotten to be taken.. (seems significant) Persephone (Goddess) Apollo (two confirmations in waking life) A pink incense stick with cherry blossom 🌸 patterned wrapping? Strangers…folks I haven’t seen. Moths (significant nocturnal insect in waking life) The folks I care about and I throwing backs out…. I’m guessing the weight of everything is throwing us to pieces… The back…the spine seems significant.

16 Jun 2024

Dream

I was some of my family and some friends. We were at this place but I have no idea what it was. There was a guy there that was infected with something. Something evil, not like a sickness. There was this pod like thing and when he saw it he went to grab it so he could get this evil thing out of him. But when he grabbed it, he died. I was terrified and did not want that to happen to me. A little later in the dream I got attacked and the same thing attached itself to me. It was horrible and I knew I was doomed for the rest of my life. I was a slave to it. I was in agony, physically and mentally. It was messing with my emotions and mental state. It was hard to think and physically I was in so much pain. I couldn’t touch anyone and nobody could touch me. My family and friends tried to help me but they couldn’t. Nothing they did helped and they couldn’t touch me. Nothing could help me stop feeling that way except for the devil pills as I call them. I call them that because they had devil faces on them. They were only supposed to alleviate the pain of it for a few minutes. I knew where some where because I had seen someone put a stash of them in a costume head and put it up on a shelf to hide them. I took one from the stash and ate it. Somehow on me, it lasted a long time and I was almost my normal self. Then the scene switched. I was running away from something. I was on a motorcycle or something of the sort and I was running away. From what, I don’t know. But something tells me that it was something to do with what was attached to me. I’ve had this dream before.

11 Jun 2024

Dream

I wrote this dream down in 2019, it was another MONO dream. So, my dream last night seemed like a combo of The Simpsons, Lost, Pokemon, and the Disney app game because I was on an animated island inside of a game. I was a part of a clan and seemingly nobody thought there were others on the island except for us. They were wrong and I was right. I was inside these buildings running around in a panic and all of a sudden I saw someone that was not part of my people and he was taking notes on me. Then I went to the land And it all looked like an amusement park mixed with Whoville. There was a Pokemon Adoption Center for old and retired Pokemon. The entrance was like the Cat in the Hat ride at Universal Studios. Then I went on an elevator down and I went to a Pokemon creation center where you could create your own Pokemon. While I was down there, some boys approached me and I had to fight, but they sprayed gas in my face and drugged me. Then I was running around my clan and telling them that we were not the only ones on the island. Nobody believed me, and so I went looking for the people. All the meanwhile, I was dealing with many shipments of small houses for small animals that were all in a room. I stumbled across the land that was animated by a big tree with a bunch of flowers surrounding it. It was pretty. I didn't know that I was being watched. Then I was taken. I woke up in a doctor room where they shot me with a needle right into my side boob armpit region because they missed my arm and it hurt because they didn't get all the air out of the tube before they shot it in me. They handed me like 20 pills in different sizes and colors and ordered me to swallow them. I kept asking what they were. Some were cut and some were huge like half of a pinky finger. For some reason, I started taking them and I was walking around the office when I stumbled across Krusty the Clown and Homer Simpson and they were arguing. Homer Simpson was also my husband and he was trying to convince Krusty that he could dress up like Krusty so Homer could do the surgery and not hurt me instead of Krusty because Krusty would hurt me. Krusty agreed because he couldn't take hurting more people with the surgery. I still didn't know what the surgery was. I stumbled across the main dude who was behind it all and tried to convince him not to do the surgery. I was whining and crying and losing my mind because I was on drugs. He said, nope, we're doing it. And Homer dressed up as Krusty gave me a wink while I was on the table. Then the main dude walks in, I jump off the table disoriented because of drugs and he says that we can't do the surgery today. Then he says, hopefully I won't die today anyway because all the pills I had to take. Homer and I stumbled out of the door and I tumbled down a hill. The people that surround sprayed gas in my face found me. I woke up scared and punching from the drugs in the doctor room. They told me to be quiet because my people were walking by and I started screaming. Then, I was back in the room of small animals living in tiny dollhouses. I was trying to keep the bad mice out from the good mice. Eventually, the people believed me that there were others on the island trying to do harm to us.

21 May 2024

Dream

Being given three silver coins and three white pills by someone I know. I accepted all the gifts and grabbed them in my hand

6 May 2024

Dream

I had a dream My husband was cheating on me with a girl at his work and never told me she had red hair on the first day I started working at his job he told me and he reported it and we all had to take pills I was very angry and hurt

26 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a dream, that i couldnt remember half way. But all my family that dont normally go together was hanging out on this house with me. We went out to go eat some food. I had a burger but my dad thought i had steak. We were sitting next to a shoe shop, but it was outdated and we were talking trash about it and the basketball ball team who produced it. Also later, I had recieved weird tips on how to talk to people, which already know how to do. But then we heard of a dead body there and we had to find evidence. Afterwards, i took a break and went to another neighborhood really quick. I found myself in this house with a couple music artist that were familiar in real life, but were young and before the fame. I wanted to rememeber that day abd dream so i wanted to record it on my phone. My camera was really weird bc i was recording on the back camera and it was reall clear but its as if i was recording behind them. Then this old man randomly was shouting, basically telling me im not supposed to do that, which turned eerie really fast. He was almosr half a mile away yelling things, but i didnt let him get to me. I woke up, but it was in a dream and i was still in the house before i went to that neighborhood. Everybody wanted to watch a movie with me but they suggested and i still chose another movie. I took one of my pills that i take in real life but a friends told me how i should take and how i should feel about that and i responded quick saying everybody is different. Then i had a text from a friend that i hung out with which i never knew asking me if i was safe, i responded yea. But he was concerned if we found hints of the dead body. We were looking hard for it until a clue was in a stack of napkins. We foind a drawing and i was trying to take a pic of it, but it seems i had someone else that was competing to find and send it first out of nowhere. Tgen we both was looking for it again because it randomly disappeared. Then i woke up.

8 Apr 2024

Dream

I was with some friends and we were walking thought this place that was sort of a mix between a house and an apartment building. We were checking out different rooms and some were too messy and we said how we wouldn’t stay there and some rooms we said were too small. We also found some clothes and decided to take them and wear them. Then some of us ended up walking to this common room type area. There were a good amount of people and a bunch of them I had seen earlier in my dream but didn’t know, some I knew and some were strangers. There was this dude that set up parties or something and he was talking to people. At some point some people took some edibles and I asked if I wanted one and I said no because I quit weed since it made me anxious. I still hung out with them and we walked to the woods or something and just explored. It started to become a nightly thing where we all gathered and people would drink and do drugs. We all sort of lived in that big area where I first met everyone and there were all the clothes and food we needed. At first all I would do was drink alcohol but I started to join in when they did acid and other pills. It was fun but I also didn’t know if I was making the right decision doing them. Everyone else was all the time though so I thought it would be fine. I would get up the next day and barely remember anything from the night before. Some days I had absolutely no recollection of the previous day. I was having fun but I also didn’t like how I was always out of it and never remembered anything. We had a poll on where to have some big party and we decided on a big party in the woods. We were all drinking and stuff but then for some reason the party became a competition and we were fighting some people but I don’t remember why. We didn’t fight everyone just certain people. I remember me and one of my friends were talking to the main guy and there were two dudes we were competing agains and both of our groups wanted to win. I decided I wanted to get it over with so I put one of them in a choke hold and we started fighting. I would be winning for a minute then he would be winning for a tiny bit but I ended up doing better as I could grab him from behind and stop him from moving. The right ended when I knocked him over and slammed something on his head and broke his nose. The other people were impressed and I was like, I think I broke my finger, oh well. Then everything went back to how it had been and it turned into nightly parties after that again and everyday felt like a blur. I couldn’t remember what happened when and where we were each night. We would go to cool places and party in mansions or at concerts. After a while the parties sort of stopped and we were apparently supposed to decide what we would be doing from now on. Like what we would be doing with our life. Everyone was splitting up and I was sad. Some people could go with one person from the group but some people had to go alone. There were a bunch of different tables with people at them sort of like a career fair but we had to end up choosing one. Some choices would be something like fly to different places often, never have a specific home because you’re always traveling. One was like working on boats by the woods we had a party at and stay in the area. One was joining the main dude in charge and help him prepare parties. One was an astronaut and go into space and leave earth behind. They were all really weird and there ended up being a point system or voting to decide what you get. I didn’t have as many points as some people so I didn’t get to pick first and I was stressed because I didn’t want to do any of the options but I had no choice.

29 Mar 2024

Dream

I’m in my dorm room and on a call with my girlfriend Colleen it is 1am. We are looking through someone’s instagram profile then my friend Charlie who lives in the same building as me calls. I pick up and turn on the lights. She tells me that I have lost the keys to a black and white sedan and they’re looking for me. I tell her I don’t have a car and she elaborates that they’re using this as an excuse to search people’s rooms and that she’s already had her room searched. I say ok and put down the phone and try to hide my 2cb pills. I try everywhere but can’t find a good enough hiding spot. I hear the searchers coming down the hallway and I put them in my pocket. A man opens my door and sees that I am already waiting for him. I tell him that someone told me that I was going to get searched already and he tells me to go down the hall to be body searched by someone while he searches my room and I realise there’s no way out.