Mat

23 Mar 2024

Dream

for some reason tyler and i and these two other girls that were friends with him and each other went on a road trip and we were all supposed to stay at this really fancy hotel with traditional large rooms and decor etc. we all get there and while the girls go to check in i'm repacking my lil bag bc i threw everything out looking for my lipstick and pen but while i'm leaning over the seats to head grab some stuff from the floor mats this mf comes up behind me and gets HANDSY so i giggle and make some snide comment i don't remember now lol BUT with bag packed again and lipstick on i shimmy down and out of the backseat. i think u asked for a kiss but alludes to my lipstick transferring so i kiss the excesses on my jacket sleeves some reason and makeout briefly before joining whoever these other girls are. first is room 19 i guess where we are moved to room 20 for a reason i don't recall. we knock on the door and some woman is like occupied wrong room so we are very confused but she's says this is actually suite 21 you're next door and we blindly follow for some reason. suite 21 a was oddly small for 4 ppl but the random girls settle in regardless. i think i wander around the area of not only the lodge but the nearby collection of businesses and restaurants but i come back and everyone's outside of "suite 20" where it unveiled that miss girl from "suite 21" switched the numbers but left something with her name on it welcoming her (it was none of our names i guess?) so we storm over like aight get out and her door is unlocked so we like go in lmao and then it gets wEIRD with the boss battle + her minions energy (said minion is an animal i think cat) but we defeat them and her and the front desk lady comes up in time like what happened? but keeps walking. i cut my nail rly bad (like in the middle of my nail bed) in the process but we all move to the initial 19 suite anyways which was still a nice room. other miscellaneous moments and comments happened but i don't remember enough to include :( i do remembering having fun makeup (white lashes / mascara specifically and colorful makeup) and wearing a risqué but similarly avant garde fit that i throw a big jacket over when we all walk into the hotel bc i saw a creep.

4 Feb 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was at a really old school and the teacher gave us a tour and then told us that class was starting soon and then I was with my friends putting my figure skating skates on and then I was in a playground without the skates and I was waiting to go in the swing and there was this weird bridge thing to reach the swing so I’m waiting on it and then I’m about to get on the swing and some random kid pushes me and then ten more kids come and start putting gymnastic mats around the swing and the kid that pushed me jumps in the mats and disappears into the mats and comes out crying without her pants bleeding from her behind. After I got on the swing and the swing was really high up and I felt something cold on my leg and I look down and I have strawberry ice cream on my leg and I see a woman with a really annoyed face and her kid is throwing ice-cream at me and they are both staring at me

31 Jan 2024

Dream

I think I had maybe two or three dreams, so the first dream, I remember I had to cross a bridge and I was afraid of heights. The bridge was like a sky bridge, so it was meant to look like there wasn't much around you for the purposes of having a nice view, but because I was afraid of heights, this was terrifying. Having to cross, I just got on my belly and started crawling across. I had a significant other with me and he was also afraid of heights, so he followed my lead and crawled on his belly as well. I would periodically stop, look back and check on him and encourage him to keep following me. I knew no matter what we had to keep going, becauseif we stoppedwe would be stuck because of fear. Other people in our group would have to cross as well, however they did not have any fears and they would walk across and walk past us. When I got towards the middle of the bridge, I remember getting frustrated at the amount of time it was taking and knowing I had to complete this task of crossing the bridge. I finally stood up and started walking. I knew that if other people could walk across, so could I. The second part of the dream, once I crossed the bridge completely, it changed scenes and I was looking at a small house and a yellow car had just finished pulling into the garage of this house and I went inside and inside I saw a girl who had been kidnapped. In this part of the dream, it kept going from a third person perspective to a first person perspective, so when I first entered the home and I saw the girl, it was third person, but then it changed to first person where I was the girl. She had been kidnapped and she was being sexually assaulted. Her hair was matted and her clothes dirty and stained. The men that were around wanted to rape her, but for some reason couldn't penetrate her and the main perpetrator who was, had an erection, grabbed a hotdog and stuck it inside her to prove some point and then it went into a first person perspective and I had the hotdog inside me, but then I was also looking at the perpetrator's girlfriend who had a hotdog inside of her as well. I wanted them to stop, so I decided to go along with what was happening and I pulled the hotdog out of the perpetrator's girlfriend and I started eating it to make him happy. From there the dream changed again and I had discovered a fallout shelter. I don't know if I was in the same house or a different house, but there was a fallout shelter I had discovered. The group I was leading, was the dame group from the first part of the dream. I had decided we needed to go into the shelter and I was organizing everybody to go inside of the shelter. Part of the group were couples, I was trying to sit them with each other so they could be with their significant others. While I was organizing how people were going to sit inside of the shelter and someone had questioned me on whether or not the shelter was safe, how did I know the shelter was safe for people to go inside. I was explaining the purpose of fallout shelters and how they were designed to withstand nuclear attack, so there was a very high probability that this shelter would be safe, but taking into consideration what the person had said and not knowing, I walked down there myself just to confirm that the shelter was safe before actually sending anyone in. As I was walking inside and looking around, I woke up.

27 Jan 2024

Dream

I had been asked to get the grandparents house together for some people who were coming by. They asked me to hide certain things in the garage, like a yellow hard hat and some boxes. I wasn’t sure why, I thought it was simply because they didn’t want clutter detracting from the simple narrative of the home. I was in the process of following these instructions when the people show up. They are wearing yellow hard hats and gloves and bringing stuff similar to the things that were hidden. I am not sure if I should conceal what I’ve been doing, or conceal my presence altogether, but I decide to hide behind a large box in garage. It is no use though. A young man comes toward the box and says “hello’”. I emerge from behind the box and greet him. “we are just dropping a few things off for you. Do you need a rug?” he hands me a soft woven door mat” “I think we have a welcome mat already.” I show it to him.. “Oh, no. This one is to wipe your feet on.” he positions one on the porch and the other in front of the door. Then he says “I was wondering if you’d be interested in coming to our church? “We already go to church.” I reply, but thank you. I confront the grandparents because I feel like I’d been set up for this encounter. I ask why they wanted me to meet this guy. To which the grandmother says , “I was just trying to get you to go to church. “we have a church” I tell her. She looks frustrated, “I mean a REAL church.” thus revealing that when she had visited she had not been impressed with the informality of what she had seen. “Oh” I say, “You’re one of those”. I continue, “I suppose you need the architecture, and the windows - have you forgotten that Jesus said, “where two or more are gathered in my name, I am there in the midst of them?”

19 Nov 2023

Dream

The Riverdale core four went to college, and everyone was in the dorm room at night. One of the girls in the group called Veronica (who was me in this dream) hooked up with one of the guys in the other dorm room. He ghosted her and was just a douche bag. And then one of her friends (who plays Betty in riverdale) was really excited , and going to meet the guys roommate. I, who was the girl that hooked up with the initial guy went full on protective and went into his dorm room to forbid him from seeing my friend and left. The end of the dream was me, making sure the doors locked and ensuring it’s safe to sleep. Then I was cleaning the mats inside my dorm room and the next morning I was comforting my friend who was crying in the cafeteria after I told her about the awful guy she’s speaking to and the two guys were across the room looking at us. And at the end of the dream there was an idea to make the college better.

3 Nov 2023

Dream

Dream of seeing my mum party with friends and ignoring her health and other responsibilities and getting mad. Went to a quieter place to cool down and saw a river right outside the glass door house. Decided to move to my new house, which is a recurring house that always appears in my dream but doesn't exist in reality. Wanted to shower but uninvited guests like my little cousins stomp into the bathroom and refused to go out. A stranger who appears to be my distant uncle wants to stay in the bathroom while I shower, telling me he wants me to be in his sight. I got very angry and wanted to scream at everyone but no one can help me chase them away. Then I appeared to be outside. My friend left me a motorcycle with his engine on but I can't ride very well. I don't have the keys so cannot turn it off. I got lost in an unknown neighborhood with my younger sister where there are banana and longan trees. There are suspicious men who are lurking around. We arrived at an old building where the staircases were made of temporary cloth and mats and we're filmsy. Then we passed a multi-storey carpark where I lost the motorbike. We ended up reaching the market area where we found the others but had to find the way to the carpark to find the missing bike. In the end we found it and realized the keys were in my bag all along.