Journey

8 Sep 2024

Dream

Was with my family. A mom and two older brothers. We were driving amd there’s this gate with two girls guarding/advising visitors when passing through. When passing through there’s this forest wilderness you can either drive through or walk through. It was like a memory of the past where we all used to drive through as a family, going through rivers , hiking through mountain passes and at the end there’s this local forest community with a village at the end with some lovely people. There’s a time skip. it’s just my brothers and I. It isn’t clear but I think my mom isn’t with us anymore. We all meet up one last time , my older brother driving us near the gate entrance of that wildnerness path after the funeral service I think. I told them that it was good seeing them but I gotta move on and wanted to go back to the Forest village by myself. Saying goodbye at the gate where the two ladies were , I could tell my brothers were super worried and didn’t want me to venture out alone. While I started walking my middle brother ran after me and told me to watch out for beast eyes at night. They both started following me which was annoying and freaking me out to the point where I forgot my backpack. After bickering and traversing there , we got to the community and went inside the main kitchen building where a few people were. A brunette guy who is in his 30s , a dog , another Brazilian guy and one Asian guy. I felt reassured getting there and was banting with the guys there , preparing to live there. My brothers were there as well but I think they were going to go back to the gate with the ladies in the morning when it was safer in the day to the car.

7 Sep 2024

Dream

Dream I was in a school, alone, going through different classrooms trying to find a safe one, one had living squishmellow plushies. Like animals but they felt like pillows. I was hiding from a teacher and people who wouldn’t leave me alone because I was having an anxiety attack, they wanted me to stay and do something, i don’t know what but they made me scared more. I was in the safe classroom with the Squishmellows and i hugged a tiger one, I was just minding my own business with the tiger plushie and some other ones, and then I moved a bit and put an actual plushie that was not living on the other side of me so I was hidden even more, but as soon as I did that I saw someone coming, she was mysterious, she had glasses she was somewhat old but young at the same time in her 40s? She had a similar skin complexion as me, She started asking me questions and it made me scared, the question “who are you?” And “you aren’t supposed to be in this classroom.” I tried to reason with her and everything and it seemed like it worked? Then I saw the outline of the people who are looking for me outside of the classroom, the windows, and she instantly said “quickly this way” then I was lead into this glass room with a weird chalice bowl shaped cup, the bowl was in this weird silver square. She told me to pick it up and i did, but to be careful i grabbed all of it and not just the bowl, and to drink it, so I did, I drank the liquid it tasted sweet like tea, it was not cold, it was lukewarm, then I saw her, she was grabbing something, and she did it in a manner that scared me and made me stop drinking, she told me to keep drinking as she put in this strange silver liquid, I just got a small taste from it being mixed with the other liquid. It was sour, tasted like mercury, I didn’t really drink it, I didn’t drink any of it, but I lied, and then I saw through her and I told her how i could see that she wanted to harm me, that it was poison, she didn’t even try to hide the fact afterwards. She admits it. I don’t remember what happened after that I don’t remember what happened to her or where she went all I remember next is that the doors had become wide open now, and people my age had been leaving from it, now me outside of the classroom into the hall, I met some girl, she was nice, she was one of the students, in that classroom, she had no idea the teacher was evil, but she wanted to help me, she was truly trustable, then one of my friends, i caught a chance to see them and now us three began to find a solution to all of this, on our journey as we walked down to the hallway in a hurry, I stopped as thoughts began to erode my mind about what just happened, I thought, I really need to see someone, so i told them that i will be back and that i should see the nurse, and they understood that, one of them said they would go with me, but they both ended up walking with me, one of them got distracted by this weird man in a booth, he kept saying “ah I see you are on a journey, do you want to see how it ends? Would you like to see your future?” One of my friends took out a ticket and had the man tell them theirs, this was nerve wracking for me, this dude had weird vibes and I just wanted to go to the nurse so I don’t die from poisoning. But they wanted me to do it too real quick, so I did, i grabbed one of my lesser tickets, but wait it was ripped, I grabbed the pieces of it, it wasnt ripped badly and could be easily tapped together like a dollar bill, he did not like this i could tell he wanted a better ticket but i tried reasoning with him, which he seemed okay with but underneath not making it very clear, his motives about me trying to fix it and tape it back together, he became more aggressive, ripping the ticket more and more, saying it’s impossible to fix, that i should give him a better ticket, the special ones i have, as I’m here trying to fix the worsened ticket my friends are here trying to just get this over with and coax me into giving this man a overcharged ticket, because its taking so long, and now I’m anxious even more, sweating as I try to deal with this, now the strange man gets angry as I finally fix it and he was just like “why didn’t you just give me your good tickets?!” And then he ripped it up and flame eyes in him, I instantly got a magic vision like a magic ball or magic mirror showing me a vision of the future or present, it was a mangled face, that was supposed to be mine, it was all bloody with a bunch of ravens on top of it eating it, it was gross and looked like red fruit with a bunch of rips and bites in it where you can’t distinguish a face at all just bone and meat after the ravens disbursed and then it apparently got shown to everyone in the school at the same time, and they had been calling me by my dead name and then I woke up feeling humiliated and anxious.

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I went on a school trip by bus. Me and a friend were informed that there were two more people who have to come and that we could wait (we don't have to) or join already. We waited. Noone came. We then finally somehow joined the others on the bus. No matter how long or how fast we were driving, we always arrived at the same destination. We were stuck at the same place, unable to get away.

25 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream last night that we knew a meteor was going to hit the planet and extinguish life. There was a long period of more random things happening in response to this beforehand, but the most poignant bit was right before I woke up this morning and it had come down to it – impact was very close at hand and I was in a classroom like setting with about 20 to 30 other people and my boys. Many of the people there were Sikh and Hindu and Muslim and everyone was calmly hugging each other and wishing each other a good journey. I laid on the ground and held my boys and either arm and explained to them that it is going to be OK, we are going to see each other again very soon. This is the way it works. . I am your mother and we love each other so much. We will always love each other. Maybe last time you were my father maybe one time I was your friend. No matter what, we will see each other again, though we might look different. The boys seem to understand this without trouble or difficulty or upset. They smiled nodded and hugged me and we held each other as we felt the impact of the asteroid on the planet. Then we knew we had roughly 20 minutes for some reason and we just talked and prepared calmly, as did the rest of the people in the room. As I knew the shockwave was imminent , we hugged and cuddled and I woke up. Just as I was coming out of sleep, but still in a half-sleep state I heard in my head “dying is exactly thus- like what just happened. Dying is exactly like waking up from a dream.”

23 Jun 2024

Dream

So Hellvuna my spiritual guide/succubi wife has shown me three things that I am lacking with the three blue orbs on a volcano. And as they were floating each then turn there blue color into another color: the first one was yellow and it represents value, the second one represents living in balance and it was red, and the third in green represents love in one’s self. She told me that I am lacking it due to trauma but I am slowly being able to take one step at a time. She then told me she wants to test me on if I am ready for a journey in the next night because I am strong not weak

14 Jun 2024

Dream

I need to tell you this dream app is on the side sure side of having crazy dreams It is like a repeat of the Awesome and Explorable places far away places that I so desperately crave and love 💕 so much. From the daring rocky waters and the cityscapes and boat trips and the machines that have Diet Coke and the shopping malls of many places where I shop to get ice cream and the many destinations and restrooms and locker rooms and spas in the airports and remembering my school exams in school on the last days I think its infinitely poetically administratively clear and positively so due to the fact I miss people treating me well and getting over obstacles and shopping for video 🎮 I miss my old life and soon I promise it will happen. I'm going to overcome this and turn it into a great adventure with the dinosaurs 🦕 🦖 I’m listening to Jurassic park at 3:33 am now that’s a sign and I’m happy.

9 Jun 2024

Dream

I was at my grandparents front yard to their apartment, and it was very late at night. Me and all of my soccer teammates were there for some reason, I have no idea why. I continue to walk with them all the way to the lobby and to the elevator inside the apartment. But as we enter the elevator, everything except the foundation of the building disappears, and we were instead standing on a big muddy field with huge hills of mud that made it more like mountain peaks of mud. We explored the muddy area, getting covered in mud while doing so, and then decided to see if we made a wrong turn. But then as soon as we tried to let the mud, it became deep in the afternoon! Then a lot more of my friends came, and everyones parents, but the parents acted as if nothing was wrong, even though we were in a huge muddy field within the foundations of a building! They just took us all and we walked and walked outside to the building complex and area, but as it walked, time seemed to pass quickly, that as we crossed the street, it became nighttime. Then, we arrived at the house of my online Waldorf homeschooled friend Zoe, who I know didn't live anywhere near my grandparents apartment, let alone acrorthe street, me, all my friends, and my soccer teammates, all dropped her off there, then continued and dropped my other friends off at their houses, saying we'll definitely see them very soon; Juno, Stoney,and Rocky. They we dropped all off one of my soccer friends, saying goodbye and that we'll see each other next Sunday; Ivar (I think thats how to spell it). As we dropped off more and more people, the surroundings looked less and less outdoorsy, till finally when only my parents, my sister and me were left, the path turned into a hallway! We continued walking and found a purple themed bedroom, which was said to be my cousins, but they weren't there. I looked outside the window, and I saw something unbelievable: I was looking out the window and looked down at a view of Palermo, Sicily, from what seemed like a castle hotel, and it was daytime again! Then I woke up.

29 May 2024

Dream

I was riding a scooter from some activity towards home. I didn’t want to pedal, so I got my dog to pull the scooter like a sled dog. It felt good and pleasurable. I did this a few more times. I got home one day and I noticed that she looked very sick — she was bleeding profusely. Her rib cage was enlarged. She was stumbling and obviously very ill. I told my mom that she wasn’t okay and she said that she was doing just fine and didn’t need a vet. Until she looked under her harness and saw big bruises and more blood. I started crying, feeling guilty for making her pull me home every day. I felt I’d injured her. I quickly slipped on some high heels and ran out the door towards the vet. My dog started to exhale black smoke. I was worried, but I ran as fast as I could. I tried to stay behind my mom, but I lost her at some points — I just kept going in my own direction and hoped we’d meet at the vet. The beginning of the journey was difficult as I was slipping and falling all over due to the heels and the floor — it was laminated and uneven. And then it became easier. I began to walk in confident strides and the floor evened out. We found each other at the end of the trip, right before the vet’s office. We got our dog in just in time

25 May 2024

Dream

In my dream, I traveled to a mysterious island in search of strange statues scattered along its length. As I explored the island, I found myself hiking on these peculiar statues, each one more intriguing than the last. My friend and I discovered a secret button on one of the statues, which was accidentally pressed, causing the entire island to rumble. This set us on an unexpected journey across the seas to another island called Montana. Upon reaching Montana, the tension and excitement of our adventure gave way to a sense of relief and joy. We explored the new island and immersed ourselves in its beauty, experiencing the fun and tranquility it offered. The dream seemed to symbolize a journey of discovery and adventure, where unexpected challenges led to new experiences and the joy of finding a place of peace and enjoyment.

25 May 2024

Dream

In my dream, a sense of impending doom hung over me as I realized that the town was going to be blown up. Desperately, I tried to leave, but the townspeople were determined to keep us from escaping. We kept moving from one hiding place to another, constantly on edge, as we sought refuge. Despite the danger, no one wanted us to leave the town, and we found ourselves trapped, evading those who wished to prevent our escape. After a tense and harrowing journey, we finally managed to outsmart them and escaped just in time, leaving the town behind as it faced its grim fate.

14 May 2024

Dream

I was on a cosmic journey with a few companions: two three middle aged men, three more characters I like from my favorite game, and two others 8 don’t quite remember the identity of We start from Earth, climbing up ranking ladders by unlocking different things and earning the privelege to travel across the universe as cosmic beings I start of with a staff as an equipment, and it gradually upgrades itself into legendary items from some Chinese taoist myths(many of the titles for the ‘ranks’ and the overall cosmology and such of this world setting is very Xianxia-esque) Once we get from the ground to the mydtical peach forests to the lofty mountains to the cosmic stages, we follow a tree line of routes It allows us to obtain different energetic quirks and abilities that ultimately leads us to become more of a metaphysical entity than a mere human in flesh(sort of like ascension in Taoist sect beliefs) By the end of the road I’m given a few options(seven) on what things, concepts or ideas I want to master And this time, I choose the ‘lost in timem route, going back to my journey’s iteneraries with all the knowledge I possess to reexperience everything again I go back to the part where I was climbing mountains with the middle aged man while everyone else was sort of tapping out mid-hiking route

13 May 2024

Dream

I went to my childhood home and somehow ended up in the basement. While in the laundry room, my aunt Rachael and I were going through old boxes of things because the house had been sold and we needed to clean out the house. While I was there, she and I were talking about life and I begin to cry about how no one wants to be with me and how I’m going to be alone forever. I told her about me feeling like I was never going to have a partner because the current guy Marco basically played me and is just breadcrumbing me but doesn’t want to actually be with me and I’m too stupid to walk away. I then cried about feeling trapped in life and behind in life and how I just want to be done. She urged me to keep going and my life is my own journey and I shouldn’t compare myself to others. She asked me about my feelings while living in the childhood home and do they feel different now that I’m grown and I told her slightly but I wish I could find my inner child and hug her because we survived a lot. We packed up for the night and I left.