Journey

11 Nov 2024

Dream

I was with a group of people at this healing retreat center. We were all in a line walking along a small stream of water. Our groups guide at the retreat shared that water is sacred and healing which meant the water in this stream was sacred and healing as well. Once we got to the end of the stream, we were told to rinse off our feet and hands, and the guide left us. Before the guide left, she mentioned that we will walk back to the retreat center as a group on our own. When the time arrived for us to go back, everyone started to head back in an ordinary line, but I realize that being in this line and following the crowd wasn’t going to teach me anything and how by breaking from the line and practicing the skills that we learning in regular life on the way back from the retreat that I would learned a lot more like how to jump high, becoming strong by exercising along with various other activities. I thought this retreat was beneficial but realized the most important thing that most people don’t do is realize they can best learn skill sets by practicing them in real life on their own. The dream shifted to me helping my sister find an Airbnb in Ireland. I found a Airbnb that she had looked over but that I had found and recommended to her. She ended up going with it and thank me. It was by this really cool pub in this really cool area of Ireland. An area that she would not have known about otherwise. I met with her on my way back from the retreat center. I walked into the pub where she was celebrating her birthday with our dad. Her and dad had found some people in the pub to sing her happy birthday and I arrive just in time to get her phone and record the birthday song up on one of the tables. The pub was already filled, but I shared that I had gotten all the people at the retreat center to come to celebrate my sister‘s birthday and to sing her happy birthday. When they arrived We all sang her happy birthday again. My sister and dad thanked me again for finding the Airbnb. As The dream was happening I noticed that we were in Ireland celebrating my sister’s birthday, which was cool because although we don’t have a strong connection to our Irish heritage we have Irish blood that we received from my dads side of the family.

6 Nov 2024

Dream

In my last dream, myself and friends from elementary school and high school were going on a long journey to have our tracks lost by pursuing men we all were scared about. After commuting through public transit and several midway streets, we’d stop by a nature getaway with cabins, woods, lakes and working electricity for the cabins for any computer-derived solutions to getting away from pursuing men safely. Several friends would know a discrete way to indicate other solutions for outsmarting getting away from and hiding from pursuing men way older than us who wouldn’t have innocent plans with me and my friends. In this dream my friends and I were able to evade the pursuing men and keep safely away with good distance.

22 Oct 2024

Dream

In my dream I was somehow a beaver- and most beavers were altered by a man made armor type of thing. They almost looked like cyborg beavers. There was also this cage that belonged to a yellow boa constrictor. The cage was significant. There was some kind of a journey around the world in very harsh conditions that must be completed in order for survival. It was a collaborative effort, done in team fashion with different animals. All of the animals talked and communicated like humans. The dreamscape was the typical “whole earth” dreamscape that I consistently go to when I am having any type of voyage or travel dreams. In these dreams I can get a Birds Eye view of the earth almost like a map only the earth is flat.

17 Oct 2024

Dream

I was at a park with my husband and there was a natural rock climbing structure in a section of the park. We parked our car next to the rock climbing structure and saw a woman at the top of the structure. It was actress Jenifer Lewis. I was standing at the base of the structure, but I could change my viewpoint to see above her body and she was trying to figure out how to get down. My viewpoint shifted back to my body down below when another woman arrived at the top and showed Jenifer how to get down. I could then see that each large stone platform was a giant adder stone or hag stone and the woman jumped down through the hole to get to the next level of the rock structure. Repeating this until she reached the ground below. My husband wanted to climb the structure, but I wasn't really interested so I stayed where I was to watch. He went around the back of the structure to begin climbing. I waited for a moment before deciding to take our car to drive back to a gas station for some snacks. I didn't tell him I was leaving as I intended to get back before he would notice I was gone. The sun was still up when I left. My journey somehow took way longer than I intended. I somehow got distracted and before I knew it it was dark and I had to hurry back to my husband. I wasn't worried about him being upset as much as I was worried about something happening to him in the dark. On my journey back I had to take several detours. I would transition between walking and when I wanted to move faster, my car would materialize around me and I would be driving again. At one point, I was walking and felt like something was chasing me, but I didn't really get a good look at what is was. I just knew it was sinister. There was also, suddenly a lot of traffic as I approached an intersection and across the street, on a corner I saw a large crowd of people. It looked like a diverse group of men in their 20s and 30s. Most of them were kind of overweight. I knew it was a group of needs because someof them were cosplaying different anime and video game characters. There was also just one police officer and this crowd jumped him. I wanted to help the police officer, but I had to get back to my husband. I continued driving then I woke up. I don't know if I made it back to the park.

9 Oct 2024

Dream

i had a dream about looking at a planogram about displaying pandora jewelry because i used to work there. my friend nikki was there with me too and i told her its super helpful. and she got overwhelmed and feeling sad. so i asked her why, her response was “it was just a long drive” and i told her that got nothing to do with this context. i don’t think we’re talking about the same thing? and she started telling me about the long trip she had and i was just trying to comfort her

8 Oct 2024

Dream

I ride a big ship but I don't remember where it will go. I'm with my mom and 2 other people. The start of our journey was smooth then there was this song that if played I'll be out of the room and will be position somewhere else. Night comes and I'm in my pajama, As I was going to get a water to drink I saw someone outside looking at me. Our room is like a villa, it's big. It has a living room, dinning area, 2 bed room but the front door and walls are all glass made. I didn't mind that person but until I finish drinking he was still there observing me. The door was secure so I ignore it and go back to my room. Morning came, my mom and the other two companions decided to go to the cafeteria area and I go to the entertainment area where they started to play the songs where there will be movement of our position to which song it will be played. When it was done, I laugh and I can't remember it anymore but I know we hit something big in the ocean. We arrived to our destination and it was a tiring but interesting adventure.

25 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream that everybody was being evacuated and we all had to go down to the local park and I just grabbed like a bag of clothes, I think Abbie had grabbed like a bag of clothes and my mum was with us and she had a few bits and we were walking down to the park and everybody was walking down and nobody really knew what was going on, when we got to the park there were these tables with food on like rolls and meat and stuff and some people were helping themselves on the way through, some people were just heading on through and we just headed on through and there were all these shipping containers but they'd been turned into like I don't know accommodation and they had windows and some of them were nicer than others and we walked through to try and find somewhere to go in, so we were walking through and a lot of them were full and we got right to the end and there was one that had two places in that you can stay and one of them had one and they were right next to each other so we said right we'll go in one and so me and Abbie went in one and then my mum went in the one next door so we thought we'd go inside and we said is there any room and these girls were there and they said yep there's two beds, one of them was a kind of like bottom bunk of a bunk bed and the other one was like just a bed on its own, so I went in the bottom bunk of the bunk bed and Abbie went in the bed on its own and we were there and we were talking and we said we didn't know what was going on and we were kind of looking out the windows and we could see all the other accommodation around us and then on the other side of the field there was like food trucks and stuff and I was like oh okay this is you know it's going to be proper food and stuff anyway and there was all this commotion and somebody started driving the container ships out and we were driving for ages and I was like oh right so we're not actually going to stay in Kings Park so we drove for a bit and we stopped somewhere with all these other containers and other places that people were staying and some of them were really lavish and nice, I mean ours was really basic it was literally just a couple of bunk kind of bed things and then a bed and other people had really nice big faces and I was like oh right okay this is interesting and we stopped for a bit and we were looking at all the people and all the stuff and I was like oh I probably should have bought some more stuff with us, we probably should have bought you know some stuff to do like I don't know some pens and paper, I should have bought my knitting and then we moved again and I was like what's going on and for some reason I got the feeling we were in Leicester, I don't know what gave me that indication and we stopped and we had an idea this was our final stop and when we got out of the kind of camp we were in it had like these little areas that had food, there was one that had clothes, there was one that had other bits and we got out and I was like oh there's pens and pencils and bits of paper because I really should have bought a book so I could have kept a diary or a note and I was like yeah that would have been a really good idea so we went out and I grabbed a load of paper and a load of pencils and brought them back in and then we were thinking oh maybe we should get some food and then we had a look out and there were these stalls that had clothes on and I thought oh I can do with getting a hat so I was trying these different hats on and then somebody else went to pick up some clothes and they said oh this is £40 and they said yeah and I was like oh we didn't bring any money and they said well if you can fix them then we'll give you some money for fixing them and then you can buy something so it was a bit confusing but I got the hat for free for some reason and then it was like I don't know there was a warning so we all went back in but it was a weather warning so it was like really horrible and rainy but I mean I'm not entirely sure why we were evacuated I don't think anybody really knew but it was like this little commune of people and nobody was really sure what was going on but it was interesting there were lots of different sized accommodation and people from different backgrounds in life but then I said to Abi I was like oh no granny because of course even though we'd all gone together she'd gone in a different container and I had no idea where she was I didn't know if she'd been brought with us or whether she'd gone off somewhere completely different because there just seemed to be these little settlements of people all over the place and people didn't really seem to be in any order so there was no real connection but it was really strange.

8 Sep 2024

Dream

Was with my family. A mom and two older brothers. We were driving amd there’s this gate with two girls guarding/advising visitors when passing through. When passing through there’s this forest wilderness you can either drive through or walk through. It was like a memory of the past where we all used to drive through as a family, going through rivers , hiking through mountain passes and at the end there’s this local forest community with a village at the end with some lovely people. There’s a time skip. it’s just my brothers and I. It isn’t clear but I think my mom isn’t with us anymore. We all meet up one last time , my older brother driving us near the gate entrance of that wildnerness path after the funeral service I think. I told them that it was good seeing them but I gotta move on and wanted to go back to the Forest village by myself. Saying goodbye at the gate where the two ladies were , I could tell my brothers were super worried and didn’t want me to venture out alone. While I started walking my middle brother ran after me and told me to watch out for beast eyes at night. They both started following me which was annoying and freaking me out to the point where I forgot my backpack. After bickering and traversing there , we got to the community and went inside the main kitchen building where a few people were. A brunette guy who is in his 30s , a dog , another Brazilian guy and one Asian guy. I felt reassured getting there and was banting with the guys there , preparing to live there. My brothers were there as well but I think they were going to go back to the gate with the ladies in the morning when it was safer in the day to the car.

7 Sep 2024

Dream

Dream I was in a school, alone, going through different classrooms trying to find a safe one, one had living squishmellow plushies. Like animals but they felt like pillows. I was hiding from a teacher and people who wouldn’t leave me alone because I was having an anxiety attack, they wanted me to stay and do something, i don’t know what but they made me scared more. I was in the safe classroom with the Squishmellows and i hugged a tiger one, I was just minding my own business with the tiger plushie and some other ones, and then I moved a bit and put an actual plushie that was not living on the other side of me so I was hidden even more, but as soon as I did that I saw someone coming, she was mysterious, she had glasses she was somewhat old but young at the same time in her 40s? She had a similar skin complexion as me, She started asking me questions and it made me scared, the question “who are you?” And “you aren’t supposed to be in this classroom.” I tried to reason with her and everything and it seemed like it worked? Then I saw the outline of the people who are looking for me outside of the classroom, the windows, and she instantly said “quickly this way” then I was lead into this glass room with a weird chalice bowl shaped cup, the bowl was in this weird silver square. She told me to pick it up and i did, but to be careful i grabbed all of it and not just the bowl, and to drink it, so I did, I drank the liquid it tasted sweet like tea, it was not cold, it was lukewarm, then I saw her, she was grabbing something, and she did it in a manner that scared me and made me stop drinking, she told me to keep drinking as she put in this strange silver liquid, I just got a small taste from it being mixed with the other liquid. It was sour, tasted like mercury, I didn’t really drink it, I didn’t drink any of it, but I lied, and then I saw through her and I told her how i could see that she wanted to harm me, that it was poison, she didn’t even try to hide the fact afterwards. She admits it. I don’t remember what happened after that I don’t remember what happened to her or where she went all I remember next is that the doors had become wide open now, and people my age had been leaving from it, now me outside of the classroom into the hall, I met some girl, she was nice, she was one of the students, in that classroom, she had no idea the teacher was evil, but she wanted to help me, she was truly trustable, then one of my friends, i caught a chance to see them and now us three began to find a solution to all of this, on our journey as we walked down to the hallway in a hurry, I stopped as thoughts began to erode my mind about what just happened, I thought, I really need to see someone, so i told them that i will be back and that i should see the nurse, and they understood that, one of them said they would go with me, but they both ended up walking with me, one of them got distracted by this weird man in a booth, he kept saying “ah I see you are on a journey, do you want to see how it ends? Would you like to see your future?” One of my friends took out a ticket and had the man tell them theirs, this was nerve wracking for me, this dude had weird vibes and I just wanted to go to the nurse so I don’t die from poisoning. But they wanted me to do it too real quick, so I did, i grabbed one of my lesser tickets, but wait it was ripped, I grabbed the pieces of it, it wasnt ripped badly and could be easily tapped together like a dollar bill, he did not like this i could tell he wanted a better ticket but i tried reasoning with him, which he seemed okay with but underneath not making it very clear, his motives about me trying to fix it and tape it back together, he became more aggressive, ripping the ticket more and more, saying it’s impossible to fix, that i should give him a better ticket, the special ones i have, as I’m here trying to fix the worsened ticket my friends are here trying to just get this over with and coax me into giving this man a overcharged ticket, because its taking so long, and now I’m anxious even more, sweating as I try to deal with this, now the strange man gets angry as I finally fix it and he was just like “why didn’t you just give me your good tickets?!” And then he ripped it up and flame eyes in him, I instantly got a magic vision like a magic ball or magic mirror showing me a vision of the future or present, it was a mangled face, that was supposed to be mine, it was all bloody with a bunch of ravens on top of it eating it, it was gross and looked like red fruit with a bunch of rips and bites in it where you can’t distinguish a face at all just bone and meat after the ravens disbursed and then it apparently got shown to everyone in the school at the same time, and they had been calling me by my dead name and then I woke up feeling humiliated and anxious.

18 Aug 2024

Dream

I went on a school trip by bus. Me and a friend were informed that there were two more people who have to come and that we could wait (we don't have to) or join already. We waited. Noone came. We then finally somehow joined the others on the bus. No matter how long or how fast we were driving, we always arrived at the same destination. We were stuck at the same place, unable to get away.

25 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream last night that we knew a meteor was going to hit the planet and extinguish life. There was a long period of more random things happening in response to this beforehand, but the most poignant bit was right before I woke up this morning and it had come down to it – impact was very close at hand and I was in a classroom like setting with about 20 to 30 other people and my boys. Many of the people there were Sikh and Hindu and Muslim and everyone was calmly hugging each other and wishing each other a good journey. I laid on the ground and held my boys and either arm and explained to them that it is going to be OK, we are going to see each other again very soon. This is the way it works. . I am your mother and we love each other so much. We will always love each other. Maybe last time you were my father maybe one time I was your friend. No matter what, we will see each other again, though we might look different. The boys seem to understand this without trouble or difficulty or upset. They smiled nodded and hugged me and we held each other as we felt the impact of the asteroid on the planet. Then we knew we had roughly 20 minutes for some reason and we just talked and prepared calmly, as did the rest of the people in the room. As I knew the shockwave was imminent , we hugged and cuddled and I woke up. Just as I was coming out of sleep, but still in a half-sleep state I heard in my head “dying is exactly thus- like what just happened. Dying is exactly like waking up from a dream.”

23 Jun 2024

Dream

So Hellvuna my spiritual guide/succubi wife has shown me three things that I am lacking with the three blue orbs on a volcano. And as they were floating each then turn there blue color into another color: the first one was yellow and it represents value, the second one represents living in balance and it was red, and the third in green represents love in one’s self. She told me that I am lacking it due to trauma but I am slowly being able to take one step at a time. She then told me she wants to test me on if I am ready for a journey in the next night because I am strong not weak