Cancer

29 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I lived in a real house in a town like Westchester, Pennsylvania. And I had just saw on social media that one of the people that I follow on Instagram, but not really friends with in real life, had just got released from the hospital, but they didn't have great news. It said that they had acute patriotic cancer. So I walked over about four houses down the block and knocked on the door and it happened that Ashley Clark and Jared had lived there. And I went up and I told them that they see the news that our mutual friend had got bad news and I'd like to pray for them. So we all stood up and started trying to pray. We grabbed hands and formed a circle and started praying. My little cousin was there and she couldn't keep a straight face, so she kept interrupting the prayer. So we ended up having her sit down and then we continued the prayer. And then we walked outside and Ashley started talking about needing help making her wedding favors. And then she told us that she needed them done by a certain time because she reserved the restaurant that allowed us to do that for a certain amount of time.

5 Sep 2024

Dream

My dream was about me auditioning for a small part in a live tv show. I was getting ready for the part and then I realized some of my scalp was showing so I tried to hide it with the rest of my hair, it worked for the most part. You see I have a hair disease and no one knows where it came from, my doctors are still trying to figure it out. So I was just about to head out when I heard yelling, both of the actors who play the main characters were yelling at each other, you see they were dating in real life and on tv, but it looked like they were going to break up. The girl named Bridget but in the show is named gale, ran out and told one of the stage helpers to let the produce know she’s not coming back. I sort of opened the door and walked by the boy, his name is Tyler but in the show he’s Bryan, I walked a little fast and he looked at me strange. I went out on stage and saw the guy whisper in the producers ear about “gale” gone, he was really angry and freaking out. Then he noticed me and asked why I was there and I said for the auditions and that I wanted to be one of the extras in the show, then he noticed my hair which everyone always does and asked one of the makeup artists to put a wig on me so he could see me better, he put a black wig on when I’m a brunette. I asked him why but he didn’t answer, he gave me a scoot and told me to try it out, it went well. The producer was thinking and whispering to the other judges, he smiled and said I was going to be the new “gale” which I freaked out because that’s a main role and I’m not so great at being in front of the tv all of the time. I told him that and he said that I wasn’t going to be gale cause I didn’t look anything like her but that I was going to become Bryan’s new friend/girlfriend instead and that we were going to let Tyler know now. They took my wig off and he was shocked and didn’t like the plan at all, he didn’t like how I looked at all and that he didn’t even know me at all either. The producer gave us a week to get to know each other more and Tyler still didn’t like the idea and he went with it. A couple days later he told me that he might know a way to fix my hair but wasn’t sure if it would work and if he was allowed to use it. Turns out his father has this cream that he uses to make sure his hair doesn’t fall out since he’s getting old. He brought me to his house and introduced me to his mom and she was astounded that he brought a girl home, turns out he never brought Bridget to his house before, right away she thought that I was his girlfriend. I hid behind him cause I got really shy and embarrassed when she said that, Tyler explained to her what the situation was and asked where his dad was. His mother told him he’s in his den like always, turns out his father was a scientist and loved to make things that weren’t invented yet. We went down there and I asked Tyler if it was ok to be in his den, he said hopefully he doesn’t get mad about it. I saw him and his things I was shocked they were so cool, Tyler asked his dad about the cream while I hid behind him again then he told me to show him my predicament and then let us try and use it, Tyler’s father let us know that it should work in a couple hours. Tyler and I just hung out around the house talking and I was fidgeting the whole time cause I was shy and his house was really big. After a couple hours I was told to go wash my hair and see if it worked. It truly did work and I was so excited I accidentally hugged Tyler and his father which made me blush completely, the mother was freaking out excited because I hugged Tyler and she whispered in Tyler’s dads ear and then Tyler’s ear. Tyler started to blush and said that he didn’t know me very much yet, I grabbed his arm and asked him what they were talking about but he said to mind my own business so I let go and went to look in the mirror again. The next couple days before the first show I was going to be in I was having panic attacks and my mom was worried about me so she said maybe I shouldn’t do it but I had already said yes and I need to try and get out of my shell. I went to Tyler’s house everyday and we talked a lot and told each other things about ourselves which helped each other laugh. Behind us was Tyler’s parents just smiling and hoping we would get together because turns out Tyler hasn’t been this way in a long time, Tyler’s parents told me that and I then kind of hoped he would ask me out. We did our first show I kind of messed up a little bit where I stopped to think about my next line but managed to get through the whole show. Tyler lifted me up and said that I was great and he said he was surprised that I did good on the first day. The producer came over and said he was happy and asked if I could do it now for the rest of the show and I said yes. When we went back to our makeup rooms Tyler and I were giggling then he stopped for some reason, he hugged me really tight and it was surprising because it was usually me who hugged him first. He offered to take me back to his place again because I guess it was a fancy dinner night. After food he showed something I hadn’t seen yet and it was on a balcony which I’m not good with heights so I was kind of scared, he asked me to take his hand and then showed me the coolest thing ever which I was like crying. I turned around to say thank you and he then asked me if I’d be his girlfriend which then my mouth was like to the ground shocked because I thought he was just getting to know me cause the producer told him too cause at first he didn’t like me at all. I said sure that would be nice and then he kissed me.

2 Sep 2024

Dream

My girlfriend and I were having a big argument and i was saying some really mean and hurtful things. Then she just busted out in tears sobbing and says that she just really wants the little bit of time we have left to be spent loving each other instead of fighting. So i was like what the fuck do you mean littleb bit of time we have left are you gonna leave me or what? Shes still very emotional and says shes sorry she didn't know how to tell me after my mother died but she has cancer and only has a couple months left to live. Then i woke up to myself crying and having a panic attack

22 Aug 2024

Dream

Me and 3 other people were in a facility that we were trying to escape and it was mostly red and white, then we got Deadpool powers but everyone had their own perk, I had powers but I didn't have deadpools cancer cells because I'm a cancer sign and someone else had the perk to control our dreams.

15 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream about work last night. I had a dream that me and my manager, who is the director of specialist care, were having meetings with people. I turned up to this building and it was like a school. And the director was already in there and she was chatting to staff and she handed me a load of printed paper, which I believe were meetings from the last time she spoke to them. And she was just doing recap meetings. And she had a computer on so I was taking notes from what I could hear. And I don't know if I ran out of paper but I started writing the notes down my leg. And then these people came in and the people she was having meetings with on the computer were actually there. So she was kind of chatting to them. And then there were some people that were quite upset. So she took them off and was chatting to them. And I was kind of sat in this room just kind of trying to tidy up my notes. And then it got to a stage where I thought I probably need to leave. It's getting quite late. It's quite far away from home. So I went to this other room and this woman that she was talking to was upset. And my boss, Kate, was kind of trying to make her feel better. She hit up and I kind of got in with that. I was trying to say positive things, cheer her up. And it turns out this lady had had cancer. And she felt like life was hopeless. And we were trying to tell her that she should come through the other side. And actually she's been given a second chance. She started to feel a little bit better. And then these people came in. And one person was so tall, they literally had to bend over to be in the room. They were probably like, I don't know, three times the height of a normal person. They were trying to get stuff out of the fridge. And this lady that had cancer, she said, oh, let's go in the other room. And she took me in the other room and she was laughing. And she goes, oh, at least I'm not that tall. Anyway, we were chatting and then other people I work with come in. And Kate was off at the front talking to somebody and passed her out and was like, ah, she knows everybody. And I said, yeah, I think it's amazing how she knows everybody's name. And she went, oh, yeah, but some people will be easy like that guy. And my boss was talking to, I think he's like an Indian guy at the front of the class. She goes, that's Bakery. Everybody knows the dollies. Everybody knows that. And I was like, that's not a very nice thing to say. And I ended up chatting to her and saying, oh, I didn't know everybody's name in the office when I started working there. And that was our office. And I didn't know anybody. And she knows everybody's name. I think it's brilliant. And I was trying to walk through the classrooms to try and find this lady with cancer. And there were just people everywhere just sat there. And then Kate came through and she said, oh, we can go. We can go and get something to eat soon. She said there's a good place up the road that does free refills on drinks. And everybody else started to go because they had to catch a plane back to where they were going and we were right there. Catholic Airport. That was it.

12 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream I was going to Wisconsin and there was a boy a little bit older than me and we were going on the same flight so we started talking then when we got to Wisconsin he gave me his number and we just hit it off and we became really good friends and we hung out a lot because I was going to be in Wisconsin for 2 weeks but on the last week I found out I have cancer and won’t make it so I tell my family and everybody flys out to Wisconsin to see me and while my other bff is there she was like “ your gonna die with no first kiss” and I was like maybe not because I thought Oliver the boy liked me so I went to my bathroom and brushed and scrubbed my teeth then I swallowed some mouthwash and went into his hotel room and was like “ wake up I need to talk to you about some serious” so he got up and was on his bed kneeling and I was like “ you’ve been my bff and I’m so glad that you trusted a airport stranger” and I hugged him then he kissed my forehead and I went back to my hotel room and was so happy then after that I would like joke around and touch his hair, arm and then came the day that I had to say goodbye and I was with him all day saying “ I’m gonna miss you” and “ I’m gonna watch over you” while he was crying so we got to the airport then I woke up

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamed that I went to the hospital to see if I was sick before I went on a trip. To my surprise the doctor checked my lymph nodes and saw they were hugely inflamed. She seemed extra concerned. Then my tongue started falling out in pieces. She asked me to show her my tongue which was abnormal looking. Then the doctor explained to me that deep inside my lung was something known as a “Goin”. A cancerous wound that leaks infection into my lymph nodes. The only way for to have a chance was to have an expensive surgery. Just then the rest of my tongue falls out. The doctor continues to explain that even if the surgery won’t save me it will save others. Then as I am waiting on my surgery people from my school begin to tell me that this is the results of me turning my back on God and I had been visited by a banshee informing me of my impending death and eternity spent in hell. I threatened to push them down the stairs and kill them since I was going to hell soon anyways.

2 Jul 2024

Dream

My boyfriend and I had a threesome with a cancer patient. Our feelings towards the situation were normal

30 Jun 2024

Dream

I dreamt that my father had cancer and it was final, there was nothing he could do and I was devastated, I thought of all the time I took him for granted. People around me were very supportive. I was single again at a certain point, with a dying father, and I was very sad but felt like I could make it. Then I discovered I had cancer too.

25 Jun 2024

Dream

I dreamed about that I was 5 and in the hospital with cancer and same with a 1 year old cousin.

17 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream I Was a witch in the coven American horror stories and I also had sisters that are on a different show I watched and one of the sisters had cancer and my sisters dared me to speak to my crush and seduce him it was originally my crush Andrew but he changed later but I was at this really old school I never been to in real life but my teacher wasn’t there nor was most of my class so I had to sit in someone else’s class room but it was very early like 6 in the morning but by the time got up to go talk to Andrew I got dismissed from class which was at 7 am and still dark I looked at the time and it was 4 pm and it started getting light outside so I go outside and call my uncle to pick me but he said he had to get ready so I just sat by these boys and one of them was apparently my “crush?” He had dark skin and dreads he was Kai cents but his name was something else and I accidentally sat on this abandoned dirty couch but after being told it was abandoned I got up and got on the bus to go to my grandmas neighborhood

1 Jun 2024

Dream

I dreamt that my dad announced to me that he had cancer,and that now he has no job,we were hanging out with our family,with my mom's cousin and all and then he didn't tell them,but he was fine i mean he was smiling and everything even though he had cancer,and everytime he would say that i would just breakdown and cry