Clothes

1 Oct 2024

Dream

My friends and I are walking through my hometown before we go to a school banquet and dance. We stumble upon Hugh Jackman and get starstruck. We then stumble on a kids camp and play music for them while they do crafts. Then we go home and I’m getting ready to go, but none of the clothes that I try on fit me or look good. My friends are encouraging, but nothing looks good on me.

25 Sep 2024

Dream

I dont remember how it started but i was with friends (people i dont know in real life) and we went clubbing or partying or something and i ripped my clothes and broke my heel or something so i received the ugliest clothes ever from someone, it was overall very funny. then i parted ways with people and took the train with a guy i had met there, apparently he was friends with my friends. we had deep talks and then we got out of the train and he was talking about his outfit (it looked more like gym attire if anything) and how other guys who dress like that think its so sexy and he thinks its just regular clothes and then i stood up and he saw my highly questionable outfit and had a laugh. then we walked over some train rails (thats not something people do here but in my dream that was so normal) and then i woke up. i had so much fun in that dream i want to go back

24 Sep 2024

Dream

I was talking about something with my boyfriend, then I was walking downstairs in a place that looks like the place where my parents live, I was wearing the same clothes that I wore yesterday to teach my class, a green blouse, black pants and black shoes, two of my students called me and say that I was beautiful.

23 Sep 2024

Dream

I dreamed I was getting ready to go somewhere with some friends, but then I looked down and I was totally naked and no one seemed to notice and I told them I was going to run back to the room or wherever I was and change my clothes, but I was going to actually put on some clothes. I figured I would meet back up with them, but it was a crowded city, and I wasn’t even sure where I was going or the address of the place where we had all met up. at some point, I was even trying to buy underwear from someone and then they took off and were going to get them for me, but I was in too much of a hurry. I was in New York City and I was wandering lost, trying to find the place we had originally met up. I was so afraid I would never catch up with my friends. I felt ugly and ashamed of my body, and at one point I did have a dress in my hand, but it was a dress that looked much too young and too snug for me.

23 Sep 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was at a sprawling Indian market. I bought foodstuffs, incense, jewellery and clothing. It was exotic and wonderful.

22 Sep 2024

Dream

I was in a field with all my classmates but i was mainly hanging out with my friends, when suddenly it started raining so everyone runs to the mall. I lose the 2 friends I was with (Charles and Kenan). I shortly find Charles but when I call kenan he said he ran home. I should also mention that I was one of the first people to arrive at the mall. I decide to go to a store to look for some new clothes (which I do irl). I'm not sure if the only worker in there was walking to me, but I started walking in a way where she wouldn't start talking to me(what I usually do irl), my goal was also to find the men's section of the store, so I follow Charles to the weird looking men's section that I'm not sure is a men's section. He dissapears into the chaninging room for some reason and the worker is walking towards me. Me trying to be more extroverted (just like irl) I ask her "is this the men's section?", she says "yes" but in a way her sentence didn't seem like she said yes but it sounded longer and more kind. So in the men's section are just blushes of whales in different colours. I say "oh well there isn't much here to pick" and I start walking out the store, Charles is already walking out Infront of me. The worker follows me and says something along the lines of "yeah, our men's section isint the best" but the weird thing is, that it felt like she didn't say anything, but it did feel like she was keeping up the conversation pretty well. I asked her are the whale plushes polyester, still while walking out. She says "plushes can only be polyester". I thought to myself "I am definitely not buying it then". I'm at the door and she says "yeah, such a big store and I'm gonna be all alone again". She was saying that if I left she would have noone to talk to. I thought to myself "well if only u had a better men's section". I tell her an awkward "yeah... goodbye" and she gives me a confident and warm "see you later" and smiles as I leave. I walk around some more and I see a green shirt I like to buy in a store with no door, the store was designed a way where customers could walk in and walk out easily. I look at a shirt and think to myself if I need to put that shirt on to test it. I tell myself "nah I'll do it later". Suddenly I see an announcement come up and it was telling everyone that there were students coming here to wait for their bus for Debs (Irish version of prom) and that they had to gather all of my classmates to a store called Dealz. So Charles goes into Dealz, but I stick around for some time. Then I see one of the prom people go up to a glass window and make a funny face, smiging the window with his spit. Then like a minute later I decide to be my confident self and see how the shirt looks on me by putting it against my chest. it was alright. I should also mention that just like in real life I was checking out that stores security, wondering if they get things stolen often and how they could be a more secure stores from shoplifters, this stems back to my childhood trauma. But when I realize they might force me to go into that Dealz, I decide to run out not suspiciously of the mall and go home. I successfully run out, but I get shivers when running next to the Dealz because I don't wanna get caught. There was a window in the front of the Dealz near the exit and a window in the back of the Dealz which people could see me through. Then the dream ended.

20 Sep 2024

Dream

We went skinny dipping then this dude showed up and watched brendon, Jessie and I skinny dipping. Jessie was a little worried so brendon gave her her clothes. Then gave me my clothes. I went to the airport but forgot my wallet so was going to pay by transfer. Everyone but me were drinking at home. They all passed out but me from alcohol.

20 Sep 2024

Dream

I was living in an urban environment and my sister was around. We weren't getting along, as usual. Light and glass. Something about ghosts and haunting. Then I was moving to Oakland. I was Facetiming a younger acquaintance to talk about college - I wanted to send her a video that came across my feed on local institutions & their easy apply setup, but I was afraid to be overbearing. Then I was wandering in an apartment building I lived in. I was pretending to be possessed/acting like a crazy person. I noticed some people in the hall, and got excited about scaring them till I saw they had a double seated stroller - this meant I could be scaring kids, which was not ideal. I tried to make my way back into my unit without being seen. I was unsuccessful and felt so embarrassed. Then I was traveling through what felt like Alaska. I was with a group. The men present I didn't care for -they were macho jock types. We had a guide present to explain how theses landscapes had formed. I started wondering about conspiracies related to cataclysmic pole shift. A woman I considered my sister was present on this trip. We were walking by an abandoned railway. I decided to take her picture. She leapt into the air, her left breast accidentally flashing me in the process. Now I'm in San Francisco, grabbing some Chinese food with friends. It's crazy good, I feel like a little pig binging. We walk to a clothing store after the meal. One of the girls in our group is visiting from the Philippines. She tries on a dress - I tell her she has to get it, it's so pretty on her. It is - her waist is tiny. I'm her height but I feel massive in comparison since my waistline is nonexistent.

6 Sep 2024

Dream

I was at my Ex’s old school talking to a guy we both disliked about how she used to date me and how much of a pushover she was to me. The there was a different theme of me talking clothes back to a room. And before that, I was in a store when they said my mom was dating my uncle??

5 Sep 2024

Dream

My dream was about me auditioning for a small part in a live tv show. I was getting ready for the part and then I realized some of my scalp was showing so I tried to hide it with the rest of my hair, it worked for the most part. You see I have a hair disease and no one knows where it came from, my doctors are still trying to figure it out. So I was just about to head out when I heard yelling, both of the actors who play the main characters were yelling at each other, you see they were dating in real life and on tv, but it looked like they were going to break up. The girl named Bridget but in the show is named gale, ran out and told one of the stage helpers to let the produce know she’s not coming back. I sort of opened the door and walked by the boy, his name is Tyler but in the show he’s Bryan, I walked a little fast and he looked at me strange. I went out on stage and saw the guy whisper in the producers ear about “gale” gone, he was really angry and freaking out. Then he noticed me and asked why I was there and I said for the auditions and that I wanted to be one of the extras in the show, then he noticed my hair which everyone always does and asked one of the makeup artists to put a wig on me so he could see me better, he put a black wig on when I’m a brunette. I asked him why but he didn’t answer, he gave me a scoot and told me to try it out, it went well. The producer was thinking and whispering to the other judges, he smiled and said I was going to be the new “gale” which I freaked out because that’s a main role and I’m not so great at being in front of the tv all of the time. I told him that and he said that I wasn’t going to be gale cause I didn’t look anything like her but that I was going to become Bryan’s new friend/girlfriend instead and that we were going to let Tyler know now. They took my wig off and he was shocked and didn’t like the plan at all, he didn’t like how I looked at all and that he didn’t even know me at all either. The producer gave us a week to get to know each other more and Tyler still didn’t like the idea and he went with it. A couple days later he told me that he might know a way to fix my hair but wasn’t sure if it would work and if he was allowed to use it. Turns out his father has this cream that he uses to make sure his hair doesn’t fall out since he’s getting old. He brought me to his house and introduced me to his mom and she was astounded that he brought a girl home, turns out he never brought Bridget to his house before, right away she thought that I was his girlfriend. I hid behind him cause I got really shy and embarrassed when she said that, Tyler explained to her what the situation was and asked where his dad was. His mother told him he’s in his den like always, turns out his father was a scientist and loved to make things that weren’t invented yet. We went down there and I asked Tyler if it was ok to be in his den, he said hopefully he doesn’t get mad about it. I saw him and his things I was shocked they were so cool, Tyler asked his dad about the cream while I hid behind him again then he told me to show him my predicament and then let us try and use it, Tyler’s father let us know that it should work in a couple hours. Tyler and I just hung out around the house talking and I was fidgeting the whole time cause I was shy and his house was really big. After a couple hours I was told to go wash my hair and see if it worked. It truly did work and I was so excited I accidentally hugged Tyler and his father which made me blush completely, the mother was freaking out excited because I hugged Tyler and she whispered in Tyler’s dads ear and then Tyler’s ear. Tyler started to blush and said that he didn’t know me very much yet, I grabbed his arm and asked him what they were talking about but he said to mind my own business so I let go and went to look in the mirror again. The next couple days before the first show I was going to be in I was having panic attacks and my mom was worried about me so she said maybe I shouldn’t do it but I had already said yes and I need to try and get out of my shell. I went to Tyler’s house everyday and we talked a lot and told each other things about ourselves which helped each other laugh. Behind us was Tyler’s parents just smiling and hoping we would get together because turns out Tyler hasn’t been this way in a long time, Tyler’s parents told me that and I then kind of hoped he would ask me out. We did our first show I kind of messed up a little bit where I stopped to think about my next line but managed to get through the whole show. Tyler lifted me up and said that I was great and he said he was surprised that I did good on the first day. The producer came over and said he was happy and asked if I could do it now for the rest of the show and I said yes. When we went back to our makeup rooms Tyler and I were giggling then he stopped for some reason, he hugged me really tight and it was surprising because it was usually me who hugged him first. He offered to take me back to his place again because I guess it was a fancy dinner night. After food he showed something I hadn’t seen yet and it was on a balcony which I’m not good with heights so I was kind of scared, he asked me to take his hand and then showed me the coolest thing ever which I was like crying. I turned around to say thank you and he then asked me if I’d be his girlfriend which then my mouth was like to the ground shocked because I thought he was just getting to know me cause the producer told him too cause at first he didn’t like me at all. I said sure that would be nice and then he kissed me.

5 Sep 2024

Dream

The female missionaries from my church, sister Giolas and sister cook, were going to go to a Catholic Church to get to know it so they could learn about it and get to know it better in order to be able to convince people who were originally Catholic to join the LDS church. They both know I grew up in the Catholic Church so they went to me to ask what they should wear, so we all went shopping and found clothes that could be worn at a Catholic Church.

3 Sep 2024

Dream

Finally found the keys to drive to class. A late for class dream back with friends. Going to classes I hadn't been to in weeks. Fun vocabulary games with physics teacher. Thinking I can play catch up. Jokes with choir friends. Singing in library funny lines. Not getting caught. Someone else forgetting what to sing next. Changing in the physics room a bunch of clothes with me. Not knowing what to put in. Physics teacher coming in and grabbing keys and not noticing, he had to leave quickly.