Baggage

13 Oct 2024

Dream

In my dream there was a toilet, but like an old-fashioned toilet, almost just like a bucket. It had a funnel and I put some food down in there. I'm not sure why, and the food was blocking the funnel like nuts and seeds. Um yeah and then we were like at a rave, some kind of rave, at a party, a group of us. I think we were going to put our stuff down in this hotel room first. But then, we went off to rave to this party but then one of the guys went off somewhere else. And I ended up carrying all his bags. Um like really heavy bags I had to carry. And I'd load myself up first with all these bags and then somebody else would help me. But there was only like a little bit left for them to carry because I'd already got it all. And I was like okay I'm going with these really heavy bags instead of sharing the load equally. Um and then... And then we got back to this hotel room but we didn't have it to ourselves so it was like a shared hotel room. And we didn't know the other people that were sharing it with them so I was just introducing myself saying hello. And the hotel room was really posh, really really beautiful. And there were lots of different beds and lots of different rooms. But to get to the kitchen you had to go through this other woman's or this other family's room. But they said they didn't mind. And I'd been like eating or chewing this clary sage stuff apparently. But it went really fluffy in my mouth and after I'd finished chewing it I wanted to put it somewhere. So I was trying to put this really white fluffy stuff, get it out of my mouth and put it in a bin and look for a bin but I couldn't find a bin in this hotel room and it was all really posh and new so again I ended up putting this stuff, this rubbish in the wrong place that wasn't the bin. Yeah and then I was like sleeping next to a man, I didn't know him but it was in the dark and we started, started like, our feet were just kind of touching each other and then like it started tickling, we started tickling each other's feet really softly and gently. Then I was staying in a castle somewhere, it was old fashioned, it was back in the old days, I'm not sure if it was a part of the rave thing or not, but I was staying in this castle and then all these baddies, like army men, soldier men, started to like storm the place and all of us who were there were really scared and were trying to escape and I also had either my little girl there or my son who I was trying to protect, so we were hiding behind these things, hiding behind like a shutter or something, but then I decided to try and escape and so we just, I grabbed my doors and I just ran past all the scary men and down the steps and we did manage to escape and get out, they didn't do anything. And then I was driving a car somewhere, trying to get somewhere, but the brakes weren't working. The foot brake or the hand brake, or they were, but it was really slow and difficult and I was getting really frustrated. I couldn't find where I wanted to go for a start. I kept going the wrong way or being in the wrong place, feeling lost. And, yeah, then when I was wanting to stop, the brakes wouldn't work. They took ages. The car slides into a stop and then the wheel, the steering wheel started to break and fall off in my hands as well. And I realised that this car was no good to me anymore. It was too old and too broken.

3 Aug 2024

Dream

Apocalyptic scenario. I was trying to find my way when a group pulled up. I put my hands up and said "you can do anything to me, just don't hurt me". They ended up putting me in the back of their pick up tied up. I got put into their camp but I realized this area wasn't far from my mom's place. I asked if I can go, but they said "as long as one of us comes with so we know you won't betray us". So me, a mid-twenties boy, an older man, and a woman go towards where I think my mom's house would be, by foot. They have weapons, such as butcher knives and crow bars, but I do not. I was told to stay in the middle until we got through the main part of the city. There were scrap weapons along the sides of the path, and I was looking at them. Of course the people made sure I wasn't in reach of grabbing any, though I really wanted to, but knew I was outnumbered. Finally getting to the center of the city, which is indoors, they let me lead them. I was walking a steady pace, following the path I think lead to my mom's house. Eventually we were outside again, and I saw that everything has changed. There were mutant animals, such as bloated cows, dogs, and pigs. People were riding horses everywhere and carrying shotguns, though I am allergic, I had to keepy cool. They let me play with what I thought was a puppy, but I was unsure due to the modifications that was done to the poor thing. Also there were extremely pretty abandoned mansions, that didn't seem abandoned. One had a very clean wrap around porch with a range of colorful flowers and vines, and a little creek running along side of one of the porch sides. A few others were a long there, but that one definitely caught my eye. Eventually we reached what looked to be an actual city, with tall glass window buildings and roads and sidewalks, as what was before was just dirt paths and abandoned buildings. I didn't know the way from here so I just used GPS. We were joking about how the wifi is slow on this side of town, even though I know they were trying to be serious about the ordeal in total. Eventually I lead them west then north. This lead us into a hallway with velvet carpet, fancy bathrooms, and such. I excused myself to the bathroom, and conveniently found a machete and a hunting knife in my stall, which I took. I tried to hide them at first but then realized it wasn't needed. They were wary of it, but didn't seem hostile of that fact. I made sure that they didn't jump me from behind, as they were still following me. We passed what looked to be a classroom on the left side of the hallway as we turned north. I knew in my mind that if I did not keep my focus, that the classroom would suck you in. At this point, the woman was in front of me and the two men were behind me. She passed the classroom without breaking concentration but the two men were sucked in, like they saw something they really wanted, or were under mind control. As soon as I passed the classroom, there was a loud boom, and the classroom exploded and disappeared out of reality. The woman asked if that was normal and I said "yes" and smiled. It wasn't apart of my plan but it definitely was good for my situation. She sighed and kept walking. We eventually got outside again to a fenced off area, which on the other side was a few hundred shipping containers and dirt hills, with what I thought was abandoned construction vehicles, until they started moving. She was in front of me, seemingly knowing where my mom's house was, even though I never told her. But as I was following her, she had the same determined stride, but she turned into one of my friends from school irl. I mean, they weren't really a friend, but they came to visit often when they needed somewhere to stay for a bit. Anyway, once we got to where my mom's house would be, there was instead a very long mass of flesh, that stood extremely tall. The woman god swallowed up immediately, but I stabbed it in rage. It opened up into a maw, or I guess a tunnel, where I had to fight 3 flesh 'bosses', in order to get more inside of it. I was filled with rage, and even if they were hard to beat, I was determined. Then, the whole back part of which I thought was already the back part opened up, it revealed a very clean office area. This had very confusing clues and puzzles to solve. There were dolls hanging from ropes and windows and math flash cards that were out of order. I was about to give up and start crying when a man's voice came on from somewhere, I guessed the old static TV. He said that I was obviously brave, strong, and determined, and he was bored of running the city like this, so he's handing the 'key' over to me. I was surprised, and didn't know what to do with this information exactly. But eventually there was a time cut in the dream and I was back with my boyfriend, and the world seemed greener. We were trying to figure out which mansion we wanted to set up shop in to be the mayor of the city. I really wanted the white terraced house, but he wanted the house that previously stood where the gaping flesh maw was, which turned into a modern skyscraper. I told him that was too much space but he kept insisting. We toured the other mansions and found that two over from the one I wanted, there was a brick house that was on a river that overviewed ValleyFair, which I used to live near. He said that it'll work since it's the middle ground. We went swimming in a pool but there were flesh eating fish in there. I almost drowned but thankfully I made it to the stairs and got them off of me. I forgot about the mutant animals that roamed around, and guessing that the fish were apart of that too. And then I woke up.

17 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that me and my family was picking up stuff from the airport. All the stuff we sent home after moving from Dubai to Denmark. All the stuff was badly packed and items where spilling out the boxes and baggage. Some friends from USA were also there and they arrived in a private airplane that we also drove around in

13 Jun 2024

Dream

The first dream I remembered, I was at an airport going through security and getting my bags checked. After putting all my things in the tray, I realized that the security guard misplaced a couple of my items and didn't know where they were. I was a little annoyed and disappointed and ended up finding out that a girl accidentally took my sunglasses. So I went up to the group of girls who took my glasses to try to get them back and they wouldn't give it back to me. which again I felt annoyed about but then the dream changed to me having the sensation of being followed through a couple scenarios that I don't remember but I do remember having the sensation of being followed.

27 Jan 2024

Dream

Dream I'm standing in line to order some food. It's a new place I've never been before. They serve these kind of strange pastries some are sweet, some are savory. Honestly they look like you'd be eating a hamster, but I don't want to be rude and feel obligated to try one. There are four things on the menu. I'm trying to decide which one. I ask the attendant for what he recommends, and he barks something in a foreign language I don't understand, clearly annoyed by now. So I nod and say " ok that one" he goes to give me my pastry but as he goes to slam it down on the bar- Suddenly I'm in a large grass field. There's a wooden table or stall and instead of a pastry a suit of armor comes slamming down. It's authentic, mostly rugged leather woven together with pieces of shiny metal. 'What? ' I say. 'what the hell am I supposed to do with this? How does this help me get home?" Suddenly I'm back in an airport. I'm late for a flight, I'm traveling with a friend (he looks like Wendall Pierce's character Greer from Jack Ryan) "hey" he points out an off the beaten path baggage check. There's only one person in line. "good call" I say and check my luggage (a small rollaway carryon suitcase) And we continue on towards our flight.

2 Nov 2023

Dream

I dreamed I was in some sort of Crazy airport or something. I’m pretty sure i was traveling because i had baggage with me. The airport was Big, there was everything. Like even a Big garden almost like a labyrint out of hedges. Out of nowhere an alarm started and we had Security people there and soldiers. We Got attacked by some sort of terrorists with a bomb. They began to kill people by shooting Them and told Them to do as they Said and stand in a Line. I didnt wanted to get captures so i runned from my life when i had a change and into the garden. The hedge was low so i laid Down on the Stones tried to hide behind the hedge.. but it wasn’t big enough to hide me even when i was laying Down. A soldier/terrorist found me and he pointed a gun to my head. He was Young and looked straight to my face. I was scared and cried and Said Pleas dont shot me, Pleas. I was begging him to spare my life. But he was cold in his eyes and shot me in my face. He didnt spare my life since i runned away and didnt do what they Said. I falled to the Ground with blood going out of me. I remember laying there in a wierd position on the hedge out of green leaves anymore. It was like it Got autumn and i felt the warm leaving my body and felt i was dying slowly. My life/memories passed in front of my eyes. And i died. It was almost like after i was like a spirit looking Down at my body while everything around me was caos. I never tried to die while sleeping. I always wake up before i die normally. But this time i died.

22 Oct 2023

Dream

My dream wasn’t a flowing story line. It was different scenes. But for two nights in a row I had this dream. I was staying in a house with three other younger women. There was a separate covered patio structure painted yellow and white, in the back yard. The patio was filled with junk and a screen curtain was surrounding everything under the patio. Somehow three coffins appeared. The coffins were white with blue trim, almost like they were home made coffins and painted by hand. We placed the coffins up on the ceiling to get them out of the way , ( I have my bikes and kayaks hanging up in the garage where I live- is this why possibly that I would put something on the ceiling in a dream?) . The bottom of the coffins were bolted to the ceiling. And the coffin lids were not coming open exposing any dead body inside, which I was glad. But then in the next scene, I noticed two bolts broke loose at one end of one of the coffins but was still attached at the other end hanging from the ceiling. Then later the other two bolts ( 4 total) must have let loose and I saw that the coffin was laying on top of the pile of junk. Later the other two coffins were laying on top of all the junk so I assumed they all fell. The coffins were still closed, but I remember distinctly thinking I better do some thing before the bodies start falling out. The coffins don’t belong here. Then I told one of the girls as I was leaving be careful, don’t let the dogs go out there because the coffins fell. I asked her if we could exchange phone numbers because of this communal issue in our back yard and she declined to give me her contact info. The context of what I’m going through in real life, of which is causing me concern in real life , is that I’m confused and wondering if I’m seeing red flags in a new relationship budding over the phone with a man I met on line a few weeks ago. I’m wondering if the “ coffin” image is baggage I’m worried about and I need to get rid of or are these two dreams about coffins warning signs that danger could be in front of me ( as in “death” or danger”) if I choose this relationship. I find fault in just about everybody so I could be operating with fault finding to protect myself. I certainly don’t want to push a good man away because of this. Or would these dreams indicate that I am truly seeing legitimate red flags that are indications that this is not a safe relationship? This Dream is the same as my first one only in more detail. Thank you so much.