Backpack

2 Sep 2024

Dream

I was on a boat and we were just driving around and then we came ashore and they said they put the cray pot out so we had to go get it and I was thinking how'd they put the cray pot out when we were on the boat so I got off the boat and went with these people to this paddock and then we were about to leave and two cars came and getting chased by the cops and then everyone surrounded the cops so the cops left and they put cars down the entrance and barricaded ourselves in and I realized I was in a place I was not meant to be and I wanted to leave but then my mate showed up and got me to look after his kids so me and his kids were playing and I still wanted to leave and this dude showed up the owner of the paddock and he wanted me to prove myself so I said I'll do press-ups with the backpack on my back making it heavy and more resistant so I started doing press-ups and it got harder and harder after a little while and he kept telling me to do more and I couldn't do more so I stood up and they were accepting of it

31 Aug 2024

Dream

It was thanksgiving. For some reason, I had to bring my cats to a parade. They were uncomfortable and scared, which made me upset. One of my sisters kept touching me despite me telling her not to. Later, at dinner, I wasn’t very hungry and more concerned with my cats who were in another room. My mom kept flicking between tv channels and I finally snapped and told her to pick one. I left the gathering and began emptying my backpack of candy and other things I had brought. Everyone asked what my problem was-my mom in particular said I had a bad attitude. I replied if this was the way things would be at family gatherings, next time I’d stay home. Again, the family admonished me for having a bad attitude.

27 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt I had a sister and that we shared a house. She started dating a man who was very handsome, very grown-up and very serious. I didn't quite like him, he seemed to be quite bossy with her to me, but I was happy that she was happy. Then I met his younger brother, who was not quite as handsome, but was very relaxed, fun and playful. We fell very much in love and had a really fun time together. All four of us lived together at our house. The older brother became too controlling, he began to get very stressed, he was always red-faced and was sweating with frustration. He told my sister that they were breaking up because he was disappointed by her. Apparently she wasn't doing things his way, and not doing enough things for him. He had only been with her to use her for some gain to do with money or technology. He said they were leaving, meaning himself and his brother. I was heartbroken, but couldn't speak to the younger brother at that moment because the older brother was ranting and out of control. So I sent the younger brother a text message saying "You don't have to leave!" with happy-face and heart emojis. I waited across the room for him to get the message and look up at me, and when he did I smiled and then pulled a joking-pout face, because our relationship had been so playful. He smiled back and I was happy. But then all of a sudden he completely changed, and started packing up his computer and bag, saying he was only using me for some sort of gain too, like his brother had to my sister. He was disappointed in me too, not angry or upset at all, instead completely dismissive as he threw his backpack over his shoulder and walked out.

7 Aug 2024

Dream

I was in a big room full of people. It looks like a gathering. The principal of my school was there. In my backpack I had a big piece of fresh delicious bread. I decided to donate the bread to the gathering and a nun took it. I also decided to donate $10 and I keep to myself $55. The nun cut the bread in small but racional pieces, and seems like people were expecting to taste the delicious bread including me. While the nun was getting ready the bread plus other food. I stand up and decided to help to clean some dishes. At first I was looking to clean a big plate to put the bread on it. But I couldn’t find a plate that could fit the size of the bread. So I just clean other dishes but I feel like would be better if we put the big bread in a plate that fit its size.

27 Jun 2024

Dream

I was hanging out at a friend's house but I was dealing with the voices in my head and I ended up staying up all night. I found myself pacing around her house looking for my phone and backpack. Then her younger sister throws a football through her glass door as zombies were outside then they disappeared and I used her landline to call someone in Anchorage because my friend lived out near Wasilla. I said that I needed a taxi to Anchorage but I found myself in the front driver's seat in a black car and I veered off into the ocean. With the phone in my hand, I was floating on the surface and a boat with some of my friends from high school were in it they just laughed as they sped off. Some friends they are. Then the waves were getting bigger but they were pushing me towards land so I used their momentum to swim faster. Then I found myself swimming with sharks. It was like a video game underwater. I had to navigate myself and my brothers though the sharks. Come to find out, the woman I was on the phone with was a Alaskan Native Elder and her and her family saved us before the sharks ate us. Then I was shaking her hand and she had freckles on her face just like I do. She had me meet her kids and gave me a pendant that said, "Seeking the sky castle" on it. Then she said that I had to pay for the pendant. They gave me a backpack that had a bunch of loose bills in it so I paid her for the pendant. Then I woke up.

25 Jun 2024

Dream

I was at my elementary school but I was a high school student. On my way to class, I passed by my ex-boyfriend’s girlfriend and she gave me a dirty look. I got into class and sat in my seat, which was a table full of immature boys. Although, my sister was sitting on my left. The teacher was my actual high school teacher for science, she said hi to me. The boy next to me had poured laxatives into the water bottle that belonged to the guy who sat in front of him. The guy who sat in front of him looked at the bottle and said “ew what is that?” And the guy who poured it in there said “I put laxatives in your water bottle!!!!” And started to laugh. I laughed too. The guy got up and ran over to the classroom sink, and washed out his water bottle. There was laxatives all over his shirt. The teacher didn’t care though, she kept going on with her lecture. The table in front of us was full of girls, and one of the girls was my ex-boyfriends girlfriend. She looked behind and said “what are you guys doing? Stop messing around.” But I didn’t pay attention to her. A couple of minutes went by and the ambulance went speeding by the school and the teacher had opened all the windows to see what was going on. She continued on with her lecture after. I kept looking outside and I seen a baby deer out in the middle of the street. The teacher was having the class repeat something and I accidentally repeated it late, but I laughed about it. The teacher got upset with me and said “you think this is funny Katelyn?” But I yelled out, “look! There’s a deer in the middle of the street.” And stared at it. The teacher gave me a hesitant look, almost as if she didn’t believe me. But she looked outside and ran out to move the deer from the street. While she was running outside everyone kept giving me a weird look. If felt as if they were looking at me because I had a mental health issue, because I interrupted the teacher because of a deer. Just a couple of minutes later the bell for school rang, I left without hesitation because I wanted to go back home, I had felt weird being at school. I felt not wanted and embarrassed. I started to walk home with my sister but I got stuck behind a little because I went to check out the accident that happened. I was eating green grapes and seen my sister up ahead a couple of people so I passed them and got to my sister but we were right by the house already so I went inside. It felt like I had missed something, when I got inside the house it hit me that I accidentally left my backpack back at school. So I left a note on Instagram asking if someone could bring it to me but no one replied. So I just left it at that. I’d get it the next day. The house was a mess, trash everywhere almost as if a party crashed at the house the night before. I didn’t mind it though because I didn’t want to clean it up. I went upstairs and seen my girlfriend’s friends in my room. They wanted to play a video game together and I said sure. So I put on Fortnite, I took them to this creative map where we could 1v1 each other and take turns. Afterwards, I kind of got off the game and let them play by themselves. My girlfriends friends were dating. Their names were Alan and Savanah. I could tell I didn’t like them much. They gave me a weird vibe. Instead I went to the room with my sister. My sister had her friend over, Daphne. Daphne, I knew I could trust with everything and anything. I felt safe around Daphne. (Daphne doesn’t exist for me or in general, in real life. Everyone else in the dream does though.) I told my sister that I was going to be up late because I was going downstairs with Alan and Savanah. When I got downstairs, Alan said that he’s doing something illegal. I asked him “what?” He replied, “I’m rolling blunts from your families stash of weed and I’m gonna take them home.” I got a worried feeling when he said that and I told him “no, put all of it back. Where did you even find that?” He didn’t answer and still insisted that he continue. Thankfully my sister came downstairs and said “what’s going on down here?” Alan showed my sister the box of blunts he was rolling, and my sister quickly took the box away, and ran upstairs with it. I stayed downstairs with him, because I had froze in place. That was until I went upstairs and into my sister room where she was. My sister said “we have to hide these, before dad gets up.” I felt even more worried. Daphne had stepped into the room and asked “what’s going on?” My sister and I told her that we needed help hiding the blunts otherwise we’d get in trouble with our father. Daphne gave us a promising look but said “I could get into a lot of trouble but I got you.” She took the blunts and hid them, she didn’t even tell us where she put them, maybe for good reason. My sister told me to go get our dad and get him in the room so we could talk to him. So I went into my dads room and carefully woke him up so he wouldn’t get mad. I told him “go to my sisters room when you’re fully awake.” And so I went back to my sister room and my dad followed shortly afterwards. My dad asked us “what?” We told him that the kids downstairs were being bad and were making a mess. We asked him if he could go down there and call their parents to pick them up. He did just that. We told him to go downstairs quietly so they wouldn’t know someone was coming down. Before you know it my dad spanked them and found them doing sexual activities. All we could hear was Alan and Savanah scream and cry from being hit. My father called their parents and had them picked up. I stayed in my sisters room that night with her and Daphne, because I felt off and scared. The next morning we cleaned up the house and after that I woke up from my dream.

23 Jun 2024

Dream

I was in an apartment on the first floor. The curtains were closed and it was dark inside. There was a lady in there that I knew from work. I don’t really like her. I was coming to understand that it was a shelter and this would be where I was staying. There was a little girl who was big for her age, she was two and I got her stroller out. I asked what time the buses came by and she was on the phone. I figured they came by on the half hour and I wanted to leave so I figured we would walk. I see a little baby snake come out of the floor and wall. I remembered there was kittens at my house and I was going to go and grab one. I looked for a blanket for the child because I knew it was cold out and windy. I put the blanket on the child. She didn’t have any shoes on. I grabbed her shoes and put them in the bottom of the stroller as I went to. I noticed that she had a backpack on and she looked uncomfortable. I asked her if she wanted me to hold her backpack and she said yes. When we walked out of the apartment, there was a foyer, but it led to entrances of more buildings. I looked around, and I seen a girl that I coached, and she has walking towards another building. I followed her and then seen her mother, and we were talking and asking how to get out of, these buildings and we’re laughing because of how confusing it was. We entered into another building and I checked in to a hotel. I was a day early, but I got it at a discount rate for $60 and I was happy about that. I didn’t have the little girl anymore switch to my daughter Aleya and we were there for a hockey tournament. The bell hops were bringing us to our room and we were walking through a stairwell and Aleya switched to my younger daughter Elayna and she was asking if we could get a baby hamster and I said no because we would end up with more baby mice when we left the hotel

23 Jun 2024

Dream

i keep having recurring dreams about being in places where i can’t pick myself up. the location is sometimes at a school my mind makes up but it’s always about me not being able to hold my own weight to walk. my legs just don’t work in these dreams. i have to pull or drag myself to get where i need to go. or when i go to pick my backpack up i fall straight to the ground as if i have no strength.

22 Jun 2024

Dream

I don't really remember much but I think my dream was about moving to a new school(from ICHB to Cervantes) and school at ICHB starts at 8:20 and at Cervantes it starts at 12:00 which means I technically could stay 3 lessons at ICHB and then go to Cervantes. Anyway, I dreambt that I woke up and did my backpack with the first 3 lessons of ICHB and the lessons from Cervantes and I put my ICHB uniform on and my Cervantes uniform in my backpack. I went to ICHB with my classmates that I already know and LOVE and then after 3 lessons instead of using the door I jumped over the gate so if anyone saw me they wouldn't think I was trying to get out of school, which I wasn't. Anyway, in my dream, the bodyguard caught me so I had to explain that I go to 2 schools and I need to go to my other school, but then the bodyguard went with me to the reception and asked my form teacher if I was lying or not and my form teacher said I was telling the truth. I don't remember anything afterwards but I think then I went to Cervantes and that's it.

19 Jun 2024

Dream

It is a darknight as I walk down the street. I see my friend Cole he is wearing all black with a cap and is carrying a red backpack. He doesn't see me as he glances back and around. Then he turns down a different street and starts running. I frown, should I follow? I glance around, I don't see anyone, so I sprint after him. I catch up to him in a dark alley. He hands me the bag and grabs my hand. Up ahead is a group of young people in a circle discussing the blight of monsters....vampires, werewolves. Unfortunately Now they have to come with us. Cole hands me a book, I can read the first sentence, though now I can't remember exactly what it says...but it's a book on werewolves. We arrive at a seemingly abandoned hotel. The people inside are weird. Some are vampires. Cole gets us an audience with the head she vampire. But the price to move safely through this place is blood. On the table is large golden bowl with four handholding and pins on the sides. Cole places two hands and tricks his fingers and blood gushes into the bowl. A ridiculous amount of blood. He disappears into the next room. Warily I place only one hand on the bowl and the pin prices my finger sending blood gushing into the bowl. I head over to the wall and kick it in. It falls down and I have to slide into the nextroom. Everything is old and covered in dust as the others follow me. We head over and see scrapemarkson the walls as if this room moves up and down. I feel the thrombin of my heartbeat in my fingertip as blood drips all over the floor. I see coles blood as well but I notice the others didn't do the pin and arnt bleeding. Uh oh that's not gonna end well. There is an octagon shape on the floor and instinctively I step into it just as a ground sound fills the room. The ceiling immediately starts moving and shoots downward so fast the others don't have time to scream. I crouch and cover my head expecting to be squashed. But everything is quiet and I stand up unharmed..

10 Jun 2024

Dream

Dreamed I was back in school. We were having some kind of special day. Kind of like a job day, but not really. At first I didn't know what was going on, and I was trying to help set up. Everyone knew exactly what they were doing and I was getting in the way. I saw a girl with a huge training dog and wanted to touch it but I didn't, and went the other way. First I went and talked with another girl and asked her what she was planning on going to college for and she sao music. I told her that I was planning on doing something art wise or music too, but that I was too afraid Id be a starving artist. She tells me I'm being too hard on myself and that I'll never know if I don't try. I then start wandering around and find a woman standing next to a kitten. I turn to the kitten and crouch down and pet it for a good long while and it seems to be really liking it. Later, after everything is done, I'm lagging behind but I'm worried about a guy I have a crush on because I haven't seen him all day. Theres this black kid who's been known to bully him and I ask politely where he is. The guy is so mean he takes out special cleaning supplies and burns straight through my backpack that I was wearing. I'm mad now, and I turn towards some girls and they tell me "you don't have anything, your backpack was ruined along with everything in it." Now I'm mad and worried. I go to the black kid and I slam him into a locker and keep the door closed so he's stuck in the locker and at this point I'm yelling and asking for the name of the guy I like and where he is. Finally the guy goes "I locked him in the emergency tube!" I let him out but grab him by the throat and slam him again at the lockers and tell him that if he doe it again I'LL be the one to put him there. I turn and start running toward the emergency tube. I pass the kitten but I don't go to it like I want to. It gets startled and hides under something. I run to the guy I like and he is in the emergency tube. Its like where someone goes I'd they broke a bone or got sick, but I had been told that if you're fine, it acts like you're not and basically hurts your body and tries to do surgery on you. I see the guy I like and he goes "You have to get me out quick! It hasn't kicked on, but usually you get to me before I'm in here. I don't know whats going to happen." Just as I turn to the computer that tells the tube what to do, he doubles over in pain and IRS like looking through his skull from an xray. I start fiddling with the tube to see if I can find the way to open it filled with anxiety and then I wake up.

8 Jun 2024

Dream

I was on a school trip and I was always with a friend of mine. we had a backpack from a suitcase and together we had a case with some formal clothes inside. we traveled by bus. some people from our school were playing music and singing inside the bus. they had brought two drums, a guitar and a microphone for the singer. in the back of the bus were two ladies chasing us. we were constantly trying to hide from them. At one stop, we went to the back of the bus when the ladies weren't looking and hid under two seats. when the ladies came down, they seemed to be looking for us and transformed into two children.I recognized one, she was a fellow camper from the last summer at camp, I never liked her. They took the next bus, which passed right next to ours and they were looking inside our bus to see if we were still inside, and I think they saw me. then my friend told me that if they get back on that bus again, we all have to go out together, our whole school. and we went forward to tell the professor who accompanied us what was going on. the professor was not one of those we had in high school, he was a professor who taught the next section, in the elementary school I went to. when we got to the front, we were trying to fit the case of formal clothes into some kind of suitcase, so that we could run if necessary. at that time the professor said that we were getting off, but while we were getting our things to get off, the driver closed the bus door, and left, the professor tried to explain to him that we had to get off and asked him if he could stop there for one minute. The bus driver refused and continued. Then me and my friend started to have suspicions that the driver was in the bay with the ladies who were looking for us. The bus stopped, only one door opened, the ladies got in and my friend and I looked at each other scared, then I woke up.