Hoodie

19 Oct 2024

Dream

This dream actually pissed me off a little bit. I. This dream it went through the whole day of getting ready and going to the airport. Not everybody in the house was going. And the ones that were going weren’t necessarily all going to the same place. I’ve been in this house before in dreams and they’re usually mildly unpleasant, similar to this one. While in the house I don’t remember much but I do remember a constant low level of discomfort. So we get to the airport and im kind of like the lone wolf in the airport. Everybody is with somebody for the most part except me. It honestly seemed like cliques. Now there’s this one clique of guys I keep seeing everywhere. Very tall and wide guys with longer hair. One of them, the biggest with long spiral curl hair that reaches a lil past his shoulders, kept giving me shit everytime they saw me. Just slight bullying every single time. They never touch me. Just words. Like I even saw them when I got my food and was worried they would fuck with my food like the bullies in middle school used to do. But no just words. But just enough words and laughter to put me in a bad mood. After I eat I’m overall able to shake it and I go roaming the airport. It’s getting close to time for the flight and I realize I’ve left my sleep token hoodie over by where I was sitting to eat. When I get over there I see a stack of black hoodies similar to mine and that same group of guys going through it. I try to get over there before the biggest one sees mine but of course I don’t make it and he takes it like it’s his. I tell him it’s mine and before he even says anything I hear “he’s not gunna give it back.” I respond In thought saying “I know but I want to try it’s mine and I like that one.” He then responds and says “looks like it’s mine now” with this smug ass grin that infuriates me and I briefly consider trying to rip it off of him but alas he’s bigger than me and stronger. And all of the people in his group are as well. I then briefly consider trying to convince the red head guy who’s been marginally nicer but only to the extent of not bullying me himself since he hasn’t stopped his friends but the. Think better of it because why would he help now he hasn’t before 🙄 so I’m looking at this massive dude with MY Sleep Token hoodie becoming increasingly upset because I’m not sure what to do to get my hoodie back and I start to feel my face change reflecting my emotions and i start mentally telling myself not to make the puppy dog eyes not to make the doe eyes not to let my hurt feelings show and I’m just watching him the whole time I’m mentally telling myself this knowing full well it either won’t stop the look spreading across my face or, if I am successful in stopping the hurt look from spreading across my face, I will most certainly look some kind of crazy or deranged. And he’s just got this weird half smile half grimace on his face and then I wake up irritated because the whole thing reminded me of middle school one the one big asshole tried to steal my Oreo cakesters in the bus just because he was bigger than me and knew i couldn’t do anything about it truly. And at the same time I pissed at myself because I should know to look out for myself and my things because people are constantly ass holes like this. But I don’t want to have to constantly prepare myself for people to be assholes that’s so exhausting and so guarded. I’m upset

25 Sep 2024

Dream

I was staying the night at a hotel, but I had run out of money, so this agent said I could stay with him, so I said I'd stay with him as long as he doesn't hit on me, which he agreed to, and there was only one bed, so Gary skipped the group, and it was cold, so I chucked on my hoodie and my pants, and he said we could share this seat, and I said no, I'll sleep like this, I'm good thanks, and then the next day I left, and I was sitting on a park bench and this girl sat beside me, and started to run her fingers along my leg, and then her partner said something from across the seat and sat between us, and she said I'm going in the store, and she went in the store and started to rob it, and I said to him she wants us to get into a fight, but I'm not interested, and he said I know, and she was robbing the store, stealing food, and I think drugs from behind the counter, and I said to him that girl, she'll get you into a lot of trouble, and he said I know, but I said I know you're in love with her, and you're going to stick with it, I stood up and somehow she came out of the store and put all this food in my hand and went back in the store, so I walked over and gave the food to him, and I walked off, and then she came out of the store, and she goes where are you going, let's party together, and I just gave her away as I walked away.

17 Jul 2024

Dream

I can’t really remember how this one started. The first thing I remember is being outside at some sort of house party. The night sky had a big purple light in it. I wa sitting at a table facing twoard the houses exterior wall. A lot of stuff happened that I can’t really remember now but eventually it transitioned. Two friends at I were inside a grocery store. One friend looked professional (like she worked there) the other two of us were just shopping. I didn’t realize we were planning to steal until she put two small vases of flowers into our cart and told us something about the store not taking notice. Then there was a big commotion with a manager and some customers that gave us space to leave through the front doors. We started making our way down the street but quickly realized we were being chased by the manager. We were on bikes. I don’t remember much of what happened next but I escaped and got home and waited in my car for them. I was angry. It was raining hard. I moved my car a few feet and then reversed and put it back where it was originally parked. I saw my female friend (the well dressed one) show up in a hoodie. After a while I got out and went up to her. She told me that she had buried her bike (to not be found) and that our male friend (the one who ran with me) had been beaten up and she didn’t know where he was. She told me it wasn’t my fault. I don’t remember much else

10 Jul 2024

Dream

There was a party for my little sister and all my friends and family came but so did my narcissistic ex- crush wearing a brown limited edition Popeye hoodie. I ran outside following my sister upon making eye contact. It was a childhood neighborhood I knew my dead grandmother lived in her old house so we passed it but waved at her as she went to the part we proceeded through the neighborhood and saw my aunt turn in and greeted her but some friends passed by. I noticed that the guy in a white shirt was my childhood crush. They went to talk to them my sister was saying someone was making fun of her and I turned around to the cool green colored trees with dark shadows under them. There he was my narcissistic ex-crush and his friends laughing at me and my sister and my sister snuck off so I passed him and my favorite cousin had the same hoodie on and joined his group wearing the same brown Popeye hoodie. I hate that hoodie and walked by laughing at me amused saying something about my hair as I focused on my sister going to the house but we go in but we go to school the next day and I met a cool guy and we clicked instantly he became my friend but he had an enemy named Ina and she would just attack him for no reason every time she saw him but he was ok. We all got high off of weed in the bathrooms and the school year was cool I got along with a male teacher considering he was gay but he was a good person and I went into the school bathroom high blasting spin me right round as I stood up on the ledges holding on and the room spun like I was on a wheel with my younger self looking at me as she looked at me and I laughed someone came into the bathroom so I got up and left to go the wrong but seeing my favorite teacher watching detention. It was like a prison. A bunch of desks filled the main floor of the gym and my teacher hugged me and let me go. I met up with my new friend as we walked outside to eat dinner the brown hoodie group looked and laughed at me. My hair was a mess but I continued thinking my friend would follow me. I heard a crowd telling Ina to stop and after she turned off of him and walked up to me with her braces sticking out in spikes as she had a big and buff build walking towards me the crowd told me not to fight her and told me not to. So I removed my glasses, and my bag and I ran up to her and I started to beat her up drowning her into a pool when it turned into a video game and Ina was a gigantic phone with 8 arms and sharp braces and had the power to shapeshift. I was just a small mouse that can melt into objects of things but I won in the end. But I come across a train tracks and got into a cart and rode the train tracks to freedom and escaped meanwhile I went back to the train tracks and got eaten by the train tracks. I noticed my 3 flag in the game were a black flag with 3 stars across and a red flag with white Arabic on it and I came back to reality everyone was gone and I went home.

10 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at the park next to the primary school I’ve attended, the sky was cloudy, the air was warm, and yet I had on my grey hoodie with jeans that had folded a little above my ankles. I sat there watching other children playing, there was this one special playground activity that looked fun if you put your mind to it, though it wasn’t desirable plus it was pretty high in the air where someone could easily fall off of. I pictured my 7-10 year old self playing there, with some girls whom I wish I could’ve connected with back then (when I think about them now, I mean) just knowing I can’t change back time.

9 Jun 2024

Dream

My sister Zi came asked to borrow my blue hoodie and I told her it was on the right of me and logged on discord and scroll to only find messages from a small group of people so I left the social media app called Discord and I left all my social media and went to live my life with my husband but I went back on Discord 2-3 years later and I had a bunch of spam DMs from people who harassed me and called me names and doxxing me and I got wrapped up in this so bad everything fade to black.

20 May 2024

Dream

This was a long dream. It started with me at a religious meeting. I had to fix my dress, so I ran to the bathroom. For some reason I thought “oh this boy will see me and I can’t let him see me like this.” So I went to the bathroom and freshened up. The dress was long and black, with long flowy sleeves. It had blue flowers all over it, it’s a dress I own in real life but in the dream it was bigger. I originally accidentally walk into the men’s bathroom, then quickly return to the women’s bathroom. Both bathrooms were completely full. Me and a couple other women get the dress put on, pinning it in spots to make it more form fitting. Then the meeting starts. My family sits next to a close friend of mine, who is here without her husband which is unusual. We sit in the back row and the meeting starts. My dad lays his hoodie out on the ground. Suddenly, this friend of mine kicks the hood of the hoodie very gently, but my dad sees it and it angers him. He gets up in her face and starts very loudly harassing her about how she shouldn’t touch his hoodie. Everyone around us turns around because he’s speaking so loud. He eventually calms down but me and my mom are angered he did that, as he does have a history in the real world of having a short temper. He just never takes it out on anyone other then his family. My mom grabs the hoodie and starts trying to rip it up but it doesn’t rip. Then I get involved. I start hitting the hoodie, trying to tear it up and scratch it with my nails. It never tears. I start to notice the color of the hoodie slightly coming off the jacket in small little lines from where I scratched it. My dad just watches us. Me and my mom finally stop, and my dad is angry again. He tells my mom he should start hitting me, I think 19 times is what he said. Then my mom grabs me and starts lightly hitting me, making it look harder to my dad but not hurting me. I remember numbers clicking down in my brain everytime she hit me, it would go down a number. Like I only had this many hits left. She only hit me about 4 times, each time I just laughed. We sat down again and my friend looks at my mom and says “I don’t know what to do” because he’s still mad at her. This upsets me and I say “now you know what we have to live with. I’m going to go tell someone what he’s like.” And my mom gets teary eyed when I say that. I get up and go walk to the other side of the building. There’s 6 men sat in a line, these men are in charge of everything. I try to get their attention, but the first time they only look at me then ignore me again. I try one more time, waving my arm around when one man begins to get up, sits back down and then another man gets up instead. He leads me outside. There’s construction here, and despite the building being full of people the parking lot is empty. We jump in his car, which is the only car there. For some reason, we see the northern lights which is weird because we live in Colorado and that’s an unusual sight here. We sit in the car and he drives up to the opening of the parking lot and stops. I am about to tell him about my dad when the dream ends.

23 Apr 2024

Dream

We were all backstage right after an election debate. Everyone was congratulating this white woman with red hair, red lipstick and a red power suit on. She was putting together a gun and so was the rest of her possy. It looked like they were about to go and shoot. All of sudden, this black woman with straight hair and blue power suit appeared and was giving the red woman a big. The red woman looked annoyed but gave her a hug back. The blue woman said congratulations, this was a good flight and made her way to the room right next door, her campaign room which was completely empty. As a spectator I was so confused where the blue woman came from. Just then, the whole dream rewinded and I was looking at it from a different angle. I was watching the entrance and saw some people come in and behind them was someone in a black hoodie. The person in the hoodie had their head down and was walking fast to the campaign room next door, then right before they got there they paused and took the hoodie off to reveal the black woman. She took the whole hoodie off to reveal her royal blue suit. You could see the submission on her face, like she was doing it for God not herself. She turned around and mustered up a small Mona Lisa smile. She went over to the red woman and gave her a hug. I heard some people chatting this time saying "awe I wish she knew she didn't have to do that, but she's so young" and "she will learn". The blue woman went into the campaign room and my focus went back to the red woman. She had stopped putting the bullets in her gun and announced to the group that they would no longer be shooting. She said "how can I justify shooting in that room when her family is in there?" She said it with annoyance not compassion. She started to pack up her stuff. I turned around the corner to see what she meant. When I turned the corner, an entire army was revealed with grenades and machine guns. The wall she was about to sit at as her target was connected to the room the woman was at. The army people were so rough and wild and upset that they no longer would get to release all their energy and weapons. I don't know why but apparently owls were important, I went back inside to the blue woman's campaign room to get a pretzel with special stuff to sprinkle on to attract the owls. However when I went back outside to where the army was, there was a family of black bears, like 7 of them. I was worried that they would smell the pretzel. I walked forward to see all the people outside in their jeeps but as I walked forward I stepped on the to pin of a grenade. I froze for a second and sob did the people next to me and signed NO! I stepped backwards to reveal that the pin was still in the grenade. It has like a very advanced safety lock. I remember thinking that if course that's the case, we are so advanced in technology.

4 Apr 2024

Dream

It was my birthday and I was going to dinner so I wore this pretty sparkly dress. When I got to the restaurant I got really cold so put a hoodie over it and then everyone was looking at me weird and asking me why I had a hoodie over such a pretty dress.

31 Mar 2024

Dream

I kept forgetting something when I was on my way to school. Like I forgot my computer and hoodie.

11 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream about being in vacation with My friend and her family. we were at this place like a hotel almost and there is a church behind it but in order to get to the church you had to go through these long, narrow passages in the woods and they had some like little cave type places off to like the right in the left of the walkways and I met this group of people around my age and my ex was one of them. He had his new girlfriend with him and they were all dressed in black like black hoodies and pants and we were talking and then all the sudden this group of people start running between us in two rows and when they cleared my ex and his girlfriend walked up to me. They ask me over and over again to go to church with them they asked me so much it started to freak me out. I was slowly backing away from them down a dock. Right as I was about to fall into the water my friends step dad showed up and they just took off running away. He told me we had to go to.

8 Mar 2024

Dream

A man in a hoodie was standing in the window in the rain and he then began to bang on the window and I woke up