Hamburger

20 Apr 2024

Dream

I’m in a back yard with my husband and there is a special little flower floating in the air and I’m trying to catch it. As I attempt to catch it I am almost stung by a bee and then realize there’s a hornet attacking the bee. I step away frightened of being stung myself. I feel bad for the little bee and then notice there are hornets killing bees all over the grass. I get on a bench to escape the possible sting of these hornets. As I sit on the bench beside my husband it begins to rain and two old ladies come outside. One is sick and proceeds to vomit in the muddied grass and then has diareah in the yard. And doesn’t wash her hands and touches my shoulder. I’m grossed out. The other old woman wants $125 she says we owe her. My husband gives it to her, but I exclaim we already paid her. And chase after her and say grandma we already paid you. And we get our money back. Now we are in and apartment with a young Jewish man and his toddler son. He has a huge wooden entertainment center and we discuss how it looks strong and sturdy but he explains it’s plastic and not strong. I walk into the kitchen and make the child a hamburger that is broken in two pieces. He is starving and skinny. In the middle of making the burger the child gets sick and needs a doctor. We take him to a chiropractor where his mother is there and she is distant and unconcerned signing the paperwork. She scoffs that I’m a mother and doesn’t believe me. I try to make the child comfortable and remind him if he is patient and listens I have the hamburger when he’s done. The doctor says the original doctor is too old and out of the office. I say I remember him and he worked on me as a child with my scoliosis. The new doctor touches my back and says I see. There is crashing coming from a closed door and the child’s mother says are they really having sex? I say we haven’t had sex in 8 years and she says I thought it was six and I reassured her I know my marriage.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

At a high rise apartment building with my mom sister and my child, a baby girl. It was hot and sunny outside, the summer. We were outside at the pool in the apartment complex. My child had a deep open wound in the back of her neck. My mom said what is that and poked it. A pocket inside the wound exploded in my face. It smelled horrid and some of it got in my face and mouth and tasted like acid, chucks of meat. I went to get on the elevator to go upstairs to the elevator to wash my mouth out. When I got upstairs my bf was in a room that looks like a basement. Getting his hair cut by a barber. I was trying to walk past to exit to get to the door but I had to lay on my back and shimmy through hot thick metal bars to escape. He made a comment saying she looks soo good. It was a very uncomfortable feeling and it felt very obsessive and psychotic. Then I saw the picture of a McDonalds hamburger in a greasy skillet and it looked disgusting then I thought of Popeyes chicken and how it didn’t taste real.

15 Mar 2024

Dream

It was night time and I was at the edge of the Walmart parking lot waiting for a bus to show up. It was a light blue bus and I got on it. I didn’t know where it was going and I didn’t ask but it drove off. It was a pleasant ride and I was taken somewhere far from home. It was very warm when I stepped off the bus. My mom met me there and we explored different stores and restaurants. I kept trying it get alcohol without her noticing. One restaurant we stopped at everyone in there was talking about how bad the food was and how the place should be shut down. I sneak into the kitchen and see what’s going on. Its chaotic. Everyone is switching stations every 5 minutes. One girl cut a steak in half from the side and I wanted to tell her it was wrong and that the steak wasn’t a hamburger bun. The boss stepped in and winked at me and told me he would fix it and told me to go mix a certain drink. The boss was very attractive. He was tall, lean and muscular with dark tan skin dark hair and a beard. His beard was very well groomed and he had a nice thick handlebar mustache. His eyes were very dark and friendly but seeming to hide something. I told him I didn’t know how to make it. He said one part orange syrup, one part cream, one part alcohol and one part carbonation. The glass already had ice in it so I just had to fill it. It all came from a soda machine. So I’m making this drink and it never seems to fill all the way. A feel on the bottom and sides but nothing is leaking out. I get frustrated but I don’t let it stop me from trying to fill the glass. Eventually the boss comes behind me and chuckles. He puts his hand on my waist and touches the cup and a green spark comes from his hand. Suddenly the cup is full and almost overflowing. He leans down and whispers in my ear and tells me I was a good girl and how patient I must be if his little test didn’t get to me. He squeezes my hip before letting me go and I feel like I avoided something very dangerous. My mom started trying to find me and I sneak back out and find her and tell her I was in the bathroom. She shrugged it off and asked if I wanted to get a drink from the little fridges on the side of the counter. I find an alcoholic drink and set it on the counter. The boss comes to the counter so we can buy our drinks and when he touches my drink he winks at me and a green spark come from his hand again. We leave and my mom asks what I got and I show her and she’s immediately upset because she recognizes that it’s a drink with alcohol. I tell her that I grabbed the one that was non-alcoholic and pointed to the part of the label that said as much. She relaxed and we got back on the bus. I was confused how the label said non alcoholic until I peeled the label off and the original label was underneath. I smiled to myself and drank some. We stepped off the bus in complete darkness and I was scared. I was going to get back on the bus but it had driven away. My mom hadn’t gotten off the bus at all but she didn’t stop me when I was getting off. I start walking in the complete darkness but then I realized I was asleep and I wake up.

24 Jan 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamed I was trying to cook hamburger helper using my bed at my parents' house as a stove top. I had difficulty browning the hamburger meat and washed my hands several times in the middle of it to avoid contamination. It was starting to cook though when I woke up.