Dinner

5 Sep 2024

Dream

I dreamt about my old boss. We had a shared friend and they wanted to have dinner but wanted me there as a buffer to keep the conversation going. My friend made me stop at their house first to help her get ready, then insisted we drive over together. The dinner itself went okay, we just hung out at his house. Then she started getting kind of crazy. Making side comments and twitching. I think she threw something of mine in his room and I was forced to go get it, and I found a weird ring buried in the carpet by the wall. I dug it out and brought it back to him. It looked feminine but I wasn't sure so I just handed it to him. He handed it to our friend, who hadn't been in his room, and it clicked for me that they had slept together before. She started freaking out because he didn't say it out loud. Like, CRAZY freaking out. Mascara running down her face crying, messing up her already super short hair, throwing and breaking things, screaming. Because she wanted something serious and he didn't. I tried to stay calm, but she brought up some stuff to me about how she got an ex of mine to cheat with her and tried with another that turned her down. How guys had crushes on me and she would sleep with them to get them to ignore me again, like she had with this boss. On and on about all this awful stuff she did. Eventually my calmness wasn't getting through and I snapped. My boss had already told her to get out of his house and she wasn't listening and her blatant disrespect flipped a switch in me. I started yelling back, but not uncontrollable screaming. It was a deep commanding voice that I'd never used on her and she wavered, but still wouldn't leave without me since we'd come together. I tricked her into thinking I was going, and then shut and locked the door on her. It was awkward for my ex-boss and I since she was still pounding on the door screaming and I was now locked in his house with him after she confessed he liked me, but I wasn't going anywhere near her. He called the cops to arrest her for trespassing and destruction of property. It was really cold out but I had to walk back to my car. He offered me a ride and I declined, so he walked with me instead. It was kind of nice to talk with him like that on the way home.

2 Sep 2024

Dream

I was teaching a class at this creepy, dark complex somewhere in the Arctic circle, but no one was showing up to class, so I decided to leave. Lots of people were in this main market hub, on a dock right next to a frigid sea. Some of the dream involved me diving into the sea and swimming with ocean creatures, though I don’t think I was actually doing this in the dream but rather just imagining what it would be like. There was a creature like a narwhal that I kept referring to a “sea goat” which was aggressive towards the other local wildlife and being reined in by trained swimmers. I was in awe of this and wanted to witness it for myself. I spent a good deal of the dream imagining swimming with them, which greatly surprised me, because I am terrified of sea creatures and being underwater with them. At some point I imagined giant sea monsters, and was afraid that they would attack beachgoers. Andrew Eiden was there, and I was attracted to him, although he was hanging out with other women who were a lot more attractive to him. We ate dinner together; they were all eating seafood but I declined. I thought about how I could be a much better actor if I would just stop trying so hard, and I told Andrew this and he didn’t indicate if he agreed or not.

30 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt my mother's ex partner met us all with his new partner who I really liked, but my mother was really jealous of her and didn't like her at all. We went to a lovely handmade arts& jewellery store, he bought me a really pretty necklace, a carved wooden animal for my son and a gift for his new partner. My mother was jealous he didn't buy her anything. We went to eat burger and fries, then went bowling and for a walk. I hugged my mother's ex partner for the first and only time in this dream. When we drive home, my mother drove off angrily saying she was better off single and said every woman is better off single! I sighed when she said this. I woke up soon after this part of the dream.

28 Aug 2024

Dream

My ex who I am still friends with to this day is now married and still living in Toronto whilst I resided Winnipeg. Him and his wife and I remain in contact as he is one of my best friends. She is a lovely woman but I have never met her in person. We only talk over Facebook. I have another ex the last person I dated a few years ago who is excessively nightmarishly violent. I am in no way in contact with him nor do I want to be. He terrifies me. Now with that context I will say that in my dream I was apparently still with my violent ex and we were visiting my ex and his wife at their condo in Toronto. For some reason I was only wearing a blanket for clothing and my violent ex sat at the dining table. Well me and my ex and his wife caught up in the kitchen. My nice! X and I went up to the rooftop where they apparently had a smoker and we were smoking meat and laughing and talking about old times and just catching up in general. I could taste the meat though like I can still remember what it tastes like from the dream. We came back down to the dining area and we're about to eat dinner and then I woke up.

27 Aug 2024

Dream

The other night, I had a dream that I was eating dinner with family. We were eating a seafood dish, and it was good, but I wasn’t sure what the meat was. Then, I bit into something, and it was still alive. I think it was an octopus, and it attacked my neck. I jerked my neck to the side to try to crush it and stop it from moving. I was terrified. I think that’s when I woke up.

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I was packing for a cruise the day of embarkation& I was back living with my mom. She was following me around while I packed and distracting me, like I knew I was going to forget things I needed. Then one of my old regulars Donna from my last restaurant job came and picked me up with a girl I worked with nearly 9 years ago Christina& another random girl named Taylor. We got on the cruise ship and got dressed for dinner, then went to dinner and they didn’t have food I ate, it was all seafood and I was frustrated. Then all of a sudden it’s like Christina and I were working on the cruise ship and we were in a meeting to take volunteers of who wanted to perform the next night in groups on stage for the guests. It was a carnival vitamin water themed cruise ship. Then we were walking around the ship and it looked like the palisades mall that I used to go to as a child. Somehow I ended up back in New york (home) but not upstate, the city of New York and we were walking around and went into this random town house and the alarms started going off but the people showed up and we asked them if we could stay for a few hours since we were on a cruise ship and they said yes. I can’t remember who I was with, it was a random man& there were a lot of random people there. Notablely a pregnant lady on the couch and I had a huge container of tapioca boba pearls in my bookbag and it was making it really heavy. Then somehow I ended up at Donna’s house and when I got there, there was a raspberry and chocolate chip muffin waiting outside for Donna’s husband and I brought it in for him. He gobbled it up and spilt it with Donna. Then Donna brought me inside their house so I could look at some dresses she wanted me to borrow when we got back on the cruise ship because I had forgotten to pack things. Then we went back to the cruise ship and had another 15 aboard. I remember the ship leaving dock and looking at the beautiful ocean waves and feeling the ship rocking back and forth.

20 Aug 2024

Dream

I dreamt of a having certian kind of power it seemed telekinetic. I draw some power from nobu all night while i was dreaming i could feel him next to me like i was awake in the room. I also work in the special Ed school. I have so the same students, except for 2 who don’t seem to belong. Later I’m at a dinner table with my mom with people from her church. I play nice at first introducing myself. Then my mom goes on to brag about a new car that she bought me. I hate this brag, and i immediately stop being engaged with the group at the table. Then they encourage us to go and drive to an in person meeting. The people at the location have turned away from pure worship, and he wants to teach them a lesson. I’m some how suck being the driver odd these fanatics to their destination. My intention is to get me and my mom out of this situation. I have gray hair

15 Aug 2024

Dream

Having to eat worms for dinner with chopsticks

11 Aug 2024

Dream

Continuation of last night’s dream Running through the airport and the bus terminal with the aunt’s family(this time, none of them are replaced by characters like they were yesterday. Kids are still constantly changing in number whenever I look.) Uncle has less presence Staying at Boothill’s apartment room Boothill is a brash, flamboyant cyborg space cowboy He cannot swear because the synesthetic beacon on his body has been tampered to censor bad words and turn it into something else Being treated like a child isntead of a young adult Everyone showering in order Me trying to shave at my turn because the way the guy treats me like I’m not a girl in my prime(the right way to treat a teenager btw) makes me self-conscious getting called at from beyond the bathroom door just when I got to shave of a tiny portion of the softer, shorter parts of my pubes Hurriedly putting everything away and making way for auntie to take the shower next Berating myself in my mind for being so impulsive and emotional-laden(shaving because you thought a man at least thrice or four times your age would even oay attention to you) Dinner’s done, and everyone sleeps Even Boothill(his body goes into hibernation mode or smth idk) I sneak out of the makeshift bed, go back to the shower space, start shaving again despite the fact that Boothill won’t probably even think about fucking a barely legal teen-just-turned-young-adult and can’t if he wanted to because most of his body is cyborg Crying because I feel miserable, being made to see how validation-starved I am as a girl Boothill stirring awake due to the slightest noises, calling out to me from beyond the smokescreen of the shower room door Raises head from the hands I buried it in, answers the guy in a tone as natural as I could make it to he after wiping tears

2 Aug 2024

Dream

Me and laney(sister) we were playing Fortnite and we were cookin there was also these little bonus things so we went around the whole map collecting them the map was like the walls were nets on net went out and the other on top of it went out diagonal so we we killing every one and getting all the rare chests and breaking all the buildings so at the end we are worrying because we haven’t ran into Audrey my friend who uses a sniper so we are yelling out to her like come on out Audrey and I’m building ramps in ward where the second next is so she can shoot me then I see her on the net and I’m like i see her but laneys like don’t say that let’s get in abetter position cause she see us but didint have her gun out you when I get mine we are facing each other but not close so her team mate jonah my friend and laney are down there whaching as we have a snipe off Audrey goes first and shoots but I move around and she misses so I get my gun and she moves a little but I shoot her in the head it doesn’t kill her but it’s super realistic there’s blood everywhere but I think I killed her and then in like oh so I scramble to get me gun up and kill her and then Audrey jumps down and we stuggle the top is at her head and I’m elbowing her neck to the wall and I’m about to shoot but she grabs it and points it at lany so I knock it above her head and tel Laney to help me so we push us back at Audrey but she’s really stong so it’s on her jaw pointing up in holding the long cylinder part on her jaw at this point it’s not even fn any more and I finally pulll the trigger and it sings and knocks my hand super bad and I think it misfired and I see a whole in her jaw and I know we won so all out parents are there and for some reason there’s like blood in my lungs and it’s gushing out of my mouth and I can barely breathe every time I try i just breath the blood so my mom doesn’t wanna look so I hold my breath so the blood doesn’t come later that day we are at the table with Jonah and his mom Leah and Audrey she’s fine now and I’m eating when I see these cooked grapes with a whole in each so I eat one and scream when it’s an olive everyone’s like what and I said nothing and we talked about olive the whole dinner

29 Jul 2024

Dream

In my old apartment; I lived on tbe 3rd floor. I was in the kitchen making dinner for myself. It was some type of meat , vegetables and mash potatoes. The mash potatoes were very noticeable compared to the other things. Dinner was a little messy so I decided to go take a shower. Before, during and after the shower I noticed this dark shadow popping up and staring in my line of view. When I look it’ll quickly look away. Putting on my clothes and putting the food away. There was a knock on the back door, this is a privately own building so there should be no one here or no one who can get up here. I yell “Who is it!” And the voice said “Daddy” I wasn’t thrilled nor wanted to open the door for the nigga. But he got antsy and kept rushing for me to open the door. Okay sure, the min I open the door I was attacked by someone who wasn’t who they said they were. They had on all black and no face but you can tell that they were angry. Almost automatically my instinct kicked in and it felt so real. It was shouting things too me but it was all in a language I couldn’t understand. Finally I kill it and leave the house immediately. From then on up until I got to my friends store, at my friends store there was no one there, but I was fully expected then to kiss me. I am armed at this point, tired and confused. They all pop out from the back scared at how I looked but relieved to see me. They seem to be confused as I am about what is happening. Because customers were asking for me with a blank look in their eyes, when they told the customers that they couldn’t tell them that. That blank stare quickly turned back normal saying that “It’s okay we’ll find em! Just wanted to give them a present that’s all!” I looked at them in disbelief that’s when my male friend phone goes off. And it’s a direct kill order FOR ME from the entirety of the Divine 9 organization. “Kill on sight; Bring back body” I was expecting the male friend to turn but the kill order took no affect on him. That’s when all hell broke loose. As me and my friends are trying to escape to one of their safe houses all trying not to get killed or get me killed. Adopted family, Divine 9 are trying to kill me. I managed to hold my own for a good min until we got to the safe house. And my friends safe house was a FORTRESS. We were looking for answers and there was nun. Just the knocking of people trying to get in and kill me. She noted that she is below a hotel and it’s usually empty so let’s go because the Safehouse ain’t suitable for staying in over night. When we got in the hotel it looks like my current job working at Courtyard Marriot Albion. And the front desk person look like she wanted to just launch at me but had to keep it together because the friends I had, restrained people for just a second with their presence from killing me. She told us that our room is on the 8th floor. We got in the elevator and heard the front desk lady DART to the elevator. It closed and started going up smoothly but fastly passing floor after floor. Once it was getting close to the 8th floor we were getting ready to go, then 9,10,11th then the elevator started to speed. My guy friend destroyed the panel and we were not stuck. Other friend began to climb and search for a way out, we climb down to the 8th floor and got to our room. Opening the door~I wake up from the dream.

29 Jul 2024

Dream

Tom and I eating dinner at a table with a white tablecloth with two other men. Sam was the chef and she served us some sort of ground beef pie. Tom called her over and said she shuld have cooked the meat more as it was pink in the middle. He was sort of harsh. The two other men said it was perfect and I told them we are usually vegeterian and not used to meat. Steve getting pissed off and stalking out of the house. Something to do with tango and one of the tango women hurting his feelings. I was pooping in one of the small bathrooms and a woman was trying to get in and yanked the door open but then closed it when she saw me. The bathroom went in a long ways and I went into the shower area to spray the poop out of my butt. Another woman was showering and she said something about windsurfing gear. Her butt was very strong. Outside on the lawn and there were long tables full of peole. Singing happy birthday to Lacey and another person. Sitting outside on a lawn singing Happy Birthday to ..ALAN. Emphasizing the Alan part but I think it was actually my moms birthday. Aiden driving by me in a store parkign lot and seeing me. It was the second time I’d seen him in a parking lot. I was afraid Tom would see him hug me.