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16 Jul 2024

Dream

I am attending a training in London. There was doors and windows. Gloomy weather. I can’t remember everything that happened. I felt it was some sort of fitness boot camp. I am out with a few friends. I asked two of them if they wanted to hang at my house to eat. One said sure but didn’t want to smoke. The other was cool with it. I am at my brothers house. I see the neighbor walking over to give me something. I received it and my gaydar was alerted. I wondered if my brother knew his neighbor is gay is what I thought. The friend who didn’t want to smoke went to bed as soon as we arrived I went to check on him and there was food and an object in the microwave. The object was playing what seems to be a recording of me in an sexual at. I stop the microwave and took the food and object out. I woke my friend up and asked him why he put that in there. He said he didn’t. I started to eat the object. I went outside to make a call and I can see through my next door neighbor window. I noticed people in there from the place my friends and I were hanging out. I am trying to be business on my phone dailing a number, but really I am peeking to see who is all in there. I seem men being intimate and nudity. I went outside to make a call and I can see through my next door neighbor window. I noticed people in there from the place my friends and I were hanging out. I am trying to be business on my phone dailing a number, but really I am peeking to see who is all in there. I seem men being intimate and nudity. I went outside to make a call and I can see through my next door neighbor window. I noticed people in there from the place my friends and I were hanging out. I am trying to be business on my phone dailing a number, but really I am peeking to see who is all in there. I seem men being intimate and nudity. We are some where in the house. I noticed I see people eating black stuff off the walls. I reminded me of twizzlers. I picked up a teddy bear and started to eat it as well. I in a cave on the beach. Someone and I are looking at this raw stone and trying to remove it from the rocks in the cave. A piece broke and I told the other people it’s a gemstone. It was green and blue, like turquoise within the black shell of the stone.

7 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream last night that I'd been away somewhere. I think, I think I was at a hotel and I think it was like a dream I've had before where the hotel was also a college or a university and I was having to walk through places to try and find a room and then the room was really small, almost too small, and then I was getting the train back and I was really looking forward to going home because I was so tired and I sat on the train and I was thinking I was going to have to get the train miles away from home and it started going down the road where I used to live when I was a child and I was like brilliant I can get off early. So I rung the bell, got off the train and it stopped just after the bridge and I got off the train, although it was more like a bus because it was on the road, and I had to walk over the bridge to get back home and I remember I was dragging my feet because I was so tired and I was barely making it over this bridge and I went across the road at the top of the bridge and there was loads of emergency vehicles driving down and I had to really time it right to get over the road because I couldn't go very fast but I only had a small gap so I got over the road, walked down the old road where I used to live and walked down this little thin alleyway that was there and I walked in the back garden and my mum had been in the garage and she came out and she goes, oh we weren't expecting you and I said oh I've managed to get the train closer to home. Anyway, I dragged myself inside, put my stuff down, dragged myself upstairs, I was so tired and I went to see Abby in her room and Abby wasn't in her room, there was a boy in the bed, paddling this blonde girl and I recognised the boy as Abby's boyfriend and I was like I don't know who she is. So I finally said hello, he said hello, I went round into the next room and Abby was in there and I said oh Abby, you're not in your bed, she said oh no my boyfriend's in there and I said okay who's that with him and he said oh just a friend and I said well who's cuddling her and she said yeah I know and I said well that's not right is it. So I was like I'm not having this. So I then went back into the room where the boy was cuddling the girl and I threw them both out and then I said to her I was like right I'm going to sort this one out once and for all. So I got her phone and I started recording voice notes to him saying how it wasn't appropriate that he was doing that and even if Abby was alright with it, it wasn't alright and he shouldn't be doing it and I left about fifty voice notes and she was just like oh right okay and I was like I can't believe this, I've come back and I'm so tired and I'm having to sort this out.

4 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at a campground with friends (I don’t know them in real life), and one of my friends had his toddler daughter with him that I was recording on my phone, and she saw a sleeping black bear that I thought was dead so i was loud and woke it up and it started chasing us and I dropped my phone. it was so vicious and big and it chased us into a declined soccer field that had walls to get up and we were all trying to run up the walls and run away as it chased us and it killed some of my friends and we were just running and I finally made it out and jumped into my friend’s car but he kicked me out and I was all alone and scared so I ran to the road but was lost

3 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was back in school again and but this time it was PE and i went to my old PE teacher mister bane, and he told us to go to rocall and we did but we just had to pick a random number I was with my friends and some girls I knew but weren’t friends with, so later I see my old crush there, but anyways there was a Lot of people falling? Idk but I fell but I don’t remember falling, when you fall the bricks told you who helped you up or stoped you from falling, and so my bricks said “chris, Christian, and some other one anyways I stood up and a girl next to me told me that we were gonna have to run all over but the thing is that this isn’t PE class anymore it was my house? My backyard is pretty big so I’m I guess we’re using that anyways mr babe come and tells a girl to get ready because she’s gonna get timed so she got ready on the wall and than I don’t know how I was waiting in my living room and I was next and I put on a movie for my friend Naomi and the boy I liked a movie later I was confused how o was gonna run with black sandals on so I put black socks on to help ig and he calls me over to get ready I tells me to get along the walk and to get ready and woosh off I go but in my dream I’m running and I’m jumping as if I’m doing parkour, I jumped over my plant and I was in the sky and quickly I ran back inside to get my time and I was saying actually it wasn’t even that back it was kinda fun! And he said I got 15 minutes I was I bit like okay whatever 🙄 but anyways he went off somewhere and there was alcohol and my and my friend were thinking to get drunk and I just drank wine the smell of alcohol was to strong but I was drinking a lot and than we did footies to make our feet glow?like anyways he comes back and tell Naomi to get ready and I ask if I can run with her he said okay so we are waiting outside he he’s about to show her where to get ready and run but she stranded there nervously and says I need to pe so she runs to go pee and like maybe 5 minutes later she comes out and Chris my crush went back on the couch to sit and watch the movie I had put on black socks again and she comes out and whispered to me “I was bad. I saw what? “My Period was really bad chris had to help me” and I don’t remember every thing else but we didn’t run anyways we were back inside the house and family came over I said hello to everyone and I seen someone I never knew she was very fat her face was very big and round and I was shaking her hand she just looked at me she was pale with dark brown eyes, and her hair back in a ponytail wat looked either dark down or black and she was just smiling at me snacking my hand I was confused buy anyway we went to drink some more and my cousin who drinks a lot comes over and sees us and I walk up to her and hug her and say hi, she says well your drunk. Personally I don’t feel dunk but my friend is and she has the wine in her hands and I was scared she was gonna tell my mom as I’m under age and she says “can I record you guys I was like “ what the fuck” I knew maybe that she was gonan try and get me to look drunk and show my mom but I don’t know why I said yes. Later I try not to act drunk and I she put a filter on and recorded us we were all there on the phone and I see McDonald’s? And I’m hiding behind her t to not show my face than I remember I didn’t have lashes on this whole time and I was like bruh🤦‍♀️🙄 because I feel more pretty with lashes and than I remembered chris my crush saw me without them on and that we never even ran and where was mister Ban? and my friend said well I got at least a 10 minutes she says chuckling i laughed as mister van didn’t even time us or that she didn’t even run she maids up her own time anyways THATS IT

3 Jul 2024

Dream

I was going for classes on road I fought with some guy then he helped me getting up by holding my hand . I got hurt in leg so helped me alot while walking we became friends. He also helped me recording my classmate by phone but I couldn't see his face only his back . The boy I became friend company me with the way we talk alot . I saw an old lady in a gold shop beating two Lil girls on study and they were crying . I went to my great grandma house the was also confusing but comforting and nostalgic. I my friend and great grandma was sitting together and talking about nostalgic sweet things . My great grandmother already passed away . She was showing us pic how she look in her young age . She showed me a red cow with a calf and said that how she look when she was young, I laughed. The she showed me a horrifying black and white pic in chill way . In the pic there was 3 old women laying dead with white hair . That her and my grandmother. Then I was having nostalgia and memories about the houses she lived and I went there . Big windows, Flowers , parot, sunshine, warm evening. Remembering those things I started crying very badly and hugged her and crying saying why she left me I miss her . The boy was confused seeing me like that . To be honest I was never close with my grandmothers and I don't even miss her or the old days

26 Jun 2024

Dream

I begged my mom to go to the eras tour concert and she finally said yes so me, my mom, my sister, my grandma, and my grandpa all went to the eras tour concert. At first our seats were super high up but then we started to make our way to the front and eventually got up in the very front row. I was recording Taylor Swift perform with my phone. Taylor Swift was having volunteers come up onto the stage and this one person got to go and then my grandpa got to go and then my sister snuck up onto the stage so she just got to stay up there. I recorded my sister on the stage with Taylor Swift. Then Taylor Swift gave me and my mom a hug. Then the concert ended and this one lady and her daughter got given backstage passes but the passes were only for two people and she had three people so she didn't want them. Then Taylor Swift gave the passes to me, my mom, and my sister and my mom was like "it's okay you two can go I trust Taylor Swift." So me and my sister went backstage with Taylor Swift. Then my mom came backstage and she was like "they let me in because you can't go without parental supervision." So she got to come backstage too.

18 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was in an auditorium full of diverse people. I was leading a civil rights movement and our message was being broadcasted. I stood up on a table at the front of the auditorium facing the camera, but my legs were shaky. I was on an unstable table and I felt super wobbly. I was having trouble standing firm, and two very tall people stepped up. They both stood beside me and helped stabilize me. I held their shoulders and I stood tall and delivered our message. After the speech, I decided to demonstrate and fully show the strength behind our words, so I floated to the center of the room. I was levitating and flying around by harnessing my inner energy. I remember it was a little bit clunky at first, but eventually I got the hang of it. I floated back to the center in front of the stadium and floated with my legs crossed to balance and recenter myself. It shocked everyone and I myself was in awe. It felt very much like a meaningful, almost spiritual-in-nature, dream.

14 Jun 2024

Dream

I dreamt about a huge teenage soccer game happening in my friend’s massive backyard, which was a large field. Throughout the game I won an award during a small match of tag for my speed, and was later interviewed for it, although the interviewers oddly didn’t recognize me and questioned whether I was even a player. Later on the game actually became a large soccer match, which my team one using their incredible teamwork and speed. We conducted a huge team celebration and slept over at my friends home, which hosted the event. I woke up in the morning helping my female cousin Monica record a morning vlog on her breakfast with two other members of the soccer team, who I recognized as classmates of mine, one from middle school and one from high school.

6 Jun 2024

Dream

Okay, so I had this dream a while ago, and it may take me some time to talk about it and remember, but it does still stand out, the important details does still stand out. It's one of those dreams I can't really forget. What I remember was this kind of barn house setting. It was strange because the walls inside the barn is like staircases with floors, but it's not an entire floor, it's just like a little bit where you can walk on that spirals inside the barn, or something like that, and it goes all the way to the top, wooden, and sometimes there's a few beds and stuff like that, like what you would need in a normal house. Anyway, I dreamt that it was me and my dad and my three brothers, we were all there, and I think we were living there, I don't know, but the dream kept getting weirder. There was a, I could feel the uncertainty and wrongness in the air. My dream self could feel that something is not right here, and the way that my father talked to us, and especially my brothers, it was, it wasn't nice, and it was, he was missing my mom, my mom wasn't there, but I remember he was missing my mom, and he kind of took it out on us, but especially my brothers, I took the brunt of his force when he wanted to talk bad to my brothers, or hurt them, so I would step up and challenge him, and sometimes I would get hurt. Anyway, it sounds bad, but it wasn't on a really bad level, I just want to clarify that. So, each of us slept on a different bed in the barn, on a different level, and what happened was, oh, I almost forgot, there was like a TV on the floor of the barn, with a chair where my dad would sit and sleep at, that was his area, and the dream kind of changed to a feeling that we wanted to make a plan to escape or expose the mistreatment that my dad is exposing us to. So, okay, this is going to get very personal now. My oldest brother knew that my dad sometimes watched them as they were sleeping, but we all had to sleep naked, it was kind of, I don't know if it was a rule, but in my dream it was like that. So, my brother started touching himself, and my dad pretended that he was asleep in front of the television, but he watched my brother, he knew, my brother knew he was watching, and as my brother touched himself, my dad also started touching himself, and one of my other brothers recorded it on a phone or something, I can't remember, so that's how we gathered evidence, and yeah, that's what I remember. I remember once we got the evidence, we felt so relieved because it was all that we needed to escape, but it was interesting, the barn door was never closed, we could have walked out at any time and we weren't tied up or anything, we could have walked out, but we didn't. It's like we wanted to have this evidence to finally escape, to expose my dad for what he is. So, yeah, that was the dream.

27 May 2024

Dream

I was on a edge wall looking at water it was night time it appeared to be NYC I could hear in the distance so I started dancing to the music it was 11:45 at night and I took out my phone and opened Snapchat to record the music and I captioned it “only me out here at 11:45 at night alone dancing to this music” I felt someone behind me so I turned with the candle and a man who looked like a Arabian prince was behind me me smiling and he put his arms up and chuckled and said No no man keep going and he walked away because I kept recording him he said have a good night and he jumped over a ledge where there was a body of water all I kept thinking was oh my god!! So I ran over with the phone still recording and he had jumped in a row boat and said I’m ok still smiling at this point I felt a bad feeling so I ran back to my hotel and went to get in the elevator and a big man who looked like a Arabian cop went to Come on I said sorry only room for one and hit shut elevator door and he stuck a baton in so the doors wouldn’t shut and said come you have been summoned and I woke up

25 May 2024

Dream

I was dating Elon Musk and we had to keep our relationship private and quiet. Oh, is it recording?

23 May 2024

Dream

I was walking around town and ran into a homeless man I used to know. He was being harassed and I intervened. He was really happy to see me, I hadn’t seen him in a couple years. We were walking for a little while and I asked him if he was hungry. He said yeah, and got really excited and said he knew a place he would love to go. I told him I would get him anything he wanted and we started to walk toward the river. As we walked in began to get worried about the time, and told him I couldn’t take too long because I might get in trouble if my absence from work was noticed, even though I secretly knew it was my day off. He assured me that the place was nearby, so we kept walking. We came to a bridge that was like an overpass but there was no road underneath it, just a grassy ravine. I looked down and saw pandas living down there, but immediately noticed that many were also dead and in various states of decay. I asked aloud what so many pandas were doing living in the city like this and wondered how I had never seen them before. I also wondered why so many of them were dead and wanted to do something to save the remaining ones. Before my friend could answer, I noticed a momma panda with her baby that were near me at the top of the ravine. There was a third, dead panda laying next to them. Behind them I could see a tan truck that had another dead panda in it and watched for a little while as they loaded another dead on into the truck. I thought it was really weird and wanted to know why they were loading up dead pandas, so I took out my phone and began recording them. They must have seen me record them, because they started to drive away but I followed them, with my homeless friend following behind me. They pulled some sneaky maneuvers and pulled into a gas station behind a red truck, and then as I tried to catch up they sped away in the other direction. I was still recording them on my phone and running now, trying to catch up to them. They eventually lost me, and I was angry at this point at what they might be doing with all those pandas. My friend told me it was best not to get involved, but as a biker gang slowly passed, I asked one of them if they knew anything about the pandas and the men that were taking them. They told me the men were dangerous and I should stay away if I cared about my safety. I decided I was going to try to get to the bottom of this and what was going on, but pretended I wouldn’t go back there again. I couldn’t wait to tell my boyfriend about this when I got home, and hoped the video would be clear enough to make out. I also remembered that it would have to location where I had filmed it, and that if it wasn’t clear enough to see what was going on, I could bring him back here and just show him. I told my friend I was sorry for keeping him from getting food, and we resumed our walk to the restaurant. I realized that I may have put him in danger and expressed to him that I was worried he might not be safe on the streets after being seen with me while I was recording those men. He told me he was never safe, and kept leading the way to the restaurant, unfazed. We eventually came to a lobster restaurant, and I got worried about how much money this was going to cost. We walked right through a bunch of people playing bingo, and as I tried to follow I kept bumping into the people and getting elbowed. I eventually turned around and found a different route that was less crowded. I saw him at the host stand and as I went to catch up to him, I saw that some people were looking at me wide-eyed and shaking their heads, as if to warn me of something. We got to the host stand and I asked the waiter how his day was. He shrugged and replied “you know, just slinging burgers” in an unexcited tone. I asked him what was good on the menu, and again he shrugged. I kind of laughed and asked if he had ever worked customer service before. A waitress nearby perked up and said that she had, and the waiter we had been following pulled a baked potato out of his pocket and told me the potato’s were good as he squished it in his hand. As he squished it, some bacon popped out of the potato onto his shirt. I laughed and told him that was a funny trick, but he didn’t look pleased. Then I was woken up by a truck’s back-up beeping outside my window.