Cameras

19 May 2024

Dream

I have a lucid dream where I find myself laying naked in the bed where I was raped as a young boy. My body is covered in scars and marks. Hands that look like the hands of my perpatrator pin me down. The bed is surrounded by cameras which look like the camera my rapist used to film himself raping me. Strange men who I do not know, but who may have viewed the recordings also surround the bed. At the end of the bed stands my rapist, he is also naked. It looks like the direct aftermath of the rape. Both of us are covered in sweat. There is blood on the bed and sheets. The hands pinning me down lossen. I sit up right and ask him why he did that to me. He looks down. I ask him again, he replies that he "doesn't know". The hands loosen even more and I sit upright even more. I ask him a third time and he says "I loved you and I wanted you to stay young forever". I raise my voice and tell him that I was 11 and that he was in his 40s he replies by saying "I am sorry I really am". He leans forward and places his hands on my body, healing the scars and marks. Then he walks off into the distance.

11 May 2024

Dream

the i was turning in my dance studio and i was practicing technique. there was a camera or something and it was ahowing how my feet were going through 5th position well and one of my coaches we watching me. the i tripped but i only tipped over a bit i didnt fall.

23 Apr 2024

Dream

I dreamt this time that, the scene was set at my grandparents house on their acres of land but everyone was there for some reason and heaps of random people were building this big barn out the back that I was helping with it was all cool than one big bolt fell out and all the steel beams came crashing down on top of me and other people but I managed to not get hit and slide out from the rubble but someone I knew got hit and had a compound fracture her leg was had a compound fracture and I was trying the bandage it up, and got some nurse over to help than there were cameras everywhere and it had been caught on tv and everyone was like woah crazy and making sure I was okay and crush popped in at some point and did so too, than the scene changed and we were in a school but it was still somehow in grandparents land, not exactly sure what we were doing but some important things maybe classes of some sourt, than this ‘monster’ started going around and jumping onto people’s faces and sucking out their life and turning them into diseased zombie’s we tried to fight it but it kept coming back from the dead, so so my friend group was like fuck this we are out of here, we tried getting out but as soon as looked at escaping the sky turned dark and there were like 4 tornados and at my grandparents you’ve got a view of the town abit and you could see everyone trying to get out and than it turned into like world war 3 was fucked up and crush rang me from Canada over seas and was like hope you got out okay and I said yeah nah I’m probs gonna die lol, while crush is in Canada with his brother but than he crashed his car but he was fine and having a laugh. Than I woke up

12 Apr 2024

Dream

Dreams I was traveling and when I got to a new city I sat down and start mediating and all of sadden I saw angels in circle circling me and putting white and gold light all over me As I was continuing with my day I started to notice that those angels are always above me like they are protecting me from above I saw my mom hugging me and she said she is proud of me I was on a set with a lot of cameras and people all around me and everyone took really good care of me and treated me like a queen All of sadden I saw my dog my baby Julia wearing a pink dress with pink bow and few white pearl Neckless I picked her up and hugged her She was on the set with me Everyone loved me and called my name Everywhere I went people knew me and respect me and the interesting thing I saw the angels always above me sending me that beautiful golden light that came from top of my head to my feet I felt powerful respectful and very helpful to others I also saw dogs and helped them

9 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a dream that a friend that I've recently connected with in real life was on the couch sitting in her cousin's room crying and her cousin was telling the mom or me all about how she was feeling so bad that she just came to be on the couch for a long time. I recently connected with this friend in real life and I don't know what this says about me. Then I had another dream where a lady was trying to prove that her home was clean. Her home was really nice but she had a little bit of her cheating ex-husband's ashes on the top of the refrigerator and so a security camera went off and the people on the security team said it might be because your home is dirty and so she got insecure about the ashes that she still had. In real life, my mother has passed away and her ashes are still in my position and in real life she did kind of cheat me. She took $3,000 away from my bank account without my permission. I don't think I'm still mad about it but what do you think?

6 Apr 2024

Dream

I dreamed that I was with my family. We were doing something. But I don't remember what. Then we were going to turn on the TV and watch a new episode of Family Guy. It was slow, but it was really funny and we enjoyed every moment of it. The second part of the dream was my best friend, my ex, and I were hanging out. We were all being friends. It was somewhere downtown Boston because I recognized the small tower. My best friend then left. It was my ex and me. The dream shifted to my childhood home. My older sister was there and my ex remembered her name. I was surprised. Then I held her hand. She didn't pull away. It was nice, but I wasn't really ready. I kiss her on the shoulder. She smiled. The third part of the dream was me at work. I fell asleep at work for a quick nap and saw my old friend in that dream. Then i woke up and saw my old friend who showed up to pick a client. I was explaining to her I was just dreaming about her. She laughed. Then we all went somewhere but it was like I was a camera watching it all happen in third person. I looked around in a restaurant and aimed the camera at me and my ex. We were sitting on a table laughing. I thought of how good of a couple we are

3 Apr 2024

Dream

I was running from stealing a camera from Best Buy for a criminal. And I didn’t want to live life that way, so I went to Crissy. He let me sleep in his bed, but I was all alone, and he was with Sasha in another room.

1 Apr 2024

Dream

I was at an amusement park with both of my children and my partner Lam. My youngest looked to be about 12 and we as a family went on a rollercoaster and during the upside down loop when the ride takes a snapshot my youngest Kairi looked straight at the camera and stared at It expressionless. After the ride we all went to look At the output of the photo that was taken during the ride, all of us had our arms up or were laughing and there was Kairi just looking at the camera with a very serious face.

1 Apr 2024

Dream

I dreamt that my deceased mother was driving all of her children to drop off her grandchildren at school and on the way there were 2 black lions fighting in the street. One of which had a chain around his neck. There was a black zebra with colorful stripes and black koala bear. We circled the block so I could take a picture but my camera on my phone wouldn’t work. I was trying to warn the workers of the restaurant that they were now in front of that there was wild animals out front fighting and they laughed at me because we were only ones that could see them.

31 Mar 2024

Dream

I was in my hometown biging up a steep hill to my grandparents house. I got to the house and I looked behind me and there was another girl biking. She pulled up the the house next door and mentioned something about me biking and how we could have bikes together even though I didn’t know her. She mentioned it’s cool that we’re neighbors and I didn’t tell her it was actually my grandparents house not mine. Then I ended up biking with someone and went off a bridge into some water and there was some sort of monster in it. The monster was trying to catch me and I was scared. I kept convincing me self it wasn’t real and trying to shake it off but it kept making the monster stronger and scarier. I would start to get away from the water then I would end up back in it. I eventually managed to get away from the water and then I was with some people I didn’t know well. Some of them were taking photos together and I wasn’t sure if I should join in on the pictures or not. I decided not to because I didn’t want to intrude so I was asking around in a tree waiting. Then someone told me and someone else to take some pictures together so I went over and we posed for the camera. We ended up going somewhere else all together but I kept feeling like the monster from the water was trying to pull me back somehow

28 Mar 2024

Dream

I had a dream about a new house. I had a dream about this house before and it's a really beautiful house. It's very large. and In the dream I had before, there was an old family, like 1800s, who had started the house. And he had built the library that is still standing in the house that we just moved into. Or we're about to move into. It's a beautiful little library with a very beautiful tile floor. But the way they made it had some sort of gas coming into it that was flammable. But they thought it was medicinal and helped your brain remember things. In this dream we knew of the explosive capabilities. in this dream I got to explore the rest of the house as well, mostly the living room. The house was weird architecturally, it was not a typical looking house, but it was very very beautiful. It was in New Mexico, and it was in Adobe, but it somehow was also right next to the ocean. And I'm texting one of my friends, and one of my friends is at the beach, so I walk down the beach and I find my friends. And so I start hanging out with my friends, and we're having a really good time, and I tell them my house is right there, they can see it from here, and they really like it. And I keep playing and playing and playing. I have two dreams, the first one and here's the second one. I'm going on a road trip with my parents and my grandparents. We have a different car, it's much older, it's a van of some sort, kind of like a VW van. It doesn't walk or anything, but it's a good car to drive as well, put a lot of stuff in it. So I'm on this road trip with my parents and we stop at this museum. I'm with my friends with some kid and we're hanging out in the rooms behind the museum. There's one kid who keeps trying to pull pranks on us, he's trying to pull two pranks on us. I don't remember the first one, which was when he pulled on my new friend, but the second one was a camera that was just supposed to randomly take a photo of us. I don't see how that was a prank, but I knew it was there. It wasn't hidden or anything. Later we leave the museum. We end up going to a store like, with clothes, like fabric for clothes and stuff like that. And I start just putting on a pair of clothes that they have there. I'm wearing a pink strapless top with a grignola, a pink grignola. Just like a hoop skirt. My friend tells me that we can't do that, but I do it anyways, and I encourage him to do it. So he does, and we have a good time dressing up, having fun. And I go to put my clothes back on, but I can't find which ones are mine. There's a bunch of my clothes there that I didn't put there, but they're there anyways. So I'm looking for my clothes, and I finally just grab a pair that look like mine. So, me and my dad walk back to our car, and we head back to the house. We stop at a restaurant on the way, where when we get out, someone robbed our wallet. I pick up the wallet, and there's my uncle's driver's license, and my friend's driver's license, and a bunch of photos of me, a couple kids I know, and it's just very creepy. It's like someone documented everywhere I went. It was like someone's been following me, which creeps me out. The lady comes back to her car, and this was next to the car, so I asked, told her, you dropped your wallet. She's like, oh thank you, yeah. I'm like, there's a bunch of photos of me and my family and my friends, and you even have my Uncle Trevor's license. Who are you? Stay away from me, stay away from my family. I don't ever want to see you again. I'm just screaming and yelling at her at this point, and she just seems bewildered, but I know she knows what I'm talking about. I can see the recognition, like, she nods her head, but she's still, like, dumbfounded. I head up to dinner with my grandparents and my dad. My dad leaves for something, a restroom or something. And my grandparents haven't come up the stairs yet. So, I'm sitting at this booth and I can see my friends who were in a couple of the photos. That lady's wallet too. Laila, Camilla, and Kaylee. And they're sitting in one of the chairs in one of the booths near me. I smile and wave at them, and then go back to the menu. Although I'm not really looking at the menu, but I'm looking around. I see the lady who I yelled at in her car, go up the stairs and start talking to the girls, telling them that they need to go home. And I assume that's one of their sisters or their mother or something, which is confusing to me, so I start thinking. Maybe they are one of their parents and are just concerned about where they are, but then why not honor everything i do? The woman leaves and then an angry girl comes up and starts yelling at them as well, I assume it's her little sister or something, her daughter, and eventually they get up and go with her.I had some trouble with the van getting here. I couldn't fit in it or something. So I had to live in here with my grandparents. That was an experience. My grandparents were tired and exhausted and just wanted to go home. So I'm glad we stopped at the restaurant. Because they seemed much happier afterwards. On the way back I decided to ride with my dad. I sit in the car, in the back of the van, and people start just grabbing stuff out of the car. They did when we first pulled up too, like when we first started walking towards the car. Like, people just start grabbing things out of the open window of the car. There are antiques in there for some reason, and my dad starts yelling at them. Not because they're stealing though, because they're not taking the good things. Like, it says to one person, who grabbed a very beautiful, very old music box, who's like, you have to have the certificate of authentication for that, or you're not gonna get the right amount of money. Why not take the certificate with it you’ll get much more money for it? What are you a Dumbass? And that's the end of my dream

27 Mar 2024

Dream

I’m in a house that I don’t recognize with mom and sister. Then my dad comes over whom I’ve not seen in a few years. We don’t talk to him anymore because he had an affair on my mom. But he was there for some reason. Then he said “ oh today is the solar eclipse” so we waited around for it and then I looked outside and I see the moon is already starting to pass and align with the sun. My mom, dad and sister are both looking too. My mom says the moon may not pass over and get stuck, we’ll be in total darkness for a while. We continue watching and it almost looked like it was getting stuck but then the moon moves and the sun now looks like the lens of a camera. And then me and my dad are looking closer and we can see that it is a camera because on the sun it’s video of us! It’s showing, is house and everything we are doing is being monitored and recorded. My mom is then freaked out. It’s almost like we are being spied on by something but we don’t know what.