Graveyard

30 Aug 2024

Dream

I had a dream last night. I was in the bus and going back to my own country Iran to have old city name Bucan. I don’t know why I was there. I was walking in the street and the street was very old and people were in the street lots of people were in the street they kind of were in the different group giving for Hosin that has been person in Islam who has been killed. very fascinating old city and houses, shop which I have seen long time ago in the citys long from the big city's in Iran. I was visiting a family there and it was a handsome man came to help me and be my guide.we went on the balcony with him and he showed me a very beautiful view in that view. I saw from above after the houses It was a forest down there but on fire , I saw the jungle has been on fire so sad when I saw the huge fire down there I asked him why the forest is on fire why the government doesn't turn off this fire and he said that’s the kind of government we have they don’t care they just let it burn until everything burned,I told him that maybe comes to the city and he said yeah, we don’t know, but we don’t hope that. i ask him about the place I wanted to see but I didn’t remember the name and I asked him I have heard there is an old place probably a grave for some important person but I don’t remember the name. he showed me the mountain in front of us and he told me on that on the top of that mountain is grave for a very great poem from long time ago and that’s very famous and people walking all the way up to visit the place.i ask him, that’s very long way to climb up. Is there any way that we can use drive to get there? He told me there is but it’s from the behind the mountain. so he wanted to show me I told him that: I think where I wanted and heard there is some religious placed but I don’t remember the name, but he didn't know that. so when I was coming inside the house to put my shoes on to go out i saw my sons girlfriend and her sister came in to try to take of their shoes. I asked her what are you doing here why you came all the way here. she said because I heard you came here we wanted to check. in my dream I thought she’s from that area and she was worried about Maybe I found something about her so that’s why she came all the way down here. but in real life she’s from different country Ukraine. I ask her where is my son then and she said he’s at home. the other guy was guiding me was kind of surprised that I have a son. so while I was talking to her and surprised by her that she came all the way down here I woke up.

10 Jul 2024

Dream

One of my friends wanted to stay the night at my place, not sure who but I know they were a friend They said they needed something from outside so I was like ok and I let them and they went outside to grab something. a hour had passed and they didn’t come back so like... I was there like What if he got murdered And i went to the police about it and they were like... we don’t believe you So i had to prove it So I was sat there brainstorming in my living room and I looked outside and saw the neighbors idk why but my brain told me it was their grandsons they looked in their early 20s and they were riding motorcycles Anyways I went out and asked Have u seen my friend and they were like nope but they looked rlly sus so I was like ??? But I was like u CaNt JuDge A bOok by iTs CovEr And they left but they were angry and said ~ but don’t go in our backyard So I was like Oh? So I did after they left and found a giant field of lines of tiny grave stones in their back yard they were like two inches tall and about 6x3in like laid on the ground And I had to go around and find my friends grave stone I eventually found it and there was like a ceremony starting Where a bunch of people girls with white dresses and long black hair and boys with black hair and white shirts black pants came out Only the girls were holding candles But they started coming up the lines of graves and I had to fucking book it So I ran back to the house and on the way out of the yard the same boys were there and they said, “oh are you here for the ceremony?” And I nodded and they said, “oh I’m sorry for your loss” and then I walked past them and my dream ended there

30 Jun 2024

Dream

Okay, so today I dreamt I was in this really cool city, like a kind of, it was a night, you know, it was a bit steampunk vibe, kind of pop-it vibe, lively, mysterious city, and I went to a theatre course that is for people that write their own pieces and then people just come together like in a book club and they played that piece and it was really amazing. I was just watching them and they had costumes prepared and they had a regisseur who would come in and throw in some info by the side, but otherwise they would just go ahead and play right off the bat, and that was really impressive, and then also later I was in kind of a weird garden, like a bit of a graveyard, and there was a statue, and in general it wasn't all good, but at some point that statue moved, and then I already knew that something was going to happen, and then that statue ran towards me like some kind of creepy monster creature, and I woke up then a little bit, but then fell asleep again, and I was in an area, like a big party, oh yes, I organised my own party and did that on like a kind of big huge garden section, and it was pretty plain grass, and I basically built up this huge treehouse complex with bridges connecting them and loads of space and then lights around everything, so it was really atmospheric and then basically people were having an excellent time, I remember, walking across the bridges and even my friend Liam came, and yeah, that was mad, but it was expanded because some neighbours were complaining, and finally I was part of a, I don't know if it was a refugee family, but we basically were digging like some kind of shelter, protection for people, for the family that was escaping, yeah it was a very diverse dream

29 Jun 2024

Dream

My papa Milling Kevin, one of my dad's friends that we used to go to his house together, um, I ended up visiting him. And he took me to this very, very large field. Half of the field was for people and animals that have died, and it was their graves. There were graves for thousands and thousands of people, and then there were also graves for hundreds and thousands of animals, including cattle, horses, livestock, goats, chickens, dogs, cats, etc. And then, on the other side of this very, very large green grass field, looks like it might be in fucking Kansas, it's a grave for the living. And Kevin, or my grandfather who's passed away now, steps down and he's like, oh yeah, this is my grave, and it's the grave for the living. And the grave for the living have gravestones for pets and also, um, people. Flash forward, I end up at this barn with horses, where they're riding these horses. And I see this woman on a horse I used to ride, named Duchess, and I noticed she she looks happier than the last time I saw her. I ask them how Duchess is, and Duchess looks like she remembers me and misses me. And I ask the lady, can I ride her? And she says no. And I say okay then i wake up

27 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream that my daughter was a toddler again . Her and her grandmother were in my house and her grandmother was feeding her. My daughter was taking the red sauce and rubbing it all over her grandma neck and clothes. I told my daughter to stop doing that. She stopped , then her grandmother was taking the red sauce and was rubbing it on her own neck and clothes. I looked at her like why is she doing that? And her grandmother looked at me and started laughing. Then the dream switched and I was watching my daughter in a graveyard. She was standing in a grave and was stepping and dancing all over a tombstone. She was trying to push the tombstone in the grave with her feet. Then the dream ended.

10 Jun 2024

Dream

I was at school or something and I had my eye on this really cute girl who I had a crush on I got in her car and a couple of her friends where there I asked her how she was doing and she was like u know I’ve had a crush on u for a while I’ve been trying to figure u out see what u where into and I told her I was polyamorous and I had a boyfriend but I thought she was cute too and she smiled really big and gave me her number then we started driving off and my friends got in there car and I guess where planning to all meet up and then I called my friends and we where talking then I watched as there car crashed and roles a few times it was a really bad crash it was right next to a grave yard we stopped and ran to them and they where all mostly ok one had a broken ankle and he was pretending like he was fine another had a broken arm another was fine but the last one all of her bones where broken and it was my crush i might have been confused because I thought she we in the car I was in but I didn’t think anything of it I delicately picked her up and took her to a safe place in the graveyard and wrapped a blanket around her and sat next to her there was apple pie filling all over the concrete for some reason and we just sat in it but we called for help and waited fast forward she was fine months later and me and her and our friends where at a mall or something me and her where in a mattress store and our friends where somewhere else we where laying on a bed almost completely nude and there where people everywhere shopping like nothing was happening she looked at me and asked is it weird if I want to have sex with you right now and I said no and we ended up getting freaky and our friends found us and they too acted like nothing was happening

19 May 2024

Dream

I was going to visit my paternal grandmothers grave. I found it rather easily. My uncle is buried next her. When I got there I decided to get flowers for my grandmothers grave. I go a nearby grocery store and find beautiful bouquet of flowers. They were so big so I decided that I would split them between my grandmother and uncle (my uncle passed exactly 7 months prior to my birth so I never met him). I have half in one hand and the other half in my other hand. On my way back I get lost in the cemetery, but I remembered her being near a very large tree, which was near the outer edge of the cemetery on a steep hill. As I’m traveling through the cemetery I realized I’m on the wrong road. I noticed that the flowers are changing colors. At first they were red then they changed to white with purple stripes. Along the way I ran into my brother. We chatted and exchanged numbers. I eventually find the location of my grandmother’s grave but notice a large funeral/gathering is taking place taking up most of the area where my grandmother and uncle are buried. By that time the flowers in holding in each of hands are dead. I could not find her grave because people and chairs were in the way

18 May 2024

Dream

A graveyard visit The cemetery in the mountains, much like the one we visited for their park facilities in Izu That but make it more ragged and overgrown, mountainous and the paths winding I get haunted and such, we try to escape The ghost i believe was that of a woman We look for certain things to seal it according to all the information we could gather from the found items(maps, some cryptic messages, the cemetery mansion’s origins and such…) We fly off the cliff and try to go back to Atami I believe, flying over the bow-curved shorelines Butterflies Brown and purple

6 Mar 2024

Dream

So it started on a town square there were people jumping out of a small house, because of a fire. I walked over the square with my friend to the cornet with both put out or shoes and started running bare foot. Somehow we got blamed for the fire so we had to run from the Police. We ended up seperate I ringed the bell of a random house and the person that opened was someone from the police. He was black and he was muscular. I ran into his house when I saw the police coming down the street I begged him to not say anything and he helped me hid just outside under his window sill. I heard the other police man talking to him about me questioning him if he saw me but he said that he didn't even know what happened in town. When the police man was gone I started running into a grass field that's were I saw my friend again. We ran togheter into the woods. (I saw the same woods in another dream to, it was dark and a lot of green and there was one small Graveyard. Then I woke up and fell back a sleep and then I dreamed about that I was founded innocent and went working again at the same place I had my first job in real life.

6 Feb 2024

Dream

I was in a broken church with two people. One of them was an army commander. That broken church opened in ruins and graveyard. When I looked out I saw an army tank. I was afraid to go near it. But the command told us it was just for show and only make noice without firing any shells. We walked to tank barrel and the commander disassembled the barrel, he showed us that the tank was just for show

2 Feb 2024

Dream

The first dream I was transferred to the other Youth Prison to have a look. Some of the old boys tha used to be at my residence were there. They were well looked after, it felt like a holiday programme more than a Youth prison. The boys rooms felt like a genuine young boys room, with drawers, posters, a small TV. All of the essentials in the boys rooms were all secondhand but it made such a big difference. The boys felt like they were able to be young boys instead of criminals. The second dream started in the centre of a township, where me and my ex best friend found our other old friend and her long-term partner eating at the centre. Her and her partner were displaying signs of drug abuse as they started dribbling halfway through their sentences. At one point my two friends left me with her partner to get drinks with a car load they flagged down who were work colleagues of hers. Her partner then proceeded to lead back to a house where he tried to take advantage of me and started kissing on my neck. I refused to be apart of it and stormed out of the house to be met by my friends outside screaming at me and accusing me of cheating with her partner. I fought and yelled back telling her I had no part in it and it was all him, yelling at him to tell the truth to her and admit it was him. She continued to scream and abuse us both for cheating, and her scream was that of pure trauma and horror. When she confronted me accusing me of cheating with her man, i swore on my dead child life, which in reality i had a miscarriage, that i didnt touch him or provoke that behaviour and it was all him. But it felt like it fell on deaf ears and she just continued to abuse her partner. She started acting him to the point the family had to get involved and seperate them, but she continued to physcial harm him. Before i chose to leave because i didnt want anything to do with this toxic situation, as i was leaving i took one last look at the fightinf couple and she had smashed a huge liquor bottle into his head where i believe she had stabbed it into his skull. I walked away in disbelief and had no fear in facing her if i were to become her next target because i didnt do anything wrong and felt strongly about my innocence that i wasnt scared. I carried on walking through a small township i wasnt very familiar with and noticed a small creek tgat led to the ocean and a graveyard littering both sides of the bank. I felt like ive sene it before but carried on my journey. I then came across a gang member gathering and walked beside one who seemed like he knew who i was and made a light joke after a greeting. I carried on after greeting after him and the gang member walking infront of me looked familiar and i then called his name and surprised it was my old physcial life work collegue. The third dream was my partner, myself, my mother, my sister, my friend and her family of 4 living together. My partner arrives with a set of twin baby girls and says he just found out these are his kids and the mother doesnt want them. So we take them in, and i feel a sense of jealousy in me. Although i feel jealous, i still care for them as if they were any ither child. It feels like a few weeks passed in the dream and as we loaded my partners babies, and ny friends kids into the car and start driving i asked my partner "have you named the girls yet?" and he laughed and said no, i replied "why not? Its been ages since you got them, they cant just go around having no name" but i could tell he didnt show interest in the children due to him not really planning or wanting them. So i said its okay, ill name them and coddled them. My last dream was in an old house that had no residence in it. A tall dark man in a cloak entered and playfully told me to put my ear to the floor and tell him what i feel. As i placed my ear on the floor it immediately feels warm, it gave me a slight fright where i came up and looked at him and he laughed and said "Thats Hell." so i did it again and now aware of what it was, i could feel the heat and hear the rumble and crackle of fire underneath the floor. He then comes over and hurries me to open all the windows and doors before it gets too hot in here. Without warning he leads the opening of the house, and starts digging at the flooe to open it. I feel a slight panic at the idea if i dont open the house up were gonna get killed by Hell's fire and had a bit of difficulty keeping them open. Thankfully i managed them open as the floor opened into Hell, and i felt a wave of relief when i realized Hell's fire isnt as hot as i thought it might be

26 Nov 2023

Dream

I had a unusual dream. I was sitting at a bar what appears to be like one of those bars in Japan. I was sitting by a beautiful young lady. Chat her up. When I blink she was gone. Then I was placed on a navel vessel that looks like the USS Abraham Lincoln (CVN-72) when I turned around I was at a graveyard reading over tombstones. I really don't know what what's going on with that but guess it's a sign?