Dream About Family Conflict And Loss 2

I was at my aunties house yet it looked like my papa house. A lot of my family was there besides my siblings and mom. But my ex and his girlfriend that he married way to quickly were there too. I still hold a lot of resentment and anger for her since she used to be my friend. There was a camera crew that came to the house because my papa was going to be on a tv show for his garden. He spent a lot of time on it and was getting the recognition he deserved. My family was so proud of him. I had gone upstairs in the in-law house across the path to get camera ready since the camera crew would be interviewing me as well. But when it got to my turn, my ex came up and it looked like he was giving the camera crew a tour. He pointed to me and introduced me as someone you wish you didn’t know. I didn’t have anything clever to say back to him so I just took the insult on camera and walked away. I saw my papa giving the tour of his garden outside and I did something very malicious. I took my ex boyfriends wife’s most valued possessions and threw them out the window right as a car was driving back so they would be ruined forever. After that my friend who’ve I’ve known for a very long time came in the room and he confessed his feelings for me. I ran into his arms and hugged him for what seemed like forever. Someone else who has feelings for him overheard though and seemed happy and giddy in the moment but very quickly turned into rude and petty towards me when no one was watching. I didn’t know but afterwards I tried avoiding him so that she wouldn’t hate me or continue to do mean things to me. I then started getting a bunch of messages from some old friends I haven’t heard from in a while since I met them while with my ex boyfriend. They started a group chat on Snapchat and Carly wanted to go visit an abandoned warehouse to goof off in and feel like the old days. I said yes immediately, not even bothering to look who else was in the group chat. Then a few minutes later I see a Snapchat from my ex boyfriends sister who everyone hates (in real life too) and she sent the most dramatic response saying that she couldn’t go. I knew she was going to say that because I said yes and she knows I don’t like her. But she made it seem like everyone was out to get her still which I then showed to everyone at my papas house and they all laughed at her. Half of everyone was in the kitchen, including my dad and my cousin Kerrie while everyone else was outside in the pool, including my ex boyfriend and his wife. Since he cheated on me with my best friend and married her after two months of us breaking up in real life, my family still hated him, even in my unconscious mind. So they kept making fun of her trying to swim in the pool in the ugliest bathing suit you can think of. I would usually feel bad but I didn’t this time around. I then told my dad how I threw her stuff out the window and a car ran over them and he laughed and told me he would’ve done the same. When they came back in the house for dinner, I was borderline threatening my ex boyfriend’s wife. Like talking smack about her to other people but loud enough so she could hear. The night ended and everyone went to bed but when I woke up I heard of bunch of cries and sobs and the police were in front of my house. I had thought it was because I got caught for ruining my ex boyfriend’s wife’s stuff but it was actually because my papa had passed during his sleep. My dad was mortified because he saw the body.