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8 Aug 2024

Dream

I saw an older man with boxes of stuff he was getting rid of. I'm not sure if it was a yard sale or not. I was looking through o box a saw some old film cannister. Most were empty, one had unused birthday candles in it. The man said " those are the mystery candles". I said " The trick candles " he Said "yes". I said " I love those". He said there yours. That was it.

12 May 2024

Dream

I am organizing stuff. My mother in law is using a label maker but I tell her I don’t usually do that. But I am considering it after seeing her use it.

9 Apr 2024

Dream

My ex and I were in the apartment that we rented together, he was getting his stuff and we were talking, getting along fine until we weren’t. He said something that made me mad and we started fighting, but I walked away.

9 Apr 2024

Dream

I was driving to work , realized I forgot something at home and went back to get it . When I got home I went into my bedroom to get whatever it was that I had forgot and found my ex girlfriend thier , we talked about something and then kissed for a bit after that we went into the kitchen where my mom was and we all talked about stuff I can’t remember what we talked about but I was happy and excited and relieved that my ex girlfriend came back to me . But out of knowwhere my mom and my ex girlfriend started acting like best friends and hinting that my ex stayed the night last night and I never knew and then I found out that she had moved on very soon after the relationship and that angered me immensely and I then yelled at her to leave and to explain herself but she went silent and would not speak and my mom was taking her side and not explaining either since it was implied she knew as well but neither would say anything. At the end of the dream I was yelling at them to explain and crying I don’t remember much after that but i woke up from my dream soon after

9 Apr 2024

Dream

i dyed my hair from black to white, my mom tried to break into my room and she did and then starts messing with my stuff and then she messes with something that’s dangerous, a lot of little kids and a lot of dogs try to break into my room they are pushing onto my door then the little kids are then sticking objects inside of my vagina little kids raping me with objects

9 Apr 2024

Dream

i dyed my hair from black to white, my mom tried to break into my room and she did and then starts messing with my stuff and then she messes with something that’s dangerous, a lot of little kids and a lot of dogs try to break into my room they are pushing onto my door then the little kids are then sticking objects inside of my vagina

8 Apr 2024

Dream

I was with some friends and we were walking thought this place that was sort of a mix between a house and an apartment building. We were checking out different rooms and some were too messy and we said how we wouldn’t stay there and some rooms we said were too small. We also found some clothes and decided to take them and wear them. Then some of us ended up walking to this common room type area. There were a good amount of people and a bunch of them I had seen earlier in my dream but didn’t know, some I knew and some were strangers. There was this dude that set up parties or something and he was talking to people. At some point some people took some edibles and I asked if I wanted one and I said no because I quit weed since it made me anxious. I still hung out with them and we walked to the woods or something and just explored. It started to become a nightly thing where we all gathered and people would drink and do drugs. We all sort of lived in that big area where I first met everyone and there were all the clothes and food we needed. At first all I would do was drink alcohol but I started to join in when they did acid and other pills. It was fun but I also didn’t know if I was making the right decision doing them. Everyone else was all the time though so I thought it would be fine. I would get up the next day and barely remember anything from the night before. Some days I had absolutely no recollection of the previous day. I was having fun but I also didn’t like how I was always out of it and never remembered anything. We had a poll on where to have some big party and we decided on a big party in the woods. We were all drinking and stuff but then for some reason the party became a competition and we were fighting some people but I don’t remember why. We didn’t fight everyone just certain people. I remember me and one of my friends were talking to the main guy and there were two dudes we were competing agains and both of our groups wanted to win. I decided I wanted to get it over with so I put one of them in a choke hold and we started fighting. I would be winning for a minute then he would be winning for a tiny bit but I ended up doing better as I could grab him from behind and stop him from moving. The right ended when I knocked him over and slammed something on his head and broke his nose. The other people were impressed and I was like, I think I broke my finger, oh well. Then everything went back to how it had been and it turned into nightly parties after that again and everyday felt like a blur. I couldn’t remember what happened when and where we were each night. We would go to cool places and party in mansions or at concerts. After a while the parties sort of stopped and we were apparently supposed to decide what we would be doing from now on. Like what we would be doing with our life. Everyone was splitting up and I was sad. Some people could go with one person from the group but some people had to go alone. There were a bunch of different tables with people at them sort of like a career fair but we had to end up choosing one. Some choices would be something like fly to different places often, never have a specific home because you’re always traveling. One was like working on boats by the woods we had a party at and stay in the area. One was joining the main dude in charge and help him prepare parties. One was an astronaut and go into space and leave earth behind. They were all really weird and there ended up being a point system or voting to decide what you get. I didn’t have as many points as some people so I didn’t get to pick first and I was stressed because I didn’t want to do any of the options but I had no choice.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

My dream was about my old crush and he decided to unblock me and he saw all the text I sent will I was blocked and he showed them to me and said look at all these what are these and I told asked him to not read them I begged because I used it as a way to vent and it had som personal stuff but then I went back into class and at lunch time and me and my friend decided to not go out to recces and stay in which is the worst thing to do in my school but we did and one of the recces lady's told our teacher and he came down and dragged us back to class and gave use 2 think sheets and those are little papers that say how bad we where and our parents have to sign and those are the worst punishment ever And that's the day I was super sad or just not talking to the teacher and the teacher was like you're not acting how you would act today and then I woke up.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

why last night (in the process of writing about it right after it happened) in my dresm a lot of scary stuff happened like horrifying screamings and saying stuff like "yes the bombing happend then and then" while hurting me, but i also couldnt move and my eyes would close when it happened while the feelingof slowly zooming in i used to have dreams like this all the time like this when i was younger, (7-13) which made me grow to not be scared of it, bc the only way to get out of the dream is learn to  not be afraid  not be scaredwhen it happens which has been easy bc i know what to look for when i know its one of thosd demonic dreams, idk if this is a demon interfering with my dreams or something but when something like this happens it feels so real  everything the pain, pitch screaming, zooming in feeling, fear, and esspasilly the bombing at my school, due to the dream started with the dsy of school with my brother saying "i heard there was gonna be a bombing today" even though the bombing didnt happen until after school with this women throwing them and hurt my friends bc the police wouldnt let us run as it was happening making me have fo trip and jump over prople to survive

6 Apr 2024

Dream

Me, my cousin Malia, and my grandma Aba were wedding dress shopping for my aunt Courtney. I'm not sure why we were wedding dress shopping for her because she's already married but we were. We were smelling perfumes and I really liked the way one smelled and it was only 10 dollars and 47 cents and I had 4 dollars and 97 cents so I asked Aba if she could spare me the other 5 dollars to get the perfume and she was like "Hmmm, I don't know. I have to get thi Beef jerky." And the wedding dress store was inside a gas station and she was looking at this shelf that had a bunch of random stuff on it like beef jerky, already filled up blue raspberry icees, and other things. I was like "Okay." And then went to wander around the gas station. And in the gas station was also a bookstore so I was walking around shelves of books and I saw one of my friends and her friend and they were like trying to avoid me and she was whispering to her friend "We'll have to go left, right, around the bouncy house, and over the shelf to avoid Amaree." And I just thought that it was stupid and childish that they were avoiding me but I didn't really care. And then Malia comes next to me and says "They're obviously avoiding you." And then I walked around looking at more books when I noticed that my friend and her friend were right behind me trying to stay hidden but I noticed them so my friend started running and went past me

6 Apr 2024

Dream

i drove to my exs house without telling him and when i got there he wouldn’t let me in and so i tried to leave with my car but kept running over stuff and ran over a dog then i decided to walk home instead and then i got a spam call saying i got a virus and someone has hacked my phone

6 Apr 2024

Dream

In this dream at first it was really dumb. At first in the dream I was just thinking of a show we are bear bears and thinking about how cute the bears stack on top of each other and then started thinking about different cartoony and stuff animal looking creatures stacking on top of each other. I then realize that I was spacing out looking out the window in my room. I start hearing fighting and people arguing outside my house. I start to pay attention to what was happening and I see three men two of them were arguing, one of the men pull out a gun and shoots one men multiple times in the stomach. The man that got shot slowly starts falling on to the floor. Another man pulls out a bigger gun and completely kills the man on the floor. After seeing that happen I was in shock I just witnessed a murder. I then realize that I’m in trouble since the two men saw me looking out my window. I hear them heading into my house. I turn off the lights and pretend to be asleep, one of the men go into my room and they shoot one of my curtains and it falls. He gets close to me, I thought I either was going to get shot or raped. The man touches my arm and leaves the room. I’m frozen in my bed, I thought maybe he thinks I’m dead, or maybe he is sparing me for some reason. I hear the other man in the hallway in front of my room saying to go to the attic where my older brother was. It was like they were gathering my family members in the living room to execute them. I hear my aunt’s voice downstairs in the living room and I couldn’t tell if she was the one giving the men orders or a victim. I was really worried about my family I did not know what to do, I was scared, but I later started to realize that it was not real, it was a nightmare