Dream About Huge Random House Playing Hide And Seek Pale Girl And Reconnecting With Lost Loved One

I Was in this huge random house that I felt I recognized because I was navigating it perfectly. I was playing hide and seek but it seemed scary and more like I was hiding for my life rather than hiding to play a game because the girl that was seeking looked really pale and had extremely dark eyes, she looked scary. I hid in a back closet room that connected to a restroom and on the other side of the restroom was a door that led to a bedroom. I walked through those and ended up back in the huge living room and then the kitchen area where there was a lot of people starting to come in after some kind of baseball or softball game. And then some of my family got there. I felt hungry so I wanted to eat. My mom made hot dogs and they looked terrible. I told her I’m not eating that she got mad and said don’t embarrass me I just threw it and told her to put the rest away because nobody is going to eat them she made little cheese designs that made them look really bad. I ate though and then kept trying to make my way to the back of the house I kept feeling like it was somewhere I had been before with Carmen and we had a lot of great memories there but every time I tried to make it to the back somebody would stop me or I literally stopped myself and made an excuse to go back with everybody. I ended up going back to eat my food I sat with 2 of my uncles I finished my food got up to put the plate in the sink when I sat back down it smelled somebody farted the girl in front of me across the table tried saying it was me I didn’t realize she was talking about me until she pointed me out and said you it was you and I looked up and said no I just got up to throw my plate in the sink she said I know I recorded it and she played it back and I told her if it was me I would’ve excused myself to the restroom when I got up or at least said sorry but now it wasn’t me. Then I sat there silently next to my uncles and one of them leaned over and asked me something and I didn’t respond right away because I was thinking about it but Carmen was still heavy on my mind as I was trying to build the courage up to walk to the back where our memories were. When I didn’t respond he leaned over again and said Carmen is back there right isn’t that where all the best memories are and I said no don’t do that don’t do that to me stop please as I started crying and then my other uncle said hey Nicholas it’s not your fault and she loves you face the memories they’re back there and you can do it. I started crying harder and harder until I passed out. I stood up and then slowly fell to the floor when I came to everybody was around me and they helped me up and then I got up and ran to the back room area. When I got in there it was like my house or at least the chair I sit on in the recliner in the corner of the living room and a few other things set up like my living room. I was crying as I was there saying I love you Carmen and I miss you so much and just feeling sad after a while I started getting really cold and I felt like somebody was there with me I looked towards the door and it was turning dark with smoke or clouds and slowly walking through them I could make out a shape and it was Carmen!! She walked up to me as I was already overwhelmed with excitement and she sat on the sofa beside me. She said what’s up man I told Carmen I miss you so much man and I love you and she smiled I could make out her face and features and voice and freckles so clearly it was her she was really there and she told me she misses me too and she loves me and she said how could I forget you and I thought she said she forgot me and I got sad and she said no man how could I ever forget you so many amazing memories and it’s been so long but I’m here and I love you. And then she grabbed my hand and sure as now touching my own hand I felt it, it was real and then the room started to spin and we flew around the room in circles and laughing and smiling and it was so cold I could feel the wind all around me I wanted a blanket or a jacket and then my brother Eric came out of nowhere and was being weird and Carmen laughed and said dude what the heck and then she said alright it’s time to go and I said thank you for coming to see me don’t be a stranger and don’t wait so long again I love you and she said I love you too and she was gone and everything felt normal again as the room went back to room temp and not cold and the presence I felt was gone and then I woke up.