Uncle

6 Sep 2024

Dream

I was at my Ex’s old school talking to a guy we both disliked about how she used to date me and how much of a pushover she was to me. The there was a different theme of me talking clothes back to a room. And before that, I was in a store when they said my mom was dating my uncle??

31 Aug 2024

Dream

I'm shedding an absolute tear right now because I just know that somewhere, somehow, my Uncle David is looking down on me and everything, and he's very happy, but I just, I'm thinking about the movie It Chapter Two when Eddie and Richie separated, lifetime-wise, because one of them got killed by the clown, and then he's, Richie is just crying and crying about Eddie, and he carves his name into the wood thing before he leaves Derry, Maine, and it's just really making me sad because I never get to see him in front of my Uncle, and I miss him so much. It's immeasurable pain, but I miss him so much, and I know that Eddie and Richie were great friends, just like I loved my sweet Uncle, and it just hurts that I can't show him all these wonderful things. That movie rings so true when Eddie dies, and then Richie has to live on because they were best friends, just like me and my Uncle were best friends, and good friends. I don't want to lose my parents, the same as I don't want to lose my Uncle, but I lost him. All good things must come to an end, no matter what, good or bad, but I've accepted that, and I just really miss my fuckin' Uncle right now, I just fuckin' miss him, and I wish he was here to see all my progress.

30 Aug 2024

Dream

Last night I had a dream where me and my boyfriend lived in a house with many rollercoaster rides. When I went on these rides there were lots of girls who made fun of me. I kept urging him to hang out with me but he was being stubborn. Later I figured out why, he was cheating on me with his ex. I had him drive me back home but he kept lying to my on the ride back and the girl he cheated on me with kept making snarky comments so I told him to stop driving and I got out of the car. I started walking towards the mall and caught an odd looking bus to take me all the way to the mall so I didn’t have to walk. When I made it to the mall my uncle Christian and his kids were there and we played games and had fun.

26 Aug 2024

Dream

I was at my grandmas house in Nova Scotia, where I was hiding from cars driving by late at night. Then I snuck inside her house to sleep, but kept tripping over things in the dark and making noise. My disturbance woke my father and uncle up who were sleeping downstairs. Then I got letters in the mail, one of them which was from the vet and told me my cat was very sick with pancreatitis.

19 Aug 2024

Dream

Had a dream carrying a baby girl saying “uncle won’t let anyone harm you” and I just carried her around the basketball court

17 Aug 2024

Dream

My mom and I were on vacation. We weee supposed to be making our way through a series of towns, but we stopped at a train museum. As we explored the first building, a man came up and introduced himself to me as Uncle Sam. I did not recognize him, so ended the interaction shortly. My mom and I continued exploring when I noticed the man following us. We went to a booth and explained to the worker a man was stalking us. The next part of the dream, Mom and I were visiting the gift shops of various buildings. I was making many purchases-mostly shirts. One shop was two establishments divided down the center. At one, mom and I purchased a “double raincoat” or raincoat meant to be worn by two people. The next was more of a sports store. Since we were in Hawai’i, the sales lady told us the items for sale were not yet available from the mainland. Again, she seemed to recognize me. I excused myself under the pretense of wanting to buy a head covering. The second day at the train museum, mom and I decided to skip every other building in the name of expediency. Dad was in the hotel room watching our local news channel on his iPad. Mom was upset she couldn’t find her cigarettes but figured they’d turn up. Arriving at the building, it was locked. “London” was written on the doors as if informing us that was where the halls would lead. Instead, we purchased tickets to ride a large version of a Model T to a secondary location. Climbing in (after the obligatory photo) I had difficulty fastening my seatbelt. The highway was a complex maze. The driver seemed unfazed even as we watched in shock as a police cruiser slammed into the guardrail and off the bridge. At that moment, I panicked, terrified I was going to be in an accident.

11 Aug 2024

Dream

Continuation of last night’s dream Running through the airport and the bus terminal with the aunt’s family(this time, none of them are replaced by characters like they were yesterday. Kids are still constantly changing in number whenever I look.) Uncle has less presence Staying at Boothill’s apartment room Boothill is a brash, flamboyant cyborg space cowboy He cannot swear because the synesthetic beacon on his body has been tampered to censor bad words and turn it into something else Being treated like a child isntead of a young adult Everyone showering in order Me trying to shave at my turn because the way the guy treats me like I’m not a girl in my prime(the right way to treat a teenager btw) makes me self-conscious getting called at from beyond the bathroom door just when I got to shave of a tiny portion of the softer, shorter parts of my pubes Hurriedly putting everything away and making way for auntie to take the shower next Berating myself in my mind for being so impulsive and emotional-laden(shaving because you thought a man at least thrice or four times your age would even oay attention to you) Dinner’s done, and everyone sleeps Even Boothill(his body goes into hibernation mode or smth idk) I sneak out of the makeshift bed, go back to the shower space, start shaving again despite the fact that Boothill won’t probably even think about fucking a barely legal teen-just-turned-young-adult and can’t if he wanted to because most of his body is cyborg Crying because I feel miserable, being made to see how validation-starved I am as a girl Boothill stirring awake due to the slightest noises, calling out to me from beyond the smokescreen of the shower room door Raises head from the hands I buried it in, answers the guy in a tone as natural as I could make it to he after wiping tears

11 Aug 2024

Dream

i had a dream my uncle got stabbed or shot to death

10 Aug 2024

Dream

i dreamed that i was in a hollyday with my mum my aunt my uncle amd my cousin. At noon i don‘t know why i was sonzired and i wanted to go out, my cousin decidwd to come with me and we legt. outside we were in some sort of jungle and we could go peft or right, i said left but my cousine said that we already went last night to that way so tonight we go to the right. we started our jpurney to the right and in the back of us was the summerween monster from gravity falls, and we scream that we love sweets. aftwr that we araived at a a beach near a mountain. there we heared about a masacre that happend some days ago. we sitted down on a banch with some people and in the time we talked about the masacre two children were on the montain preparing to dive into the water but the boy kiched the girl and broke her nose and yelled „oh girl bloud“. we were so scared and i taled my cousin to ho home because is already day outside, but she refused. i wanted to go alone and to zalked with of the people here to ho with me a little bit to no be alone, but when i looked at the person that looked free to go with me i saw a strange smile like he would hid something. so i didn‘t said anything and stayed there. After that a boy from the group find out about some photos of a murderer and that man looked ecxactley like the one with the strange smiley. in that moment we strated freaking out. we called him to come to us to tie jis hair to see if he realy is the one in the photos and he was after he realise why we do this he said to us to sit down and he started torture 3 of the 5 of us 2 boys and one girls, me and my cousin wwre fine. he cuted a little bit of one finger of each one. it was already night again, i don‘t know how but we some how escape from tehre and started runing and we went to some sort of room were you cold take a sheet and write your toughts, it was verry familiar that place like i‘ve seen it before. me and my cousin open taht door but instead of taking a sheet we went on another door to the bathroom. we sat there and looked at him going in circles waiting gor us to come out. And than in the most terifieng moment that i tought that is no escape the room started moving and the view on the window was with the interior of a subway, we traveled 3 stations with that train and after that i decided to open the phone to see were we are on the map, but when i tried to open the phone i waked up.

9 Aug 2024

Dream

Oh, also I forgot to mention Dragonfly 🐉🐲 flew in my path at 141 pm 1:41 pm which easy Uncle and that's due to the fact his Blood Pressure at the doctors way back when was 141/ over whatever these are signs from the universe in check and that was a sign it was him. Also my Mom and I were frustrated trying to add to a group texting app for our neighborhood called Bobbye Garage and it didn't work for thirty minutes and tried all attempts and I said wait.… let me think 💭 there's a way and I never gave up and put on my thinking caps my intelligence unlocking doors 🔑 🚪 bc of positivity I haven't been able to see in myself for ages. Amen 🙏🙏🫶🫶its unlocking doors 🚪 and I'm overcoming burdens obstacles removing ❌ already placed roadblocks and banishing and poetically and administratively vaporizing them because I have that mindset I have it!!!! Also them and alleviating my self doubt conquering demons and bad energies and just and assisting myself in positive self talk 💬 and some others Dont understand what its like to be in a dark place and overcome it like Batman and my Uncle would be so happy 😊 Im so happy for myself… he would be proud as well as my ancestors….this is helping and its reflecting on my past life vs this life and with this self achievement I walk through life with unwavering determination and sheer awesomeness I stare my problems straight in the eyes 👀 and say bring it!!! Balls of Kryptonite excuse my language…. it irritates and upsets and scares people not on the same level or wavelength. Another level has been achieved. Never Surrunder Never Give Up. I'm inspiring not only others but myself.

8 Aug 2024

Dream

In the dream there was life as it was, and then an alternate timeline named 'death' in the dream. I was content with life as it was, but then I remembered that I when had this dream before, and I accidentally found my way to the death timeline. I decided to try and remember how I did it. I basically held my breath in the bathtub, and went under the water. There I found myself in the other timeline. This timeline had clear and defined 'stages' to 'life', as I witnessed in someone else for the first time. First, when you're about 30 years old, you find the love of your life and your sex drive increases tremendously. Secondly, sometime a long the way, your head gets chopped clean off, but you keep living with a neck stump. Third and fourth are hazy to remember, but I think it's something about trying your best to improve your wrongdoings and/or improve your physical appearance. Finally, there's death, and here it's usually gruesome and unforgiving, matters the life you've lived. I watched as my 'partner', that I didn't know well, lived a full life, and had a death ceremony. The death ceremony basically includes all family and friends being at the home when death decided to come, and take their life. This includes fire, liquidation, compression to death, etc. As soon as my partner died, I woke up back into my 'normal' life universe. My mom somehow found out about my 'adventure' as she told me to not spend too long in the other universe, as I may not find be able to find my way back. Or worse, I may be unable to distinguish between the realities. We had a family gathering, and my rich uncle from another country (who doesn't exist in real life) is apparently the head of the family. He found out that I'm going between dimensions and cruelly ordered me to stay in there for an indefinite amount of time. Everyone tried to half-ass revolt but wasn't able to change his mind. At the end, I stood up, and speed-walked towards him and started cursing, saying that I will end his life if I did so. As soon as I reached him, his living figure was replaced by a bottle with ashes inside. I blinked and backed away as I saw my mom in awe try to move her way between him and me. As soon as I stepped back, he turned normal again, looking like a human. It seems the closer I got to him in that moment, the more his life fast forwarded in my eyes. I took a few other steps back and he became back to normal again, even though I still had hate and fury in my eyes. He still had his smug grin, but had a touch of fear in his eyes. He ordered everyone to step away from me, and I fled to the bathroom. As soon as I opened the bathroom door, I was grabbed by my hair, and thrown into the bathroom. I seemed to have been thrown into the other dimension again by someone else. I didn't recognize this person, nor where I was. But the uncle seemed to have appeared behind me near the door. Though I was upset, he cooled me down and asked for a chat. I agreed, and he walked with me, and told the other guy I would only be a minute. He said he knew about how dangerous this place was, and how I was bound not to listen, because he knew how curious my soul was. He said that even though I may feel somewhat safe here, that I shouldn't trust the feeling. And the more that I 'experience' this dimension, the worse I would be able to tell, in the future, which world I was actually in, and that they may fuse together indefinitely, and I will go mad. Of course I heeded this information, but it wasn't enough to stop me unfortunately. I visited this dimension enough that I wasn't able to, nor did I have the will to, find my way back to my 'normal' dimension. I lived in the 'death' dimension for years. I saw my grandma (who died in real life in 2018 from multiple sclerosis) die, again, and I was sad for how much pain she probably was in, even though I believed she didn't deserve it. I saw multiple 'partners' pass before I even knew their names. And at the last stretch, I found myself with a 'friend' at work, who has brain damage. We barely talk much, but we still talk. We found ourselves trying to get out of this place, when a correctional officer stopped her. She pleaded that they had the wrong person, and screamed that she was with me, but I couldn't get my mouth to say that I was with her, nor were they listening. I was desperately trying to find the door that I came in from so many years ago, while she's inevitably distracting the officers. At the end I feel bad I was using her for bait, and it made my heart ache, but it was the only thing I could do so that they weren't on my tail too. At least I was better at hiding, I said to myself. -- Many times in the dream, I don't remember exactly where, there were sex scenes with these 'partners'. Headless or not. Also there was a time that the death ceremony was happening in my grandparents house for my grandma, and I was trying to park my car in the back where it wouldn't catch fire, as there was an eternal fire in the backyard.

7 Aug 2024

Dream

A praying mantis was hopping around and seemed to be following me while inside a cluttered house. I was outside in a rainstorm and everything was flooded and i was walking through the floods looking for an envelope and my broken down car that was mysteriously fixed, as i was told. My nana was urgently asking me to move my car before they got here. “They” being some powerful people. Then there was a girl that was my friend was helping me get my car with the help of her dad and uncle (they were the powerful people previously mentioned). They wanted to help me. They worked for a secret service or something. My friend arrived to help and she began typing in a code onto a device that was mounted on the wall. The code had a double zero in it from what i can remember. She tried a couple different codes. The only numbers she didn’t change were the 00’s. I was also creeping around a big dark bedroom where multiple people were staying but they were not present. Their personal belongings were left behind and i was looking for things to take.