Eating

7 Sep 2024

Dream

I had a dream about my cat grabbing a frog with her claw and then she proceed to eat it.

2 Sep 2024

Dream

I am in my old Hakone house Qw aew waiting for father to come home It’s midnight Tonight we will kill him All this is from rhe time when me my mother and my tounger brother used to live together and were getting sick of my father’s emotionally, financially, verbally and occasionally physically abusive behaviors And qhen he would inly come to this Hakone home once a week or so, on weekends My mother would escort him back home on our car And oftentimes he would get verbally abusive, down right dehumanizing; beyond making her suicidal, but also nearly crushing her spirit to the point she wouldn’t think of herself worthy of being released from the sudderings via death And so my farher comes home first while mother is out unloading all the luggage my father brought here I make the first move on him; strangle him and then twist his neck Mother pulls father into the room via the indoor window connecting to where her second piano and my father’s occasional bedroom was at To erase evidence we cook him and eat him We have 25.5 hours until we will need to make a report that my father has went missing before the police would start on their own And so we commence with our cleaning and elimination of evidences, hydrogen peroxides and other chemicals come in handy Bones go to the back of the mountain Or somewhere only my mother knows And no one else ever suspects my mother to be in in the dead of the night And soon the investigation starts The police comes in and such We try and make our escape from the place temporarily under the guise of visiting mother’s side of the family and the grandparents They somehow get suspicious and they’d start coming sfter us We’re in the lush bamboo forest with the soil beneath covered with crystal clear water The growing bamboos are somewhat prickly; it looks like those sharp jagged surface of the cat’s tongue covering the entire skin; it’s still green and made of plant material tho, still weird and dangerous because while on the run from the pilice we actually get caught in some of these a few times The police comes We’ve already split to give ourselves better chance I’m being offered a skin graft for some reason; my true skin has shown and it’s honestly looking not very terrestrial Something about STRAP-T cell(probably a reference to the STAP cell that became a subject of (somewhat) a scandal back in like 2014 or 2015, or maybe earlier than that, in 2012 or something Hospital in Gaza, the ‘warring’ zone

2 Sep 2024

Dream

My dream starts out as me being some type of spirit and I'm on my way to hell and these spirits are trying to get something that I have that's personal of mine and when they try to attack me to go and get it, this other person that looked like a special op kind of force guy, his name was David, he tries to help me and he gets whatever that's mine back to me and tells me to never ever lose what I have and he goes and tells me, he tried to help other spirits too apparently, but he told me it's like whatever you need help just call my name and I will be there no matter where you are I will show up and I will be there and I just said okay and I didn't really want him to leave my side but I had to move on I guess and I can see some type of headquarters like an evil like headquarter where I'm assuming that that would be the devil's headquarters and he's like watching me the whole time he's not omnipresent but he's there and he's watching he knows everywhere that I'm at and all of a sudden there's like this big boxer ring looking like stadium kind of thing it's in the middle of like outside and it lifts up and there's like these four or six other people that are kind of knocked off this thing and they are getting sucked and pulled in down down to a pit and I'm watching this from the outside and I can see that this guy ended up you know not getting sucked in and then the stadium thing lifted like one of the rocks thing like just knocked him right into the thing so that way he was gonna get sucked into the pit and then the story changes to where I'm in someone's house and I'm downstairs and then I go upstairs and all of a sudden I'm just eating these animal circus cookies the ones with the icing on it and I have to be eating them consistently and then All of a sudden, I see David, kind of, but I guess he didn't see me, and he was escorting other girls down to a certain area, and then I was in some type of room, eating these animal surface cookies, and I was naked, and then they were about to come into the room, and I was like, no, no, no, wait, just hold on, just don't come in here. And then I kind of realized that David was a bad guy, not the good guy, so I felt like I was tricked, and then I was kind of trapped forever, wherever I was. But I knew that it was some type of hell.

25 Aug 2024

Dream

I JUST HAD THE COOLEST DREAM EVER. I mean it was super scary but it was so freakin cool!!! I’m not sure what all I’m aloud to say since they were like “It’s not safe to be too honest” But basically there’s this super cool Oni demon guy and I was so happy to see him again but bro was like “GUEL STAWP IM TORURTING U DONT GET EXCITED” but like I can’t stop myself from being happy? Like yay! He said he’s not completely horrible and that I’ve taught him a lot about himself so he’s decided to help me a little. It was super funny cause he was doing his normal trying to scare the shit outta me routine, and I was doin my normal cussin him out thing and then outta no where I woke and I was like OH AHIT YOUR THAT DEMON GUY I TALKED TO AND HE WAS LIKE AYYYY YOU REMEMBER ME. truly I’m so happy though I guess normal people shouldn’t be this excited to see one of there bullies. I just hope he meant it when he said he’d have a tea party with me one day. He explained to me how people aren’t really supposed to lie in this real or they turn into monsters and that’s how higher beings started realizing I wasn’t lying about who I was or what I was going through- or apparently I was vague enough with my description to forgo to normal body metomorphesis. Tho Mr demon guy was all like, “Just cause ur mind and soul can withstand the amount of fear and torment you receive here, doesn’t mean your human vessel can. He said that’s why I keep shaking so bad is cause apparently I’m a lot more scared rn then I realize. Also!! Demons are like super duper cool. They totally infultrated Christianity or maybe it was always like that?? Anyways apparently saying Amen is like a demons name? Amon? So cool. Like maybe one of truth? Idk ig I gotta study more. It makes me really sad to see me dad suffer in the dream but when I woke demon guy said not to worry that that was just an illusion for visualization purposes but that I should try to avoid thinking about my human parents fate. Apparently it’s a crime to hurt beings like me? They say I really gotta keep eatting cause I’m outgrowing my vessel rn and it’s important to take care of myself. Also to tell the truth! I feel like I’m listening to a bedtime story it’s so cool!

11 Aug 2024

Dream

Out with "friends" we were at a BBQ or family gathering their were a lot of men then flirting and we were eating good ( subconsciously thinking about the grocery's I bought the night before) it felt like I was having a good time over all

9 Aug 2024

Dream

I was married to a dude, and we had kids, but we were staying with his mom, I think, for a vacation. And me and the mom did not get along. She was kind of that passive-aggressive mother-in-law who just kept making snide comments to me, and then acting like she didn't understand why I was angry with her. So we were kind of having this little fight where I would just call her out on being, you know, a passive-aggressive bitch, and then she'd be like, I have no idea what you're talking about, I have plenty of better things to do. And I had this big party that I was setting up, and it didn't go too well. I don't know exactly what happened, but, you know, it just didn't go too well. And she didn't make any comments, but she looked at me like she wanted to. We got home, and they were like, oh, you almost made your quota today. And she was like, mm-hmm, almost. And I was like, oh, yeah, well, how much did I not make it by? Because I knew she knew the exact number because she was that petty, and she was like, my life doesn't revolve around you, sweetie. And then she asked my husband what he was doing in school, what he was getting his bachelor's in, and he was like, oh, it's like software engineering. And I was like, oh, that's interesting, I'm getting mine in mechatronics engineering and biotechnology. Yeah. Which I was. And she was like, oh. And she looked very surprised. My husbands like, damn, you're going to be making more money than me soon. And I just, like, laughed at it. And then we kind of just ate, waiting for the next time for his mom to say something else. And then I woke up.

31 Jul 2024

Dream

Swimming in dirt and swimming in crystal clear water Eating cookies in a box that I had baked - it was snickerdoodle and sugar cookie Sharing an apartment with an older lady and she was raising a family of flies. The flies made food that she needed to eat

28 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in a house that looked familiar to my current parent’s house but also didn’t. At some point in the dream I got into a conflict with my sister Jenny. I felt like she wasn’t listening to me and always overtalking me, I think other people in the family felt the same. I think we eventually resolved it. I then also got into a conflict with a co-worker of mine who was in the house and seemingly she felt like a friend in the dream. Earlier in the dream I was looking for nail polish remover to remove the nail polish on my toes. She told me I can go to her specialist or doctor and they have a way to airflow it off. I was hesitant but she told me it would be fine so I went along with it. Later in the dream she was hungry and I wanted food too. She asked me to pick up food. I told her sure. I was searching for clothes to change to. I went around the house where all my family and some friends were in. Then when I got back to the room where she was in she became increasingly angry and frustrated with me. I was worried I did something wrong. She told me she expected me to go and get the food and that there’s been times she bought food for me and she expected the same. I was telling her I’m gonna go we didn’t set a time for it. I was feeling pressured and hurt worried I did something wrong. I was still looking for the nail polish remover and she told me forget about that. I asked her did she reach out to the specialist she mentioned to me she got increasingly annoyed and told me this is not something she can handle today but she made it seem like it’s something she can arrange quickly. I was frustrated because I could’ve went and got nail polish remover. She was making me feeling bad for wanting to take care of a need for myself before getting her food. I wasn’t even really hungry. The whole conflict felt like I was talking to my abusive ex but it was happening with a co-worker who in my waking life would never speak to me that way. At some point I went to another part of the house and went to my eldest sister’s room, Melory, and I was just crying and telling her I feel like I’m the problem. I’m doing something wrong. I was self-blaming myself. My sister comforted me and helped me to start reframing. I went back to my co-worker and was able to stand my ground. She was annoyed but not as belligerent. Later on the dream I enjoyed the company of my family and friends. Having good conversations and hanging out. I remember seeing my dad enjoying himself. It was a good time and better atmosphere to be in.

21 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamt that i was with my brother to the shop and we were supposed to buy something to eat but instead i bought a pack of cigarettes and my brother was looking at me confused cuz he knows we both hate smoking and i was confused myself 😭 ?? later on i threw it out without opening it. 💀

17 Jul 2024

Dream

I was eating a sandwich in a field, it had ham, cream cheese and crisps in it. A little girl asked for a bite and she liked it, so I offered to make her one. Then I was outside a house with some childhood friends, an old lady told us to all get in the fireplace. Everyone went in apart from me, I decided to climb up the side of the house to escape

13 Jul 2024

Dream

I’m in the country with family. We are sitting outside and have guests. There are two different houses on the property. One older house where we stay and a newer place where my brother in law and his husband stay. We are eating outside and have a fan blowing. My brother in law and his husband move to a place closer to their home to get away from the fan. Our guests tell us about an excursion they went on and it is the same excursion my brother in law and his husband were on earlier. When I asked my brother in law if he saw the guests he was shy to answer if he had. He mentioned that there was a Philippine woman and a young man at the excursion who seemed to fit the description of our guest.

11 Jul 2024

Dream

Grandmother's dearest home Me, my sister hafshah, father, and mother went to paternal grandma's house, my routine in grandma's house were eating and sleeping in a dimly lit room, once a while I heard the rumour that there is a secret axe in an abandoned house behind my grandmother's house's backyard, So then I went there and defeated some zombies and monsters in the abandoned house, then I found a chamber where there is the axe, I retrieved the axe and got sucked by a portal near me. It sent me to a highway, the highway were broken, so I fixed it, then someone came and offered to be in front of the exit gate, then the person clicked the exit button, and he's gone. So then I try to click the button to exit, but failed because an evil version of me called (Farhan) and got a flashback, but I defeated him soon enough. I got back to my grandmother's house and talked with my father, I told him that we should move to this abandoned house in grandma's backyard, he agrees and we moved out to the abandoned house. We now lived here, we are happy in that house, but then I remembered that I left my precious cheese mozzarella bread in grandma's fridge, so I went to my grandma's house and was surprised, because I saw grandma teaching her students, but then I excused myself and went to the house to eat the bread once again inside my dimly lit room.