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24 Jun 2024

Dream

In waking-life I have only daughters. In my dream I was taking my youngest two daughters to a modelling agency, to see if I could get them signed. The girls were dressed impeccably, with their hair in golden curls and they were behaving demurely and politely. They modelling agency was in an old building, very elegant and refined with polished wood and antique furniture. The women working at the agency were also impeccably dressed and coiffured. There was soft classical music playing. The whole atmosphere was of quiet refinement. All of a sudden there was an electric guitar riff that shrieked through my dream, and my heart sank as I knew what was coming - I knew it was my sons (that I don't have in waking life.) From around the corner on the street outside, a double pram careened on two wheels, and raced towards me. Nobody was pushing it, it was propelled by the raw energy of the two toddler boys strapped into the side-by-side seats. They were laughing uproariously, spraying potato chips and drinks out of the pram as they sped towards the agency. They were sticky with peanut butter and other food, their hair was standing up, and they were pure wild energy. I thought "thank goodness theyre strapped in" and was relieved to see that the pram was too wide to fit through the modelling agency doors. I felt no shame of my sons, I was proud of them, but glad they wouldn't be able to destroy the serene environment, that it was safe from their wildness. I turned to the women running the agency, and with great dignity and a genuine smile, I gestured to these wild creatures outside the door and said " ...and these are my boys." They nodded mutely, aghast. I woke up laughing.

9 Apr 2024

Dream

I was driving to work , realized I forgot something at home and went back to get it . When I got home I went into my bedroom to get whatever it was that I had forgot and found my ex girlfriend thier , we talked about something and then kissed for a bit after that we went into the kitchen where my mom was and we all talked about stuff I can’t remember what we talked about but I was happy and excited and relieved that my ex girlfriend came back to me . But out of knowwhere my mom and my ex girlfriend started acting like best friends and hinting that my ex stayed the night last night and I never knew and then I found out that she had moved on very soon after the relationship and that angered me immensely and I then yelled at her to leave and to explain herself but she went silent and would not speak and my mom was taking her side and not explaining either since it was implied she knew as well but neither would say anything. At the end of the dream I was yelling at them to explain and crying I don’t remember much after that but i woke up from my dream soon after

9 Apr 2024

Dream

I was in a house with a man, someone I think I felt safe with, not too sure what happened in the house. I remember hopping on the back of a army truck with a group of people, my mother was driving it and we end up getting to a point where everyone needs to get checked before moving on and alarms start going off as someone in the car, the person was an old friend named Imogen who I haven't spoken to since Meredith left me was someone in hiding, I apologize to mum because I need to just off the truck with Imogen and make sure I keep her safe so we run off. We find some water dive in to the very bottom and hold our breath for a while until it is safe and resurface. Once we resurfaced we made our way to a safe area for all factions that was a long the beach side. Once we got there I saw people of many colours, they all had a tattoo that represented their faction, they also had smeared on them war paint but each person has it in different areas of their body which represented where they were from on the map. I cannot remember any more of the dream at this point. If I do I will update.

8 Apr 2024

Dream

I'm in my childhood home and playing the Sims computer game in the dark. I needed to shower but I felt that getting in a shower would be too much work so I just lather myself with soap and clean up using the sink. Everything is in the dark except I have a little light coming from a wall plug in. While I'm washing up, my brother and dad are downstairs watching tv. As soon as I finish washing my face, I go to my bedroom to dry off and get changed. I hear a lot of commotion downstairs and outside. So I go to my window to see that the local university is having a victory parade on the street and people are having a good time but some are starting to run but I can't see why, so I go to the top of the stairs to look down into the family living room and I found my dad and brother scrambling around with the couch up on its side and it appears that a leg on the couch is broken. I asked what happened and they said that some kids stole a gun out of my dad's truck and they tried to chase them so now they barricaded themselves in the house in case they tried to come in and started shooting. So I come downstairs to try and help and I asked them what the person looked like and they just said tall with wings. So I go outside because I don't care what happens to me. And I try to see if I can spot the person or people they are talking about and it is still chaotic out in the street. I end up finding them and it's a group of teens or younger adults that were traveling together by holding onto each other's legs and cartwheeling. They each also had wings and could fly. I attracted them to come back to the house by throwing 2 liters of sodas. They come back and I confronted them about stealing guns (which is highly unusual because I do not like guns and I do not like conflict or confrontation) and then I found the one that had the gun that my dad and brother described. He turned around to fly away from me. I said something else and he landed and then pointed the gun towards me and I woke up in a panic.

8 Apr 2024

Dream

My cousin brought every male friend over my cousin for a party and I was focus on one guy but I got uninterested he wasn’t my type anymore than they all went downstairs I was happy that I got a peaceful of my mind my feet was out but when the boys came back I hurried up and put my socks on my grandfather was yelling at them when they was downstairs then my cousin hurried up and brought them back up I was setting more chairs in my room when he got more friends I was interested in this Indian boy I have never seen before one girl spilled Mac & cheese on my bed because she was drunk my other cousin on my dad side I was talking to her and she brought her boyfriend but he was a little weird I was kinda judging him but I didn’t say nothing to her and I told it was one cute boy upstairs that I like and I asked her what did my grandma do for Easter

8 Apr 2024

Dream

The year after my grandpa passed away, in 2022, we were in our new trailer, me and my grandma, because we basically had to move out of our house that I grew up in forever by January. I had a dream. I was laying on my blow-up mattress, because that was my bed at the time, in my new room in my trailer. I was sleeping on my blow-up mattress. Then suddenly, I was asleep. I remember in my dream, I was at my grandfather's sister's house, in the back room where my grandfather would always sleep and stay when we visited there. That room that he stayed in, I have always been afraid of that room. For some reason, I have no idea why, but I always was. The fear. I never felt safe in that room. So, in my dream, I was in that room he used to sleep in. The room I was scared to be in. I remember the door being open, wide open. It was nighttime. I always watched TV at nighttime. Since the door was open, there's a hallway. One side of that wall, of that hallway, is a huge closet. The closet doors was a huge mirror. So, it's pitch black in that hallway. I cannot see anything. It's dark. It's black. It's scary. Then, I remember the whole room going dark. The TV was not working. I was trying to change the channel or something on my TV. It was not working. The TV went to TV static. I don't remember if the bedroom door was closed or open when the whole room went black and the TV was not working. Then, I remember my whole body. I don't know if it was in a blanket or not, but since I sleep on my back, my whole body was turning. Slowly turning. Slowly turning into a full circle. Slowly turning. Halfway before, whatever it was, I was going to see. I don't know if it was going to be a demon or whatever, but I woke up. I woke straight up from that. I woke up gasping. I wake up and to the left of me in the bed, a swoop of black. Like a swish of a black spirit or something black flew by me and disappeared in the room. I remember still not being able to move because I was paralyzed. I felt like I was paralyzed. I was not able to move, speak, nothing. Completely in terror and fear. I finally was able to move maybe after 15 to 20 minutes. Then, I was crying. I was bawling my eyes out. Completely scared, shitless because I had a night terror a year ago in my old room. Now, a year later in my new room, I am having a night terror again. I have no idea if a horrible spirit was following me from my old house that just happened to follow to my new house. I do not know what it was, but that was a very scary time for me. Thank God, now, in the year 2024, in my own place that I own, my own apartment, night terrors are not happening anymore. Thank God. I do not know if it was a trauma from back then or what, but it was very scary. Very scary.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

I woke up do go to a school trip a bit stressed to be late. We were in like a camp, there were people I knew from high school and university. I kept being close to my old school crush. Which is now a friend. People from university dragged me into doing a project, but in involved animal cruelty so I was so angry but no one listened to me. I wasn’t being heard at all, someone came to arrest us for doing so. And I was in the side of the mean people despite me. The camp became an inflatable castle surrounded my water in which I swam. We played and disobeyed in the cafeteria. I saw my ex there and that made me sad. Two friends who were best friends were pregnant at the same time. It made me cry from happiness. I was naked, and I saw my psychologist selling swimsuits. Thanks to her I could dress myself. I forgot my security blanket in the castle.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

I recently had a dream that I was connected to a dragon through a soul bond and it felt so wonderful and safe having a being that would be by my side no matter what, we flew through the clouds together with me on its back, the saved my life once and I was always so happy to see them. But then it turned out I was sitting at a dinner table with my ex Meredith and it was actually a movie we were watching while we were eating and I turned to her and said how wonderful if would be to have a being that you know would always be there for you and you there for them and she replied saying that I had her, I looked away for a moment then back at her and she wasn't there anymore and cried in despair.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

i was in the kitchen trying to eat or drink something, and i started choking on mucus. i ran outside to the shed where my mom and bonus dad were, and i was holding my throat while struggling to breathe, and they just sat there and watched me as they continued their conversation. i leaned over my moms lap signaling her to help me, and she rolled her eyes and put her hand on my back, as she was searching for something out of the toolbox. she took what looked like a hammer out and started pounding my back with it, with the handle side. i remember slowly fading away as if i was dying.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

In my dream my old supervisor from my old job was tr you big to keep me trapped in this prison type of house. He told me that I could leave in a year. I thought I only needed to stay c purple days like everyone else. He was trying to keep me. I started crying and asking why did he lie I wanted to leave and go check on my mom she’s worried and waiting for me. I ended up leaving the room and found to knife weapons to try to defend myself. Then I was able to leave the supervisor came with me and told me that he was attracted to me and he tried to match with me o Facebook dating. I felt uncomfortable and was not interested in him whatsoever. We walk on the side of this abandoned building. He had to jump and he fell. I went back to my black car and was trying to fix up the handles to my car. I also was in the desert it was warm beautiful and sunny at one part of my dream. I was trying to find my way back home. There were two trucks in the street they allowed me to cross the street.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

I went on short vacation with a mother and her daughter. They were both grown. We rented out an air bnb and we were smoking and drinking and having fun. The day it was time to go, we were riding and I remember the daughter say “I haven’t smoked today.” And she motioned her hands to her mouth as if she was smoking. On the way to the airport, I was riding in her daughter’s car and we missed the exit turn to exit out the neighborhood to the main road. We decided to back into a driveway to turnaround and go back to the exit. I saw a man with dreads and wife and kids out on the porch. They were dressed in African clothing and jewelry beads. The man had African three drum set. They were about to make music. So we turn around and head toward the exit. I checked my phone to see if the mother and daughter had the same flight and we did. I don’t remember the flight exactly but when we landed and got off. I didn’t hear from the women again until we went to work. I talked to them and jokingly told them that they left me at the airport and disappeared. At work, we have a huge class and after eating lunch, I assisted the class with throwing their plate away. One causation girl didn’t want to hug me at first, threw her plate away, and smiled at me. Then she came back to hug me. After that, we let the children paint on two tables. I was coaching the teacher to tell her not to set out too much paint paper or it will get overwhelming. After some time it was time to go outside to play and we had some children that were still in the classroom. I had to say “who wants fish sticks” in order to get the children outside. Then I said we are playing kick ball to go outside. Some children went outside but some still wanted to stay inside. I went outside with the children and let the teacher know to stay inside with the rest of the children. Once we got outside, we had to climb down from these concrete steps and jump near a bush. I was a bit skeptical but the children had did it with no problem. I jumped and may have jumped to somewhere else because now I’m in the back of this house and I walk though the house through the front door. The house is empty. I walk out the front door and walked down the steps. The house is on a slight hill. I street walking on the street and noticed that this house is next to my childhood home. I walked up the street to get a better look at the home and some things are different about the house like a two garage door. There was also a shed in the back yard. Everything else resembled the same about the house. I then started to walk back to the house o came out of thinking to myself, “wow I’m going to buy this house and it’s right next to my childhood home.” I checked the address and noticed that it had two different numbers. The number in the black mailbox was 4145. The number address on the house said another number. I then realized the house has two door and that it was a duplex home. I tried to remember what door I came out of. When I went back inside the house, I then heard noise. There were squatters living in the house. Some were in the bedroom, and kitchen. As I’m walking out the back door I hear police sirens. I looked at the latch to see if it unlocked. I opened the back door which was another location and jumped into the lake to swim to the other side. I woke up

7 Apr 2024

Dream

I was in Spain riding on a small motorcycle through the little winding streets. I get to a part of town that all of the buildings have a sign above the door. It looks like a big hollow V with the German flag inside of the V and three stars on each side of it. Most buildings had a Muslim man standing outside of the door and when I rode by they would try to hit me because I wasn’t dressed like a Muslim woman. They looked very angry.