Dream About Mysterious Women Hot Tub Beach And 35mm Camera Film

The dream began with a group of women that looked like girls I possibly went to high school with. That feeling of their faces being familiar but they just don’t fit the person you are trying to remember. These women were glamorous and free-spirited and we were drinking and sitting in the hot tub outside of a large house with those glass walls that make it look open as hell. The dream changed to us running down a path as if we were following someone to a location. All of us ended up at some beach and I remember my boots getting ruined along the way. When we got there it was fun, we laughed and messed around but I got the feeling of being watched and there was someone taking photos of us in the water. This was the normal aspect in my opinion and only the beginning. I don’t think this shift in scenery was smooth, I must have had a brief moment of waking up because I was walking into some fancy hotel where I knew everyone like I came in every single day. The girl at the front desk talked to me like I was her best friend. A few times it would be like I just forgot what happened after I got to the front desk. The next time I walked inside I could barely get her attention because she was so busy. I offered to help and she showed me her calendar and apologized to me. Her grandma was supposedly out and she had to take over everything. I went through storage boxes for her? I pulled out a roll of 35mm camera film and lets just say… it was really fucking weird now. There were pictures on every single part of that film but I almost blacked out some of it if that makes sense? One was of me and my red hair that was on instagram at one point… another of them was blonde hair that was from me in 2008/2009 and I remember it clearly because I wore my hair in a specific way. It triggered a memory in my dream? (I have never had that happen…) The memory though, it felt like a whole other version of my life? I was myself, I remember my high school self but everyone with me was… off? I mentioned this type of thing before, its like I am trying to place them but they arent quite there… they are just similar… but I was at a park and I sat on this zebra statue and then a guy hoppe on and I was watching it from 3rd person. I spectated this dream and watched it like I knew it was me… Another one was my first year in high school because it looked like my yearbook photo… I was trying to process through it more but somehow I ruined the film. Now I reach the end and the part that was what I deemed a nightmare. I was in my childhood home… it was my bed and I had the curtains open and people were setting off fireworks in the yard and it was dangerously close to the house. I was already feeling so uncomfortable and that added to it. But then that guy… who was in the memory that jumped onto the statue with me sat down on my bed and was talking to me about the film and he was concerned about how crazy things were. Now there were people shooting fireworks out the windows and something caught on fire and also something happened at the back and they got killed and the guy disappeared and I woke up partially. I was in sleep paralysis at that point and trying to say help. I would fade in and out and the last little part I remember is hearing clearly when partially awake “no, you get back here.” I did come back and I couldn’t see the person again, but I also really dont remember what he said either. I just remember feeling like I didn’t have a way out. I stood at the top of a building and woke up.