Childhood

18 Jul 2024

Dream

traveling back to the past when I was still very young. In the dream I was thinking that I should get the nicest clothing I can wear to attend a party with my childhood friends

17 Jul 2024

Dream

I was eating a sandwich in a field, it had ham, cream cheese and crisps in it. A little girl asked for a bite and she liked it, so I offered to make her one. Then I was in a fitness class, my ex kept booking the same classes but I only saw her in the last one, so I didn’t join. Then I was outside a house with some childhood friends, an old lady told us to all get in the fireplace. Everyone went in apart from me, I decided to climb up the side of the house to escape

16 Jul 2024

Dream

my childhood best friend’s younger brother, steve sang “Crazy for You” with his eyes closed by Adele while sitting next to me in a row of what i think was a school bus. i’m pretty sure we were instructed to sing as a part of some competition for a class but I can’t remember the specifics. also we were all grown up, me 24, him 21. as steve sang the song by Adele, he stitched together the lyrics with his hands, as if he was sewing the melody. I told him that I also move my hands to the beat in a particular pattern as I sing, but I follow it nonlinearly, like a wave. I remember saying how “fascinating” about the fact that he also follows a pattern to the beat with his hands, which he sees in his mind while his eyes are closed as he sings. i was in awe of his voice. it was absolutely gorgeous. I literally had my jaw dropped listening as I had no idea he could sing! I told him that Adele was my favorite singer to sing to and he was like “oh my God I have to hear you I didn’t know you sang!” i responded with a kinda snarky comment for some reason, saying something along the lines of “of course I do! I’m surprised you didn’t know since I always sang as a kid like nonstop, because I had Tourette’s and couldn’t help it lol” and then the lyrics to “don’t you remember” by Adele started to play in the background of my mind, meaning steve couldn’t hear it, but I could, so I told him I would sing that song for him. before I could though, I woke up. also for context, i had a massive crush on steve as a kid but it was unrequited. every once in a while I have a dream about him though I haven’t seen him in about 10 years. i had a dream about him earlier this year on march 24th, 2024 where he showed me his artistic work, which I was surprised he had created, because when we were younger, we didn’t really show each other or are that much. Though I did teach him, my best friend and their youngest brother, as if we were in a classroom a lot when we were younger, like I played the role of teacher, and they were my students.

16 Jul 2024

Dream

my childhood best friend’s younger brother, steve sang “Crazy for You” with his eyes closed by Adele while sitting next to me in a row of what i think was a school bus. i’m pretty sure we were instructed to sing as a part of some competition for a class but I can’t remember the specifics. also we were all grown up, me 24, him 21. as steve sang the song by Adele, he stitched together the lyrics with his hands, as if he was sewing the melody. I told him that I also move my hands to the beat in a particular pattern as I sing, but I follow it nonlinearly, like a wave. I remember saying how “fascinating” about the fact that he also follows a pattern to the beat with his hands, which he sees in his mind while his eyes are closed as he sings. i was in awe of his voice. it was absolutely gorgeous. I literally had my jaw dropped listening as I had no idea he could sing! I told him that Adele was my favorite singer to sing to and he was like “oh my God I have to hear you I didn’t know you sang!” i responded with a kinda snarky comment for some reason, saying something along the lines of “of course I do! I’m surprised you didn’t know since I always sang as a kid like nonstop, because I had Tourette’s and couldn’t help it lol” and then the lyrics to “don’t you remember” by Adele started to play in the background of my mind, meaning steve couldn’t hear it, but I could, so I told him I would sing that song for him. before I could though, I woke up. also for context, i had a massive crush on steve as a kid but it was unrequited. every once in a while I have a dream about him though I haven’t seen him in about 10 years. i had a dream about him earlier this year on march 24th, 2024 where he showed me his artistic work, which I was surprised he had created, because when we were younger, we didn’t really show each other or are that much. Though I did teach him, my best friend and their youngest brother, as if we were in a classroom a lot when we were younger, like I played the role of teacher, and they were my students.

12 Jul 2024

Dream

Again I had a dream about my childhood crush aka Erick and this time it was me and him talking and just having a conversation then all of a sudden he tells me that he still loves me and that It was always me he never had any feelings for his girlfriend, and we were older and we were in high school and he asked me out to homecoming 😞wow, I really wish I was still dreaming he really confessed his feelings but then I told him, look, it takes a lot to convince me and win my heart I’ve been through a lot of bullshit so I told him look I know that your saying all of this now but you really hurt me and I don’t really trust you that much anymore and that’s where the dream ended🫣 I dreamt about this after watching love island and this is important because I used to hate this one character “Leah” because she was constantly taking about her false love rob and she was so relatable in a way I just really relate to her and what hit me the most is when rob actuallt communicated his feelings and being mature, I can’t help but wish that Erick did the same thing:( but in reality he is really imature

11 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream about finding my childhood lost cat

11 Jul 2024

Dream

I was trying to find a treadmill to run on in a gym, another one of my childhood friends and his sister were there too. But the treadmill next to them was broken, so I found a different one. Then the dream changed and I was filling up water jugs and watering plants for people in my office.

9 Jul 2024

Dream

I am not sure it was dream or not .. because it was dream from my childhood.. I saw a magical gate or door that has curtain.. a girl is behind the curtain wants to say me something or guide me to become better version of myself. That girl is soo sweet ..but I don't remember who she is .. I don't remember how she looks ..but that was a wonderful dream in my childhood..

9 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was in my kitchen, in my home, and my sister was there, and some of my childhood friends, and we were all dancing, and I was very excited to invite them over. My children's friends came over to play, and we were all having a good time. My kids went outside to play with the other children. I started making French fries, but the French fries were not coming out right, and the French fries turned into mashed potatoes, and then I decided to throw it away because it was not good. I asked my sister did she want to order takeout instead and she said yes.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

last night I had a dream it was a little bit scattered but I remember it kind of started out like driving but it was over like a beachy skyline so basically like I saw the horizon and there was the coast and the water and everything and it felt cool it felt safe and then I remember like kind of like not crashing but flying off of the cliff or like the mountain that we were on but like I was scared but like I knew we'd be okay but I felt like that inertia feeling when you're really falling like that gut feeling in my stomach and when we landed I got everybody together made sure everybody was okay and you know I led us all towards the beach or so towards like a kind of jungly area but along the edge so that we'd be okay and ironically like we ran into my boss and it was him and the people traveling with me I can't remember I know one of them was my dad and the other two people I can't remember I feel like they were like childhood friends I can't remember their names but then with that, I ended up like working with Voss, with Tristan in order to like create shelter and everything, and like I made some nice clothes and of course my hair was amazing and looked gorgeous with like purple and neon pink tips and I just felt and looked so confident and felt like the goddesses like a water goddess and I just felt so empowered to be by the ocean and I felt seductive and attractive. And I remember I was able to change the weather so that we weren't in danger of like any lightning storms or anything or any monsoons or typhoons or anything like that and when night came everybody was asleep and just let me sleep and we had like very, very, very passionate and thorough and just amazing sex and it felt like it was transformative and like an energy surge almost. Like I felt energized if that makes sense. Almost ascended. Afterwards I felt like nervous and guilty because of course I'm married and my dad was not that far away and so as I was walking back to camp I remember hearing and like I believe it was some type of animal or something and feeling some sense of dread so I know I was in trouble but it wasn't like a bad dread it was like you know me and Tristan can handle ourselves type of thing and before we started the fight I woke up.

5 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in my childhood basement, it used to creep me out as a child when I would watch TV at night. There was bunch of random stuff stored there, old furniture, childhood paintings, water damage from storms of the past. Accurate to what the basement really looks like. I saw too shadowy figures come from out the corner and spook me, then I looked at them a bit closer and was like “are you an Anderson brother” they said “yeah sure jokingly” then I looked closer and was like wait a minute… you’re a Marrone. Followed them to the laundry room and turned the drawstring light on it was my friend Mike Marrone who I work with, and his northern Nic who I’ve met once, nic looked like he did 10 years ago not now. I said “oh hi you spooked me glad it’s just you” then we had conversations about manifesting intentions time three, and fear isn’t scary when familiar.

4 Jul 2024

Dream

I was at this store with my son. We walked around for a little while and I bought him a toy and I got some lingerie to surprise my boyfriend. When we left the store we walked past this playground in the neighborhood I used to live in as a child. I had to move my son because he almost got his by a kid in a swing. Next thing I know I run into a friend and we go back to her place. We are chilling in a room when she walks out to do something. I looked up and wonder where the attic door came from when it slowly started opening. I immediately felt fear and covered myself up with a thin see through blanket. The attic door opened all the way and this dark dead hand appeared and dragging me off the bed and tried to drag me under the bed. I woke up afraid and could still feel the hand from the dream